HOW TO LOSE WEIGHTTT???!!!!!!

you're asking me????

think again.

do i still look fat to you??

or i mean the same size??

if no, maybe its quite visible that i've lost some weight and u MAY probably talk some of my "advice"

if not, pls take whatever i say with a pinch of salt

but whatever it is, i dont really have a good way of how to lose weight.

first, to clear some myths..

1. RUN 8KM A DAY ~thanks min huey for complimenmting me but i dont run 8km a day.

- haha.. i thinkthat will definitely helpyou to lose weight as well as to tone up your muscles, according to someone who is pestering me to run 8k everyday after A lvls..

- but seriously, if you have the perseverance ,etc, yes, you will surely lose weight..

-but think of all the weee! food u can eat after A lvls.!! you're gonna pig out with ya friends to celebrate the end of A lvls.. will you go n run 8k? hehehe

-but if you do, tell me how u can stay on for so long ok?

i think i'll drop dead after the 5th km.

2. RUN FOR AT LEAST 30 MINS

-according to the same source who asked me to run 8km with him after A lvls.. hahaha

he says you should run at least 30 mins . (or i forgot the exact timing. it shld be abt 20 ++mins.)

-this is because when you run for the first i dunnu what minutes, you're just losing water. so if you run just 2.4 etc for like 15mins, then it would just be losing water. so when you go weigh yourself after the run, you would be easuring the amount of water you have lost.

which is, the amount of water you will continue to gain after gulping down lots of water.

-so you must run more than that to burn off the fats and what not, and at the same toime, build up muscles.

haha... but you cannot stay that you run 3km in 30 mins.. becasue u will be practically walking!!! you must be running /joggin at a constant pace. but not too slow or it will defeat the purpose!

*wow.. i'm, beginning to sound like a pro.. which .. i'm really not. *

3. DO NOT SNACK

-yes min huey. i seldom snack now.. at most i will take a little bite out of people's food. hehehe.. with the exceptiopn of the pineapple tarts we ate at tuition that day.

they were like sitting right in front of me saying, "eat me . eat me. you cannot resist me..."

and true enough, i cannot resisit them.

-i've found put that i feel much less bloated now that i dont snack.

i mean psychologically.physically wise, i think i'm still about the same.

4. DO NOT EAT SUPPER.

i know lots of you have supper right? janice always has hers and i've bveen trying to convince her to stop. haha.. but most would not be able to resist settling down at 9pm with a hot bowl of noodles, /rice, etc in front of you while you watch tv/study/ etc

i tell myself, no food after 730pm or after dinner la..

5. WHAT A TERRIBLE LIFE. NO FOOD=NO LIFE.

haha.. thats what i feel now. ahahahha.,..

6. DO YOU....... LIVE TO EAT? OR ... EAT TO LIVE???

i think min huey lives to eat!!! hehehe.... oppsx... =X

7. DO SITUPS

-i try my best to rmb to do sit ups everyday.

haha.. because sometimes when you do crunches (according to the same source again) , you may not be doing the correct way and it might defeat the purpose.

but then again, i always forget to do my sit uyps. if i rmb, i will try to do at least 50. which is like.. damn little la.

8. SERIOUSLY, I DONT THINK I CAN PROVIDE GD ADVICE

-because, hahaha.. i'm inexperienced. you can always approach those super stick thin models and ask them how they do it.

i cant stand it when they say they're fat. when they'reeee NOT...! arghh..

some ppl are just brn with the blessings to be slim.

but then again, if i were to be born in the 17th or18th century(correct time period????), where fleshy women were seen as beauties, haha.. then i think i should be quite beautiful too. hehehehe..

yo!!

I'M BACK! hahaha



so fast right?

you must be wondering, whats wrong with this gal.


hahx.. i may get sad or angry or disappointed easily, but i certainly get cheered up easily too. beside, i also get over my sadness and all rather quickly so .. yeah.. i'm not really bothered anymore about sad stuff happening around me. because i've got all the reasons to be happy!


haha. anyway, everyone seems so stressed up these days.. arghhh.. i hate feeling stressed up too. when i see people stressed, i feel lagi stressed. so stop looking stressed in front of me if not when i faint, you wont know how to do first aid on me to save me.


whatever the case, i've got a good reason to feel or "hwee" happy today.


guess what?

i told my mum about US.

when i say us, i guess most of you probably know what i'm talking about alr. well, my mum's reaction was somewhat more pleasant than expected. i was so AFRAID she would have objected. this is the first time i told my mum about my relationship.

can you beleieve it? haha.. i though she would have scolded me and told me off or something. then lock me up in the room, deprive me of food, leaving me only with air tokeep myself alive.

oh yes, i'm exaggerating.


and this is probably the first time i'm so serious about someone. i hope this turns out well.. =)


and anyway, since my mum approves of us.. as she said," he is probably gd company coz i study w him .. haha -.- """"" " i was thinking ," gd company meh?" hehe


with mum's approval, nothing is impossible abd we'll go a long long way. this isso unlike me as i have nv done this before. heex.. i'm elated.! quick! congratulate me! haha..


