Mj gals pic.
As you see, we're like supposed to roll up the front of our t shirts to show our midrift (is tt how u spell it?) and our dearest belly buttons.

spot me in the pic! haha.. i .. apparently,m too fat and thus rolled it down the moment i could. haha.. actually, i tink i will make a really good belly dancer. coz i've got a bellly. for those without.. awwww.. too bad... u caNT be a belly dancer!!

haha.. i even have belly dancing costume at home. omg. haha.. maybe i shld pick up belly dancing in my free time.

Mj gals pic.
As you see, we're like supposed to roll up the front of our t shirts to show our midrift (is tt how u spell it?) and our dearest belly buttons.

spot me in the pic! haha.. i .. apparently,m too fat and thus rolled it down the moment i could. haha.. actually, i tink i will make a really good belly dancer. coz i've got a bellly. for those without.. awwww.. too bad... u caNT be a belly dancer!!

haha.. i even have belly dancing costume at home. omg. haha.. maybe i shld pick up belly dancing in my free time.

i'm sorry. i'm really sorry. i'm so sorry.

I'm so freaking BORED studying at HOME.......

yes yes. the previous entry was that i loved home n everything but things are getting so boring from reading up on SATELLITES AND CABLE....

omg.. this is twerrriribllleeeee

haha.. i haven bought my new yr clothes at all...! no one to go with leh.. who wants to go new yr clothes shopping with meeee?????? let me noe k????


anyway.. this is so sian. this yr started off so badly.. i bet its gonna continue like tt again. haish..
except i'm not looking forward to any of the special days this year. Esp for the month of FEB.

I'm so NOT looking forward to chinese new yr. yah.. can get ang paos n stuff but thats al. its gonna be so boring. probably will be spending my first n second days of CNY in msia. subsequently for the next wk end, parents are going to abandon me for genting AGAIN. Why does my dad like to gamble so much......!!!!! arghh.. i m so not lookng forward to IR. because by then, maybe my family will have no money anymore.. coz all gamble away alr. haha.. JOKIN..
n maybe i shall join him in the gambling too. I also have to visit relatives on CNY. i hate visiting relatives!!!!!

I'm so NOT looking forward to Vday AT ALL. one, its bcoz i might have to sell flowers to lovey dovey disgusting people. and two, becuase i dun want to go on the streets and look at lovey dovey disgusting (LDD in short) people.
i'm so going to coop myself up in my room or probably spend it with jess n ky.

haha..

i can finally chill out at home and not spend late nights having to worry about what to mug in hostel.
i love home. =)

it feels so comfortable.

At least i know there is somewhere warm and nice where i can seek even though i'm trapped in all these terrible terrible situations right now.

Mj gals rox!

We did our performance at canteen B today for NBS week. Cant believe it man. there were sooo many people!!!!!! omg...
N i heard from one of them that there were guys who heard tt MJ gals are performing and those people rushed all the way to the stage area to watch. haha.. but of course not watch me coz they will vomit blood. haha.. so funny.

I think we did not bad though it ended so quickly. its like.. one min.. youre on stage, the next moment, ure gone! haha.. so sad.

however, upon reflecting and watching the videos , i realised that we were a little messy and stuff.. hmmm.. gotta clean them all up before danceworks.

Some of us are thinking of participating in Hip Hop Battle at Butter Factory. Should we ?

If only we can all join as a group i think we will be not bad ne! haha..

Will post up pictures as soon as i sort things up!

This week will be one really tiring week for me!!!

i look forward to the weekends where i can just chill out at home and finish all my uncompleted tasks. i still have 105 homework not done yet. oh no....!! this sucks

i shall pon 104 to complete some of my work tml.

Anyway, the MJ girls will be performing at iGlobal this thursday at 1.45pm. Though, not sure if it will be at canteen b or outside nanyang audi. I tink it will be quite weird if its at canteen b because the entire exhibition is outside nanyang audi and if we go to canteen b to perform, its a bit weird rite ?

They also said we needed to work on our facial expressions... we have to look:-
1. Sexy
2. Slutty
3. Angry or
4. Sweet

i dont think i can accomplish anything of the above. hahaha..

Anyway, lots of things are happening... "everybody's changing and i dont feel the same.." (from some song but it describes how i feel right now.)

Thus, i will just concentrate on MJ and forget about the rest.

MJ and studies. thats my priority now. Think whatever you want of me.. i'm bit too lazy to care now.

Anyway, damn pissed today. i recieved a letter from the hall office telling me to clear the other side of the room where my roomie used to stay. so idiotic. Cannot put things there meh?! no one stay also what!!!!!!

irritating! hmphx!

Todays MJ was from 10 to 4 again..
Damn tiring. We are all working hard because there is a performance on this thursday at the iGlobal exhibition.
So scary. hopefully not many people will turn up and so i will not embarrass myself in front of the whole school.

I have like tons of work to do man... how? how? how?

N i haven bought black baggy pants, bling blings, loop earrings, hip hop stuff.. blah blah blah...

BUSY BUSY BUSY me.. =(

time to stop dreaming about slacking..

MJ ended at 1140pm today. i pity those who do not stay in hall and especially if they stayed in the east. Poor them. how are they ever going to be back and resting. i m very lucky to be staying in hostel indeed.
Somehow although mj was tiring at least i did not feel unhappy about it and complain about it. this is a good sign.


whatever it is, i have only just finished eating dinner, washing up and settling down in my room. It feels so good to be just sitting here right now, though every part of my body is strained. esp my poor knee which has lots of bruises due to the extensive amount of floorwork we had to do.

I finally bought all the book that i need for my this semester's study except for one book from CS 103 - principles of ebm.

