The Tale of a little girl...

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

it is about 4 hours before my birthday!

Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday happy birthday, happy birthday to me!!!!

Hah. yah. i'm weird. This year got no one sing birthday song for me. =(

Anyway, not sure whats gonna happen tomorrow. By tomorrow, i will be enjoying my last year of my teens.
Actuaslly, i only learnt this year that teenage is really literally "teen"age.
Which means, from thir"teen" to nine"teen"

I always thought there wasnt any real line between the ages.

Anyway, i realised that as i get older, less and less people remember your birthday anymore.

I still remember when i was in secondary school , we will stay up til midnight to wish each other happy birthday. Now, i dont think it will happen. I had a record bvreaking 5 people sms me happy birthday on my birthday. My record breaking least, which was last year.

Was it because i dont form any really close friendship anymore? or is it just becasue of my insignificance? haha..

Nevermind. its ok. its just a birthday anyway.
Unless if its like my wedding day and everyone i invite do not attend, then i will be very sad.

Come to think of it, i think up to date, my favourite bitrthday year in my younger (though i m not very old) days was when my friends all surprised me at my home to celebrate my birthday.

Other than that,k there are not many memorable ones with my friends anymore.

My parents brought me to Jumbo at Serangoon gardens to eat today.

We ate:-
1. Sambal kang kong
2. Crispy baby squid
3. soon Hock fish!
4. BlackPepper crab
5. Sweet yam paste!


Yummie.. i love the food there.

Birthday resolutions:-
Lose weight
Be truly happy
Study hard
Be a nice girl
Be less mean to my dearie


many others which i cant say... haha

Anyway again, i finally completed watching "So u think u can dance" season 2.

My favourite dancer still remains as Dmitry and Benji. For the girls, i like Heidi a lot. She's like really up and jumpy. I must say her character really contributed a lot to her votes!

In the end, one of my favourites, benji! who is like really versatile, won the competition.
*yeah.. spoiler for those who watch the show* haha.. but then again, no one reads la. so its ok.

The top four were benji, heidi, travis and donyelle.

I think travis is a great dancer. Contemporary that is. But dont you realise that he always has the same moves?

Yeah. But travis is really good at his techniques and i really admire him for that. Comparing Jason and Travis, hmm.. i think travis would make a much better dancer.

Hahs.. think no one will know who i'm talking about yta?

One last thing to add: i cant wait for Claire next season! She's a really good dancer but she hurt herlegs.. haishg.. so couldnt take part this seaqson. had to drop out halfway.

Ok../ i shall end here.

People and friends, if you read, pls taggggg!!! if not my tagboard really CUI

it is about 4 hours before my birthday!

Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday happy birthday, happy birthday to me!!!!

Hah. yah. i'm weird. This year got no one sing birthday song for me. =(

Anyway, not sure whats gonna happen tomorrow. By tomorrow, i will be enjoying my last year of my teens.
Actuaslly, i only learnt this year that teenage is really literally "teen"age.
Which means, from thir"teen" to nine"teen"

I always thought there wasnt any real line between the ages.

Anyway, i realised that as i get older, less and less people remember your birthday anymore.

I still remember when i was in secondary school , we will stay up til midnight to wish each other happy birthday. Now, i dont think it will happen. I had a record bvreaking 5 people sms me happy birthday on my birthday. My record breaking least, which was last year.

Was it because i dont form any really close friendship anymore? or is it just becasue of my insignificance? haha..

Nevermind. its ok. its just a birthday anyway.
Unless if its like my wedding day and everyone i invite do not attend, then i will be very sad.

Come to think of it, i think up to date, my favourite bitrthday year in my younger (though i m not very old) days was when my friends all surprised me at my home to celebrate my birthday.

Other than that,k there are not many memorable ones with my friends anymore.

My parents brought me to Jumbo at Serangoon gardens to eat today.

We ate:-
1. Sambal kang kong
2. Crispy baby squid
3. soon Hock fish!
4. BlackPepper crab
5. Sweet yam paste!


