Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Monday, January 31, 2011 this week was boring. trainings + school. celebrated amelia's birthday on saturday after training :D buffet at her house with tons of people. liked the bee hoon and those eclairs(: went all the way to khatib mrt station yesterday morning supposedly for training and found out that training was cancelled because of the heavy rain. had to go all the way back home again :/ 2 of my bikes were stolen in the afternoon. i cant even imagine how they did it because i was near but did not hear anything. if only i had gone to check. sigh): oh well. it was still raining this morning so i was late for school too :/ shoes and socks were soaked. how unlucky can i get? thankfully the faci gave a 5 minute grace(: lesson today wasnt that bad too. EDITED: i feel like revamping my whole blog layout again. getting bored of the current one (used it for around 2 years?) might even consider changing my url again. probably gonna pack my links too. should i? hmm i should pack my cupboard in real life first. hahaha. Sunday, January 23, 2011 had 2 relief facis over the week and they were quite alright i guess(: ut2 is finally over! soon it'll be ut3 though): gotta start studying already! had ergo and pull test on tuesday and thursday. had pacing yesterday. became the drummer for the first time! hahaha i couldnt believe it. but i felt damn stressed :/ cos i didnt want to screw it up. guess i was too nervous my voice was stuck in my throat too): and i love how tpdb has good sportsmanship(: its cute how we get along. if only we had such big numbers like them :D oh well. training ended early today! once in a blue moon man hahah. but my whole body is aching badly now): kept taking countless long naps during the weekend too. too tired? school starts tomorrow again): left with around 2 more weeks though. yay(: Saturday, January 15, 2011 the week zoomed past once again! met up with esther on monday to get new slippers cos my old ones finally broke during the weekend :/ the old slippers tahan for 3/4 years already! damn cool :D e24p lunch date on wednesday!(: finally met up after so long. i miss the class a lot :/ and even though only a number turned up, it was still good. it'll be better if more came :D someone faced me in the mrt on thursday morning to hold the pole properly. it was awkward also because i didnt want to fall on the person accidentally :/ but it turned out to be fine i guess heheh(: survived the training today :D one more to go tomorrow): gotta study too. marketing on monday :/ hope it wont be so difficult. pacing next week! we. must. win. no. matter. what. EDITED: i am finally able to do a pull up!(: for a person like me who has never done one before and couldnt really play with monkey bars in the past, its a huge achievement for me :D now to train on to be able to do even more :P Sunday, January 09, 2011 i survived the first week of school!(: around 4/5 more to go though before the next term break): jiayou! had the first ut2 on tuesday. found it kinda confusing :/ didnt really know how to do it. at least ive tried! had trainings both on that day and thursdays too. hung out with eleanor, farhana and min after school on friday! although we just played monopoly deal, it was great(: finally met up after some time. went to find family and cousins at wcp after that :D thank god for iphone, google maps, applications, 3g, sufficient battery life and everything else if not i wouldve been lost hahaha. love sitting by the sea and feeling the breeze, hearing the sound of the waves. everything at that point of time feels peaceful and calm(: training yesterday before roti prata with mum and family :D training just now before dinner with dad and bro. school tomorrow!): dont like the faci. and theres another ut2 after school to boot. how cool is that? :/ oh well.. and i dont know if its just me expecting too much.. but things are changing. i feel like i cant really be myself anymore. the same things are said by two different people but one receives ridicule while the other receives laughter. i really dont understand. i thought they were going to be my really close friends. guess i was wrong. time sure flies! already been a week since the new year. gonna update about the week tomorrow(: gotta get some rest now for the training :/ Sunday, January 02, 2011 HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!(: guess im kinda late but still! so i went out with annsley, kelly, yy, crystal and chengyee on friday last year!(: finally met up after so long! met the first 4 of them to watch a movie first :D gulliver's travels. would rate it 4/5. the movie's damn funny! :D a good movie to catch to lift up your mood and forget about things(: chengyee came to meet us and we went for dinner. talked and caught up a bit. wasted some time walking around first before trying to get to the place that chengyee wants to bring us to. but by then there were lots of people and more and more roadblocks :/ so we walked for a long time. squeezing through the crowd. perspired a lot hahah. in the end we went to marina bay sands hotel because her friend didnt mind us joining them in the room. was afraid that there'll be a lot of people. but it turned out to be a few only so it wasnt so bad :D played monopoly cards while waiting for the countdown. the new girl we met kept suggesting we play strip poker LOL. first meeting strip poker. hmm. headed home after that! :D was feeling awake even though it was after midnight so i initially wanted to ton and go party or so :P ended up really going home. yy's aunt fetched us back cos there wasnt any bus. found out that mum was waiting for me to get home. and i still thought she would scold me :/ love mum(: anyway it was fun meeting them again :D i feel like i changed back to myself when im with them(: just cracking lame jokes, making them laugh and having fun. to be able to be truly my lame self again.. feels like an old feeling. i kind of miss that feeling. oh well. room is 1/4 packed! :D 3 more to go! drawers, display and table! had training today. halfway through i felt like my lung had a sharp pain every single time i breathed in. luckily it didnt persist. thought up of a song to describe today's training: on the second day of new year my dear coach gave to me, 3 rounds of running, 1 set of statics, 3 sets of sprints, and 8km of tiring rowing~ and school starts tomorrow!): first ut 2's on tuesday. why is it so fast? in no time it'll be ut3 and then term break! gotta attend the meeting before rushing home to study tomorrow :/ the faci tomorrow does not help in my reluctance to go for school too..
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay