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Saturday, June 30, 2007 ; 14:41

whoooooooots! had cats and snw 2 days ago and it both totally sucked. went pool at JP after tt. took great efforts to reach there and then the person told us we arent allowed to be in school logo-ed uniform. whatever la. den we was about to go back before i suggested we get ourselves each a tee at bossini. HAHAHA. i got an S. it was SUPER BIG! just nice it could be my dress. sigh. got up, and we started playing. i was about to trash both dereks la! wth. went home after tt. sleep.


yesterday. went school. didnt turn up for math cos i knew i'm gonna be late so wad's the point if we turned up for math, right. den met rach and kat outside cheers before dap came. we headed to the lib. ate maggi and bubble tea. HPD lesson's next. presentation. don't think i did well. it was kinda horrible for me.


break. was given extra 50 mins allowance cos there wasnt much things left to do for HPD. stoned at canteen4. went back to PDI studio. played with jl's lappy. did sketching again. end.


it was kinda noisy outside the room so i screamed. then i heard silence after tt. hahaha. i dont know wad i was doing. xD


had PDI gathering. games. it wasnt exciting. IT WAS FRIGHTENING. i am very afraid of balloons. i don't even want to see it, wad's more if you ask me to touch it. the time when calvin passed it to be, i was shivering and turned purple. HAHAHA. den i started weeping! so ugly la! spoil my image. -.- BUT I REALLY SCARED OF BALLOONS WAD........


den sat down at a corner with sheryl. called tt SOAB. cried after tt. you mutherfucker. go to hell.


and i love BRENDA! hahaha. cos she said she love me. lol.
and rachel too.! both of them repeated for dunno like how many times.
and and and not to forget kat la, my best enemy!(HAHA). she went for the whole PDI gathering just cos i forced her to! SO GOOD LUH. xD


saw alan! hahaha like finally, he said.


had dinner. i ate bee hoon. ( you know buffets in school can't get any better...) before eating. i asked everyone to shout 'sek fan'( means eat in cantonese). becos i heard the whole of p03 shouting tt in jap which i dont know how to pronounce. and 123, SEK FAN!!!!! we're sosososososososososo cool la! hk lang is now the IN THING. xD


charade after tt. kinda boring. i mean the words la. so lame can.......z.


bused home with kx and kev. before tt at bus stop saw alan again. and then kat called me to tell tt I WAS THE ONE WHO SPOILT JL'S LAPPY. if it is, well go ahead and ask me to pay for all thou i dont have $. whatever la. of cos i was angry la. ok, i admit. it was partially my fault to spoil it. but how can you say it's fully my fault? right?


got home onlined and slept.

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Thursday, June 28, 2007 ; 17:26

什么是原谅?
是不是一定要把一切不愉快都忘了, 才算原谅了?
忘不了, 就不算原谅?
那么, 对于健忘的我, 原谅应该很容易.
可是, 我却偏偏忘不了.
我要记得把一切忘掉...
不愉快的, 已经过去, 已经不重要.
太执著, 会毁了现有的快乐.

this was extracted from pei fen's blog.
yeah. this is what i'm feeling right now.
kind of feeling dumb to be with you.


angry? like this extract said, 不愉快的, 已经过去, 已经不重要.
i'm feeling better already.
i have cool friends around.
i see cuter boys around.
i play pool almost daily to make myself feel superior after those trainings.
i can forget about you.

I couldnt give a damn what you say to me
I dont really care what you think of me
Cause either way you're gonna think what you believe
There's nothing you could say that would hurt me
I'm better off without you anyway
I thought it would be hard but I'm ok
I dont need you if you're gonna be that way
Cause with me it's all or nothing
I'm sick of it
Dont deny
You're a waste of time
I'm sick of it
Don't ask why
I Hate you now
So go away from me
You're gone
So long
I can do better..
yes i can.


i have better target already.
fret not. (:

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007 ; 20:49


sorry peeps, i only got photos of me and rach. the rest might be uploaded in frenstr. =p

MDA. MP. 2 hours break. library. sleep. talk cock. disturb daphne(SORRY!!!!!!lol). pon practical. pool. home.