Yummie.. i love the food there.

Birthday resolutions:-
Lose weight
Be truly happy
Study hard
Be a nice girl
Be less mean to my dearie


many others which i cant say... haha

Anyway again, i finally completed watching "So u think u can dance" season 2.

My favourite dancer still remains as Dmitry and Benji. For the girls, i like Heidi a lot. She's like really up and jumpy. I must say her character really contributed a lot to her votes!

In the end, one of my favourites, benji! who is like really versatile, won the competition.
*yeah.. spoiler for those who watch the show* haha.. but then again, no one reads la. so its ok.

The top four were benji, heidi, travis and donyelle.

I think travis is a great dancer. Contemporary that is. But dont you realise that he always has the same moves?

Yeah. But travis is really good at his techniques and i really admire him for that. Comparing Jason and Travis, hmm.. i think travis would make a much better dancer.

Hahs.. think no one will know who i'm talking about yta?

One last thing to add: i cant wait for Claire next season! She's a really good dancer but she hurt herlegs.. haishg.. so couldnt take part this seaqson. had to drop out halfway.

Ok../ i shall end here.

People and friends, if you read, pls taggggg!!! if not my tagboard really CUI

Monday, November 27, 2006

Long time no blog.

Lots of things to do.
Mainly revolving around losing weight and making money.

haha

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Thank you dearie for the wonderful birthday present.

Those who want to know what he got me.. hee.. ask me personally. hee.. so sweet of u. Really love it! =)

Thank you for the sumptous birthday dinner as well. =) Its ok that u cant be there for me on my birthday (NO! ITS SO FREAKIN NOT OK!!!!! )

Its really fine. I will be alright . =) (NO..! i will SO FREAKING NOT BE ALRIGHT)

I will enjoy myself on my birthday without you. Everything's fine. =) (NO.. I'M SPENDING THE DAY WATCHIN VCDS AT HOME ALONE. )


Thank you for the dinner and the present once again. (Really love it! =) )

I will enjoy my birthday . (no.. i wont. without you here with me. )

Friday, November 24, 2006

I want to dance jazz all over again

Can you give me the chance?

I'm back at home.
I just realised i have no plans for next week at all except for all my driving lessons .

Yup.

Am i looking forward to next Wednesday?

I don't Know.

I really don't know.

Maybe i'm dreading it.

I think i m.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

haish....

i dont even know why m i blogging when i'm supposed to be studying..

I haven even touched family crime and all at all before even when it was not exams.. so, studying them now is like.. totally so new to me.. its 12midnight n i'm only at Youth Crime. i haven even touched the books i borrowed from the library. Something is telling me... i dont think i will even touch them at all..hhahahahaha

Monday, November 20, 2006

yeah! CS lend me "so you think you can dance" season 1 n 2 to watch!!! yippeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 cheers everyone!!! yeahh!!

there are so many shows i have to complete watching during the holidays!! oh no!!!

i must watch:
1. so you think you can dance 1 n 2
2. Goong
3. Casino Royale
4. Flushed away
5. Hoodwinked (jessamyn haven send me the movie!)
6. n many many more!!!!

hmmm.. it seems like thursday's response seems reallY BAD and no one is going. SOBX!

ok.. let's try again...

CALLING OUT TO ALL CS PEEPS, HALL FRENX, READERS OF MY BLOG (though not many), and MANY MANY MORE...

WHO WANTS TO CLUB ON 29NOVEMBER 2006. Most probably MOS, coz i like MOS. haha..
this time dont disppoint me ok? its a special day for me.. all of u.. go ok? =p

okayyy.... i'm still awake..

n.. i'm still thinking of post-exam plans~ ! omg.. this is really bad.

But anyway, my friends. i have decided after exams to head down to book a place for a flea market to sell my stuff! but.. i dont know if its feasible in such a short time yet. Meanwhile, if you have anything you want to sell, you can let me know. =)

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Okay. i'm going to blog today. i'm sick of studying. i havent studied since 5pm. This is bad. resting for 5 hours like tt. its bad.

