yo!!

today is ai ting and jun yu birthday!!!!


happy birthday!!

ai ting is such a lucky girl..

she got so many pressies for her birthday! i want some too!! hehe...


anyway, cant stand it la..

max gave her some limited edition puzzle with this really big big card!!! titled... the biggest birthday card for the world's best gf! omg!!! how sweet...


though.. its red and white.. so it reminded me a little bit of national day. they're going to this really ex italian restaurant.. damn cool la!! omg omg omg!!! *gushes*


ehehe.. unfortunately, these days, sumthing is wwrong with my phone so i cannt download any pictures i took.. so sadx rite? hehe.. nvm nvm.. when i get the photos from ai ting i will show al of you..


anyway, can you BELIEVE IT? we are SUNNY'S FAN CLUB!

omg!! pls lor.. NO WAY!! min huey.. u can go be the only person in sunny 's fan club for all we care.. but NO WAY are we going to be there!! we'll gladly be your fanclub member though.. hehe..


omg.. sunny.. pls open your eyes!! why would be ever be in your fan club? omg omg omg.. i want also be my own fan club la..

so dont make me feel like saying arghhh already.

haha..


nothing much to blog about these days. just want to wish everyone a happy mugging period and please work hard and stop slacking.

no wonder what you get for prelims, it does nt determine your fate. even if you did badly in prelims, so what? u still have a chance to SCORE at a lvls. a lvls is very differnet from prelims. you might be getting Os n Fs now.. but ion a lvls it is possible to get an A k?

dont be too depressed for i should be feeling more depressed than any of you because my results sucks and i'm trying to psycho myself not to think about it.


anyway, went to HG mall foodcourt. guess what i saw??

ppl mugging! can you believe it? people actually mug at FOODCOURTS! what the ...........


r they mad??

*the mugging season is finally here.. *

hello?

this is weird.. the entire set up in this webbie is so weird.
bloggers out there., did anything on your blogger.com change? mine is becoming weirder and weirder.


anyway, yesterday me, yc and cecilia went to bugis to buy present for ai ting. ahaa



on the way, i also pampered myself by buying a small small cute cute beanie cat worth $5.30.

why?

no.. not that i have too much money la...

actually, i'm very broke so if you wish to donate money to anyone, the person to look for is me ok?
yeap. and anyway, the cat i bought is sooo cute! i;m going to bring to school everyday!! its beautiful and cute..


i did that also to cheer myself u[. because of sucky prelim results despite the hardwork. so i shall not mention anything about my prelim results. and yes, no one has given me any free gifts for a long long time, so i give myself lor! hehehehe... *hint hint*

haha.. jk la... sianx..

thanks for tagging anyway! not sure of what to write alr. tata~!

hello..

i slacked around today. i went to borrow 3 movies to watch AGAIN.


1. the wedding date.

2. big fish (coz jas said it was nice)

3. racing stripes.(yeah.. the zebra cartoon. haha.. u c.. i have no other shows to choose from. the vcd stop at my house there is so lousy.)



i've got nothing else to comment about. maybe i'll come online tonight again to blog if i have anything to say.


then again, i dont think i have much to say. i feel so .. arghh now.

maybe it just wasnt meant to be. just a fantasy . wake up, mei qin. wake the hell up n face up to reality.

ok.. this is wierd.. i cant access my blog.. why ar??


anyway, dont care. hopefully it will go away soon.

i'm not intending to study until school reopens because if i study fgurther or talk about stuies further i'm going to suffer from burn out soon... hehe..


actually, i dont think anyone can access my blog too. arghhh... what happened??


oh anyway, have you ever wondered why we lack sleep ALL the time??


haha.. its like.. when its exam time, we wish to sleep early but cannot. we have to stay up late to mug and stuff.. we tell ourselves after exams, we shall get some sleep to repay the sleep debt incurred during our mugging times...




but after exams, we want to relax and have some fun and guess what?

we go out til late at night, or end up playing the computer or surfing the net until the wee hours. hehe..


so in the end, we never ever repay our sleep.

maybe u're not like that, but i'm certainly one of them. hehehe


anyway, yeah! my blog can be assessed again!