anyway, i'm going to bathe and then mug hard already! not going for my jazz class today. fats are accumulating. but nevermind, i'll compensate it someway or other.

and anyway, janice's dad said that i look smaller n taller! wahahaha.. i.e i 've lost weight! wahahaha.. thats great! keep up the good work, mei qin! u must lose at least 20kg~!!!!

no one reads my blog anymore.




no one tags it too.




not going to blog for a while.




going to stop blogging for a while.




or maybe forever.






quite pointless to blog too.



no meaning.




no aim.




nothing.





maybe min huey shouldnt be feeling so sad that people are not replying her smses. some people just dont reply smses i guess. at least there are many people who tag her blog.




maybe i should just take the tag board away for a whle to let it cool down too.






anyway.. dont think about sad things. happy 17th birthday to adrian.

i'm oh so pissed...


i'm never going to amk again.. unless i'm going to borrow books.


never..


the place simply sucks. i mean the library. the food there rocks. the pangang chicken and fish rocks. the fish and chips rocks the chicken rice is not bad. the carrot cake rocks!!


guess what? ithere ias this group of secondary four girls who were sitting at the table next to ours and were making a hell lot of noise. they keep talking andf talking and talking.

they just kept on "chanting"


i couldnt stand it. this kind of noise sucks. so i gave a face. then a girl from that table then told the rest of the girls and guess what one of them whose back was facing me did....??



she pointed her middle finger at me!


do you know how hurt i felt??? or actually nt hurt.

it was anger that turned to tears. i was very angered that i wanted to burst out into tears. finally.... i managed not toi cry until i stepped out of AMK library... (becasue i decided to leave str after she pointed at me)


well.. i was really touched by one thing though. He scolded them for me.. i din know what he scolded but they retaliated. i felt so hurt by what they said i'm nt gooing to talk about it here.


he scolded them for me. what he would normally not do because he siad he would not get angereed by stuff so easily. i was so touched.


by the time i got out of the library, i just broke into tears. i was cryiung because i was so angry, hurt, touched and at the same time stressed over the exams.


they are idiots. how could they just point their middle finger at me?


haish.. so saddening


i was so sad so naturally i did not study. so for those of you who tot u slacke, well, i slacked more..



i did not study today. i went to J8 to watch a movie. the legends of Zorror.

i was too stressed. i could not take it anymore.


anyway.. zorro was very sei n shuai. so was his wife and his son who was very cute.


bye.. slpin now

gd morning! i'm up and about blogging again!!!!!


because someone refuses to let me study in the morning...arghh

oh! breakfast is here! bye bye!!!!

hey!!

tell u guys something...

i got 36 for my essay!! weee!!! though.. i took it as a practice and used referneeces, but i'm still very much proud of it.


and to reply about something they mentioned in the tag...

well.. you really should go to disney land/world. my favourite ride is the tower of terror!!! its damn fun and exciting!!!!! its my fav!!!


and anyway, sunny, are u mad? u asked me to go and work as minne mouse?


hahx.. i rmb the times when i was younger and when i went to disney world and land in orlando and LA.

you know, in disney, they sell those autograph books with blank pages in it. its for people to get "celebrities" to sign on it. damn cool aint it? hehehe..


so the celebrities i'm talking about here is tose disney characters such as "mickey mouse, donald duck, cinderella, etc etc."

yes, you want them i have them. every time i amke a trip there, i will get a new autograph book and redo the entire thing. the entire process of chasing around those celebrities who are stationed around to sign for you is totally cool and fun thoiugh i believe these charcetrs do tthat everyday.


how i wish there was such a job for me to do.


did i mention before my favourite princess is princess ariel??

know why? coz she's damn sexy. she wearas a bikini top as compared to the rest of the characters. damn cool aint it?


but seriously, i love disne and wont mind makig a trip down there again. kk.x gtg!!!


* oh anyway, i was thinking of doing something and wish for all your opinions.*

<<<>>>
do you think its a good idea? because its like grad night is coming soon and i have 3 sets. a bit waste money to just wear it once but then again, i wont wear it more than onve if not it gets boring...


should i publicise on the forum, and get ppl to contact me if they want?

and do you think anyone will wan???


thanks!!! if can, u can help mke ask ya frenx if they wan... coz i'm more than willing to negotiate the price....

min huey suggested for me to be a teacher .

sunny suggested for me to be a ......... well... fisherwoman ......... *rolls eyes*


what do i want to be??

i dont wish to hide the fact i still am very much living in my childhood fantasies of wanting to be an actress. hahx. becasue i think i can act well. haha.. something that most of you dont know because there isnt exactly any cance to show it except if i'm outrightly lying to you--- which of course.. i wouldnt be telling you at that point in time that i'm lying right?


haha.


i wouldnt asnwer sunny's part about being a fisherwoman becuase its.. oh well.. *rolls eyes* hahaha...



but i'll talk about why i do not wish to be a teacher. i'm not sure if the reasons given would be superficial or whatever . but whatever it is, if your aspiration is to be a teacher, read this with a pinch of salt because i simply mean no harm in trying to offend anyone.

