Waiting for V

It's been two weeks since reconnected with V and yet I haven't seen him once. He said he was busy with family illness and mother in law. And now the holiday season is near, I wonder if we would ever meet this year, or ever again.

Slowly, my patience for V is running low. After the chat with W, I realized that it IS totally lust what I feel about V. Besides being busy, V is probably scared to go further with me. I was the one who told him that it is better not to start anything. "Because once you start, it would be difficult to stop."

But now I seem to be the one who is infatuated with him. The kiss we shared was intense and I know that he felt it too. Since we kissed, I have been fantasizing about him almost every time when I have sex with my partner. In my fantasy, I kiss and lick every inch of his body, light bite his nipples and inhale his masculine body odor through his chest hair. I even fantasize spreading his hairy ass cheeks and rim his hole.. This is totally new to me; I have never, ever, wanted to rim anybody in my own free will!

I dream about sucking, tasting his cock, gagging it in my mouth and feeling his warm cum shooting down my throat..

Will it ever happen? I can only wish..

Bi Curious Daddy

G just broke up with his girl friend when we first met. He said he was only curious and wanted to try it. I was attracted to him the moment I saw his picture. Full hair, green eyes, broad shoulder and goatee!

The first time he came over it was a little awkward as we both didn't know what to do or who should make the first move. "So show me what you've got.." he said. I pulled down my pants and my cock was already half hard. "Hmm.. Nice.." He smiled and put my cock in his mouth right away. He was pretty good considering (or I should say assuming) it was his first time sucking a cock. But the sight of a hairy daddy with goatee sucking my cock made me really excited. "I'm close.." I said. He stopped sucking my cock and started jerking it. I shot my load on his chest and he was moaning with me.

So G came to my place several times and that's pretty much all we always did. But each time he would do a little bit more.

"You wanna swallow my cum this time?" I said to him.
"I don't know, man." he thought for a little while.
"Try it. You might like it." I was getting to the point to shoot.

He was still sucking on my cock and didn't say more. So I took it as a "yes".

"Here it goes.." I pulled his head towards me with both of my hands, kind of forcing him to swallow my load. "Ahhh..." I shot my load directly down his throat. He almost choked and there were tears in his eyes.

"You alright!?"
"Yeah.." he looked up, opened his mouth to show me that he swallowed all my cum. And he gave me a big, warm smile.

Sexting

Got a text message from the guy who gave me an unexpected fuck last time this morning:

B: Morning Jay, when can i see you again?
J: Sorry B. Bad week. Hopefully next week.
B: See you then. Was just saying hi.
J: Have been thinking about our exchanged emails.. :-)
B: Of course. Cant wait to shoot my load inside you.
J: Save a huge load for me..
B: You know I will. Give me a days notice if possible.
J: OK I will try. You were the first to fuck me in a long time.. it felt great..
B: Been a while for me too. Cant wait to fuck you from behind
J: Fuck me any way you want.. I want your cum inside me this time..
B: I cant wait to cum inside you. I almost did last time icouldn't hold it. You were so hot laying on your back with your legs spread letting me fuck your tight hole
J: It felt great the way you fucked me. Fuck me long and hard till you unload inside me.. I want it
B: You are so hot it is hard to last. Your hole is so tight
J: Perhaps you should fuck me more often to loosenit up a bit..
B: I Wish i could
J: I haven't sucked anyone before.. Would you let me try?
B: I Wanted you to when I put my cock in your face.
J: I was just too concerned about diseases.. plus I was afraid to do it wrong
B: You won't do it wrong, no teeth. i luv to put my tongue in your hole.
J: You make me crazy when you do that..
B: I Luv it when you show me your hole
J: Fill it with your cum
B: Would be hot to see it leaking out of your holeJ: And then you put your cock back in and fuck me some more..
B: Hot
J: Don't want to run up your phone bill too high.. Have a good weekend and fuck me next week!
B: Please
J: Please fuck me :-)
B: I want to hear that next time
J: You spank me if I don't?
B: I will smack ur ass
J: I need your cock deep inside me soon
B: And my cum

Unexpected fuck

There's one guy I've known for a few years.  Every time when I need someone to give me a blow job, he will always come to mind.  He likes to suck my cock and rim my ass. He put his tongue deep into my hole and that really makes me crazy.  "Where do you want my cum?" I ask.  "Wherever you like.." he will say most of the time.  He has swallowed my cum lots of times. And once in a while when I'm in the mood, I'll tell him to lie on the floor and shoot my load all over his face.

