The Sub in Me

Just received an email to confirm tomorrow's meeting with a Master that potentially would use and torture me with his Dom buddy in a loft in midtown.

Last time I was tied up, gagged, and tortured was at least 6, 7 years ago.  I have posted several craigslist ads a few times after that but never did meet with any Master again.  Mainly because it's not easy for me to trust somebody enough to surrender myself. And another major reason is of course of my being in a long term relationship..  Recently I have been having this desire to be dominated, to feel helpless and used by a real Master.  So here I am again..

I believe this Master's name is Bill. From his email he seems to be very experienced.  He made it clear that he won't allow too much limits from my side. I, for the safety of my own and my partner's, told him my limits are no blood, no scat and no permanent marks.  When I asked if he plays safe, he responded, "safe anal but not for oral". It is the standard answer, but deep down, I wish to be fucked repeatedly, hard and raw..

In his email he said both he and his buddy are in early 50s, fit and attractive. I actually found some stuff about him online and even his Facebook profile. He is fairly good looking but he should be in his mid 60s if the information online is correct.  I don't really care if he is in his 50s or 60s.  It doesn't matter to me as long as he is an experienced Dom. There are just too many master-wanna-be everywhere and they don't really know what they are doing.

I also found out that he is married, lives in CT with his wife. Would that be appropriate to confront my possible Master about it?

One thing he requests is that my pubic area and ass have to be cleanly shaved. This will be a problem since I never do and my partner certainly will find it strange if I start doing so.  I told him if our meeting goes well, I'm willing to shave for our first session.

If it does happen, it will be the first time in a long time and the very first time that there will be two Masters working on me at the same time.  I imagine taking one Master's cock down my throat while the other fucking me with full force. And my hands will be tied up the whole time and won't have a chance to stop it. I will be just a piece of meat for their pleasure. They will use me however pleases them.

Why lie about his age? This bothers me a little bit. I guess I will decide if I want to proceed with this after tomorrow's meeting.  Wish me luck?

Back to Hilton Gateway Hotel with Master Danny

The first time I was used by Master Danny was at the Hilton Gateway Hotel near the Newark Airport.  It's the best area for us to meet so we decided to re-visit the location for our second session.

The moment the elevator door closed, Master Danny dropped the black nylon bag on the floor and grabbed my crotch with his right hand forcefully. With his left hand holding my head, he covered my mouth with his and his tongue went in as deep as he could.

"Why did you make me wait for so long?" he said. Passionately, he kissed me till we reached our floor.

"Did you do what I told you to, boy?" Master Danny asked me once we were in the room.

I removed all my clothes, bend over and showed him the butt plug I had been wearing.

"Good. Now on your knees and hands behind your head." he ordered.

Master Danny tied my hands together and put ankle cuffs on me. The ankle cuffs were chained together, which made it difficult to walk. Then he pulled down his leather pants in front of my face, exposed his already growing cock with metal cock ring. Without a word, he inserted his cock into my mouth and I almost choked. I sucked his cock a long while. I didn't dare to spit out my master's pre-cum so I kept swallowing. After his cock was all hard and wet, he told me to lie on the edge of the bed with my face down.

He slapped my ass and started to pull out my butt plug slowly. I groaned as Master Danny finally managed to pull it all out. He spited on my hole and massaged it with his warm hand. Then I felt his face buried between my ass cheeks and his tongue penetrating my hole. Master Danny was eating my ass, it made me really high and my pre-cum wetted the white bed sheet.

Perhaps I was nervous, my hole apparently was still too tight. Master Danny worked it with various sizes of dildos, stretched it open till he believed my hole was ready for his stiff, hot cock. My eyes were watering and I almost cried out the moment when his cock's fat head entered my body. He lied on my back when his cock fully penetrated me. His two hands pinched my nipples and it distracted the pain caused by his cock entering me. He stayed like that for a while to let my hole get used to his rock hard cock. When he started fucking me,  I could feel his hairy chest rubbing my back. I loved that feeling.. I was making sound in lust that I never thought I could.

"You are making too much noise." Then he stuffed his sock into my mouth.

He continued to fuck me. Sometimes gentle, sometimes hard. We were both sweating even though the AC was quite strong. At some points I thought he was going to tear my hole apart.