i just watched "50 first dates"

i went to rent it. hehe.. it is so nice!!

and what's more, i watched it with my entire family! =)

ok ok.. its not like my family is very big. but its so rare that we ever sit together in the living room to enjoy a good laugh together.

i was very surprised both my parents stayed throughout the whole movie. hehe..so i'm esp happy today! no one quarelled with anyone!


anyway, the show is about this gal who has short term memory. she wakes up the next day not recalling what has happened the day before. her memory is up to october 13.

so this guy who likes her has to set up a "first date" everytime he finds her. so sweet right?


hehe.. not gonna talk more about it..


i'm currently addicted to the storybook "memoirs of a geisha.. " damn nice. i just cant stop flipping the pages. hahaha...



oh.. and.. i just bought charlotte church's new album.

actually.. i did not have any idea what to buy. too late to ask for recommendations. you see.. i have this $10 tower records vocher and so.. yeah..


now.. for pictures! rmb when i said we went to lao bei jing for dim sum bufgfet! here are the pictures!!!





i just realised the picture is too big. haha.. can do facial commercial.. c our face so soft and smooth. hahaha.. jk jk..



titanty and me!






min huey and me!





ting ting and me!




YMCA! haha.. from left, : me, ai ting, yee chien, cecilia...





titanty and me again.. haha




the class gals...





presenting.. jia fen n her new bf! haha.. shuainot??

but ew..... did you realise her bf is floating in the air?


okie.. thats about all....

you can get these pictures at...



http://photobucket.com/albums/v625/cathryn_neo/



cya!!

just some afterthoughts after chattting..


is there really "the one" for you in the world? is it really so hard to find " the one" ?


the one could be at the other side of the world. you might never even get to another part of the world. hwo are you going to find " the one" if the one is located in antartica while u're in say, singapore.


what if the one u like likes someone else? isnt the feeling of rejection even stronger.

in that way, u'll never find true love.


for the above point.. i really wonder. do gals fear rejection more than guys do ? what do you think?


i personally fear rejection a lot. so even if i like someone i would not confess it. until the latter does so.

yeah. maybe i like you but so what. haha..

yo...!

i'm feeling super hungry right now but i'm determined not to eat anything because its bad to eat anything at such a late time... (understand, janice??)


and i would regret once more..


today was a very fun day.

we met up at bugis at around 11 and went to shop for birthday presents for hui qi and jasmine. YMCA bought 2 rather similar soft toys. one for hui qi and another for jasmine...


den we went to lau bei jing to feast... for dim sum buffet. the service there sucks except for one or two waiters.. the rest.. cannot make it. but nonetheless, it was quite worthwhile.. hehe..we paid $17+ for the buffet. we ate xiao long bao, guo tie, popiah (which we rolled ourselves... )--- mine was short and fat. just like me! hehehe... we also ate mushrooms, vegetarian goose, etc etc..

but i felt that there was not a very wide range of dim sum available for choice. is there any where else whuich has an even wider vartiety??
pls recommend!

yo!! EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVE!!

well.. i mean prelims.. of course not the As.. seriously, i'm gonna start mugging like after i've take a nice short rest!!! and peak at a lvls... because a lvls stuff are so much easuer than prelims la! kaox. haha


anyway, after excams, the class gurls went to mac for breakfast.
we then proceeded to jasmine's house to watch the maid.

hahah.. of course.. not watch her maid.. she doesnt hacve one. i meant the horror movie "the maid". oh.. and i just found out today chin pang is scared of horror movies! haha.. so funny.. oppss...anyway, most of the class girls and 3 guys went to jas house today. her house is damn nice. and she has aircon in her living room. i dont have, so jealous!




anyway, the show was kind of crap becuase i seruiously think tat they're trying to follow movies like shutter or the eye or some korean or jap scary movie....



i dont like to watch horror movies in the cinema. i think its a waste of time and money to scare yourself



anyway, talking about shows, i think mediacorp is really losing creativity.
in every show, there is a senile person, a retard, a paralysed patient. how unoriginal can it get?