i think i'm super noisy today. kept singing songs and stuffs. crapping more. anyway, i've regained my meal-thingy. no more anorexic, but food more!!! OH FOOD GLORIOUS FOOOOOOOOD!;


didnt go practical. stayed in sch with kat. waited with rachel for 74 and after she went. me and kat stoned for 1 hour plus at the bus stop. -.-


and ya!!! saw a lot of cute boys today. like finally i find tt my eyes can see cute boys le. -.-
slept at atrium after tt. very shuang. though it wasnt chilling. it was rather hot. waited for jh and janice to end lessons.
played pool with them and jh's frens. 1 looked like sebastian in pss1 lor. and the other 1 looked like css1's renfred. like wth la. -.- and there, there's 1 person who looked like jh as well.
i wanna trash of of jh's fren! he's like super pro la. nv tio lose for all the rounds he played. or tyco?lol. =p
hf came. he played 2 rounds and then got off. -.- went home.

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; 00:28

i guessed it's all fated? hmmms. to those who saw my msn nick, i really am single today already.


all thanks to you. or maybe i would have long given up on you, but all's just cos you didnt clarify much with me when i forced you to. feelings are still here, i tried to harden it, so i wont feel anything. and yeah, i did it. am very proud of myself.


today= super hyper. and yay, I WON COLLIN FOR POOL ROUNDS!!!!!!! like, he kept winning la, so it doesnt matter if i won. xD went lot1 to find ying after tt. wanted to play arcade bball, but cant top the card alr. dumb freaks! z.


so we went mac for ice cream. HAHAHA. for awhile before my mom kept calling me at 10 plus. den i got home at 11. lol.


today yet again, i didnt have enough sleep. supposed to meet him at 6.15am, so i woke up at 5.30. i gt ready by 6.10 and was abt to take bus. and he told me he's still bathing. reached his house there for sooooooo long. and then he came down at 6.50. kinda ridiculous. didnt talk much. passed me a small plush toy. SUPER SMALL ONE la. ( and i knew sth bad's gonna happen to me today, and really it did......)


got home at 7am, and i slept till 8.40 before i woke up. lesson started at 10 la. lol. met brend and eunice. i was slp walking la.z. reached outside np bus stop. we're super lazy, den we flagged for a cab to send us to blk 47. lalala.lol.


tests results= bad.
mood= emo.
mind= totally switched off.


but i completed my vtds. couldnt believe it. xD


tt's all for today.
i wanna thank God for helping me this way where i won't fall deeper into this endless pit anymore. i was saved.


rather glad that i know i'm not totally obsessed in you.
but your advice was kinda right.
be it age, attitude or character, it doesnt seemed to be compatible.
i'll find nicer ones around.


practical tmr! kns. hell. mda tmr. sleep. lab tmr. fuck off!





Monday, June 25, 2007 ; 23:20

so now i'll claim..

LESS FOOD= LESS WEIGHT.

THEREFORE,

NO FOOD= NO WEIGHT!

guess what! i dropped 1.5kg alr in like 1 week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYS.!!!!


I'M VERY VERY VERY VERY HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


my method:

starve.
breakfast and lunch skipped.
only 1 side dish for dinner.
think of something else instead of food.
and you get wad i get!

erm, but maybe it's me being anorexic and stuffs.

i wasnt feeling happy today.
for the math thing.
i'm not trying to boast saying ey-i-got-so-high,
but me writing careless things inside.
like square root 'y' = 64, den find 'y'.
should be 64 x 64 the answer, but i got 8.


and lots more.


HAHAHA. gtg for supper! where i go there to chat, instead of eat. =p
BYEEEEEEE.





Saturday, June 23, 2007 ; 21:00

yo people. tsk i hvn come online for like 2 days? HAHAHA. welcome me back thens.


yst was so-so. pooling the whole day at wm and timah. mostly was paid by the 2 cos me and ying really broke. kinda a bad day for me yst la.


got home at 9pm plus. went out at 12am plus to mac to do somebody's math hmwk. i couldnt believe i cant do some of it. i think most probably is bcos i forgt all the formulas alr. and i was very super tired that i got careless mistakes here and there. i couldnt care much to change the answers. shezhen helped as well. she was complaining alr. me too, the people beside our table was soooooooooooooooooooo noisy. they were playing BINGO. shut the hell up ya? den i shouted at them indirectly. shuzhen was telling me i was too loud to say tt to them. HAHA. who cares man. i'm doing my work can or nt. stayed until 3 before we left.


