The Tale of a little girl...

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

Turning point in life

I know i said i will blog about my Turkey trip but i havent got to it yet. So it may or may not post about it after all since there has been quite a response from the Facebook photos already. I figure no one will want to read about the same old thing, just with longer narratives again.

One of the tour group members sent an email and another replied about how she left her soul there and took longer than usual to recover from her trip. Truth be told, I am feeling the same way as well. I still miss Turkey and now i also miss Hong Kong. I love travelling so much.

But now, im starting on in another significant phase of my life. I'm finally going into the working world as a working adult. Exciting it may sound, but i'm also quite afraid at the same time. There are so many "what ifs" and so many "what to dos?". Its my first job and i dont wanna screw it up. I dont wanna suck at it and i want to do the best that i can to carve a niche in my career. I know where i headed, i know where are my goals but how can i achieve it? Will I be able to survive the corporate jungle?

A mentor once told me that i worried too much. In fact, many friends have also told me that. So this time, I'm very happy that i have finally found a job that i will be happy to work in and i will put in my best. And i should also just look forward and not keep turning back and wondering about my "what ifs".

This blog has been with me since i was in secondary school. It is amazing how i did not shut the blog down, because many of my peers have resorted to changing blog addresses or stop blogging at all after a few years. Friendlyrox still works for me and yes, it is childish but i'm glad i still can embrace the childish side of me.

Going into the working world will pose me many unknowns but i'm glad im feeling more excited than worried. I cant wait to start work tomorrow! =)Wish me all the best and all the best to those friends who are hunting for a job.