There were a few times after he rimmed my asshole, he would rub his cock against my hole.  It felt great but I never let him do anything further.

"You can't do that." I reminded him.
"I'm not. Don't worry"

Two days ago, I texted him to ask him if he has time for a quick one.  "Sure!" he replied almost instantly and 45 minutes later he was at my door.

As usual, he got undressed, kneed in front of me and started to suck my cock and lick my balls.  I sat down on the couch and he continued working on me. He licked my balls, put them in his mouth and suck on them. His tongue was working forwards my hole and I moaned.  He pulled my legs up and buried his face in my ass.  His goatee rub my ass cheeks while his tongue was going deeper.  I was really excited and moaned real loud.

He got up in front of me., showing me his hard, stiff cock. He then poke my hole with his cock gently. "What are you doing?" I asked him.  He said nothing and went back to rim me.  When my hole was all wet    again, he once again poke my hole with his cock. He said, "You're gonna feel it." And he forced his cock slowly inside my ass.

"You're not supposed to do that.." I said to him. But I didn't stop him.

His rock hard cock went all the way in eventually and I was moaning with lust. "He is fucking me!" I kept telling myself in my head and yet I was so excited and just let it happened.

I love how a raw cock feels inside my ass.  I loved how it felt with his cock in my ass.  At first he was fucking me slowly.  Once I was loosen up, he picked up the pace and fucked me like a wild horse.  My hole was really tight and it almost hurt.  But I loved it so much and the pleasure was overwhelming..

"Where do you want me to cum?" he asked.
I didn't know what to say. But in my heart I wanted it inside me..

"You want it on your cock?" He said.
Reluctantly I nodded, and he pulled his cock out and shot his cum on my cock almost right away.

He took a deep breath and said, "Now we have to take care of you.  I want YOUR cum."
"Where do you want it?" I said to him.
"Wherever you want.."

I had him lie on the floor, kneed in front of him with my cock aiming his face.  My cock was hard the whole time and it didn't take long till I shot my load, cum landed on his lips, face and some on his hair.

"You were not supposed to do that." I said again.
"You deserved a good time" he replied with a smile.

Seeking advice

A week age, acted on an impulse, I posted an ad on Craigslist looking for someone to suck me. Usually it went nowhere either because I changed my mind and couldn't go through it or the people replied were not really my type or found them unsafe.  When I received the email from W, he appeared to be a gentleman and he looks really good looking on his pic he attached with the message.

All these confused emotions caused by V, I felt the need to tell someone about it. So instead of arranging for a quickie, W and I ended up agreeing to meet at his apartment for a chat.

Got off the subway, while I was walking towards W's apartment, all I could think about was what to and how I should tell him my problem.  Someone once said that when we seek advice from others, chances are we knew the answer all along. Perhaps I just needed someone to talk to. Wether I could get any kind of advice was not really that important.

The conversation went great.  We felt really comfortable with each other.  The biggest shocker was that he himself is in a LTR as well. We were pretty much on the same boat. We shared lots of personal stories and I felt safe with him.

A few times during the converstaion, I looked at him and he looked directly into my eyes.  There were something there that I couldn't quite pinpoint what it was.

Around 3 o'clock, I said I should be going for a meeting with a client in Flushing. But I didn't want to leave just yet. W said he wanted to show me some pictures when he was young. I got up and moved to the sofa where he was sitting and sat beside him. His scent was manly and I could feel the heat of his body. We looked at pictures when he was a kid and were joking around. Suddenly our eyes met and I had the urge to hold him and kiss him. W started to touch my hands and kiss my neck.. I didn't know what I should do.  This was not what I came here for.