and the whole day yst, i only had 5 nuggets and 2 sushis. cant believe it.


today i woke up at 3 plus. nono. i think before 3 and i was woke up by someone. he's like so fickle minded la. everything was prepared alr den there's some last min changes. and was so angry by his words. cant blame me as well.


sms alex out for my very 1st meal today at 4plus. den forced him to go eat with me. HAHA. so we met at 5. i ate. he didnt. he destroyed my eating mood by singing songs. WALAU. -.- and we're like quarreling with each other for every words we're saying la! so funny lor. like suan each other. -.- idiot la he. i think i can really crap a lot a lot a lot with him. cos he said i'm very lame. and said i can help to harden the ice at JE ice skate ctr. and if he knew i was so lame, he would have brought a lot of sweaters. see, who is more lamer than who la. -.-


got home at 6 plus. slept again. until now, 9.10pm. HAHAHA. going out for supper with zhen again ltr maybe. and i have to take a lot of photos for HPD project. sian or not man.......


BYEbyeBYE.
to such idiot.
& everyone.





Thursday, June 21, 2007 ; 22:49

CAN I JUST NOT BE SO UNLUCKY TODAY!


i was picking a lot on my clothes....for like 20 mins. felt stucked up and the end i got the same top again. waste of time!


i didnt go for the camp. like, whatever la. my friends all nv go, i go for wad.. so i asked ying out. she's a super pro person, like, at lying? hahaha. SHE SAID SHE GOT A SPRAIN ON HER LEG. omg da jie since when did you even have a bad fall?? lol. nvm anyway, she lied to her boss, not me. lol. and she demonstrated to me. i was laughing like hell.


and cos of that stupid campfire which held on today, i didnt have my breakfast and lunch la! and i stayed all the way until 6pm before i got my very 1st meal today. and then i'll have supper at 1130 with my shuzhen. hiaks.


alright back to campfire.. supposedly i'll be meeting zhen xy yt and jy for dinner 1st before we go for campfire. then the v last min zhen couldnt make it. den xy also dowan to go, yt got last min proj. so which means to say my clique all aren't free AT THE VERY LAST MINUTE. sad right.


so i was telling everyone i really need to have dinner come on! i was so hungry can...
so i asked a few, but the end all cant,,,


so i approached ying. hahaha she's the best! we went makan tomyam our favourite, played 3 rounds of pool in half an hour(fast right, lol) and watched FANTASTIC 44444444!


FANTASTIC 4 IS A DARN GREAT MOVIE ON EARTH. i mean, there's no any scenes which are boring, all of it caught my attention. except tt the sound effect was rather loud. and real as well.


and a lot of things to discuss about in those scenes. everything was done perfectly and hilariously given THE THING and tt fire person.


me and ying was like shivering la. very super cold. even when we got out, i was still shivering. and i told her not to talk to me 1st cos i cant reply. too cold and i could stutter. lol.


went to interchange, sat down and camwhored. talk talk and listen to music. HAHA.


then, sent ying to the mrt control station. when i crossed the road, the auntie asked me to buy from her the tissue. i asked how much and stuffs. but i didnt know wad she was saying cos she mumbled.


den i gave her 2 bucks. and told her 1 bundle is enough. she kept forcing me to take 3 bundles la! walau. plus, my bag was super small, which can only fit my wallet and hp la! den she shouted at me and stuffs and asked me to take. -.- the end i took it using my hands and i stood at a corner squeezing all the tissues into my small bag. all 15 packets gt in, but the end i have to hold on to my wallet and hp. LIKE WHAT THE HELL LA. ppl will be thinking wad i put in my bag lor. -.-


kks, end of story. BYE





; 13:20

WHY?

%$^%$^^&%$$%^$!!!!!!!@

TELL ME!!!

WHY IS EVERYBODY NOT FREE?!!!!!!!!
WHY IS EVERYBODY BROKE!!
WHY SOME PEOPLE CAN'T GO OUT!!!!!!
WHY IS EVERYBODY TIRED!!!
WHY IS EVERYBODY GOING OUT!!!!!!!
WHY WHY WHY TELL ME WHY SCHOOL HOLIDAYS ARE A BORE!!!!!!
WHY DON'T THE WHOLE WORLD OF PEOPLE LIKES PLAYING POOL!!!!!!!!!
ERGHS THIS IS REALLY FREAKIN ME OUT!!!!!!!