To catch his own breath, Master Danny lied flat on the bed, removed the sock in my mouth and told me to suck his cock that was in my ass.  I did obediently.

When Master Danny told me to follow him to the bath room. I knew what's coming. He first pissed on my face. Then he told me to open my mouth and I drank the rest of my Master's piss. After I swallowed everything, he lowered himself and licked my face before he kissed me.

Back on the bed, he had me lie on my back, hands tied to the bed legs on each side. He squeezed my nipples before he put nipple clamps on them. My was semi-hard cock grew instantly and reached its full hardness. After he put the mouth gag on me, my Master licked my balls and sucked my cock.   Once in a while he would pull on my nipple clamp which caused me to moaned both in pain and pleasure. Suddenly I felt his finger entered my sore hole. My cock grew even harder as he fucked me using his fingers and I was getting close. He never stopped sucking me the whole time. I gasped and moaned loudly through the mouth gag. Finally I couldn't resist any longer and exlpoded in my master's mouth.

Master Danny sucked out each and every drop of my cum and made some sound in enjoyment. He then took away my mouth gag, sealed my mouth with his and unloaded all my cum he had kept in his mouth. I knew my master wanted me to do, so I swallowed my own cum..

Even though I was quite exhausted, he wasted no time, untied my hands and sat me down where he re-tied my hands behind the chair. My nipples were pulled down by the weight of the nipple clamp. They were very sensitive when he removed the nipple clamp. As if to ease my pain, my master sucked on my nipples, bit and chewed on them now and then. I moaned and my limp cock came back to life again. Master Danny's pre-cum drop on my leg in slow motion.

"You want your master's cock in your ass, boy? Then you better make it hard and wet." He said to me and stuffed his cock in my mouth.

He fucked my face and I tried my best not to hurt him with my teeth. I sucked and licked and tasted my master's meat with all my will. When his cock was so hard that I could see the bulging veins, he untied me from the chair and removed my ankle cuffs. He proceeded to lie on the bed with his stiff cock pointing at the ceiling and he gestured me to come to him.

"Sit on it, boy." he said loudly.

Master Danny wasn't wearing a condom, reluctantly I got on top of him and slowly let my hole swallowed my master's cock. After a while my tight hole got used to it and I started riding my master. There's nothing can compare with getting fucked raw..

"Yeah... fuck yourslef, boy..." His hands held on to my ass firmly, intended to stretch my hole open and penetrate me even deeper.

"Squeeze my nipples, boy..."

I did and felt his cock got even harder in my ass each time I pinched his nipples. I rode almost violently and was thinking I never wanted it to end.

"If you keep it up, I'm gonna shoot in your ass. Is that what you want, boy? Do you want your master's seed in your ass?"

"Yes, sir!" I groaned and moaned. My ass was hot and sore..

"What do you want, boy?" he stared at me and yelled.

"I want your cum, sir!"

"Where do you want your master's cum, boy?" he said, almost shouting.

"In my ass, SIR!" I managed to say it between breaths..

I was sitting on him hard and he lifted his ass higher, his stiff cock penetrated me real deep. Master Danny let out a loud sound, grabed my ass real tight and shot his hot cum deep and straight inside me. He shivered a few times while he continued to seed in my ass.

By then we were both totaly sweaty. With my master's cock still in my ass, I collapsed on top of him, my bare smooth body rubbing his manly hairy chest. He grabed my hair and put his tongue into my mouth. We kissed, tasted each other's breath. I sucked on his lower lip and tongue. I wanted to be his boy forever. I wanted my master to use me whenever he wants.

"Don't make me wait for this long again. You hear me, boy?" he slapped my ass with his right hand real hard and said. Then he wrapped his sweaty hard arms around me and gave me another long, deep kiss..

East Village Advanture

My experience with Master Danny truly opened my eyes. This master/slave relationships, bdsm, cbt, etc. were on my mind almost everyday. Due to the fact that Master Danny and I lived far apart, we couldn't get together as often as we would have wished. So once again, I found myself posting ad on Craigslist searching for masters. And I was hoping to find someone more local.