i watched the 9pm show today becuase it featured julian hee.. the cutest guy on earth (which happens in my case to change quite frequently .)
anyway, poor julian, he had to act as this paralysed man. such a cute guy yet he had to scringe his face. i pity him. furhtermore he is quite a newbie in this field. so his acting is not really superb. haish... wrong role wrong role..



singapore 's tv is so copycat. when people have reality tv, singapore also must have.

people started with british pop idol, then american idol and we have.,... singapore idol..

then last time there qwas those s club 7 dramas.... singapore has shooting stars.... *which did not seem to shoot much stars across the televsion for me)


and then we have eye for a guy...
crap copy of the bachelorette.


then we have some weirdf makeover stuff for houses etc etc... like... in designer guys in US.


now.. we have f ed up villa wellness. hwo bad can singapore get???


making fun of people who are not very fit. in such a way. haish. and you claim to want to reduce discrimination amongst races. how about reducing discrimation for the not so fit ones???
why are we always mocking at the not so fit oines when we want to reduce discrimination?????????????



we not only focus on reality copycating... we also have top fun... which onstantly copuis from taiwan and japanese variety shows...


haish.. no originality. not that i have a lot either. but crap la.

in case you need the answers for the chem mcq hahx.. and for cheryl as well.. i decided to copy and paste the email cecilia sent me abt the answers for the chem mcq...

thanks cecilia and jia fen for sending me the email and printing the answers for me respectively.


C
C
B
D
C
B
B
A
D
D
C
D
D
D
B
B
C
D
C
D
C
A
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B
B
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D
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B



anywayx... today was bio paper 3. kinda sucks because the structured questions were crap..

the essay on the other hand, i did 4 OR. which was....

i. describe the mammalian ovary with reference to the microscopic structure. [8]

*this question was okay because i wrote out the model answer for it before hand...with reference to other model essays and notes...*

BUT.. i forgot to state tunica albuginea!!!! which jhappened to be my favourite 2 words in the essay!!!! arghh.. how could i be so careless and forgetful?



part ii was : compare gametogenesis in the mammalian male and female...

this was okay but i forgot 1 of the difference! haish...


and the last part was the worse one.. (i did this option because i did not know how to do the EITHER option because it required regurgitating from the growth and devt notes which i totally HATE. i still like sexual repro!!!


part iii: *the worse* i did not know how to do so i crapped my entire way through.

iii. discuss the role of hormones in pre-menstrual tensi0n, menopause and hormone replacement therapy.


*i was like.. oh shit... i studied this part on my bed and fell asleep while studying!!*

hahx.. yeah.. the entry is getting boring.. hehe

and so.. i can say i screwed up all; my papers. hehe.. but nvm.. peak at a lvls not prelims.

Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating

Maybe you're looking for love...But mostly you're looking for fun.You could get serious with the right person.For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field.

What's" Your Ideal Relationship?

REALLY MEH.... ??????????? no lor.............................

yo yo...

what time is it??? =======>>>>> 7.50am right now. i woke up yet again at 5am to study. but i remained in bed and closed my eyes as i tried to recasll te events leading to fertilisation. haha... i think i'm damn pro because i did not even get out of bed to take any notes or anything. i just tried to recall. see...i'm so hardworking.. i even study when i'm asleep..


finally,i manage to get out of the bed at 6am to really study., haish.. sexual repro got so much to study.,.. how can i complete in time? this is bad.


anyways,, today is jasmine and hui qi's birthday!!! happy birthday!! so lucky! u guys are 18yrs of age already!! i cant wait for my birthday. no. actually i prefer to not have my brithday coming so soon because it would mean A lvls are coming very soon. so , dont want. birthday, go far away from me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



sometimes i cant understand what's so good about girls who look gentle and demure? and behave as such. and do not open their mouths except to eat. and smile withour their teeth . and sing to your tune. and are oh-so-fragile. and ....... the list can go on and on.


i cant stand them .


so act..


if u are one of them, i cant stand u.


so fake.


seriously, i think sg guys are weir weird bunch of people. so thats why they like wierd weird girls who are....


as of the above.