But at least i can finally settle down and do my readings proper. i really hate lagging behind. i know that i will catch up with all my readings by the end of the week.

those who read this blog (if there ever will be people reading ) must be thinking i m damn hell of a nerd. indeed i m. if i dont start now, then when?

i really need to do well for this semester so i can go overseas next semester for exchange program. i really want to. though, i m clueless about the procedure etc. i just want to experience the world for myself.

if i cant go overseas to study, at least an exchange program would be good right?

Anyway, CS 104 tutorial was boring today. CS 104 is on advertising and promotion. No wonder most people doing PR relatedfields refuse to come and teach us. why? coz the teaching process is boring. I cant believe he just read the tutorial notes.. just like in lectures. oh god.. boring.

but whatever it is, i will not let him put down my interest in Public and promotional communication. i still wantr t0 be a marcomm exec or manager when i grow up.

Dreams dreams dreams... dream on.

MJ was really tiring today. i have several bruises on my knee as well as many many many scratches on my waist area.
Bruises are due to the floorwork for the girl's item while scratches are probably due to the lifting in the pairing item where the guys had to lift the girls up and travel across the floor in a circle.

I think my partner is really strong. i'm like so damn heavy he still can carry me sia. lucky for me, he has contemporary background and has done lifting before. haha..

i think he must be thinking i m damn heavy. haha..

mj was literally from 630 to 1030. so tiring. my knees are hurting i m so afraid they will hurt so bad i cant do floorwork anymore.. =(

i really m very tired .. of everything.. i really dont know what to do.

i hate all of u!!! so bad make empty promises!! why everyone is so bad to me!! everytime aLSO Like tt. i HATE ALL OF U!!!!!!!!

I'M NOT HAPPY ABT THIS. I'M LEAVING HALL NEXT SEM

hello

quarrel quarrel quarrel

divorce la! i dont give a damn k

One week.

Will this one week.. tell it all?

or.. would it just make us fall deeper ?

I dont know.

Let's let fate decide.

I dont know any other way.

i dont know what i should say about this whole thing. its getting out of hand.
it has lost its meaning and we have to find it back if not no point.

is it just me ?

I realised a lot of those singers/ rappers like to mention their own names in their songs. Like frankie j, sean paul, toma. etc etc

Crazy people. haha. yet so talented.

i realised that i did not eat food for 12 hours today. so scary sia.
Finally, after intensive dance training today.. i gobbled up all my rice. it felt damn freakin good.

We're dancing to part of the soundtrack of Step up. but i suddenly cant remember the name of the song. i really hope we can include some jazz and contemporary into the dance so that it would not be so monotonous. Then again, its nt for me to decide.


*my words look bold when i type this. lets hope they dun turn out that way later in the post. *


Next week school starts and my very busy life is going to start all over again. oh god. i seriously dont look forward to it. ( i think i said this lots of time)

but i m looking forward to MJ practices. haha..

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i realised i haven been typing really long posts. M i getting lazy? haha.. wheres the blog whore in me? haha

slacking really makes people lazy. hehe..

i woke up at like 9 today. tried to rush there and reaised i went to the wrong place. by the time i realised the correct location it was over.

Then i went to look for popular bookstore.. n guess what? i once again lost my way in the concrete jungle of pulau ntu.

What a way to start off my day ya? what a way..

The day's not going to get any better i believe. it will get worse as every second passes.

Just bought the "communication research book " for CS 105. It looks damn boring to me . seriously. its content are not as cool as communication mosaics.. so i believe this time, it will be a totally different game all together.

i do not look forward to 8jan because i'm gonna be real busy from8 jan onwards.

Then again, i cope better when bz cause when i'm slacking, i cant be bothered to do anything. haha. so hopefully this amount of workload will be able to keep my mind off certain stuff and concentrate on the important things! =)

ya rite.

i realised.. i'm truly committment phobic.

i realised many things i have joined have caused me to hate them instead . I begin to lose interest in those things i join and find it a misery to go through all those things. I tell myself.. just one more semester to go. But truly, can i take it ? i dont know.

I'm begining to hate everything here.

Everyone there.. except for a select few.

i hate those things, those reality.

I want to escape. i really want to.

Please tell me what to do?

Cry myself to slp? i'm sick of it. seriously. perhaps just stone til i fall aslp.

i want out.


i dont know why i'm like that. i realised the only way to make me stay long in something is only when i do something that is of my interest. Other than that, i realised those short-term 3 minute interest of mine.. have made me regret many many steps i took since i entered uni.
I could have done much better things that would be much more appreciative of me. But i chose not to. i chose to be stupid, greedy, etc.


Why? i dont know.

shit. i'm crying again. haha... whatever.

i rather be at home.. where i can see friendly and talk to her, play with her, tell her what i feel. i want to be at home.


This week's gonna be a terrible busy week. so will next wk, next next n next next next n so on. =( slacking times over gal.. wake up and face reality now. The time to play is over.

The time to slack at home feeling carefree again is over girl. Wake up, face reality and realise how sucky it is.

Bad things happening..
my ear holes are both infected for i dont know what reason. suddenly woke up and both of them are badly swollen. arghhh!!!!!

1 good thing
Dad bought a new camera. Nikon cool pix S9. he was deciding between nikon n sony.
Well, now that we've got a new camera to replace the stolen one.. i hope things will get better!!

the new year started off really badly.

Crying, quarreling, etc

Even NYE@expo was bad. lighting was terrible, crowd sucks, music can like stop halfway, technical faults, drinks over diluted. what shit man. terrible.

I really want 2007 to be a good year for me. Please.

New year resolutions?

Not sure actually,

But i'm sure academic wise i think i should work much much harder. My GPA is just not good enough and up to standard so are the rest of my grades.

The other aspects of life ? i choose not to even think about them.