Reluctantly at first, our lips met and we kissed. He said he is a very oral person in his first email.  And I was curious to find out what he meant.

"Do you want to get more comfortable?" W asked me.  I smiled and didn't say a word. He held my hand and led me to the guest room.

I loved kissing W. I loved it when he rubbed my balls with his stiff cock. I loved how he licked all over my body and how he worked on my cock and balls with his tongue.  I was so excited but the guilt was over my head and simply could not concentrate. But looking at W, I knew he was high. I held his real hard cock and started to stroke it. We kissed the whole time while I was jerking his cock except when he needed to take a quick breath. He moaned and shot his load all over his abs and chest.  I wanted to lick them clean but decided not to.  Even though I've had kissed him, I felt I need to know him better before doing anything that risky.

"Are you clean?" I asked.
"Clean as a whistle." He smiled and said. "I'm sorry you are late for your appointment."
"Don't be. It was all worth it." I said to him and gave him another long kiss..

In too deep

Ever since we kissed, there's not one single day that I didn't think about V. I admit that V is not the only one that I ever met behind my partner.  But no one has ever made me feel this way. "It's better if you never start," I said him. "Once your start, it will be very difficult to quit." Look who is in it too deep now?

I still can hear him moans when I slip my both hands in his black jeans, grabbing his ass and reaching between the cheeks..

V

V is a married Italian with 2 children. We met last year online but we only chatted and nothing happened. I told him if he needs a friendly hug, he can always come to me.

One year went by without really being in touch, I send him a short email wishing him Happy Birthday. He replied the next day and seemed really glad that I wrote him. A few short messages exchanged and we remained distanced because of his being married and my being in a LTR. He stopped by twice and we just talked. I tried to talk him out of having any sexual relationships with anyone specially if he cares about his wife and family. He agreed with what I said and I gave him a kiss on his cheek before he prepared to leave. In the hallway, I gave him a hug and another kiss. He held me tight and I could feel his breathing on my neck. Our bodies touched, rubbed each other and he step out of the door before we couldn't stop.

I know he wants it and I think he sensed that I want it, too.

A few weeks later, he asked if he could stop by for a chat. My partner was in the city so I said, sure!

At first we just talked about the news on TV and nothing serious. He then suddenly changed position, laying his head on my stomach with his strong arm casually rest between by legs. I tried my hardest not to get excited. Some more small talk, he took the remote and switch the channel to a radio station. He told me he likes that station. He then got up facing me and proceed to hold me in his arms. I, in return, held him tightly in mine and I heard him moan a bit. He inhaled my scent and I inhaled his. I held his face with my two hands and kissed him on his mouth. I then touched his lips with my tongue but didn't let me in. I knew he wasn't sure what to do. I kissed him again and he reluctantly opened his mouth and let my tongue explore. I tasted him and I loved it..

Nothing happened. But I realized that something has changed. I can't stop thinking about him. The deep kisses, his breath, his tastes, keep replaying in my head..

I wanted to tell him that, besides my partner, I have never kissed anyone like that. I don't even let anybody kiss me on my mouth. V is different. I yearn to see him again..

Daddy H

He called this morning and left a message, said it's a beautiful day and wondered what I was up to.

I have to admit that I'm glad to hear from him. So much memory came back to me and it is certainly tempting to resume what we had before. I have missed him and thought of him many time. His beautiful and big straight cock, for one thing, always came to my mind..

It is an incredible experience sitting on his cock and riding him while we both sweat and feel the body heat of each other. He likes to penetrate me slowly and let his cock grow in my ass. I can feel him getting bigger in my tight hole. It hurts but I love it. When he senses that it might be too much for me, he forcefully kisses me. His breath always has a taste of fresh mint. He always come prepared and he alwasy leave me wanting more.

Should I see him again? I want him, but I know I shouldn't. Should I?