in case u're wondering why i'm online at this moment while all my friends are either asleep or busy mugging, well, i'm searching for globalisation contents.

why?

to improve my gp grades.

i just realised that when the click the button "search " on the search engine and your search topic happens to be "globalization" there is so many links and webbies talking about globalization that i'm now experiencing information overload in my brain, especially after reading so much..


enough of globalisation talk, i just refreshed my blog and realised that the stupid taggie is not working again!! what happened?

i only know how to wait n see because im a complete dummy when it comes to msuch things.


i'm damn tired though i din do much the whole day. the only thing i did was to complete my complex nos. tutorial.. how crap can i get..


ok.. i'm gonna put up more photos bcoz i really have no idea wat to say... i think its really because of info overload. if i say more, i'm gonna talk about globalization already....










the above photo is of the YMCA of 2404.. though.. we r not christians or ne thing and dont usually go by that. is the other gals call us that.. why ymca?

Y-- yee chien
M -- mei qin
C--cecilia
A -- ai ting..

people in the picture.: from left: Ai ting , yee chien n cecilia. (so smelly.. all airing their armpits..
lying down (yes i know,my thighs very fat. haha..) : me --- imagine the
torture i go through trying to pretend their armpits smell like roses....




above: from left:. min huey, me, steph, jia fen

haha... i dont like this picture.. coz cover my face!!
i know olive (aka steph) loves this pic coz she looks gd in it. and also, she kept staring at the picture in the lib!!


okie.. thats all for today... v tired liao.. nitex everyone!!!!!

hello...

min huey has been buggin me to put upo photos of ...........

sunny sunny.. honey honey...

i bet she checks my blog every 15 mins ,... hahaha... jk jk..


whats so great about this guy that can make an intelligent gal fall head over heels in love with him???????/


during gp lecture.. he sat right in front of me n jia fen...

min huey was green with envy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!










of course... we couldnt take a full front shot of him rite.. if can den damn cool liao........





thats him standing up????


very sei???? maybe ???? i think he's sei because he tucks in his pe t shirt for mass pe....... hahahahahahahhahaha..


opps...






i . g. n. t .s





*photos are courtesy of cathryn n seah popo...*


thats all min huey... haha... i cant find a photo of u alone to formulate a new picture with both u n him tgth.. den c whetehr got fu qi xiang not... heheh....


our class took some photos last wk... let me show u all some...


tcwei.. if u're reading this.. haha... too bad.. i knoe u hate looking at fotos...














i dont really like the next photo below.. it makes me look very very fat and my ****s very big. ahha... which is optical illusion. means its not true...











i think this pic not bad leh... (above)




above.. the class gals....








above( my pw grp..)



ok... thats all.... pls tag...


got so many things to c.. stil dun tag? all of u better tag!!!!!!!!!

hallo!!!

i get wat all of u mean. i realised it very depressing! but i'm feeling much better already! thanks for the encouragement!!! =)

i decided that i cannot be so sad. must be happy n laugh more(because janice say when u laugh more u lose more fats! this one must ask min huey whether true or nhot.)

haha.. anyway, i think n think and felt that its so stupid to feel sad. hehe..

and yes, some people say it gets on one's nerve to read other ppl condemning herself.. acvtually, i agree. so i wont do it again k? haha...
i try la..


sorry sorry again! haha..

oh yes min huey.. the photos..... i bet you're like waiting n waiting for them to appear on my blog rite? heh heh.. i man man lai! hehe.. make u xin yang yang!!!!!!!!!!

wahahaha.. she's gonna kill me if i dont put them up by tonight.... wat photos??? stay tuned!!

