hello..

Its an irony how i blog more often when i'm more busy and i blog less when i'm not.
haha.. Its going to be november soon and guess what? exam is in.. 14 days.
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Gosh. exams this semester is a bit more different from the previous two semesters. Last sem and the previous sem, my exams were completed within one week. and it was about one week before anyone else ended. This sem is totally different. My exam is going to last for abt 3weeks and... its going to end only on the 27th! arghh.. tt leaves only two more days then it would be my birthday! hint hint. hehehe

After that, time will really fly. i would be flying off to Aussie.. and i hope the 4 mths pass quickly.

Exchange program cAme as a pleasant surprise. however, now it seems liek its becoming a nightmare. There seem to be so many more things i m missing out. i really feel a deep sense of regret that i would not be able to take part in the dancesport competition. it has always been my dream and now.. i have to give it up and only join next next semester. do you tink i can still be up to it by that time? What if i have no dance partner? haish.

Then there's MJ and chingay. We're going to participate in Chingay and gues what?i would be in australia. haish. sad

Deep Regret. how? cant do anything now. =(

Derrick was the sweetest person in the world! hee.. feel so.. xin fu. haha.

His sis and grandma made samosa and he surprised me by bringing them over to me to eat. Before that, he kinda made me angry by smsing..

" You want to taste it? Come online la. i show you how it looks like. "

Me: "i know how samosa look like. "

"I describe to you how it taste like lor"

Me:"I know how samosa taste like."

=.=""""

Then someone surprised me by ringing on my doorbell shortly after. hee.. omg. so sweet. =)

yes yes. why m i gushing n gushing. seriously, i have no idea. =x

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Was doing some stuff for my french project and was looking for some interesting photos in my collection. These are some photos i took when i finished O lvls. i.e. when i was 16. gosh. i'm so old now.



Look at this! This is the peeing boy! you know the one in history where he peed to save the fire? yeah. and he is dressed in santa claus wear! heard from roomie that many people aim to design clothes for him.



The leaning tower of pisa. And... i climbed it! it took me many many spiral stair cases to climb. damn tiring but it was all worth while.

And no, despite my weight, it did not topple.

I was much thinner then anyway. hehe



Above: The Eiffel tower! taken in such a nice evening setting. gosh. mesmerizing.



Above: The person who steers the "sampan" ok. i have short term memory and i cant rmb what are those small little "sampan " like boats called. you know.. those in Venice? yeah. this picture was taken in Venice. This guy steered the one that i sat on. it starts with a C. i cant rmb liao. ok. i finally rmb. its Gondola. I think this picture was taken quite well. the guy looks quite sei.



Anyway, above is a picture that i took when i was in Venice. taken behind a backdrop of a bridge. i think i look nice here! but apparently, someone doesnt think so. =(

Am i that ugly? haish.. maybe lor.

hello.. its a lazy sunday afternoon and i am lazy too.. haha. i have spent so much time on i dunnu what and slacking the whole day and the whole of yesterday too...

Went to tampines to study on saturday but some silly little kids got me quite irritated and as a result i could not concentrate on studying. We then went to sweetie's house to dye his hair for him. Ash coloured. so now, instead of gold hair punk... he becomes an ashed coloured punk. ok. maybe not punk.. but his hair length is actually so nice now.. and i like his hair style! BUT SOMEONE INSISTS THAT THE HAIR IS TOO LONG AND WANT TO CUT. =( sobx... dunnu cut already will look like what. hehe..

Arghh.. it has only been a few hours since i last saw you and i miss u terribly already~ how.. how... how.. how..


ok. i should stop complaining like a poor little lamb. haha.. does a lamb complain? =x

Anyway, we went to catch Brothers. the show by andy lau yesterday night. the plot etc was actually not bad. however, i felt that the ending was too abrupt. perhaps more can be emphasized on what happened in the future after the lau da died.

Anyway, this show is quite violent. as you can see, i dont think its rated anything at all.. or just PG.

There is some violence in the film as it featured those gangster societies. As compard to many films rated like.. M18 or NC16 for sexual references, its totally different lor. can you believe? for thisamt for violence its only PG. For if we look at NC 16 for sex, its like damn little can. i think they probably rate under the blanket scences as NC 16 alr. damn chui can. haish..

From this, we can see that the society rates sex in higher priority in terms of censorship than violence. But actually, in my opinion, i think both should have about the same weightage. Which means, the media should rate sex less while censoring more on violence.

This .. is my application of COM257 media effects . haha.. if i dont apply.. i will feeel like i'm not studying so lemme just talk cock here. hehe.. tata!

Hey! i have not been blogging for a long long time. so.. i decided to take a few minutes off today to blog about what happened recently and why i haven been bloggin for a long long time.

I wonder who still reads my blog.

Anyway, happy 24th birthday to my darling derrick! his bday was on monday and we went to sentosa to celebrate! it was a great day out! =) I hope he liked the things i gave to him. unfortunately, we did not take a photo of what i gave to him. but somehow, i think he loved the mango pudding. haha... hopefully it doesnt give u stomachache. =x
but until today liao u still haven lao sai.. then i think it should be fine la..