TEACHER???? PUKE! NO WAY !

i have seriously nothing against these educators and i think teaching is a really noble job. the ability to sacrifice for thier students etc is really great and yes, we ought to applaud them for it.

my mum always tried to grind this into my head..

" Girl ar..... next time when u grow up, go n be a teacher ok?

teacher good.. got stable income, wont lose the job easily. no need to feed on grass everyday.

somemore got so many holidays students holidays, you also holiday. more than any other working adult. "

and whenever she says this... i'm like ," yeah whatever!" (does this remind you of a song called, "united states of whatever?)i hate that song btw.

and anyway, yes, its not only min huey who encourages me to be a teacher. my mum as well. so i've thought about it for a good long time.

so why not?

1. DO I LOOK ANY MUCH LIKE A TEACHER TO YOU?

-i'm not a good student myself. and naturally, i hate teachers. well, not all,.. just SOME.

and of course i'm not so stupid to name them here lest my blog gets banned or delted by the school authorities .

-i dont even LOOK like a teacher, much less be one. yes,this point is totally stupid and irrelevant because i knwo the next thing you're going to ask me is... <<<>>>

which is somehting i have absolutely no answer to.

2. I HAVE NO PATIENCE

-yeah.. i may have taught first aid in secondary school as a first aid instructor but comeon.. face up to reality, teaching first aid is definitely unlike teaching as an educator in schools.

-did i ever said i have no patience with children?

actually, i do not know about that. but i THINK i do not . haha. because i dont get to interact with them often. i may have an affinity with children but patience? i'm not so sure.

3. I'M NOT THAT NOBLE AFTER ALL

-yes, i admit. i;'m nt nobvle at all. i think min is very selfless andnoble to want to be a teacher and i admire her for that.

-somehow, teaching and me dont seem to click.

- i prefer not to do a boring(yes, some of you may argue abt this) job like teaching

4. TEACHING IS AN ENRICHING EXPERIENCE .. HAHA..

-my MUM always says that teaching is an enriching experience. (btw, my mum's not a teacher. she should have been one since she wants me to do it so much )

i would probably agree with her as you learn about many types of students.

-but you cant deny the fact that.. no matter how much the SYLLABUS changes, you'll always be teaching the SAME OLD STUFF.. repeating the SAME OLD THING and speaking the SAME OLD JOKES.. and one last thing.. if ure a bio teacher, you'll find yourself nagging the SAME OLD THING LIKE.. MEMORIZE!!!!!!!!!11

5. IF YOU CANT BEAT IT, JOIN IT. .. YA YA.. YA RITE.

-they always say.. quote above.

-when yoiu dislike the education system, you can join in and alter it along the way.

-ya. probably true. but the problem is.,. i have absolutely no interest in it.

-and we can probably admit that singapore's education system is not that bad after all as compared to other countries. many a time we complain that the education system sucks.. but what about other countries??

6. I KNOW ALL THE ABOVE POINTS HAVE NO LINK TO WHY I DONT WANT TO BE A TEACHER.

- its just the feeling. -- (hweeling)

- i just dont like to be a teacher. thats all. dont force me my dear parents.

anyway, not talk about teachers any further.

i was reading an egyption guide book last night and they said..

"WEAR CLOTHES THAT COVER ELBOWS AND SHOULDERS"

HEHE. SO CUTe.....

but thats true i guess. better ask steph more about egypt. it seems like modesty is a very serious issue in egypt and we better take precautions.

in case you still dont know, i'll be going to egypt in dec.

wanna join? haha.. feel free to..

hehe.

my mum (yeah... i'm beginning to sound like yee chien.. my mum'in all the way in every part of my this entry.)says that the egyptians will try to touch your hair etc etc. is it true??? i'm so afraid. hahx.. really i m.

but i still dont mind having ppl with 10 camels appraoching me for my hand in marriage. hehe.

kkx.. mugging time! tata~!

hello.. i'm online again. having gp later in the evening.


i think i've been super slack for the past few weeks and have not gained back my momentum for muggin. boring. i hate studying. who likes it?


anyway, if you ask me what i wish to major in in university? hahx.. i think i'll not answer you..


i think i have too many unreachable dreams. too many aspirations. i can tell you a million things that i wish to do but in the end, will i ever ever reac them? do i even have the ability to further my thoughts on these dreams?


i dont know. the future seems so blurred to me. i dont see any clear passage as for me to follow. i have no idea what i'm going to be like in the future. will i be successful in life? or will i be just one of those wandering souls on the street that no one will ever take notice of. i.e living just ANOTHER boring ordinary life. do i want such things??


i dont want. i dont even want to take science when i go into university. i cant stand the way my parents emphasise about how great science is and what i can reap from those..



i think i'm very very lousy ( stop trying to scold me again. its just one of my entries. i'm NOT trying to gain pity NOR m i TRYING to show that i'm very depressed or sad or whatever ok! i'm NOT .. i'm just ranting. u can stop reading lest u feel that i'm making u depressed . because i'm NOT DEPRESSED AND I'M JUST EXPRESSING MY THOUGHTS IN WORDS.)