(haha, ying i not referring to you hor. =p)


for like past few days....... so bored.
i'm staying at home like dumb.
i dowan myself to be sleeping everyday until so late...
and after eating and bathing, i'll go back to sleep again.
THIS IS RIDICULOUS!!!!!


why cant west area have a theme park!
why can't we have more fun rather than the 'played before' fun we had.
it's getting boring............


but anyway, i'm going back to sec sch for campfire. hope it'll be a success. just hoping that it won't rain...





Wednesday, June 20, 2007 ; 23:14

lalala....

i'm done with knnb MP. yay.

here i come 200pounds! =D





; 03:38

weeeeeeeeeeeee~
as said before, this is the shortest hair length i've reached.
i can make it shorter!
hahaha but i dowan. ;x


went out with mel to queensway. and took a long bus 61 journey of like half an hour? omg la, super long.

and i was tired too. hardly spoke.

reached there, and walked the whole building of it to search for mel's soccer boots. and she got a white one. super damn nice la! i saw it a couple of times at other shops already, but i kept mum about it, cos i'm afraid mel will nag at me saying, aiyo it's white in colour leh later will get dirty very easily blahblahblah...lol.

i freakin' liked it. cos it's white in colour, and it really looked damn nice. and whatsmore, the pricing was acceptable cos it's only 52 bucks. initially was 61 bucks. but haha, no soccer for me. (:

bought a jeans shorts. fuck. that auntie cheated me of my money. but nevermind. i'm generous. forget it.

den, mel bought another shoe bag. some stupid thing happened in the store la. while mel was resting by a corner cos she wasnt feeling well, the salesperson was attending to a customer. den i overheard that the customer was asking whether is there any shoe bag which don't cost more than 10 bucks.

den this salesperson replied: if you want it to cost less than 10 bucks, you can forget about Nike, Adidas. and ya, Lotto also.. i tot he was joking to the fella, but hell wait...he's really got attitude problem.

we asked the same person for a new shoe bag, den he said wait. ok fine. den he got it out, asked mel to pay the money. den mel was like, 'can i check on the shoe bag?' knew wad? he said 'new one, check for wad...' den immediately he tore the plastic covering off very harshly.

and then, mel checked. cos i didnt notice after payment, the shoe bag she bought was in the plastic bag of the soccer boots she bought. which means to say that fella didnt give her plastic bag la.

den after when we got out, mel den told me that he didnt give her a bag to put her shoe bag. instead, the fella said ' you can just put the shoe bag into that plastic bag (referring to the one mel was holding).'

HELLO FUCK! YOU BIG DEAL IS IT. WHAT KIND OF SHOP IS THIS MAN.

FIRSTLY, YOU ARE ONLY A SIMPLE SHOP.

SECONDLY, YOU ARE ONLY A SMALL TINEEE WINEEE FUCK.

THIRDLY, YOU HAVE A BIG ATTITUDE PROBLEM.

LASTLY, YOU'RE NOT HANDSOME ENOUGH.

ahhh, whatever right~ my blog wad, i say wad i want. please support my rude post for today. i don't think i said anything wrong seriously.






Monday, June 18, 2007 ; 15:26

you irritate me, den you ignore me.
after that, you come back again, and the same thing happens.
what are you trying to treat me as now?
you said that few words, but i don't feel a thing.
you didn't know what happened, but well; good thing it is.
i'm gonna make you suffer for how you treated me back before....


went town with my fav girls on sat.
VERY FUN! hahaha.
took neos and played a lot.
shouted in the middle of nowhere down at orchard road.
pooled.
laughters.
RAHRAHRAH!
1230am.
hiaks.
love them all.! =D


sunday- stayed at home and pigged until 3pm.
i cant believe it man!
i slept till that hour la!
and i wasnt hungry at all.
i just wanted to continue sleeping.
but it was Fathers' Day afterall.
so i woke up.
went granny's house makan at 5pm.
den stayed there and chit chatted with aunts and uncles.
played the style of volleyball jumps.
the way of 'hot dates'. hahaha..
and the way my little cousin cried after a fall from escalator.
so poor thing la..
played daidi as well. my fav.
and as usual, i won!
like erm, 2 outta 3 rounds. not bad already. xD


supper with zhen and jw at 12 plus am. had FISH AND CHIP. after completion of meal, i was still very hungry....
chit chatted a lot as usual.
saw that 'ah long jiu' as well. the bad guy in channel 8 shows. hahaha.
was yi tian's uncle anyway.
went 7-11 and di siao the uncle. damn funny la.
kept saying we're there to buy cigarettes all tt.
HAHAHA.
3 of us bought chocolates.
after that went home.


