Thursday, 4 November 2010 Y 11:29 pm

Michel Ang! i guess only you read this blog now.
Felt that thr's certain things that isn't that good to tag you in your posts...
Firstly, when i saw you in the canteen today, i think i've said th wrong things but like if suddenly stop talking, the atmostphere would turn weird.

I knw it isn't easy for you to endure certain pain.
You knw what's my impression of him and how i felt about him.
In fact, i don't really have good feeling about him from the start.
You know, sometimes you have to meet a few bad ones to have a good one.
What goes around comes around. Trust me.
At first, it was disappointment and sadness.
Then, as time passes, it turned into hate.
And then, everything would just be memories and lessons.

You don't need a man to be well. We are strong by ourselves.
When time is ripe, your right one would come by and cheer you on.

I have gone past these events. tho it wasn't as long as yours, perhaps an tenth of yours, i hope you don't wallow in depression for him.

He's a guy not worthy of your tears and the one who's worthy of your tears won't make you tear for him. Get it?

Friday, 22 October 2010 Y 1:16 am

I realise my blog is still working thus i decided to use it as a public blog once again.
To blog about my happy events or so.

I'm losing faith now and confidence.
I'm happy for my friend.
I'm starting to get used to being 'single'.

Friday, 12 March 2010 Y 12:16 am

For INFJs, "still waters run deep." They tend to become attracted to someone special and prefer this one deep relationship over many superficial ones. The depth of involvement and feeling that the INFJ has toward loved ones is only partially communicated outward. At times, when alone, the INFJs become truly in touch with the depth of the love they have for their partner.

They may not openly demonstrate, or even verbalize, their intense feelings. INFJs often have an ideal standard of what love is. They hold to their ideal and are disappointed when, inevitably, their relationship and/or their mate reveals flaws.

INFJs enjoy sharing activities like a regular "date," revisiting the place where they first met their mates, or doing other symbolic things that help to continue and confirm the existence of the bond that they feel for their partner.

INFJs want to give love and to be loved. They enter into relationships just to be cared for, even when the person is not right for them and they suspect it. However, when they meet that special person, they are quick to get into the relationship and make it a serious one. They will end their other relationships in order to pursue their loved one. They become very focused, intense, and direct in that pursuit.

INFJs, when scorned, take it personally and retreat inward. They may obsess about the relationship and their role in its failure. INFJs may blame themselves and experience a period of mourning. If they do not marshall their resources, externalize their feelings, and take risks to move on, they may experience a long period of self-examination.

wanted to italic those which applies to me...somehow almost every sentence applies to me... (:

Wednesday, 10 March 2010 Y 12:30 am

somehow i don't feel th need t be online and ironically, here i am online...
Jus' doesn't feel right and am at a lost of what should i be doing.

Busy schedules ain't that awesome afterall.
it messes up many things.
i've got too much clashes.
but stayin' at home to neopets ain't desirable as well.
A balance is needed right now, like really.

intern is getting on my nerves.
As long as i don't get th required calls, i'll be worrying like mad ev'ryday, practically ev'ry minute available.

Those attacks are not helping.
I've got plenty of full-stops.

I hope i really can go Bintan.
A getaway from hectic lifestyle and relieve e2 loola days.
seeing th guys soccer against th country boys was unforgetable. they look so kampong-ish.
Hiking, Canoe-ing, Screaming, shouting, Boom-netting, swimming and almost died, what have you.
Th one i love best: watching th galaxy of stars on th stardeck as if time doesn't exist.

&idk why on earth am i typing this.

For me, Tmr on would be fast paced lifestyle. Events after events... Gotta go t Msia & Sg immigration but i don't mind holding such nationality status to be honest. & it's nt even on my planner. HAIYO...zhen shi de...

My deardear is sleeping... hope you're having swt dreams...

Tuesday, 9 March 2010 Y 4:14 pm

What miracles do i need?
i guess mostly are related to phone calls. I'm excited whenever i get phone calls or emails but they disappoint me more.

and th weather is sweltering hot fgs.
and i don't care liao la... slpslp!
rahhhh! so fan one leh..

& i talking to myself lor... RAHHHHHH~!!!

FINE LA FB CANT ESCAPE, SMS OSO, THEN EVEN AT HOME OSO CANT. WHAT THEY WANT LOR.. U ALL BEST. HAPPY?!?! WHAT MORE U ALL WANT LOR. DAMNIT.

Friday, 26 February 2010 Y 10:47 pm

Jus' unhappy.

Feel like sleeping but don't feel like sleeping...
anyway, tomorrow working...
dk why so hardcore wanna work 3days consecutive. Normally i don't and it's rare in my 2 years in Nebo.and somemore is replace ppl. I think my whole two years, i only replaced less than 10 people before only ba.
But just don't wish to spend my time at home when exams are over.
Might as well earn some money to feed my bank.
this exams is like the hardest i've studied for and very unproductive too.
I am really gonna make myself so busy everyday so that i can... can be busy la. Like no point so senang also right.

I like it when i meet my e2 people and its like no matter how long you don't meet up, the moment you meet up, you can talk 'bout anything under the sun and crap.
I was reminded of how well they treated me. At that time, i really really have no temper at all.
When i was tired to even walk the long stretch, they would help me through. and any random time, i can just ask them out to do nothing. (:

Nevertheless, there's a kinda element missing in me. sth.
AIYA! FAN LA!

just now i could have asked IC to help me find ppl replace but on second thoughts, why should i. really can't find any reason uh.
i also don't really know what i'm saying. Hopefully someone i know better would be working tgt tmr.

i also feel guilty towards this friend. anyway, it's over. The smile creeps me.

Wednesday, 24 February 2010 Y 7:33 pm

FMF can get A
LGACS can get B and BCM can get C or D lor... so it's like getting worse each paper, isn't it? AM what then? hais....

Cui-ed.Totally.
BCM totally screwed...like totally.
"NOTHING~" (*with "indian's" slang*) funny how the guys say it.
But really cui.

Nvm la.
Dk what i saying la. Am unhappy. Shall stop here.

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