Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Comfort.

I've felt confused about certain things lately.
I've allowed that confusion to spill over into certain areas, and cloud emotions and feelings that I know are undeniable.
I go "up and down" on my journey to discovering truth. I think I want to understand more than I can during this life. I've witnessed and experienced lots for a 30 year old, and there are moments when I feel burden and guilt and do not want to have to answer to any more responsibility. I kinda want a break.

But...then I see him.
And her.

I see a light in his eyes that does not come from me.

And I gain strength in a knowledge that they will be mine forever.
And he will be okay.
And... I will be okay.

Things have began to become a little clearer.
I found this talk while visiting a blog of an amazing family.
I don't think I found it by accident.

3 comments:

Jane said...

That's perfect Jenny. You're kids are perfect.

Camille Hammond said...

Thanks for the talk. I read it once when Em was little, but it's been awhile. I wish there were more talks like it!

Kysha said...

I was up last night doing my own share of worrying and this article was like a great big hug. Thanks!