haven't been coming online lately..
don't wish to elaborate much.
school works are lessen as it seemed, but it's all piling up unknowingly. tsk.
anyway still, i'm happy with my life now. :)

today was a fun day with my girls!!!! super cool, uberly. actually didnt want to go eunice house with kat and rach one.. but all of them were super irritably noisy!!! keep forcing me to go thus....i went! alrights. watch la bi xiao xin and shou zhu. damn cool. and we spent the whole day laughing and shouting.. lol. slacked until 8 plus and went back. bused 307,,, den 985,,, den finally 945... 307 is very ridiculous la! keep turning here and there! kat and i was like repeatedly telling each other ' eh!!! we just went past here just now wad dont have meh? ' kinda thing lol. it's fucking longggggggggggggggggggggggggg.


why not m1 free smses change from 1000 to 10000! i'm only left with 50 for the next 5 days. 10/ day is not gonna be my kinda thing. 40/ day at least. hahaha.
had been using like 50 smses per day on the same person????
one word - scary.

i hvn even pay my last month's bill la.
i love mama.
help me pay lehhhhhhhh. ~.~












dunno?haha. :D

alright. these days i've been emotionally sicked.
i really hate it a lot.
just feel that, though it seems that i may have 100000 friends, but it just can't be compared to having one true friend. i don't feel that i have one seriously....



went prata house yesterday with best friend, and went pool. practically, i lost to him like the score board was 7-0. this was totally sick. i couldnt control my hands well yesterday and i dont know why! the ball is just right in front of the goal and even an idiot can easily win me i swear! but i missed cue all the time and the white ball just kept going into the hole for so many uncountable times... tsk. and i have to rack the balls all the time. worst still, i dont have the strength to start hitting the beginning game! shucks. alright nvm. anyway it was best friend's birthday, i treated him an EGG PRATA! hahhaa. for his birthday. and a durian pan cake! then, i ate 3, while he ate 1. hiaks! went home after that. almost cried in bus la cb. -.-


today, woke up, ate and then onlined to do my IAC project. it sucks? duhhhh. sucks big time.

went jogging with derek and met him at 6. we jogged all the way until bukittimah and i think i died in the middle! somewhere near keming pri there. and then i started feeling dizzy. walau. and there's onely one uncle but i saw 3 to 4 sway about in front of me! -.-


den derek jogged into the forest while i sat outside waiting for him. hahah! no stamina la!! after tt, we jogged back. and reached a junction where we went back our own ways. i jogged back myself. felt way more cooling. all the way back home ok! that's friggin' far. and i ran up the stairs back home. -.-


after that i den realised that both sides of my big toes went swollen! dammit. think its cos i wore CONVERSE SNEAKERS. -.- very ridiculous hor. then the time i got home, i forced my mom to bring me to royal sporting to get a pair of track shoes, and TADAHHHH!..... i got an Adidas Deflect W. hated a bit cos it's a lil bit pink at the bottom. actually i wanted the Nike one!!!! but then it's more expensive, and the skin is made from pig skin and slight leather. so it's better for me to get a normal pair. tsk tsk tskkk. nvm.for jogging's sake. lol. and that pair of Adidas one is no very cheap ok.. cost a bomb. tskkkk.


okay. got home, ate, and tadah here i am, online.gonna go offline soon so, bahhhhhhhhh

eHAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHUZHENNNNNN!

okay, i'm gonna use the word font and size cos it's my bestestestest friend's birthdayyyy!

we've been best friends for a counting 9 years, and 3 days!

and she's always there for me, regardless of homeworks which i really dont know how to do, or supper, or outings, or what ever you can think of!


she's really so nice that i love her so muchhhhhh! hahahaha!
and it's her big day today!


zhen if you're reading this:
i wanna thank you for being there for me all the time, and listening to all my craps, listening to my sorrows, and consoling me when i'm feeling down!
and you can finally, officially enter clubs without worries! :D
thanks for smiling all the time. cos it really cheers me up when i see you smile! :D


okay, and i have other friends whose birthdays fall on 4th jan as wellllll!
thomas
anjun
peiling
colin

happy birthdays to you guys eh! all older than me liao lor. z...


slowly, i realise that not everyone can make a duplicate of shuzhens for me. back stabbers,useless gossip human machines, liars, posers, 'happy-den-find-you,-not-happy-den-throw-you-faraway friends,- i've seen a whole lot right now; in this world. in this country, in this school, ( or maybe in this class ) to be precise.


of cos, i think that i'm thinking far too much, until i couldnt sleep, and resorted me to come online for no reason in the mid of 1am while i'll be having classes at 8 ltr on.


yeah, i've been thinking too much, and seeing too many ppl i dont wanna see. just taking this afternoon's incident, will be already enough to make an equivalence to sticking a shoe into my mouth, literally.