Anyway, i'm soooo looking forward to the end of this exams. Somehow, i feel that i have studied as though this exam was A levels. perhaps its really somewhat like A levels because once you have taken it, its that. Its not like CA or whatever mid-term exam.

Oh.. i have one good news to tell all of u!

MY GO JANE SHOES ARE HERE! the really hot, sexy, red ones! i'm gonna wear them on my birthday to clubbbb!!! this is sooo exciting. but seriously, i might not. coz,... how the hell am i going to dance in 4inch heels. n if i happen to get tipsy, how am i ever going to stable mesellfffff? n.. i havent bought a dress to fit it yet! hmmmm.. maybe i'll get a red dress too!! haha.. will i be too red like ang pao? hahahaha


Anyway.....
CALLING OUT TO ALL CS PEOPLE , AS WELL AS THOSE WHO HAVE FINISHED YOUR EXAMS.. AS WELL AS THOSE WHO HAVE NOTHING TO DO FOR THIS HOLS.. AS WELL AS THOSE READING MY BLOG..


Shall we....................................... PARRTTTTAAAYYYYYY?!!??!?!?!?!?!!

Tertiary Fling at MOS on Thursday 23rd Nov... go? go? go la....! go ok? heee...

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Friday, November 17, 2006

yooo...

i have been tooo slack yesterday alr... arghhhh!!!!
ok ok.. if you're bored studying at home, study with me at marine parade library ok! haha..

i'll be there the whollleeee dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.... hhahaha

Thursday, November 16, 2006

ok..
i just finished all my readins haish.. i still have lots to do.

Meanwhile, i would like to take a little break from studying to blog a while.

I bet everyone is busy studying right now and so no one is reading coz no one tags! arghhh! okok

nvm.

Anyway, back to what i want to say, i wish to divert a bit from studying. Everyone's blog is about exams exams and EXAMS!!!

Lets talk about something different.

First, i was studying with cs at the reading room today. (shit! i talked about studies!)
Then its like we were talking about MJ and dance competitions.. Oh btw, MJ just won first runner up in the recent Pulse dance competition. CS sent me the videos of the champion group from NUS as well as their junior groups.

I must say, when i watched their dance, there is only one thing i can say.. it was really good.
Actually i preferred the junior group's one but the senior group won.

Let me describe what they did:

The junior group: they donned nurse and doctor uniform and dance! its like soooo erotic and sooo different from the usual baggy hip hop daNCE costume. it really brought dance to a new level and changed your feelings towards the dance.
There were like more than 10 people and yet their dance was rather coordinated. i must say, it must have took damn lot of effort!

The Senior group: Also consisting of both guys and gals, they donned school uniforms and looked like school nerds. Then halfway through the dance, they sorta tore open their clothes to reveal other clothes!

Isnt it like damncool?

In a way, we can say that both dances have been "sensationalised" (haha.. oh no! i m thinking of studies again!Sensationalism in news.) . This is because they worked on the fantasies of people and fetishes for uniform. You know, role play and kinky costumes. They totally had it !

I guess thats one major reason why they got first.

Other than that, i like our own MJ dance as well! it was very coordinated. But why all guys! haha.. but i guess its because in that way, they can do more stunts, or should i say, dance steps that required a higher level of experience.

Thats why they also won and i think they really deserve it! i applaud them! hahah.. anyway, not like they will go n read la.

then CS was saying about joining dance competitions, dance performances etc.The more i hear, the more tempted i got. haish... n he gets money for it lor! arghhhh.. for performing the samedance at different places. Like impressario or the chem engine school paying them to dance in the opening act. i want too!

but frankly, i prefer the experience and the joy of training rather than just for the sake of money really.

actually ultimately, that all depends on whether there is the chance.


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Lets talk about my blog addie. If ure wondering who is friendly and why she rox, a picture speaks a thousand words....


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Friendly's backside! haha.. n her significant black mole!!!

