The Tale of a little girl...

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

yes!

TODAY IS A LIFE CHANGING MOMENT OF MY LIFE. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

I'M SOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You know you've grown older when...

you start searching for a job

you start worrying about your future

you start prioritizing work over leisure

you start making sacrifices for others

you start looking at sustainability instead of luxury

you start saving money

you start putting your money into FDs and shares

you start talking to people about current affairs

you start browsing through Recruit EVERY SATURDAY RELIGIOUSLY

you start wondering what people are doing in their lives outside of work

you start looking for a flat

you start wondering whether nearer to MRT or nearer to expressway is a better location

you are actually talking to your friends about buying HDB flats together

your friends start getting married

your friends have children already!

you start appreciating time at home rather than time out partying

you stop learning stupid "fun" words like "lahz" with the ZZZZ

you have nieces and nephews

you start advicing people on their study options

you start sleeping earlier than 2am

you have more friends above the age of 30



I'm sure the list can go on. But i cant think of anymore for now. Anymore to add? haha.

For sure, if you've more than 10 of those , for sure, you've grown older. Congratulations.

If everything applies, you've probably aged a lot more than you are supposed to.

Friday, April 23, 2010

Procrastination

My blogging today is yet another time where i procrastinate and not study.

While many others in their final year wish that study life could go on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on....

I'm just not one of them.

I just want to get these stupid exams done and over with.

I'm studying for this silly bioscience module that probably might not benefit me in my working life next time. I never regretted dropping science courses. I never regretted not becoming a science uni student and staying in the stupid lab working with bacteria, viruses, microbes, what not.

I'm also weird because unlike many of my friends, i cant wait to start work. i cant wait to be financially independent (although, i dun tink any job i get into, the pay is going to be high. "its opportunity, not cash that matters" quoted from one ex-boss Francis.)

So even though i might have the opportunity to earn more $$ (yeah rite, hao lian), i want to go for opportunity and exposure.

'nuff said about work.

I'm so glad things are starting to be over in uni.

FYP was sheer hell (instead of how ppl normally say it with heaven). But i'm so glad i did it with those 3 other girls, grace wm and jt. I wonder if i could have lasted thru if i did it with others. There were no doubt tears, quarrels, and the overnighters, but i feel comforted that at least it is with them.

I also think we know each other very well now that we spent the last 1 hell of a year together suffering together. I'm so glad its now over and i cant wait for our grad trip to come.

And then theres MB243 consumer and marketing law and IPR. I like law. i like those lawsy lawsy stuff. I love understanding it. but hell! i hate studying it! hahahahha

I like IPR i love your international issues and current affairs. BUT i hate studying the theories! oh gosh.

And so the more i type, the more time i waste not studying. I sincerely hope that i can just stop procrastinating. its my last stupid 3 papers WHY DO I HAVE 3 PAPERS AND OTHERS ONLY HAVE 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO END EXAMS ALR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!