WARNING: before you proceed reading, please be aware that the following contents could result in you feeling very depressed or angry. so if u're in a good mood, i sufggest you skip this entry.




i made an exception today. instead of going to amk library to study striaght after school i went home straight after lunch.
why?
i've kind of lost hope in myself..


remember in one of my last few posts where i said i would not get affected by my JCT grades?
i lied.


i was not affected. until today. until today when everything came upon me that maybe i have really chosen the wrong path.

but on the other hand, its me. i'm always putting the blame onto other things when things fail. always thinking, ya. i should have done that, i should instead think " how am i going to take the next step."


i'm pessimistic about myself in nature. but i have always thought that with hardwork, i would guarantee results. but i'm so wrong.

its not true when you're in JC. no more true. maybe in secondary school ya. but jc? no. its only for smart people. and i'm certainly not one of them.


i dont understand why people like to lie that they nv study they nv study but actually they pia like mad.. i dont undersdtand. i hate liars. i hate all of them..


i hate it when i do all my homewoprk but i still get such lousy grades.

who doesnt?

i just found out today that my individual ranking was 521 out of 800 . can you believe it?

actuially, yes. given that i'm such a brainless person.

i really feel like dropping out of school now. but its like really crap. it shows that i hacve no determination. i know i will continue to strive on. but its how long more can i last before really brealking down?

the last time since i cried was very long ago as compared to last yr. i'm not willing to cry again.


you know, some people might not be gd looking. but they have brains. they can think. they're smart.

some people have looks but no brain.
i think thats ok. at least they have something in replacement.

a lot of people have other things in replacement for them.

for eg, some cant study, but they have talents in many other areas.

what about me? i have none. really none.


dont come and tell me ," oie.. ya rite man.. u're a six pointer leh! if u O lvls can, you A lvls also sure can de!"

what i think ::: ya rite... so many bpeople have been repeating the same old thing to me. you think i'm convinced.

i understand what all of u mean when u guys say that. it comes when all of you have nothing much better to say to encourage me becase its like i m simply hopeless.

so what if i get six points. its by luck. relly. if it wasnt, i would have been scoring As by now. its not brain. its HARDWORK.



then comes appearances. ya. i can tell you i'm not bothered about appearances (myself..) . my ass... u think i'm not.

haha

maybe i'm a superficial , materialistic idiot.

but i just cant stand it when people tell me i'm fat or chubby.

yes. i know. i'm fat and chubby. but i hate that . especially YOU! YOU KEEP calling me names. i HATE you.!!!!

anyway, you wont read my blog. youre such an idiot.

you think u;'re very good lookng? let me tell u. u look LIKE SHIT!

like yee chien always say" go eat shit and die" i also want to tell you that!


let me tell you, your taste sucks even more. your gf is what you call TUA NEH BU! haha...

well, in my personal opinion, her boobs are not big at all. and you know what? i think she's ugly and she looks like an indonesian maid! haha.. and her eyes. big so what? is DEAD FISH EYE.

ai ting's eyes are much much prettier. you and your gf look like sai! hmphx!!!!!!!!!

i know some people are very nice. too. they sympathise with me . so when i tell them i'm fat. they will say....

" no la.. u're proportionate."

i think ::: haha.. thanks. i appreciate youyr kindness.(noyte: no sarcasm involved k. i really mean it.)
but from how i see the situation, it feels like all parts of my body is fat. thats why i'm proportionate.
moses lim also proportionate what!


whenever i say i'm ugly i really mean it. i dont want people to tell me otherwise coz i wont believe . so yeah.. forggive me.



i cant understand why am i not given a replacement for all my no brains, no looks, no character, etc etc,.

i do0nt have a charater i must say. i'm short tempered and i'm impulsive. how am i ever going to be successful in life?

i 'm such a stupid person. i think i'm the stupidest and dumbest in TJ. i wish i could be someone else.
i'm so stupid that even thoiugh KNS and i were frenx, we no longer talk now because we haven talked for a very long time. i'm so stuopid to still talk about KNS after so long. im so stupid kns doesnt even notice me. yes yes.i m just quoting an example k. not going into the KNS craze again because kns is just an illusion, a dream, a mirage.

i'm so stupid i always do badly in exams. i 'm so stupid i always offend people. i'm so stupid i always get angry easily.

haish. i'm just a dumb person whose null existence in thing world would make no difference.

hello!!

woah... i finally get a chance to go online!! after so long! have been mugging hard for the past few days... or weeks or whatever. but i still feel like i'm not putting in enough effort.

ok.. enough about muggin...