She's sitting on my lap. She likes to do that and she can even sleep there! once she sat formore than an hour, until my legs were all numb!!!

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Better view of friendly and... err.. my crossed legs


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The kitty that is obsessed with cleaning..

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Still cleaning...


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And still cleaning... !! while putting her hands on my mum's slippers!


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Finally, she settles down. A picture of beautiful friendly rested in a classy position on my lap.. soooo prettyyy!!!!

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

ok.

Time managment was bad. i must seriously take note of this. =(

Unstructured and messy answers. Cant be helped.

Lousy handwriting. Cant be helped.

Everything is up to fate.


haish. should i go home on thursday or should i stay for the weekend to study?

My house is having stupid construction and paint work going on. this sucks.

so its like really noisy and out of the blue, a weird man will be standing outside your window, painting the wall.
invasion of privacy.

what should i do!!!??? help!

i'm so dead. i haven done my 111 107 and 108 yet.

how? help!

help! help! i need time! arghh...

nvm...

back in hall now.

When i come back to hall, i realise, i miss home, despite being away from it for only a few hours.

I spent my time studying at home the whole 5 days from thursday til today and guess what? it was only today and monday that they started stupid construction work. arghh.. drilling right below your house as well as painting and when you turn back, you realise that they're staring right at you while doing their painting.

Arghh.. talk about intrusion of privacy. i really hate it when people intrude my privacy esp when i'm in my own room at my own comfort .

Ok.. thats all.. must slp alr. tata..

Good nite and all the best for myself in the coming exam. as well as for others of course.

n.. hope you get well soon .. poor ting..

Saturday, November 11, 2006

did u see the front page of strait times today?

wow.. what i thought was just an unethical but legal act turned out to be something that could land someone in jail or cause someone to be fined heavily.

I did not know someone can actually be charged with wardriving. Given that, i actually was doing that for the past few monjths.. because my lappie simply needed inmternet and my house is so lok kok that we dont have wireless.

So now, i'm going to off my wireless thing to prevent my lappie from automatically connecting to that person's wireless and i really sincerely apologise to my neighbour for using his wireless and up till now, i still dont know wh0 you are..

so, pls, do not charge me caus i really did not know its an offence and i promise i wont do it again ok?

Meanwhile, i guess i have to make do with the spyware,malware infected PC to type on blogger as well as to access other essential internet-related stuff.

Actually come to think of it, we cant just blame the wardriver (do we call them that?) for tapping onto other people's wireless what. I do admit that its unethical, however, there are still so many other stuff that people did are unethical and yet do not get charged!

I know some may argue that we have to draw the line somewhere. but yeah.. dont you think that guy very poor ting? 17 years old and still in poly, and you get charged for such stuff? haish... i actually really emphatise with him... (wait a min.. its still on trail rite? so its not really charged rite? haha)

But then again, i guess the purpose of putting it in the news is to alert the public that BIG BROTHER IS WATCHING YOU and you better not anyhow anyhow!
and to alert "naive" people like me that wardriving is illegal in singapore.

Why dont we see it from the side that the "generous" person providing the wireless access did not on his security stuff? i'm quite sure he shouldnt be ignorant about it what..

Then again.. i dunnu what to say..

Haha.. there. i have applied a bit of ethics and technology and computers and viruses, and computers and privacy to this entry! thanks to CS 108. Actually, nothing is technical and they're a bunch of crap. and i'm just typing.. for the sake of ... showing off i did stufy 108 ok! haha.. actually only this 2 chapters. what a slow poke i m . and wth m i doing here! i better get my butt off the computer chair and start mugging intensively again.....

Friday, November 10, 2006

yooo...

i slept at 11pm yesterday.. OMG.. =(
i'm not supposed toooo!!!! i intended to wake up at 12 midnight to mug again.. but guess what? i slept all the way through!!
arghhh.. nvm.. its over and i ought to think forward and look forward..

i cant wait for examinations to be over! you know, everytime we prepare for our examinations, our minds tend to wander off to the ever -tempting holidays ahead!

i guess this time, our holidays would be very much different from when we're in JC. In JC, your holidays tend to mean.. mugging time for the next exam that is on when school reopens. but for uni, its a brand new start every semester! yippppeee!!!!