i think i';m lousy becasue i cant even have the ability to convince my parents what i wish to do in the future. and even if i can, i dont hve the results to fit anything. in fact, my future ahead seems very very blurred and i have no idea whats gonna be of me when i actually grow up.


do you know what u want to do in the future?at least thats better than me. whats in knowing what i want and not able to do it.


now i know what all of u are thinking. you all are thinking that.. " comeon .. if u really set your kmind on doing it. you can do it by yourself. "

true. i do not have the courage. hows that? i have no courage.. i'm just a lousy stupid boring singaporean. that has to be controlled by her parents in what she wants top study? hahx.. not only that. she simply is dumb.


i dont know if i even want to go to uni.. maybe thats not what i really want. yah.. i dont want that. i dont want to go to university.


i want to be an actress. hahaa...... hows that? hahahahahahaahahahahhahahaha......



kiddin'

yo!!!


firstly.. lets wish sunny a HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY!!!!!

happy birthday!! cheer up!! smile!! though your mouth not very big but still can smile ba!!!!! hahahaha...


hahx.. anyway, i've nothing much to blog about today but i wish to thank min huey n jia fen for being so sweet and attentive.

both were thinking that there was something wrong with me this morning as i replied jia fen's sms in somewhat a hostile tone whish i was totally unaware of.. heh.. but i feel very touched by their sensitvity and kindness... simply love them!!! but anyway, thanks.. but i'm perfectly fine. nothing is wrong with me really. =)

WOW...

first, i want to thank everyone for taggin on my blog becuase it means soo much to me, nomatter who you are and what you tag about! but pls... dont pull me into a situation where i'm absolutely not invovled in!!!!!!!!!!!!! okie??


i m ELATED... becuase...because....

i BOUGHT BOOTSS!!!!


OMG.. I TOTALLY DIG BOOTS..

bought them at suntec city branded good fair for only $29!! can you believe it???


boots normally cost ard $100 plus? now they're like damn cheap!!




its not very high but not too short too! i think the length is not bad thoiygh i prefer a buit higher.


but thenm again.. haha.. i cant buy those that are too high because my leg is too short and if i wear, it might even reach up to my thighs.. hahahahaha.. thats a disadvantage of being short...=(







i bought blue little shoes too!!!



nice? arent they sweettt???

everyone.. * 1.. 2.. 3... aWWwwwwww*

you simply love them dont u????


anyway,... my mum wants to sell her nike shoes for $50.. wore for less than a month less than 5 times.. coz she has found a nicer shoe that she's so fond of... anyone wanna buy??

its the same as cheryl's shoe.. size 7..





want want?? contact me okie?? go ask your frenz too??!! thanks !!!!!

yo!! gd morning!!!

recieved min huey's msg that she had dedicated one entrie blog entry to me so i was like..hmm... interesting! and decided to come check it out..



haha.. the entire blog entry was talking about how LUCKY i m.. and i['m sure she does not only mean what she says in the blog. probably has to do with someone's commments rite?

min huey ar.. dont dont dont worry!!! haha.. i'm sure someone's impression of u will change! i can help u do that..!! wahahahahahhaa... this girl is a really crazy, funnny girl. neve met someone who can get super enthusiastic over a conversation. hehehe..


well, you seem much happier today than yesterday. maybe its because u've overcomed the barrier that yopu wanted to cross so much yesterday , right min huey? hehehehe..


okie cya guys lkater during GP tuition.


anyway, go read saturday;s special report on pets! look at the animals! they are super drop dead gorgeous CHIO N BEAUTIFUL!!! omg.. i love them all!!


but right.. just a note for all pet lovers out there. if you are serioius on getting a pet, you should not go to a pet breeder. instead, you can go to the non-governmental organisations such as SPCA, cat welfare society, etc etc .. understand? you'll not only save money, you save these strays and provide them with a home to stay in.

in that way, we can all lessen the demand for specially bred pets and these pet shops will all close down. and this would contribute to less strays on the streets and more animals with better homes. okie? thats the way we should go about loving animals.

you dont love the animals because of their breed, how they look, etc, if so, thats very shallow of you and you shloud kjust kill youself or something. hahx..

you shlould love them fr what they are and the joy they can bring. all of them are beautiful in one way or another. just like the cat welfare society says" there are no ordinary cats"

no animal is ordinary. just like no hunmans are ordinary. unless you want other people to treat you like just another passer-by, dont treat animals that way okie?



anyway, i had a dream yesterday. hahaha


i dreamt that i was getting married.
haha.. and my gown was super duper FUGLY... i was so horrified by it. ahha.. and i had t stand throughout the entire wedding ceremopny with a faceless groom. hahaha.. what the hell..!!!

so idiotic la.. and somemore, the wedding all that was prearranged by none other than the TJ principal, mrs lim. hahaha.. so weird. !! what a stupid dream.. kk.. bye bye! time to get back to muggin!!

yo! gd morning! its like 735am right now.. arghh.. ! was supposed to wake up at 530 but in the end i lost the determination again...!!


