The Tale of a little girl...

Thursday, April 24, 2008

internship

internship has been interesing, minus the first day at work which was horrid. other than that, i had thoroughly enjoyed myself.

being able to engage in last minute press conference yesterday afternoon and a media conference today at suntec city.

except for the fact that on both occasions, i was only told 5 minutes before hand and had absolutely not prepared for anything.

Boss reminds me of the boss in devil wears prada and i remind myself of the main female lead (whatever her name is)

She carries branded . while i carry... her laptop . =(

but i enjoy simply just observing. just observing how people interact with clients, how the PR associates dealt with the media. im simply amazed and awestruck by the art of speech and presentation. even though it has been merely just 3 days through the internship, i feel that i have learnt a lot already and i want to keep learning more. of course, many bad things have happened. such as, not being informed of whether i need to attend an event, not having work to do at all on the first day of work etc. but i think the key is to keep an open mind and accept everything and do everything with an open heart.

this is what was told to me by big boss. haha. and i was thinking of that already actually before i actually stepped into the office on my first day of work. just that that first day really sucked big time and i broke down.

i know everything is typed like here and there in bits and pieces but well, that was exactly how i felt.

so anyway, lets start with internship day 2.

started out with having nothing to do until a senior assoc asked me if i wanted to accompany them to an urgent press gathering because of a certain outbreak. all these information shall be kept confidential. the blog only serves as a means for my expression of feelings and what i've learnt in the course of the internship.

So as it was a last minute call up, we waited for all the media to come. journalists, photogs and all. then there was the discussion with the client on the angle we should cover when speaking to journalists. the angle of the newstory is very important because this would reflect strongly on the client's position in the eyes of the public. of course, as PR Practitioners, our job is to ensure the client has its strengths emphasized to the publics. So it is very important to advice the spokesperson on what to and what not to say.

Following up, the media (i.e. the journalists from everywhere) began the interviews with our various spokespersons. PR assocs stood by their side to assist in any further questioning that required more sophisticated answers.

At the end of the interviews, while waiting for photogs to take pictures and videos for the news, pr people advised the clients again on the next step to take in such a crisis.

it was no doubt an intersting day out.

I was happy when i went back and 2 senior consultants asked me to research on 2 big clients that they would be pitching their PR proposals for soon. i hope to be part of the team, regardless of how long i'll be here.

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Internship day 3..

Media conference at Suntec City convention centre.

I got to see how an actual media conference is run and helped out a little in ushering guests and press into the media conference room.

Speech by various co-chairs of the event, followed by presentation by big boss. she has superb presentation skills and this is something i must learn from her. she really is very capable and reminds me, again, of the devil wears prada boss.

Following that was time for one on one interviews with the respective important peple and then a lunch reception.

it was a pity we did not get to eaT the lunch reception as the people cleared it up before we could come back in time.

after the lunch reception, we went for DuckTours as it was part of the media conference to promote the launch of that certain campaign.

probably one thing i can reveal is that this campaign would enable people to win (very high chance because there is a lot of tickets. a lot, i mean extremely a lot) tickets to all the new attractions in singapore. new attractions as in really new. but i cannot say anymore.

so anyway, the Duck seem to be suffering from rheumatism or old age. it swam really slowly and walked really slowly. i almost dozed off. nonetheless, it was a great trip and experience for i took several photos which could prob only be taken if u had taken the Ducktours or rode a boat out along the Singapore River.

It was thoroughly a great experience.

Following that, when i came back, boss suddenly , again last min. hahaha, asked me to attend a meeting with her in the office with an external person. this person turns out to be a media seller. which media? of coz i cannot say AGAIN. but i really learnt many intersting facts about ad dollars and media buying. it was complementary to what i have learnt in media planning and buying at Bond uni. so, i felt i could understand more and felt more comfortable and proud of myself.

So.. that was the end of my day. im really shagged. really looking forward to the weekends. i hope i can wake up tmr morning for my 4k run. if not, on sat, i will go to the gym to run 4.5k to punish myself. im such a fatso. hahaha.

ok. time to orh orh. ciao!

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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

yeah.. this is like i think probably one of the first times where i really really really look forward to the end of exams. i dont mean that i would like exams to continue for my previous years but this.. is one of the times where the feeling is extremely strong.


so strong that i m sick of studying and just wanna stop studying and take the exam now. its a 40% exam. so does it mean if i pass 60% n just heck the 40% i will still pass

ai ya. math sucks. dont get all these calculation bullshit.

it has somewhat become a self-fulfilling prophecy.

so anyway, i cant believe it. its so soon. just few more days and dew dew and i would be united once again.

anyway, friends, if u do see me back in singapore.. please do not tell me

that i have grown fat. if not i will hate u. i hate people telling me that despite how much i like to say that im fat. because i will feel very sad when i hear it and i will be very negative for a long time again. u wouldnt want that to happen to me would you?

so, if u think ive grown fat, keep it to yourself man.

but actually i dont think so. given that ive been exercising everyday intensively how is it possible? but i think ive bulked up. =(

so sad. i dont want to bulk up. i want to be small.. =(

but well.. just dont tell me . i dont want to hear that im fat alright?

haha. just keep quiet n say no la nv. if i ask u if i have grown fat.

hahaha.. by right, i m much more tanned than before i came to aussie.

so. aiyah dont know. judge for yourself. just dont make the fatal error of telling me that im fat because i will silently curse u that u will balloon up and become the fattest person on earth too.

bleah.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

im not feeling the jitters even though exams are tomorrow for i dont know how to study for the exam tmr.

i've no mood to study.

no mood to do anything.

thoughts keep lingering in my mind and nothing can get rid of them.

all these thoughts are just bugging me. i dont know what to do.

i feel terrible. i feel in pain.

i feel like crying out loud.

but i know even if i do, there is nothing that would save me.

so whats the point of wasting those tears? whats the point of wasting the pain when everyone is desensitized and the world is unfeeling?

probably the only form of consolation i have is that i still do feel sad for and about myself. i think that is probably the best i can get.

really need love right now.

but i just cant seem to find any.

need love. any type of love. just pure innocent sweet unhurting love.