Things i want to do after the holidays!!!
1. swim!! - > due to unforeseen circumstances, i was not able to swim for the past few weeks...

2. Shop! -> and try out online shopping with dearest chian hui! (aka ah poon!)
oh ya.. did i say? i ordered this really sexy red pumps from gojane! its like only $13 USD. i cant wait for it to come and i will wear it and parade it to the world!!

3. Club! --> shall we club like after exams.. haha.. must find clubbing khakis first.. hehehe..cant wait to be immersed in music and chiong!

4. Go overseas... --> not sure if thats possible coz i think its already too late to book for tickets.. my parents just came back from China. dont think they'll want to go anywhere already.
BUT THEN AGAIN, my dad is a travelling freak.. i bet he'll be ok to go somewhere nice! (though.. i haven reallly thought of the location yet. haha not like i'm the one whose supposed to decide anyway.)

5. Piano!

6. Catching up with old friends..
=(
due to the hectic schedule and different timetables.. friends haven been able to meet up. thus, we must meet up in the holidays..

7. to be continued when i can think of it. haha

Thursday, November 09, 2006

happy birthday to my bestie, yan pin!

May al your wishes and dreams come true!

may you remain as pretty as ever and when you become singapore's top model, pls remember me!

oral and anal sex are now legalised!
though.. i'm not sure why i m blogging about this though it wont have any impact on me.

But i'm just wondering.. they have so many clauses even after legalising it, that, the law on it still seems the same to me.

Can someone actually tell me what difference is there and how it would impact on society in the future years?

Would that actually decrease the number of sex crimes in singapore? is it supposed to be for that? or what?

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i finally got to eat my much awaited yam paste!

i really love my parents.. =)

and i really miss my home.. home is still the best..

And.. i think i'm very homey after all..

And.. Friendly is getting thinner and thinner ... its not a good sign at all.. =(
is it because sh'es getting really frail and old?

i dont want anything to happen to friendly until.. i die. i know its very selfish of me .. and its impossible. but i dont want.

Youre coming out on Friday and we're soooo gonna meet. =)

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Finally.. today marks the end of all our CS project work! yeah!

Anyway, we had a show and tell session of all our project work during our CS 108 tutorial today. Heres a link to our website and the video.. haha.. dont laugh at me.

http://www.ntu.edu.sg/home2005/NEOM0003/happyfeetflash2.html

Anyway, parts of the website was done by me. I know its really amateur looking and stuff but its my first time and i hope people wont just look down on my skills just like that. yeah.. compared to a lot of other flash experts who did really pro-websites that the word "wow!" will scream into your mind the moment u look at their webpages.

happy viewing! pls feeel free to give comments. i know i look cheesy inside. haha..

Why do you have to chase away the kitties?

Where are two of you kitties?

they're gone

i don't understand why you must take away 2 of my closest friends in hall.
I really love the cats. why must you, a non-resident, take them away from me, leaving me with no companion at all when i study through the night.

They used to talk to me when i'm bored. play with me when i'm sad to cheer me on.

But what have u done to them?

i hate you.

Sunday, November 05, 2006

i dont know why.. but i finally broke down in front of my parents today. if i say whats the trigger.. no one would believe. but i say want to say.

It was yam paste. Not sure if any of you would know about this but i have been craving for yam paste for very long since the last time i ate very good yam paste at the restaurant in OCBC centre when victoria and francis (my ex-bosses at The Recruit Room) treated us there for some one's bday. i think its elaine's or sylvia's bday.

I mean.. i know many people who read this will be thinkin... whats wrong with this gal? she cried because she couldnt have yam paste for dessert? is she mad?

Actually come to think of it.. i think i deserve to cry. so dont mock at me behind my back if you think i'm stupid for crying over the lack of yam paste.

