all that pressure

i suddenly feel all the pressure coming down on me this evening on the train on the way home. i couldnt even stand properly or even sit properly or catch a shuteye on the train.

i feel extremely stressed suddenly and al the weight just came down on me this evening. i think im breaking down and losing control.

I cannot take it already sorry. i feel like giving up already. i feel damn stressed that i cant even breath. i feel like im breathless all the time. i feel so terrible.

n guess wat? despite feeling all these, no one actually cares. NO ONE. because im not important enuf to sacrifice other stuff. i feel so sickly now and NO ONE FUCKING CARES. FUCK.

I DONT WANT TO TALK TO ANYONE TODAY. UNLESS ITS WORK RELATED. IF NOT, FUCK OFF.