Saturday, April 12, 2008

achmed the dead terrorist

after studying straight for 3 hours, i need a break..

i realised after laughing so long about Achmed with my friends, i havent actually watched the whole thing.

so heres it to share with all u people. its freaking funny.

youtube Jeff Dunham and u can see more of his funny n cool ventriloquist acts!

just one more week!!!

woohoo!!!

then after that i would look forward to the taiwan trip with sweetie!

cant wait!!!

he is going to sponsor everything i want! wahahaha

*opps*

*bleah! dun care*

yeah!!!!

Thursday, April 10, 2008

its biz law tmr!

im not excited at all.

anyway, i was distracted AS USUAL.

i wanted to know who got eliminated from so you think you can dance australia this week. went to check up the internet and found out..


it was Rhiannon and Henry!

omg la. i like both of them. n.. HENRY IS SO GOOD!!!! plus he is like the most man out of all of the other dancers.

n he got eliminated?!

omg. he is a good dancer !

Below is my favourite dance routine so far. it gives me the euphoric feeling of being in love and it exudes pure happiness.

watch it and u will know what i mean. it only takes the first few mins of the whole video. the rest are like the judges comments.

u will love it. i know you will.


Sweetie dew.. this video reminds me of us and the happy times we share whenever we're together. muacks!


cant wait to be back in your arms and enjoy those happy moments again! =)


Wednesday, April 09, 2008

i'm not bored. im just...

totally totally sick of studying.

i was so sick of studying that all i did just now was to look at blogs and even watch all of Xiaxue's videos. they're pretty interesting and funny! go watch them to cheer yourself up and get away from the sian-ness of studying. you can click on the link at the right side of my page where u see all the links.

So anyway, i went to the gym just now and ran about 4.5km. i'm getting better. i did not adjust my inclination nor did i adjust my speed for the whole time. i'm getting better at this i hope.

all in the hope of losing weight.

but i can't believe i'm still so fat even though i put in so much effort. i exercise daily. i either swim 20laps, run 4.5km, go for hi-lo or go for cardio kickboxing.

but i think i'm not losing enough weight. i'm still not proportionate at all. i have this tummy where the fats cant stop jiggling and my thighs.. still as big and elephant-like. AND my calves! getting bigger and bigger. but thats no choice coz i run.

I m really trying to lower my food intake already but i attribute it not to the amount i eat but to the food i eat. because food is so terrible, the only edible ones are the fried stuff. so, tell me, how do i lose weight if i go on eating like this?

So anyway, everyone is sick of hearing me say i'm fat. but the fact is i m!

haha. ok. i shall stop the fat talk for today and go study for biz law exam on friday! and in the meantime, to cheer myself up, i m wearing new underwear! hahaha.. ok. i know. nothing that anyone wants to know. but hey. i like it lo! its BONDS brand. haha

ok. i think i should stop before people start to wretch.

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

thankful

i'm very thankful for the people all around me. i think im a very lucky girl.
Maybe life has taken a turn for the better after i have suffered so much earlier on in life. hehehe

whatever it is, im thankful for the people around me.

i'm thankful that my dearest sweetie dew is so nice and patient with me. so warm and loving and always there for me, willing to talk or listen to me when i need him. i really love him and im really thankful for finding him and having him by my side.

i'm also thankful for the friends i've found here. i've made really good friends that i would keep for the rest of my life. and to jeannie, if u see this, thanks for the call last night! it helped a lot after talking to u! haha =)

i'm also thankful for my friends back in singapore for those who remember that i'm around and still in the gold coast.
I'm very happy that some of them contacted me and talked to me. and i'm really glad that they are looking forward to my return.

I'm also thankful to have loving parents who worry about me once they dont see me online. i'm thankful that they're there for me.


so overall, im a happy person. dont mind my complaints and comments sometimes but well, who doesnt like to whine if they fall into a once in a while unhappy situation.

hehe. time to study!!!! good luck for all having exams. u all will do well because u are my friends!! and all my friends are so smart. im the only stupid one. =( hehee

Sunday, April 06, 2008

no longer a little girl

tale of a little girl. this title has been the blog's title since the blog was started and friends have been telling me.. "you?! little girl? how old alr!"

so i guess here goes.. ive changed the title of the blog and will think of a better one in the meantime.

Change of blog name reflects change of life and new start!

Coming back to Singapore does not mean going back to good old cat.

it means, improvement from experiences to become a better person.

And i shall restate what i have and would be continuing to do to improve myself.

1. be a good listener.

2. avoid telling people "you should..."

3. be more sociable and not judge people by first impressions.

4. be patient and not flare up.


til then, thats all! back to studying =(

Saturday, April 05, 2008

i'm sick n tired.

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

sibeh sian. hahha


not that i dont have things to do, just that i cant get to doing them. because i have no mood to study!! hahaha..

i keep thinking of going back to singapore. i just keep thinking about it. until, i really have no mood to study.cant wait for these 2 dreadful weeks to pass...