Everytime i go out, most of the time with my bf.. i c yam paste and i tell him i want to eat. But i think he thinks yam paste is too expensive. I know your mum cooks yam paste and all.. but my mum doesnt.. so sometimes when i want to eat yam paste , why cant you just encourage me?

I dont mean anything offensive to you.. just want to let you know, i really want to eat yam paste coz i seldom get to eat it in my life.

So today., my family and i, which actually means, my parents and i.. went to Hong Kong Family Street Restaurant near our house for our dinner. To my surprise, they sold yam paste.! i was delighted!
But gvuess what? when my parents asked how they sold the yam paste.. they said they only sold like those $16 kind. which means the huge pot kind.

Why cant they sell smaller portions den more people will buy?
The thought of that and the thought of no one allowing me to eat yam paste started to make me tear for no apparent reason.

I dont know why. Maybe its PMS, maybe i'm just too stressed. maybe..

Then i started tearing non-stop. Note : its tearing.. not crying. and i dont knwo why.

Can someone explain to me? haha

And at the same time, i still really want to eat yam paste. i know many people will laugh over this entry. but to tell you the truth, when i wrote this entry, my mood was not very happy. in fact, rather sad .

But yeah.

November is the month of many birthdays

I haven got so many people's birthday pressies.
-yee chien
-yan pin
-myself

haish. And i wish to apologise for the many people's brithdays i did not wish.
Most are my JC friends.
-min huey
-jasmine
-stephanie
-ai ting

yeah. i'm really sorry . i guess i'm just bad at this.

And.. who wants to club after exams? pls msg me or tag me. thanks.!

Jessamyn's Bday party
Happy 21st bday to jessamyn whose birthday was on the 3rd of november and we celebrated for her on the 4th of november where she held a bday celebration at her house with a poolside party.
The setting was very beautiful and her house is so big and nice! it was overlooking the poolside. it was as though she owned the pool..
I must admit i had many embarrassing moments this party because i vommitted many many times.. because.. i ate too much otah and maybe it was also because of the alcohol.
omg. it was super embarrassing because they had my favourite brand of otah , Lee Wee Brothers. I ate more than 20 sticks and i vomitted more than 3 times. Someone even took a video of my post-vomit speech. =(
Anyway, back to the party, there was a crowd of about 20 to 30 people and we played indian poker and "zhong ji mi ma". haha
So fun. And we drank bacardi's mixed with coke as well as the i think its called "Tia Maria?" haha.. some coffee alcohol. v nice! i like. haha
Actually i was feeling ok. until i sat down and eat like 20 sticks. den when i stood up to walk, i wanted to die.
haha.. and so i vomitted. so embarrasing. haish
Anyway, we bought Jessamyn a polaroid camera. People who shared were: Dinesh, bernard, xin yu, yan lin, zhenghua, david, kah yan, me.
So fun. i took a polariod and kept it.. teehhheheehe.

Friday, November 03, 2006

YOU WANT TO COMPLAIN THEN COME TO ME DIRECTLY! WHY U SCARED I EAT U UP IS IT! FUCK OFF LA IDIOTS !

DUN LIKE THEN GO AWAY LA! OK!

I HOPE U ALL DIE MAN. PEOPLE WITH NO COMPASSION AT ALL! WHY CANT YOU TALK TO ME NICELY AND DIRECTLY HUH
WHY CANNOT

GO TO HELL

COMPLAIN TO HALL OFFICE SOMEMORE. I KNOW U WANT ME EVICTED RITE?> GTH MAN. may u die now and will not reincarnate forever and ever.
or mayyou next life end up as a stupid fat pig!

Thursday, November 02, 2006

i want to complain about some people . but i will not. just in case anyone related sees and passes it on den i'm dead.

I have been doing up the webbie since after dinner. Can you believe it?

Its damn tiring.

Exams are coming and i haven had time to study. i'm so dead. =(

Theres this song worm playing in my head but i cant seem to get what it is. haha.

ok. random thoughts only. nothing important.