Filtering through all the replies from people claiming to be masters, one attached a picture. He was in blue jeans, leather jacket and wore pilot sunglasses. And he had a mustache, which in most cases always turn me on. After we exchanged a few emails, we agreed to meet at a Starbucks in East Village.

"When you are there, find a place to sit down, untie your left shoe and I will know it's you." he wrote in his email.

On the day we supposed to meet inside the Starbucks, I followed his direction and untied my left shoe. My eyes scanned the coffee shop once, but didn't see anyone looked like the picture. I sat there drinking my ice tea and waited for him to show up.  Just when I looked out the window, thinking that I might have been fooled, a well built man in leather jacket sat right next to me. His breath smelled of tobacco and, strangely, in this case it excited me.

"I've got a place just a few blocks away. You wanna go?"

I took it as he thought I fit his requirements. Got down from the stool and I followed him out the door.

When we entered the place he talked about, there was a bed covered with large plastic sheet. The sight scared me for it reminded me of the scene in movies where people were about to get whacked.

He seemed to notice my reaction and told me that it's not what I was thinking. Then he told me to strip.  I trusted my own instinct and I took off all my clothes.

He sat on a couch and told me to bent over his knee. Smack! He spanked me real hard right between my ass cheeks. I bit my lips and tried to take the pain. He kept spanking me and I finally cried out and asked him to top. But he just kept slapping my ass with his rough bare hand. His breath became heavy and I felt his cock grew harder.

He ordered me to lay on the plastic sheet covered bed while he removed his own clothes. Then he tied my hands and legs to the four corners of the bed. Now that I really had no control at all, fear came to me. "What have I put myself into?" I remembered asking myself.

When he returned from the other room, he held a box in his hand full of new and half used candles. He sat naked besides me, lit a candle and positioned it high above my chest.

"Are you ready, boy?"

Before I could reject, first drop of hot wax already landed on my left nipple. I screamed and wanted to cry. But it didn't stop him from dripping more boiling hot wax on my nipples.

"You want more, boy?"

I couldn't believe but I heard myself said, "Yes, sir!"

Even though it was really painful, but the sensation was too great to give up. It felt like the wax was piercing through my skin. It's brutal but I somehow loved it.

He covered my nipples and chest with hot wax and started going down. He dripped wax on my abs and was getting closer and closer to my crotch. I stared at the dripping hot wax landed on my skin, one by one.

With a smirk on his face, first drop of hot wax land on my balls. I screamed in pain and yet I had no intention to stop him. Soon my balls were covered with wax, he proceeded to pour hot wax on my cock! Only then I realized that my cock was rock-hard the whole time.

"I see your cock likes it.." he said and poured even more hot wax on my cock. His own cock was leaking precum.

When part of the wax had harden, he broke off most of the wax and freed my cock and ball. Then he untied my right hand and put a lit candle in my hand.

I looked at him in wonder. He grabbed my balls hard in his hand and he said, "Go on, you know what to do. On your cock, boy."

I gave him a reluctant smile, surprised myself more than anybody else, I let the hot wax drip on my stiff cock. While I was moaning in self inflicted pain, he tighten his grip more and more. I no longer knew if I was screaming from the  hot wax gripping down on my cock or by his crushing my balls. His cock stiffen each time he squeezed my balls and heard me scream. When he gave my balls a final, firm squeeze, he shot his white load over my abs.

It somehow tuned me on knowing that my being in pain made him
could make him so high that he came without any stroking by hand. Just when he gave another squeeze on my balls, as if to shoot his last drop of cum, my own cum couldn't stay in my balls any longer..

After we both sort of recovered from exhaustion, he led me to the shower and we cleaned each other.

"I'm William, by the way."

So I finally knew his name.

Master Danny (Part I)

Danny is a master I met online. I have always been into leather men and curious about master/slave relationship. One day I finally posted an ad on craigslist and he replied it. We exchanged several emails talking about BDSM, CBT, etc. When we both felt it's time, we arranged a time and place to meet and plan to make it happen.  It was my first time; you can imagine how nervous I was.

Took a long ride on the PATH train from Manhattan, I arrived at Newark. My heart was pounding as I was walking towards the Hilton hotel at the Gateway Center. Entered the hotel lobby, I sat on a sofa with an open view so Danny could spot me easily. I sent him a pic of myself but he never sent me his. I had no way to know what to expect except he said he has a mustache and will be wearing leather pants and carrying a black bag.

