hello! its gonna be a new mth again!

Just went for breakfast with my parents just now at sengkang rivervale mall. we're running out of places to go for breakfast.. =( arghhh..

I realised that everywhere you go for breakfast, we end up eating the same thing all the time. Just that, they are cooked by different people. Eg. toast, noodles, bee hoon, porridge, tim sum, roti prata, blah blah.

I'm seriously sick of all these food alr! can there be more variety!!!! i need variety!

So anyone out there reading, if you have a great place to recommend for breakfast or brunch, please do let me know and i can share it with everyone else ok! Dont keep the best for yourself.

So far, i still like to eat tim sum for breakfast. Yes, its fattening but its stil the tastiest!
Let me recommend some nice places for tim sum eating:

1. Bliss cafe at Punggol Park.
- not sure if its called Bliss Cafe or Bliss restaurant.

The must try is the dumbo thingie. (some flour thingie made to shape like an elephant. The filling inside is some chicken meat thingie that is warm and tasty! wahhhahahaha.. my mouth is watering..)

- they even have make your own popiah!
but i seriously think its a waste of money unless ure going with a big crowd of people. Coz.. it costs abt 20 odd dollars.. no point in wasting such money when u can get a ready made one at like 80cents..

And, for people like me, i have made popiah in kindergarten. so.. i dont really c the thrill in the DIY ting. its for the filthy rich to amuse themselves by feeling poor for once. In the end, it coulkd even end up as the maid making the popiah for the children to eat.
=X

2. Legends at Fort Canning Park club

- hahx.. everything is nice there la..
- my fav dish is the fried beancurd thingie with prawn stuff inside.

3. Neptune

- the one at Raffles place, collyer quay area.
- The first and only time i went there was with my previous company.
-Our da lao ban, Victoria and Francis (c pictures in previous posts) treated us there for our farewell. so nice of them rite??!!!
- i dont really know what is special there.. but i get this really"high" feeling when i eat there.. wahahaha


yeah. thats about all that i can think of for now. these are my top 3.

So folks, if you have really great n cheap places for breakfast, pls let me know. i'm running out of ideas alr! =)

Hi guys! haven blogged for a long time

Now tapping onto some neighbour's wireless again. I really wish my dad will get wireless sooon if not i have to keep tapping on other ppl's wi fi and it is like so.. urghhh.. coz i keep disconnecting half of the time.

Really apologise for the previous depressed entries coz i just felt like venting out my frustrations.

NTU and NUS are having their one week recess break! so.. while many think its time to partayyyy, for me, its time to catch up with all my projects, readings and what not.

Yeah. think of me as a mugger toad or smt, but at least when i study, i do let people know. haha..

Problem with me is that i have too many things on my mind. For example, when i'm doing A, i will think of how i'm going to go about doing B. So when i set my mind to do B, i will think of how i;m going to handle C. and the list can go on til... Z ?


Commitements and work i have to complete before the end of term break:

1. Find at least 4 successful companies that will sponsor me stuff for the Hall 9 exam goodie package. Any one has any companies to reccomend? thanks!

2. complete CS 101 coding assignment

3. do up a guideline and how to approach bullying manual for CS 111 project

4. Think of storylines for CS 108 video

5. Complete reading Reuters' handbook

6. Start on CS 101 and 108 rev

And i will continue adding them on if i can think of any.

Arghhh..!!


pls tell me what to do?!

Other than that, lemme blog about the feasts that i have been having.

Saturday - Feast at Chomp Chomp
Sunday- Buffet Feast at Excelsior Hotel
Monday - Seoul garden feast at Marina Square


omg.. i feel myself ballooning. Now that 7th mth is over, i will start going swimming n jogging. Anyone game for swimming n joggin pls jio me k!!!!!

Just thought of popping by to blog about nonsense.
Haven been blogging for quite sometime before sep 11. hahx..
Dont read this if ure feeling really happy


Anyway, i know it. i m open to critiscisms etc etc. But the thing is that, why are many people i know just simply so insensitive and direct?

Is it because i m like one of them too ?

I wont uprightly tell you how disgusted i m by your appearance. NO. i wont.
Because i know that we cant help how we were born and that the best we can do is to attempt to beautify ourselves. If we had bothered to put in that effort, then isnt it good enough already?
Why must everyone stil continue criticising how ugly and fat we look ?

Why ?

The world is simply sooo sooo shallow. n i hate everyone who is like that. I HATE ALL OF YOU WHO TINKS I M FAT N UGLY!!!

go to hell!!!

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YEsterday was the much awaited CS 102 mid term exam day...

I tink i'm gonna fail coz i dont really know how to answer the questions. They're just 10 mcq questions and yet, all of us put so much emphasis on it. The mcq options are super close to each other.. so yupp.. i just put any option that i deemed fit.

After lessons i went back and rested a while in my room before going down to hall 9's dance studio for our hall dance practice. The steps CS taught we cool. haha.. i tink i will nv be able to come up with choreo . i'm just not talented at that. maybe its bcoz i'm a good copy cAT but not a good original.

MJ is tml. Its hip hop again. hmm... i m beginning to lose touch in jazz alr. Its really sad. coz i really want to be in touch with jazz until the day i cannot move anymore. Its reallyexpressive. To me, i find it the most intersting and versatile compared to many other genres of dance.
But with so many things packed in my schedule these days, i doubt i can continue with it anymore. Haish...

I blame myself totally for packing my schedule with so many stuff that i tend to forget about my own personal space. The signature characteristic of a saggitarian is that we all need our personal freedom and space. and WTH m i trying to do to myself? i dunu. i'm torturing myself. i m counting down to the no. of days i caN COntinue surviving. i m counting down..

Anyway, i tink i like hall dance better than MJ. Coz MJ has quite a lot ofg people and the dance studio is freakin small.. haish.. n thus, u cant see yourself in the mirror all the time! sucks man!!

i'm actually very depressed these days. some people might have noticed, some people might not have. whatever it is, its not anyone's problem to care. haha..

m i really that lousy? seriously, if i m , then why dun anyone just tell me right smack in the face that i m and ask me to get lost! i wil go away if someone esle better would be able to do the job better. I'm not talking about any specific case really. Just some random thoughts going through my mind. Perhaps i should have not done some stuff and perhaps everything would sail smoothly.

Too late. So dont cry over spilled milk, i tell myself. But how so would that be possible if cruel reality strikes me in everything i do. Everything i see. Somehow, despite the big crowd of people, i feel so lonely and helpless suddenly.

Maybe i'm fated to turn out this way. To become this huge failure in life that no one ever appreiciates. but i'm happy that i have my dearie. who so sillyly ( i noe theres no such word) stood by me despite my insanity.

To tell the truth, i'm rather demoralized actually. To tell an even greater truth, i was demoralized before coming into uni. Demoralized by every single thing that is happening to me and around me.

I'm so envious of people around me. maybe its true that the grass is always greener on the other side. But i guess, i'm envious bcox they all have really a good group of frenx. for me, i have no idea who will stil be my fren at the end of my uni life. Coz.. i dun really have any good frenx to begin with. Maybe in hall, yes. but in sch, i doubt so. maybe i'm just not suited for uni. i dunnnu.