To start with i would like to wish everyone a very happy and prosperous new year of 2010! Look forward to a better future and least not to forget the memories too.

Next, this will be the last post for this blog. 225 post over 3 years. I'm not an avid blogger hence the number of posts. Nevertheless, i love this blog so much. A place for me to pen my thoughts and feelings and share my joy to all the readers. Plus, the blog skins is the most special to me. I would love to thank alane for creating all of this blog skins. Your efforts will be remembered and appreciated.

Thank you for all who have read my blog. There's no reason why i'm leaving this blog and not deleting it too. I don't wish to delete it. It's just.. memorable.

Past three years ever since i started this blog, i feel great. Perhaps i know even though i'm down, i'm happy knowing i could find a place not to bottle up my feelings and also share what i did on that very day. Alane has been there for me. Mostly giving me joy and happiness through out this three years. Even though she's busy, she fit some time for me at times just to create blog skins and knows what i want. She even stayed up till late morning just for this, just to see me smile.
In this final post, i would like to apologise to her for making her sad, hurt and mess everything up. It's all my fault. If i could turn back time, i would never made those mistakes.

Have a great life ahead and great future everyone!

Regards,
Farhan

Firstly, to you.
You can blame me for all you want but as you said this isn't a game of blame. But what i can't stand is being accused every single time. What is it with your thinking? I'm not whatever you think i am.

Anyway peeps. I'm leaving in few hours time. Though i'm just going to malaysia but this is the first time i'm going with my friends and my parents doesn't even hesitate to let me go. Perhaps they realised i'm old enough to venture on my own. I'll be safe.

Plan is that we're going to Kukup! According to Justin, we're going there to eat, watch fireflies (This is super gay la. It's Justin who wants to watch fireflies so much), walk around and just enjoy the time there. Surath, you're missing out the fun. But lots of photos will be posted. Promised!

And i got myself a great deal. I bought this Outgear 60 litre backpack with it's pouch (It's red and black! RED!!) for just 90 bucks! I bargain like hell. If not, both of this cost about 120? or 140? LOL!

"Sometimes i don't get what runs through your head
Sometimes i know i'm wrong and i apologise
Sometimes things isn't the way you think it is
Don't hate me for who i am now
hate me..
for who i used to be".

Hello everyone.

Firstly i wanna wish everyone a very merry christmas. Enjoy this festive and be merry!
Hohoho. I just need to add this.

Well, fencing camp started last sunday till this week's wednesday. It was great. And tiring plus leg cramping. We had some gay moments where all the boys help to massage each other calves, thighs and shoulder. LOL! I bet if anyone were to walk pass our room, they'll sure turn around. LOL!

The camp was really helpful. David helps us back to our track since we never had any proper training since march? We had fun and the boring part is the carrying of piste. IF only we could hire some people to carry and keep for us.

Hwachong open has been great. I won 2nd again. Though i feel disappointed in myself for losing my sanity and myself on the final bout. I could have won but i was too hot tempered after being whack hard. Oh well. And my juniors did great too. I'm totally proud of them.

I'm craving for lambshank.

I've decided that i'll just start my life right up again from where i left myself.

Exams is finally over. Common test to be exact. And i feel that an objective would do some good to the word. Let me say it again. Fcking common test. Ooops, did i just use some vulgar word? Nah, it's just an objective.

It's killing me alright. I'm fine with depriving me from my sleep, food and fun. But it's certainly not okay when all the tips given and whatever i've memorise from the notes i studied, is a waste. I'm not sure if your lecturers says the same like mine, but mine certainly have a common favourite phrase; "Don't worry so much, it's damn easy" & "just study the notes/slides and tips you can do it". And guess what. First, it's damn DIFFICULT. Maybe it's just me who don't understand the way they set the questions. Second, the tips is sending me to the tip on an already mountain-ed list of would-soon-to-be failed test.

Now that common test is over, i just need a break. But i'm occupied with lots of events that i can barely breathe. I'm heading to Shaun's BBQ party tomorrow (F.O.C, how cool is that?), sabre fencing camp (David is back so time to get some skills from him and in return, my holiday), Hwachong fencing competition and catch up with my secondary school classmates. Maybe i'll just slot in some time to take a walk to botanical garden or something to catch come fresh air. I need some alone time. And i freakingly need a job. I'm draining too much money from my bank.

Does anyone knows where to buy the speck case, screen protector, full body clear protector for the new unibody polycarbonate macbook? I heard it's out in the market but i just can't bump into one.

Ever since you left, what else that is left reminds me of you. To my right, i see memories, to my left i see our stories. I'm the major shareholder of the cause. I've no one to blame but myself.

I so tempted to buy the online stuff from ebay. But it cost a bomb! Gosh. No no no, self control.

I'll update more soon. Adios.