so in order not to be an outcast and to boost the population of singapore by getting a singaporean bf... we must................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1


1. BE DEMURE....

2. only open our mouths to eat

3. keep very very quiet and have no opinions about anything

* when they ask you anything, just say dunnu. dunnu this dunnu that. they like stupid girls.*

4. act stupid

5. act helpless..
*so that the guys can go.... " dont harm my girl... " * to be imagined with a guy holding out a hand to protect his "girl" from harm*


6. be damn innocent can?

in order words, when people talk about sex, put your hands over your ears and say, " i doint want to hear! i dont noe what u all talking about! yucks yucks!!"

andeven if you know, pretend not to know the meaning of words l;ike "masturbate, dildo (is that hw u spell? ) , 69, etc etc.. " i think i can be a shu nu because i do not know so much vocad!! see see!!!!


7. dress like you are in a winter country

*cover cover *
i.e wear turtle neck with long sleeves and long pants. if best, you can cover your face with a scarfe.

must not must not wear skirt leh. becuase our legs cannot be exposed to the public.
i think we should all change our sch uniform to pants also.

but guys are contradicting. at the same time, we must all not be too manly. so our pants must be the flowly flowly kind. understand???


8. be mysterious.

*define mysterious for yourself. *

some people like the girls to appear gentle on the outside but actually, in bed they are wild... haha.. so contraditcing.
we must all act like that. so that the gentle demure "nurse" can give the "doctor " or "patient " a good ride.


9. do not blog unless you want to type sentimental love poems or anecdotes of your really boring life where you said eg. you went to your uncle's house to visit but you did not open you mouth except to greet your relatives...


i cant think of any liao. any to contribute????


just went to cheyl's blog to visit and i dound some interesting tests...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

seriously.. that is me??????? haha.. omg omg. i'm not self centred k!!! i dont see love as something that can be discarded lor.. i treasure it k.. i mean.. when the right one comes alopng. but obviously, it hasnt..


oh.. soryy.. i forgot. must be shu nu....

DIE LE DIE LE DIE LE..............


i SCREWED up my math paper 1 big time..

it was so damn tough.. i thought that it would be manageable but i was wrong!! so wrong..

i did hcjc 02 n 03 's paper one and vjc's 03 and njc 02/03 (not quite sure)
with some tj papers.. alll were manageable EXCEPT TJC2005 PRELIM.........!!!!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


nvm.. i must take mr loo, my chem tuition teacher's advice. we must peak at A lvls not peak at prelims. for A lvls.. math must get at least a B k.. for prelims.. can fail..



*hahx.. i'm trying hard to psycho myself... but....*


so nvm.. dont do well for prelims nvm......


haha.. like real.. i must psycho myself and let myself feel better before i go to sleep. haixh...


can u imagine that? i cannot sleep yest.. because i was so EXCITED for paper one today. but it let me down...


arghhhh!!!!!!!! why always like tt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




tml is gp n chem p3....


arghhhh... hw? hw?? i'm panicking...



anyway, throughout the whole math paper today, i cannot conc because there is this song playing in my head. ear worms ppl call them. it kinda sucks..



anyway, my house that area is one of the top 3 places with dengue fever!! (according to eugene who said it was according to the newpaper.)


how?

and guess what? AMK is alsoone of the top 3 places!!!! and i have been in amk for te past wk... omg omg omg... die... i'm getting dengue...............

no. i'm not studying now.. i'm not intendingto study yet. i want to watch TV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm watching the white flame now. the channel 8 show about nurses. so sweet la.. did you see? its like both of them are crushing on each other but they dont want to tell one another!!

how sweet is tt?? hee.. but i think chances of such cases are very rare now.

i think i'm becoming weird. i keep thinking about something. i dont want to say what . its just my private thought. i just keep thinking about it.. why?? i hope what i'm thinking is not true because its totslly impossible. something weird is happening to me.....

ok. what time is it? 11.20pm.

what am i doing?
-online...


why am i online?
-because i cannot sleep.


why dont i study?
-because i'm very tired but i dont know why coz apparently i haven got to study much today at the library.. so many distractions..

then how?
- i dont kown. i think i'm failing my prelims n my a lvls.