too much dreams = perish of hopes.


sometimes, i dunno whether i should be happy, or not, when i see you.
i'd rather forget how you look like, perhaps turning blind maybe a better choice?
if not, i'll choose to act as if i dont know you.
this is seriously disturbing. okay, i'll cheer up...

tell me why would i have that weird dream just now?
sigh, how i wish it could be real!
i really yean for a similar dream again!
and it already made it so real in the dream, i'd love to really continue sleeping, and never wake up just to continue the story...
GONE CASE! tsk!...


and partly was stupid. i really saw a shooting star in my dream! and then, i hoped for something stupid and useless, and i don't even want the things i've hoped for!






pure star-dom.*

happy birthday to glenn tng. and it's 2nd jan. woo!
and i hated him all the time.
but he's still the funniest ah beng i've ever seen.
havent see him for like nearly a year? after since he shifted house. tsk. if not all the time, i'll be seeing him smoking all the time down at the void deck, and contributing noise pollution. dammit right.
and i still remembered in sec sch, he used to sit behind me ( cos my class is a minah plus chao ah beng class but definitely i quit being one of them cos guai guai better ;p ), and all along, he'll just pull my pony tail! knnbccb-ly, i'll just turn back and use my super powerful long nails to pinch him. and then he'll say, pinch the harder the better, not pain enough.. so bobianly, i'll pinch even harder and then he started pleading for me to stop. ccb right!


and i learn all these vulgarities from him one lor. zzz.
like haha, i only know how to scold him ccb, cos he's really making ppl fcuking pissed. ya, very ccb seriously. and teaching him school work is a tiring chore. -.-


forget it la, since his bdae is today, just forget it. lol. anyway he's real funny.. oh god, sudden reminisce to the olden school days. unlike now, with far more countless predictable class conflicts coming up? i guess so.


anyway, hope that everyone enjoyed the presents i gave to y'all! seriously.. tsk. just scared it'll screw everyone up cos its just FOOD. -.-
and the girls,i seriously hope tt you girls will really like the gifts! yup.


and oh yes, ken fell on the door steps of bus 52 today? hilarious i guess? cos bryan couldnt stop laughing like an ass. like, after when the uncle greeted ken GOOD MORNING, he straight away fell down. HAHA! this joke will be the topic of the week. and maybe marc's hair as well? heard the whole class commenting him HANDSOME. lol. definitely better than the previous weird hair style la. lol.


thats all.
and i blogged cos, i'm really bored! -.-

A BRAND NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! IT'S YEAR 2008 ALREADY!!

and see, how time flies!
still not forgetting the unwanted and painful memories i had. cried and stuffs. and forget the pain slowly..
okay! enough said for this sad stuffs.
it's 2008!
a brand new year for all of us, to start anew, to chase the bad stuffs away and getting the good ones. this year is a good start for all of us!


went vivo with my sec sch friends!
and its the ever first time i waited and was earlier than the rest! and the funniest was, i waited for like half an hour or even more lor. I FEEL SO PROUD LA. cos i'm alway late. =x


its been long since i saw wendy and sj. tsk, a pity that mel was unable to join us, if not it'l definitely be a perfect gang gathering. and and and, where's my ice cream and dbcs! tsk. i guess it's alr split like some amoeba alr. hahahahahha!


ate at PASTAMANIA ( ahhahahha, sheryl, take note **), and i still find that it was not filling enough! so we ordered banana dessert pizza. and then, i wasnt full again. the rest were complaining how full they were. -.-


den we went cold storage and i bought a packet of munchy biscuits! ofgodzilla it was awesomely nice! pastamania was palatable as well.:D


went up to sky park after tt and then, got damn fucking lot of ppl alr. sat at a corner which was less crowded, cos VIVO GOT LIKE 1 MILLION AH BENGS AND AH LIANS! walau, very sick and sian to see them la. 1 gang here 1 gang there. -.- sheryl go join them la. lol.


and then we sat there since 8.30? and then we camwhored until 12am before everyone started counting down!
all of us went wild! esp those ah lians la, keep spraying the snow. nabeycb.

stayed until 1 plus before we left and trained back to gombak and headed to prata shop! hahahahha! and ate prata! damnit. lol. damn shiok.


and then reached home at 330 and i fell asleep.


photos to show! :D

got big wind ma, so we posed for a windy photo. lol.
wendy and me!
juan me wendy.
me zhen wendy.

*** see this photo! clear and nice. of cos,,,,,, i cloned the photo. damnit.



just scroll down for the original photo.

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see that sick guy behind? fucking nonsensical la. extra sial.

me wendy juan.

zhen and me!
why why what what. i bo song you la wad!

retarded.
again
yet again
non stop.
and i only know how to point middlefinger. lol.

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