we've just passed one week! hehe.. *blushes*
we haven quite decdied for it to be on tue or wednesday so yeah... nevermind.. its nt the exact date that matters anyway.


he gave me a handphone strap/chain, so sweet! first time i recieved a 1 wk present! hee... i know u people reading this are like .. -.-"""" right? hehe..
i dont care. i'm so terribly happyabout it.. it feels so nice to recieve something so sweet and so.. my feelings (or hweelings ) are beyond description. hehe..


so happy. its like we can go on forever n ever n ever n ever! n i mean it.. =)


anyways, yesterday was MIN HUEY'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!

happy birthday min huey!!!!!

me, jis fen, yee chien and jasmine met up at the interchange at 9am (well, most of us were late except yc.. hehe.. pai seh hor yc! ) to get min huey KFC!
but guess what, the stupid kfc was closed. and it would onky open at 10am! *arghhh*

so wasted cos i bought the coupon and we actually wanted to buy her the 8 pc family feast! (since min huey always boasts about eating the family feast alone. or did she? )

so in the end, we walked around bedokinterchange, not sure of what to buy her..

in the end, we bought..

1. TWO packets of clabee potaTo chips

2. 1 red bucket ---- to store all her pressies and make her look auntie.

3. 1 bowl of 3 in 1 rice ball from mr bean.



see! we are so nice right? right? wahahaha.. min huey! what must u do! quick! say thank u! say thank u 10000000000000 times!



i'm sooo in bliss..

*floats * (wow.. i can actually float. i thought with the amount of fat i have.. i wont be able to float.. ) ya.. not funny.

its sort of the last day of school today. the last day of school where all of us would graduatew and not come back for anymore official lessons, attend morning assembly.


no. no tears were shed. (except for cecilia.)

the graduation concert was not very touching and we did not have mucyh time to interact with each other at all. so yeah.. oif we had a classroom with powerpoint facilities, laptop etc, i'm sure we'll all cry...


during civics today, we has a chance to share how we feel about the class anbd express our gratitude towrds our two years spent in the class.

cecilia said a lot (hee.. as uausl like during orientation )

i was after cecilia.. so i was rather speechless as my mind was really blank.

i came to a point where i was very lost. because.. i realised.. i'm not going to experience such gatherings anymore. despite the presence of class chalets and stuff. things are never going to be the same. becuase we're no longer going to hang out together in our uniforms all of us are going separate ways after this . guys to ns, girls to uni.


i just watched cecilia's video. she took 7 hours to do it and i was very touched by the mere action of it. even before i watched the video.

cecilia's a com bai chi and for her to make a video.. yeah.. ucan imagine how much effort she put in.


i'm not sure if she did for anyone else but she did the video for 7 hours.. for YMCA.

as ui watched the video, i thought of a lot of things i know its like a bit cliche and stuyff but i feel that..


cecilia's like a guiding angel. she's like the force behind everyone. her encoiuragements when i was down, spurred me on, she was the one force that made everyone's day.

cecilia: did not get to talk much to you today because of so many events. your confidence in YMCA has touhced me a lot. you believe that we will continue to be friends forever. i believe too. i hope that YC and AT will believe too., though we now have lesser of common goals and are aiming for many different things, we will still stay together and remain as YMCA ok?


YMCA is the first ever clique i had in my whole life. it was them who gave me the strength in YR1 when i was at my lowest. it was like .. yes.. i finally have a group of stable friends whom i can gossip, bitch, and find comfort in.
i never had a real good friend in secondary school . i dont have any good friends in primarty school either.. (except YP)


it was only when i came to TJ and met wonderful people that i felt that, yes, its possible to have friends although there is the commmon perception that we will never evwer find good friends as we go higher up the education laddle. this is not true.


cecilia, you've touched my lives in more than one ways and you know it too. i know that sometimes i have not been a good friend at all but i wish to let you know that i really treasure you as a friend and i love you! serious. i also want to let you know that if you can call me or talk to me anytime. i'll be there for you . you really have gone the extra mile in everything i can think of. how else can i ever repay you for the unforgettable and priceless friendship that you've offered? ?


YMCA will always stay together as one even if we have a lotta distractions i'm sure we're strong enough to pull through this tough crisis together am i right? we can do this together even though we're not as close as before..




to my mum: please stop telling me about the perils of blogging (if you're reading this.) i know and i fully udnerstand. ok? thank you . i dont wish to argue with you.