and because of that and other factors i'm going back to depression again. i can never complete ANYTHING that i want to study. i'm going to FAIL.


and so sad.. coz no one tags mi blog anymore. so i dont think i'm typing any long entires or any entries or anyone's sake anymore. so sian diao.

i think no one reads. like so sad.

but then on the other hand, blogs are supposed to allow me to express my opinions freely and its like an online diary. so ya.. its good no one reads.



so its very depressing. i dont know what m i typing now but i just want to continue crapping because i'm feeling very hopeless . i cant even blog. i'm so lousy.

i think the thing i can do well in is to do lousy in something. i'm damn good at this. i.e doing best when competing in ours in terms of lousiness.. i sure win anyone de.


i know i already said before i'm not going to type depressing stuf.. but all of the above is not depressing stuff. but anyway, i want to type cannot is it? no one read so they dont feel depressed. i want to whole world to be very happy. really. i like seeing people happy.


now now.. you must be thinking.. is this gal trying to gain pity or smt? like say til so wei da?


haha.. i'm not k. but i'm selfish. i hope to gain happiness from your happiness. so badx horx? hahax...


nvm la. i dont cvare... i m only going to conc on studying and not let my emotions overcome me. they're simply too stupid to be cared . i should learn to separate emotions from my studies then i will do well. but at this point in time.. i really feel like not studying . because i'm very sick of it.


everyone is talking about studyi8ng. so good. they're now in the motor running . i have ran in the motor and m out of it. which is bad. but its very tiring to keep running. i want a break but cannot. so the exhuastion gets worse. siansian siansiansiansiansian.


dont bother to tell me " dun be sad la..." .. "snap out of it" .. etc etc... or "everyone is like tt"
or.. "enough is enough."... or.. "there are people worse off than u k.." i dont like to hear these stuff..haha.. funny why is it that [eople like to hear nice things. i'm just like my dad. i love to hear nice things. so i'm easily pleased even though they are lies. i like. haha.. so lie to me more.. i will like u more! =) i want to be like that. can? i m very tired already but i cannot slp. why????


i never tried sleeping pills.. habve u? ahhaha.. i think its better not to eat sleeping pills leh.. so dun eat k.. haha.. what the hell m i talking about?

yo...
i'm dead . i'm deasd.. i'm totally dead. i have not completed anything. nothing nothing nothing! i'm going to fail my prelims..

haish.. you know what? today those inspectors came to my house and wanted to get for any potential aedes mosquito breeding areas. and you know what? they told us that our block got people suffering for dengue fever. can you believe it? omg.. its actually happening near me..

i admit i am an ignorant little girl who did not care much bout the dengue craze but now.. i'm very worried.


some of you might say i'm paranoid or something.. but its so scary! can you believe it?? omg.. its so near m,e....



anyway, i thik i really die alr.. i haven finish my 2nd revision.. i've opnly just started.. i'm going to fail my exam.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


nvm.. think about it not ...


i wanted to touch on a bit about old men marrying young women. can you believe it? there are so many case of it these days.. esp the latest ones about the 3 malay woman who married rich guys . not being prejudced or anything but i seriously do not believe in love at first sight for these people.


i mean.. i would not marry a man who was 30 yrs old when i was a foetus in my mother's womb. would you?

i really wonder what is their reason for marrying them. is it really for money? i hate to see people in such a negative light but sometimes i cant think of any other reason already.


so if you can, pls tell me...


i dont believe they are marrying for lust because obviously when the man is that old, he cant "stand" can he? unless you tell me he is using tongkat ali?

then i would still be amazed because it actually works for him when he is THAT old.?????


this is just like paedophile but mature paedophile. so sick and disgusting.


becuase if you put them back in the past by a bit, one would be in 10+ yrs of age while the other, is at least 40 + yrs old. is that not paedophile??? huh? yucks... i;m disgusted. utterly.


yuck yuck yuck.


so is the reasopn really just for money and status???? i really wonder.. what d u think?

i waited and waited...


finally......... the long wait was going to be over...........



soon... i tell myself. soon i will show my powers...



i wil persevere through...



there are so many people in front of me...




all of them crowding in front of the big transparent sliding door...



some familiar faces in the crowd.



i told myself, i must not be intimidated.



i must go on.




finally, after the long wait..... it was here..............



the doors slided open... hoardes of people rushed and pushed through the bottleneck.



i tried my best to elbow my way through the crowd. i can do it. i can do it.



i ran and ran.the journey seemed like it will never end. there was so many people in front of me.


i was slightly discouraged..


but i continued.