went onlined.
didn't intend to work on project at all.
but then i was sooooooooo bored,
so i started working on it.
finished and submitted everything by 5am! hahha.
so glad and stuffs!
i started smsing liyi to tell her i completed my work!
lalalalaaaaaaaaaaaa....


and ya, hoped for a smooth journey for you at Genting.

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Thursday, June 14, 2007 ; 01:25

WHOOOPS! pool-ing the whole day today.


met ying at westmall for her lunch at koufu. den went toilet. hahaha. took photo, with out 's' ok! lol. only one photo. =)


went to meet jiewei after tt. den he was waiting with jh, so we all waited for him. BIG SHIT!lol. took 852. den reach and play. from like 2pm to 3 plus? den went to mac makan. went toilet with ying. den was like sth funny happen la. i didnt realised until she told me that the auntie's urinating sound was even louder than our speaking volume la! den i couldnt stop laughing so i went out and told jh they all. den they were like laughing and,,, erm ... TEH TARIK. -.- lol.


after meal the boys wanted arcade, so they went, and we went up to century snooker to play. den they came up and play as well. tagged with janice to play with ying. hahaha. we won! aiya of cos la, 2 ppl leh. -.-


den played on the 9 feet cursed table. i kept losing on tt with jh and jw. knn. i felt so vulgar when i stay with jh. dunno why. arghs.


den before when we wanted to leave, there's this guy la, he wanted to take janice's number for his fren. den janice said dowan. den he asked why. i was arranging the billiard balls ma, so i helped her to answer, 'cos he not handsome'. hahaha!. really wad.. his fren looked like some frog or sth. rahhhhh. fck off. lol.


played until 7 i think den janice went home. jh went to die. hahah. jkjk.i dunno where he went. den me jw and ying took 852 back to interchange cos i'm meeting zhen up.

on the bus......... HE'S LIKE EVER SOOOO SHY LA. -.-


and again......


oh, sleeping uh.........

a monkey face here it goes!

still dowan to take with us???!



and then i bargained with him how long i didnt take photo with him alr. like 9 months or so? after the day when we went makan with our big group of family.

and we came to an agreement. so, PEACE! dumb face la he!lol.


waited for zhen and she reached. went wm walk walk. den went arcade play concentration. initially we didnt know how to play. den there's this logo which showed a guy sitting there naked. den jw was like, oh, concentration....' you must concentrate on the legs there, den slowly it'll open up the legs. '' HAHAH!
walked down to 1st storey with ying cos she went to meet her fren for POOL AGAIN -.-
den left with me jw and zhen. stood outside TS and we talked a lot a lot a lot about sec sch ol' days! WHOOOOOOSH! damn shiok la. but now only can be memories le. sigh...
went mac ltr. den we chatted about sec sch days again. so many things to talk. like, jw only live opp me la, i didnt even see him for like super long...........
played with seasonings and drinks again. this is mixed with mayonnaise, chilli sauce, barbecue sauce and coke light. i was stirring. den jw was like making the puking action alr. he's so lousy la! wakau.....

zhen's the first to drink! lol.

den me,,,


he just said he dowan to be photo'ed. and he scramed his face away. but i caught it. hahaha.



it tasted spicy. with the dense bbq sauce smell. lalala. nice lehh..
saw celest and crystal. den we talked a lot. until 12 before we went home. hahaha.




and this! i helped mel to dye. this is my artpiece on her hair! lalala. not bad lehs.



yippee!





Wednesday, June 13, 2007 ; 00:40

most of the time when you're talking, people tend to talk photos of you. it makes you look more natural. and as you can see in the photo, daphne looked kinda retarded when she's normal. HAHAHA.


i know i know.... this photo was taken like a few weeks back and yet i'm only posting it now. i totally have no liking in posting photos onto blog cos i'm super DUPER LAZY. i said before. lol. but for the sake of entertainment, i'll only show funny and nicer ones. (:


this was taken at harbour front centre.

and yay! FUNNNNN!