* this entry is fully dedicated to YMCA thoiugh i have not finsihed abt the rest of Y and A . *
will do it in the next entry okie? love you guys!

yo!!!!

i made love to the floor on sunday...


are you jealous??


haha.. bet you are.. coz u've never done it before and i'm the first to do so..

wahahahaha...


well .. had jazz class on sunday and he taught us something like he called oit" acoustic jazz" if i heard correctly. haha..


it was very sensual ( to put in a nicer way other than sing the word sexy)

and there were so many floor movements which weas damn fun!

was very flattered when he sdaid i did one floor movement very welkl.. hehe.. ansd at the end of the lesson , he always ask people to dance in front of the clas. i was picked! yeah! yippee!! yeah yeah.. cheap thrill.. haha.,.. but it was fun k! i love jazz!!!!!


next up, can you believe uit? sunny's fridend thinks we are stalking him? can you believe it? we are stalkers of the "rainy stream " (sunny lake mah)

so yeah.. now now rainy stream, what makes you think u;re so great that we have to stalk. you shoulkd be honoured we bothered taking our time off to even talk about you or take a second glance at you. then again, its not all of us who would bother to do that. for example, i wont bother to really care about how you dress etc , thus, much less stalk you. coz i have better things to look at and go for.. just like my assless turkey. hahaha( dont care.. i shall call u that from now, assless turkey)


so yeah. you should even more be honoured becasuse our dearest min huey even bothered to mention you on her blog!!

*no.. actually i cannot put it that way., because she not only mentioned, she made it a point to talkj about hiom all the time. it was like a fan blog about him alr.! haha.. so rainy stream.. be happy got people notice you.. esp a class like 24/04.

some people want 24/04 to notice them but we dont. we notice u u shluld be happy.,


we're insulted. hahaha..



kk.. i shall go mug again! tata~!

yo!

gd morning! i m at home.. slacking.. haha,..
yes.. i ponned school coz the lessons are simply such a waste of time and extremely useless since they keep tryin to reinforce the tings they have been trying to get into our heads since day one.


going to amk library to study later. haha..


well well, its almost time to A lvls and tuesday will be the last day of school!!


i'm so so so NOT looking forward to it at all.. =(


and guess what??

grad night has been chnaged to december party!

omg.. can you believe the terror on my face when i heard that from the prinicpal during morning assembly?


the first thing that came to my mind was...

WHERE THE HELL IS THE SCHOOL SPIRIT! BECAUSE ALL OF U BORING MUGGERS WHO HAVE NO LIFE EVEN AFYTER THE A LVLS AND DO NOT WANT TO GO TO GRAD NIGHT, WE HAVE TO MAKE DO WITH STUPID DECEMBER PARTY INSTEAD!


*disclaimer: this is not for the 200+ ppl who are already going. all of you , of course, have a life.


can you imagine the devastation?

i cannot. because never had once my grad night has been like that !(yes, i only attended one grad night before )

but still, you want to make it an informal affair at the RITZ?

MADNESS. i cant believe it.

guess what the principal said after that...

" YOU CAN WEAR WHATEVER YOU ARE COMFORTABLE IN "

omg.. can you imagine people coming in berms and shorts or even SCHOOL UNIFORM?


where is the glamour and elegance of graduation night ? has it been lost and gone forever just becuase we simply have no school spirit and do not wish to be doing anything that is related to ourschoolonce the A lvls are over?


this is totally outrageous. just one simple affair and become like shit. what more can i say about the organising committee.

*no offence to anyone ok! dont come n sue me or anything. *


this is a realy stupid thing.


AND YOU KNOW WHATS THE WORST THING??


they;re SCRAPPING THE professional emcee!!


that means that the extra money that we paid for the professional MC in our $85 has been gone to subsidise people who has "ACHEIVED" something in the school. yea.. how about the rest?


thats meritocracy i must say. haha.. or is it meSHITocracy.

this is crap/

i feel like taking an early holiday instead and skipping graduation night altogether.


what a boring event it will turn out ti be as it will be the same people smae everyone on stage trying to cheer on the crowd AGAIN. talk abt refreshing? !

i'm not tryin to say those who are cheering on the crowd are lousy. they're really funny and entertaining but i still feel that this is crap.becuase those people who are nice enough to work on the crowd are doing it for FREE. yes yes, in the name of the shcool or whatsoever. never had i seen the school spirit so down before in my entire life.

shame on you!

and you know whats the worse thing? some of us poor fellas have to once again "VOLUNTEER" to render our services to the school again. when wil we ever get to enjoy an event that is servied to us, not by us?


arghh.. tjhis is all crap. and all these crap started 1 yr ago since march.

but ido not regret the time spent in my school i still love it a lot ( unlike some ppl )

becuase it is in tj that i met so many exciting and wonderful friends that i'm assured that i'm, no longer alone in this world and that there would be many friends who would stay by you side when you need them .

although i was terribly disgusted by the behaviour of some people that i know over the past few weeks as i have finsally seen the selfish side of them, the rest of my friends still remain just as wondeful. yup.. i'm not tryin to make ammendments for what shit i;'ve just typed above.

i'm really speaking the truth from the bottom of my heart! haha..

okok.. time to go bathe and pack bag! tata~!

hello!!!


somethingg very amusing happened today!!!

was walking to a bus stop on the way home from somewhere near east coast and we spotted this dog with an owner, playing ball.. like catch the ball give back to owner only to run to catch it again.


that kind of thing?

the dog lookedjust like milo in the advertisement.


so i was like ," wait! the dog is so cute and beautiful! " (yeah, i know, as usual la.. )


then guess what? the dog, whose initial intention was at the owner suddenly turned to look at me...


it then hestitated for a while to turn back to look at its owner.

the owner then threw a yelkloq ball which it did not bother to catch at all . according to the owner , the dog did not like the yellow ball..

then something interesting happened.


the owner threw a white ball this time. the dog went to retrieve the ball only to run towards...


guess who?