Every time when the automatic lobby doors opened, I turned my head to see if anybody fits that description.  Finally, a nice build man in leather pants walked in. He was wearing leather jackets, held a black nylon bag in his left hand and had dark sunglasses on. Without taking off his sunglasses, he nodded his head once at my direction and I knew it's him.  After he got a room, gave me a sign and I followed him to the elevator. He dropped his black bag on the floor and said, "take this." I lifted it and walked into the elevator which just arrived. "Am I okay?" I said to him.

"You wouldn't be in this elevator with me if you weren't." he said coldly, still wearing his sunglasses.

Once we were inside the hotel room, he locked the door and told me to remove all my clothing. With some hesitation, I took of my clothes except my underpants. In my head, I was think what if he turned out to be crazy or even a serial killer? But it was too late to change my mind now.

"Your underpants, too." he said. Opened his black bag, he laid out all sorts of leather gears, ropes and various sizes of dildos on the bed.

Trying to make casual talk, I said,"are you going to use all these?"

Without a smile, he only said, "that will be your last question."

He, still fully dressed, sat on a chair and told me to knee in front of him. I did as he said and my eyesight landed right on his crotch. We agreed on the safe word and he strapped a mouth gag on my head. He tied my two hands together behind my back, and put ankle cuffs on me. Then he blindfolded me.

My body was shivering from the cold air in the room and from the fear of not knowing what I'm getting myself into. For a a few minutes, I was just kneeing there and trying to figure out what he was doing through all the sound I could hear.

"Stand up."

I did and felt his hands guiding me where to go. He then told me to lie on my stomach on the bed. I felt his finger trying to enter my asshole and I made a sound.

"You are very tight. We'll have a lot of work to do.."

Lubed my hole, he penetrate my ass with different sizes of objects. I moaned and almost cried out louder each time he stretched my hole wider with his tools. "If you can't take it, you'll have to say the safe word. Otherwise your hole is mine.." I was still blindfolded and could imagine him smirk as he knew I couldn't with the mouth gag on.

My hole was now so hot it almost felt like burning. He pulled out the one in my ass and forced a larger one into me.  It was a butt plug and tears filled my eyes from the pain when it passed the tight ring of my hole. I shouted in pain when he padded on the butt plug several times.

"That's gonna stay there for a while, to keep your hole stretched open."

Then another minute or two passed with nothing happened. I lied there, couldn't move. The butt plug kept my hole open.

Master Danny suddenly flipped my body over. With my hands behind me, I was now lying on my back. My cock was hard the whole time and my pre-cum wetted the bed sheet. I then felt my master wrapped my cock with his mouth and started to suck me. It felt so good I almost forgot the pain the butt plug is causing me.

He removed my mouth gag, and went back to suck on my cock and lick my balls. I moaned in pleasure since now my mouth was free to make any sound. He took a deep suck and removed his mouth from me. My mouth was open and all of a sudden felt his mouth covered mine. He released my pre-cum he collected in his mouth in mine, his tongue went in as deep as it could.

With my blindfold on, everything seemed to be more intense. I swallowed my own pre-cum mixed with my master's saliva.

Then I felt my master held my cock and balls in his one hand and wrapped something like a rope around it with the other. He tied my cock and balls tight, that made my cock stiff like rock. My pre-cum never stopped leaking as I was so turned on..

"Open your mouth." he ordered. He put his cock into my mouth and it gagged me. He told me to work on his cock, lick his balls and suck on them. After a while, he kneed on the bed over my face, forcing me to smell his asshole. I had never been so close to anybody's asshole. This manly smell, to my own surprise, actually turned me on.

"Stick your tongue out." he said to me. The tip of my tongue touched the wrinkled asshole, he let out a moan and sat on my face deeper.

He got up from my face, gave me a kiss with his tongue exploring in my mouth. I felt him slowly pulled out my butt plug. I let out a sound the moment the plug left my body. Then he put the butt plug close to my nose letting me smell it. And he ordered me to clean the butt plug with my tongue. I was tasting my own ass..