DAPHNE LAAAAAA~


and me. hiaks. bo liao. -.-




i think kat's hair got lice. i think i got it correct.





eunice kat me.


ahh! her photos's gonna spoil my whole blog entry! lol. jkjk.



bangbang!



4four.

she's always so hyper with me around. hahaha.




and the following week i guess,,,.. these photos were taken at mac. like, we ton at mac la. hahaha. and i didnt study AT ALL. i can get 0/100.



sz on phoneWith SOMEONE ELSE. hahaha.

oh, this is mine and col's designed mask! hahaha.



and me and zhen. (:

shujuan! look at her gong face la! hahaha.


and then 2 days later. after pool. we ton at KAP mac. this was the one i referred to you guys on the previous blog entry. the mixed mayonnaise with seaweed shaker powder and coke like plus ice. we all drank it ok!




last sunday.. pulau ubin. random photos were taken by me. i felt artistic. HAHAHA. wadever la.



me and mei!


and there i was. reached. nice right. ahhhhhh~



welcome..


aha. its her again. i was forced by her to take photos. lol.

weird cloud! hahaha. and i captured it.


and those sticks you look closely, it is to prevent illegal immigrantsfrom passing towards msia which is directly opposite pulau ubin.



MANGROVE!!! machiam i first time see it. lol.


and err. wild boars you call it.


super huge la.


and see thislil kid who is holding on to this rabbit., i asked his parents how good is it cos he dont have to attend sch since he live in pulau ubin. den his dad told me, he still goes to sch, den they have to travel by boat back to tampines for schooling. lol.


NICE~



anyway i went to mel's house to dye her hair for her. pro right!hahaha. i think i succeed in tt. den saw yc and wes at 2head there having lunch. damn funny la them. den went back to westmall for mac meal. waited for juan. went watts in and they got ear studs. sadded la i dont have ear hole. eff. like, PLEASE DONT ASK ME TO PIERCE AGAIN. or else it'll be the 5th round already.
took 945. saw glenn. like,, err he grew taller. i seemed so short. lol. and he's so damn funny he told me things abt him in school. lol.
went out to MAC AGAIN at gombak with zhen for supper. i didnt eat la. lol. den walk around and talked a lot. we always got a lot of things to talk. like err, CRAPS. hiaks!.
pool again soon! lol. and i hvn start at any of my 2 projects which will be due in less than 2 weeks. LATE WORK NOT ALLOWED. FUCKOFF PROJECTS!





Sunday, June 10, 2007 ; 22:44

went vivo with jiemin! and yays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT MY HAVAIANAS! errrrrr. so normal looking la. but i like! =)


rights.......
i woke up at 6am this morning. like hell, even wake up earlier than the time i wake up when i wanna go school la. getting ready for pulau ubin.


went there at 7.30am. reached at around 8.30 i think. i got few mosquito bites la. and i think we all go there just to exhibit on the toilets there. kns. cos is like everyone wanted to go to the toilet la.


but anyway i took a lot of nice sceneries and photos. had loads fun.


got back to changi jetty and ate chicken rice. i tot of something which troubled me, and it made me unable to complete my food. kns.


took bus back. i totally slept on it. i cant wake up. my neck hurts. cos i'm like tilting my head to a corner la.


got home at 3plus. conferenced with juan zhen and wendy. den the end we went wm coffee bean. i got my mudpie and mocha!!!!!!!! kau i couldnt finish la. super full. like, 4 pm until now, which is 11pm. i hvn even had dinner.


went to play pool after tt. i taught juan zhen and wendy how to play!!!! i think they've got retarded fingers like me when i first started playing la. hahaha. but well, they've mastered a few techniques i guess? HAHA. not bad and i think zhen is catching up. xD


after when we ended the game, there's the guy by the side asked me if i can play pool with him or not. i damn scared la. but i agreed cos i ask him to treat. played 2 rounds. both of us draw game. hahaha. den zhen juan and wendy played on the other table. hehehe. =)


went back and wanted to collect salary. knn boss. go hell la. dua me is it. kns. 1 day also considered work right.


and yays. pool soon!!!! weeeeeets!
and yays. singing soon! whoooooooooots!


but i think i remembered there's another project due on 13th june. i've not started any shit.


and yeah! my hair was dry and stucked up lor! for like 3 to 4 days. and messed up my mood as well. so i got myself sunsilk damage repair! and now my hair super silkyyyyyy! ahhhhhhhhh! i love this feeling! =)))))))


AND I LOVE MY WAY OF LIVING LIFE NOW!!!!!!=DDDDDDDDD
thanks rach for feeling happy for me. hiaks.