ME... not the owner. i was like ... SHOCKED........


the dog then placed the white ball in front of me, as if gesturing me to pick it up to play ball with him.


i hesitated and asked the owner if we could throw the ball to play with the dog.

i picked up the ball, the ball was slimy with its saliva but never mind that. hehe.. it was my first time playing balls with dogs!


and i threw it over a short distance for the dog to retrieve it.


guess what happened next???


the dog went to retrieve the ball AND RAN BACK TO ME AGAIN!!!


can YOU BELIEVE IT? INSTEAD OF RUNNING TOWARDS ITS OWNER IT CHOSE ME AND RAN BACK TO ME! NOT CARING ABT ITS OWNER!

haha
its owner was of course a nice middle aged man who was friendly enough to let us play with his dog,



i was fascinated. the dog then pushed the ball towards me, asking me to throw it agaoin.


it wanted to play with me!!! i was so flattered and amused at the same time.


so i threw it again and it went to retrive it again. after a while, we had to go. but it was such a fun and amazing experience



can you imagine how amusing it can get?

that the dog preferred to plkay wiht me(a mere stranger) than with the owner.'
haha.. nt that the owner was a bad guy la..


and that the dog has put all its attn on me??


omg.. i'm so happy and fl;attered i'm the happiest girl alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


next time , I WANT TO HAVE 1 DOG 1 CAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Me

I had dinner at Heartland Mall yesterday. It was a wonderful dinner. So wonderful that my emotions were beyond decriptions. If only i can have such dinners everyday.

I had half a plate of duck rice, half a otak and half a cup of Longan Lychee Drink.

There's nothing better than that.

Wait a minute!

There's something i prefer to that dinner i had yesterday, Cocktail Sausages.

Bona Fide~

Limited Edition...Limited to you only...

arghh...

in pain.. cramps.. arghhh


i suddenly feel very selfish. or maybe i had been selfish all the while but did not show it only.

i want to snatch something away but i dont have the strength and power to do so. i want to take it all away and keep it all as mine. but i cannot. why? why? maybe i'm just not powerful enough to do so.

give me the strength to study so i will not be distracted by such stuff which should not even be bothering me..

just let me forget all of them and be immune to pain and agony.

just let me oblivious to whatever i see.. i dont want to see those kind of things. but why always see?


okok.. and now, i shall be happy very very happy and be unaffected by everything going on ard me ! yeah!

hello..


i was not in a really good mood this afternoon but soon cooled down and realised it was not worth getting angry over such trivial stuff..

why waste energy on stuff that i should not be affected by and m not even involved in it..

i thought about it on the bus today and decided, hmm.. its useless feeling angry over last minute chages and everything.


so right, from today, i'm going to try to be as calm as possible. try to irritate me and i will not be irritated. haha.. i try la. given my character, i have frequent bad temper. whatever u call that. haha.. must change, if not no one will want. hahaha..



and also, let me announce a gd news!!!

i SCORED C FOR CHEMISTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 YEAH... U NOE? I JUMPED FROM O TO C!! CAN U BELIEVE IT?? omg omg.. congratulate me!!!


haha..

oh yes, and i need to start studying already and i will not be affected by anything during this period of time and will not get distracted!!!

must mug!!

come everyone chant with me!!

must mug, must mug, must mug! (in the dont puff tune!)
hehe

in case u forgot the lyrics to the dunt puff tune and wish to sing it .. here it is!!


dont puff dont puff dont puff

a healthy body makes a healthy mind,

you dont need tobacco to pass the time

you dont need the habit to ease the pain

you dont need the nicotine stains!

if you love yourself, dont spoil your health,

say no no no to tobacco!

dont puff dont puff dont puff!

haha.. i'm mad.. yeah..


anyway, i read min huey's post about her not being able to get married and stuff. min heuy, dont worry.! although u r half a minhuey == 2 markets, but you will still get married one day de.

and surely much earlier than me

and somemore , must think this way, you 'll have more prospective husbands because u prefer babies to kittens but i prefer kittens to babies. hehe.. c the diff!


kk.. time to mug! bye bye!!!

I FEEL LIKE VOMITTING.



so you know what i ate just now???

some kind of weird steamed eggs that was so saltish becuase i think the stupid person who cooked it put too much salt alr.


now i cannot erase the taste from my mouth no matter what i do. this sucks...!!!


how? how?? sobx sobx...


feeling quite sad suddenly also.. haha... dont tell u why. haha..

kk.. gtg bye bye!!

hello...

some stuff happened yesterday.. 2 stories.. 1 funny 1 angry story..

i'll start with the funny one first..