(ps: why is everyone queuing up oin front of the door? why is everyone rushing to get t the same place? is it... the great singapore sale??? is it some special offer or hello kitty freebie?????



no........................)

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finally i reached my destination...



i sat down immediately and i was so satisfied. i got what i wanted.




the library table to study.


where the hell was i and what the hell am i talking about .. you must be wondering.


well, this was what happened topday. i experienced my first library opening experience. it was justbordinary amk luibrary. not some opening with mp or whatever that caused people to gather outside.

people of all ages, man, woman children... all gathered outside the library from 945 so just as to stand in front of the library door at 950 to await 10am for the library to open.

this time, there was many people of my age. all rushing to get to the lirbary door so that they can rush to get the best seats to study at the library. so was i.


its so kiasu singaporean. to think that we thought the next generation would be might better and more civil. but no. we're wrong. so so wrong. the next generation is worse and to be feared for.



can you believe it? what an incredible situation. i would never imagine ll the act cool people doing that but they actually do it?!



singaporeans. singaporeans. thats why we're uniquely singapore. because thats the only thing we can be unique in.

yo!! i haven been online since i dont know when and my computer's starting to collect dust already. so i'm here to post another entry before i head towards the library!


so sad siaxx.. no one comes to my blog anymore.. hahx... people.. must tag leh..
though my entries are getting lesser and less wordier each day.


anyway, i want to talk about something today. i cannot stand the way people project themselves in front of others on messages such as friendster and what not.
come on.. if you want to know a person or create a right impression, the very first thing you should do is to set the first impressions right correct???

i'm not saying that my english is damn freaking shake-the-world-and-rock good but at least i use proper english if i want to convey a messge to somebody . ( oh.. haha.. btw,.. i do not use proper english on blogs., whats the pt. and i'm not referring to blogs so dont tell me i duin use proper english either.)


however, i sytill feel that we shopuld at least type / speaki in understandable english instead of turhing people off...



one example...


i'm a person like to noe more ppl in arounde world and New friend ....i'm friendly person like to help ppl and talk to friend see wat happento them ... all time ...so care to make friend wif me .



see the words in red? (i hope it turns out correct la)

totally a turn off? anyway, i bet many people recieve these msges. people wopuld normally copy and paste and send yto everyone. so check your inbox today for a total turn off...


seriously i dont know why i get so pissed when i read this. maybe its becauyse i', feeling very stressed up and am looking for a place to vent my bottled up anger or whatevr on. but seriousl;y, i really felt like laughing when i read



talk to friend and see what happen to them..



hello... it sounds like your friend is a tragic case. in that case i would not want to be your friend.


i'm not trying to slam people down or look down on people becaus ei hate others who look down on anyone. but i'm just trying to say.., haish... ignts


another example...



care to know u better? I think that u r quite pretty lo..




i'm not tryint to show off or smt k. these msges might not even be mine. i ight have taken from a friend's account ok!

so yeah.. look at that.. i feel that its quite a turn off again? this time .. the enligsh is better.. but.. huh??? dont tyou feel a bit diao when you read it????



okok.. i better stop here and go pack my bag liao..... bye bye!! wish me good luck for studying... n i hope i wont fall aslp..

hello! i haven blogged for a week because i've simply nothing to blog about. haha.. not like min huey hor.. everyday blog about her sunny hunny... hehe'

if you want to look at his picture.. you can go to her blog.. haha.. she's damn proud of it la..

hahaha.. okie.. i just realised i'm so screwed up. i hope to do 3rd revision for my bio. haish.. who doesnt want to score an A in everything? sometimes, we shouldnt aim too high.. no gd....