Saturday, June 09, 2007 ; 02:55

hello i'm back. basically only here to blog about past few days on wad i've done. photos will only be uploaded few days later. cos............................. xD


alright...

i think monday studied math with jing han and janice.
den tuesday math CT. after tt went town and vivo.
wed ar.... sleep eat play watch tv. until at night at 8 plus den me and juan went batok mac to study. and the term study isint really wad you think of. called collin down to mac as well. den called zhen as well. and we 'studied' until 2 plus before we went home. photos will be uploaded next week.hahhaaaaaaaaaa.
thursday i stayed whole day at home lehhhhhh! hahahaaa. or did i even leave my house? hmmmms. forgotten.
FRIDAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!lol. i'll make sure i get 5/100 for mda. i'm fine with it.
cos no pain no gain.
i dont give a damn liao.
i fucking hate it when things dont get into my mind.
i wrote tons of rubbish in the paper.
i swear.
CATS project.
got my frens to help me do my work as well.
all written rubbish? dont know.
but just, i've competed cats. i'm happy. though i know maybe i'll fail.........nvm,nvm....
after test ended at 1030. we went batok pizza hut for meal. den town. shopped till we almost got mad. brenda emo. kat wanted to meet her frens instead but i pulled her to stay. aaaahha. rach and dap so hyper. i dunno wad i was doing.


i felt so pissed off with my super damn fucking knnbccb hair.
totally got me so grossed with everything la.
my hair felt so plastic. and i tot i'll burn my hair if i dry it. knn.


went pool at timah at 8 plus. collin reached. i reached at 9 plus with juan. felt pathetically sorry for him cos he waited outside the place himself. lol. if its me, i'll leave the place without informing them la. lol. den liyi came,,, followed by zhen. she super emo today lol.
played until 12 plus before we left for KAP mac. stayed there until 2 before we left.


and this fucking thing happened to us la. we were nearing bt batok nature reserve alr den there's a a big gang of police cars and police. cos 5 of us squeezes into taxi ma. den collin quickly alighted the cab, or else the police ki siao liao.


the police stopped our cab and checked using his torch light. knn one. do i look like some cheena lady out there? kau eh. den heard from zhen that juan was scared outta her wits. lol i felt like i'm acting on some thriller movies la.


den so many things happened. collin was questioned by the police and stuffs. the police acted beng according to wad he told me. kns one la. does he even looked like one illegal immigrant? this simply induced my hatred towards police. da jing xiao guai. maybe you guys will just tell me, ' ey they're just doing their part wad'. but hey, you all saw their effing reactions? so kiasu la. big big deal is it?



okokoks. nvm nvm. but we all had fun, jokes and laughter. we even drank a mixture of COKE LIGHT, MAYONNAISE, ICE & SEAWEED SHAKER FRIES POWDER. like,,,,,, YUCKS LA! i took the photo alr. will blog again abt it. and we all DRANK IT. super weird taste la. until now i can still rmb the taste. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeks.!


think i'll end here. oh simply loved today though i'm gonna fail my mda. WHATEVER LA OK!
and kbox's my next target!(:


i treated it as you said NOTHING.
i'm living too well without you even now.





Sunday, June 03, 2007 ; 21:50

ahhhh!
woke up so early today! hahaha.
and getting very ready for city harvest!(:
EMERGE GOGOGO!((:


eh.. people, it was quite fun!(:
i saw FIR!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhahaa.
FAYE FAYE FAYE!
prettaye..
lol. den i told my mom about it.
she was like, ' den why you never take photo with her......'. hahaha.
den i was like, 'no'?
hehee.


today, today, today...
i cant imagine i cried la!
as in dropped tears when praying.
but the tears were uncontrollable.
kat told us, 'you're touched by God'.
oh?
hmmmms.
likely true.