WHAT A COINCIDENCE

i was on my way to bugis to go meet jia fen , min huey and hui qi for dinner before going to tuition.

so as usual, i took 62 to aljunied to get to the mrt staion so that i can take the train down to bugis mrt station.

when i got into the cabin, i noticed a free standing area which allowed me to lean against the glass panel of the train. i like to stand there a lot if there is no place to seat you see. haha

and anyway, back to the story, i quickly went to that free standing area before anyone took it up. as you see, that free standing area uis normally coneected to 2 other setas or to a whole row of seats rite? (i dont really know how to describe very well. )

so yeah, when it reached bugis, i started to walk out of the cabin and realised that jia fen is walking right in front of me. so i was like .. "jia fen" 2 to 3 times and finally she heard me la..


ok. thats not the funny part k. the funny part is that all along she was in the same cabin as me and i was all along leaning on the glass panel that was connected to her seat and both of us did not see each other>? can you believe it??

haha.. i think both of us hen you yuen..


hahx.. i'm always so you yuen with so many people . so coincidental. like how i saw andrew yesterday at bugis. haha.. haven seen him for 2 yrs already.




and now for the angry story....

CHEAPO WOMAN AT SEVEN ELEVEN

the library closed at 3 pm uyesterday as they were celebrating children's day. oh ya.. forgot to mention.. jia fen very cute la.. early in the morning mstg me " happy teeni weeni children's day, neomei!"

haha.. and she gave all of us children's day present!! haha.. damn ke ai!

ok. i derailed.

yes. so i went to seven eleven to get some mushroom soup. you know those instant ones from the dispenser and i saw this malay woman ( NOT BEING RACIST HERE. SHE JUST HAPPENES TO BE MALAY SO DO NOTTRY TO CHARGE ME OR ANYTHING OK! HAHAHA... )

and so she kept getting mash potato from the dispenser and the thing was that she kept switching cups. so in the end, she got 2 full (as in really filled to the brim ) cups of mashed potato. and another 2 not very filled ones.

if you normally try the mash potato at 7-11, the dispenser gives u only uop to 4/5 full of mashedpotato toegethr with gravy.

so after a while i realised that that STUPID CHEAPO woman wanted to get 2 full cupsof mashed potato by getting conentents of mash potato MORE THAN THE SUPPOSED 2 TIMES. and after that, she proceeded to the counter to PAY MORE HER TWO FULL CUPS OF MASHED POTATO! can you believe it????? and guess what? she just left, leaving me to stare at another 2 not so empty and not so full cups of mashed potato!!!!

SHE JUST JLEFT THE SHOP and the cashier said bye to her with a smile!!! i was sooooo pissed and so i told the cahsier but he did not seem to care.!! can you believe it? with such customers and such cashiers!!

arghh.,... make me so angry..

*more white hairs starting to appear amongst the already filled with white hair head of mine. **

i really dont understand why people can be so cheapo!!!!!!!!!

cheapo peple ! cheapo singapore!!!!!!!!!


ARGhhhhh..........

oh oh.. the template for entry writing is weird again. but nvm. as long as can type can already.

going to the library later and then for gp tuition which is from 7-9pm. arghh.. so late!!! i hate having tuition outside til its so late, esp when it gets dark and there is no one to fetch you home because parents go to msia.


whats so great about msia?

hahx.. maybe its because i have been going there every wk since i was yound eniugh to travel.

anyway, talking about travelling, where should i go this year?

i want to go to....

EGYPT


haha.. then maybe can be like olive, got egyptian propose to her using 10 camels..hehehehe...


no la.. but seriously, i think my parents want to go to spain and portugal. i dont know why also but i dont mind la.. but i seriously dont wish to go to HK, Taiwan, Korea.. i dont wanna repeat countries until i'm done with the world!!

anyway, my parents are dead against going to egypt. they said that there would be lots of terrorist attacks, etc.


and so i said./.. ok.. i want to go to AFRICA


then they say again..." africa is veryt chaotic right now, better not go there."


HELLO.. you ask me where i want to go and i tell you now u keep telling me there is terrorist this and chaos there.

haish.. wont there always be chaos in africa? it depends on where you go what?

oi really wish to go to africa to visit the wildlife park and see the beautiful animals..


so so so.. am i only left with spain and portugal?? i dont mind la..

but actually, i also wish to go to new zealand and have a farm stay..

and this is what they said...." dont want la.. farm stay so smelly. the animals are so dirty.somemore must slp in other ppl's home."


huh.. this cannot that cannot. thats the aim of farmstay what! to stay in others home and enjoy farmlife isnt it?


i want to see the beautiful farm animals!

in case you're wondering if beautiful is the only word in my vocab to describe animals, yes.

dont teach me other words because beautiful is still the best.

Your Birthdate: November 29

Your birthday on the 29th adds a tone of idealism to your nature. You are imaginative and creative, but rather uncomfortable in the business world. You are very aware and sensitive, with outstanding intuitive skills and analytical abilities. The 29 reduces to 11, one of the master numbers which often produces much nervous tension. This is the birthday of the dreamer rather than the doer. You do, however, work very well with people.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

you think its true? haha..

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

yes yes.. i'm very bored so i'm doin personality test because i do not want to study. am actually very lazy to get up on my feet to get going . haha.. give me the strength to muggggg~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!