Stomach felt queasy and derrick came over to take care of me. so sweet of you.. =) Really appreciate everything you're doing for me. I really love being with you!


Heres some pictures..







SO KE AI LA!!!!! rite? so cute and blur looking!


At cafe del mar on his bday. =)

Now, pictures of friendly



Lazy kitty





I love this pic a lot!

Thats it!

I've had enough!

I seriously need to lose weight. i have been eating good food for almost every week. Such pampering food is seriously too detrimental to my stomach and i can really feed myself expanding horizontally once again.

Its too much to handle alr. Thanks to Derrick and his family, whose birthdays are all in the same period of time! haha.. So cute la they all. all born in the same period of time.

I saw this article in Nanyang Chronicle which featured the famous dim sum places in singapore and so i went with my family to try one of the restaurants today. Its call Red Star Restaurant where they have the traditional trolley cart pushing dim sum. My fav! i love it when they push the cart around. Dont you think its like so damn old school and cool? hahaa..

The waiters there are rather old too. I guess its more like these people probably have been working there for a long time and you know, such restaurants would retain old staff and all. Ju7st like the other restaurant at OCBC building, Beng Thin Hoon Kee Restaurant. I love the yam paste there! But my parents complained that they were a little too oily for their preference.

I really admire these old old restaurants where the old peIople like to frequent. These old people really know how to eat good food! haha.. i love good chinese food. So, i tink sometimes, western food, korean and japanese food are oversensationalised. What do you think? haha.. maybe its because i like to eat Chinese food la.

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Exams are in ard 33 days time! Its time to get to serious mugging of at least 6 hours a day if not, i will start to hate myself.

And... Happy 21st birthday Grace!

Time really flies. i actually looked forward to the day that i can sit down and blog at my own sweet time. But no. now..i just checked my exam timetable.

EXAMINATIONS ARE IN 5 WEEKS TIME. omg. ok. this means... the start of a new ritual of revision. AGAIN.
I thought that i could at least rest for one week after chionging for 5 weeks straight with all my mid terms and quizzes. but NO. this time, its more xiong. its 6 subjects to chiong for in this 5 weeks. can i do it? omg i have so much work to do. I listed it out . now, let me show you. haha

1. COM207 Readings
2. COM257 Readings
3. COM 255 Readings
4. COM 255 Essay
5. French Homework
6. Accounting tutorial
7. Biz Finance Tutorial
8. COM 257 project
9. French Project

now now, who do you want to envy? hahahahhaa

i'm so dead.

I realised i haven been bloggin for a long time and blogging is supposed to be therapeutic. Now that i have finished my accounting test (BUT I STILL HAVE BIZ FINANCE ON MONDAY) i want to quench my urge to blog.

A BUNCH OF CRAP BELOW. DONT BOTHER TO READ. I WILL BLOG A BETTER ENTRY SOMEDAY

So many things on my mind yet so little time to write them out. and i m afraid, once i start typing i cant stop. i m also afraid if i leave them to blog another time i will forget.

Has anyone of you mastered the ability to see perfection in imperfection? It is quite an oxymoron(i m not sure whether it is the correct word to use).I cant help but wonder if it is ever possible to master that ability and if the lack of that ability would be a blessing instead.

My thoughts were suddenly interrupted and i cant remember how i want to go on further. I shall continue another time.

I also wish to express my distaste for fair weather friends. Friends who only come to you when you need help but do not bother to contact you when they have no problems. Knowing all these people make me feel disgusted and being in contact with all of them makes me feel even more sad than usual. I'm disappointed in these people and at that i sometimes also wonder if i m one of them.

Then i also wonder, how my good friends view me. And why we can remain good friends for such a long time. My thoughts are very random right now because my mind is in a whirl. i guess its the accumulated fatigue over the past few days. this fatigue is going to continue for much longer until my biz finance test is over. and i guess til then, there are more things to worry about again. ok but anyway, i wonder if some friends really appreciate you for who you are or if they are with you only for the sake of being with you.

is it true that some people have certain templates of friends they would like to have and only have those type of friends? just like how all guys like nice sweet and demure girls. so where do people like me fit in? are people remaining friends with me becuase of any benefits they can reap? or is it just for the sake of company?

it also feels quite sad to know that just when you think u are getting to know yourself better, you are suddenly exposed to all the negative sides of yourself that you do not wish to acknowledge. or is it just that different people have different perceptions of things. whatever is it, i always tell myself to remain strong and remain who i m because that is what i like about myself, which, is to be myself. or should i correct all these so-called flaws and be a better person. but would that make me less of myself? also, is it good that people correct your flaws and tell you to rectify them? or is it bad because they dont want you to be who you are anymore. hahaha. all these are crap. dun bother taking them too seriously.

I guess its just one of my reflective and emo days. haha..