today's performance was GREAT!
excellent i mean.
their props were well done.
their actresses and actors.
their story line.
all perfect.



anyway after church, me and rach got Ben and Jerry's ice cream!
like omg la, the cookie dough rocks.
hiaks.


went vivo with rach and dap.
ate superdog.
SUPER SUPER SUPER!
xD
den after completing my meal, i was still not full at all...
rach and dap super full la..
lol.


went to sports element and got a puma top.
i damn love it man. xD


kkks. tmr going back to school to be an extra.
EXTRA.
hahaha. for studying la duh.


i think of you like mad..
but i dunno you give a damn about me or not...
it's always so difficult to contact you now.
i hope i can throw you a thousand of handphones,
just to keep myself satisfied that you're still in me.





Saturday, June 02, 2007 ; 23:05

i slept the whole day today i think. and i woke up. onlined. ate. showered. and i went back to sleep again... all the way until 3 to 4plus. den i msged shujuan to ask her out for studying. so i met juan and wendy.


studied halfway den dear called. the conversation was like damn cute and funny la. i mean, though i'm having running nose and sore throat, but i still kept laughing and talking so loudly. lol. mac was already so noisy i couldnt give a damn.


studied.... log, equations, graphs. walauu. i dont even know a single shit. den wesley was at mac as well. approached him. now, his turn to teach me already. i cant believe this shit. but, if i had studied for my previous tests, it wouldnt had became like this.


after studying i got home. watched tv. eat eat eat. eat until i confirm i'll get more sick tmr.
i swear i had chocolate b4 dinner time. hahha. confirm get more sick.


played uno and dai di with my cousin and sibs. play play play.... i didnt even win a single shit.
had migrane since the morning... maybe that's the bad thing for why i didnt win. hahaha. bad luck. and the migrane was so worse la. knn.


chatted with kat and rach abt the CHC emerge thing tmr. lol. its been years since i went to church. lalala.... so must wake up at 8 tmr? maybe.....


and now,, chatting with collin. sort of like a heart to heart talk. i didnt know he was in the same situation as me b4 years back. lol.


and lalalaaaaaaaaaaa~ i got 50 bucks today after a 1 min conversation with my mom. next time if i talk to her for 5 mins, i'll get 250. hahaha. NO WAY. xD


EMERGE ALL THE WAY TMR!!!!!!!!!
and studying for tests..... KNS!!!!!!
gonna buck up already joan!!!!!
gambatte! =)





Friday, June 01, 2007 ; 21:30

ROARRRRRR!

had fun day out yst with kenglee. hahaha. i didnt know she's such a, more to, chatty person like me. hahaha. i tot she'll be kind of quiet la! hahahas. next time will go out with her. stay tune for the photos we've taken within the next few days. xD


today was boring......
long hectic day.
but i skipped math and joined si hua's class ppl and walked all the way to lecture hall 61.
after tt my mood was in geek mode, emo mode, knn mode, happy mode. lol.
anyway i accidentally scolded kat at np bus stop knn. lol. i swear i didnt do it outta purpose. ahhaa. SORRY DAI JIE! though she wasnt angry. but my apologies here. xD


on bus, i fell asleep. den the girl beside me wanted to alight. i think she was in a dilemma whether she wanted to wake me up or not. sorry again! hahaha. so paiseh. but the end she tapped me. den i was like, sorry sorry!! hahaha.


got home the earliest today. 6.30. early right? i mean its better than last time. ahhaa.
ate meal. den chatted with dear. he maple, den i keep irritating him. lol.


just now super paiseh la! cos there's this ice cream push cart ppl. den they were like, HELLO. very loudly. den my dog started barking. den i heard ''aiyooo'' lol. den i approached the door. wow. handsome boys. lol. but wait........ so paiseh la! i think they didnt knock on my door at all. cos they were facing the other door. as in my neighbours' one. walau!. den i said, oh, ice cream is it? haha. dowan dowan. thank you. den i gave a smile. lol. so damn malu la! ppl also nv knock my door. but it just sounded as if they knocked my door.


anyway back to wadever.... eunice went cruise already. den before that LOVE was like hallucinating la. lol. i swear i didnt hallucinate more than the other 3. lol. they were hallucinating about eunice. hahaha.


actually my main topic here is about the ice cream boys. bleh. darn bloody paiseh la! RAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@!#@#%$#&









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