PERVERT IN AMK LIBRARY

omg. i had a really bad experience today at ang mo kio library. this pervertic malay guy who looks like he was middle-aged sat down at a corner of the library and he kept staring at me. intense staring that totally freaked me out. whats more.. he peeked from his book that he was taking but obviously not reading and looked at my legs and skirt!1 ( i was in school uniform btw.)

is that perverse or what!!!! yucks! thats the only thing i hate about amk library. i dont understand why people like to go there to do such pervertic stuff. why cant he go to geylang and ogle at the prostitutes there instead!!

COUNCIL OUTING

yupx... i know you guys are wondering where the pictures have gone to right? i finally managed to find time to settle down to upload the pictures into my computer!

and btw, my makeup isnt that thick la... cant even c anything lor... i have natural blush .... so i dont need to put blusher! bleahx!!! jealous right? hehe...

my photo album is kinda laggy and btw, if you wanna upload the photos, you can go to the link on the right side of the blog titled "!! photos!! "

kk? the council outing photos are in a separate file if you guys did not notice.

kaox... i'm currently waiting for the stupid photos to upload into the photobucket thing and it is damn slow.

anyway, sorry to those photos that are not rotated. i dunnu why. i tried already but to no avail. you go rotate them yourself k. haha..

for example, this picture with cecilia and janice... haha.. rotate yourself.

thats the picture of the people who went for the council dinner togetger.. well, not everyone went.. as always.

why did i go this time?

very simple. coz its free.

haha..tts me... yeah yeah.. i know. very fat n ugly. dont tell me that k..

top row from left : janice, cecilia, vicki, me

bottom row from left: sandi , lili, hazel

thats tuan carrying janice's handbag. fits him perfectly.. so gay. haha..

tuan and janice.

clockwise: janice, tiang lim, tuan, xinru

from left: tiang lim, me , tuan

from left clockwise: tiang , cecilia, tuan, janice, vicki.

here comes the ulitmate picture sia...

cecilia say the way i stand is very seductive. omg... i din mean it lor... haha... i'm supposed to be the innocent little one in the picture. the rest of them are corrupted. since when did i become seductive?? omg... *jaw drops to the floor.*

from left: vicki, hazel, me , janice

btw, notice my blue belt? i think its damn sei la.. its made up of sequins!! damn sei!!!

everyone... one ... two.. three.... "damn sei!"

i like this picture. there is optical illusion that i look thinner. hehe..

hazel n her anime boyfren(or so i name him that.) so sweeeet right???

they look as though they're in bliss... *envy*

cecilia.. acting chio.. as always...

anyway, i just downloaded some photos from min huey (class photos...) but haven got the time to upload into the photobucket thingie yet... so.. yeah.... mayb next week..

oh btw, i rmb something i want to talk about!!!

VP! U IMMORTALISED THE PHRASE "FOR GOODNESS SAKE!"

WHY would i? for no reason talk about the vice principal????

well, we changed vp... or so i think. from a lady to a man. and i dont like him at all..

he has no etiquette when it comes to talking. think about it. if you dont set an example, how do u expect your students to follow?

this vice prinicipal looks not very good looking. hgaha... what am i talking about.

well, i should say he is acceptable looking. but.. he doesnt have the looks of mr lim!! mr lim is damn cute and shuai..

and as compared to the former VP, she is much better than him in terms of manners and words.

weird things he does.

1) read "Inspirational " stories.

he is nt like my former secondary school principal whom i find really inspriational. this one.. like crap.

2) sings the college anthem.

let me describe how he sings it.

he told the school that we are not singing loud enough and presumed that wed do not know the lyrics well. (school not singing loud enough---- ring a bell? doesnt that happen in all secondary schools!!!)

and he said, this time he is going to sing line by line before the actual time we have to sing it. and initally , what he did was to read the words of the song.

as we reached the ending of the song, he began to sing. i wonder if i should use the word sing. but yeah.. he sang it..

i applaud him for his bravery to do so as he is only a new vp. i sense he is trying to create some kind of reform or something.

i feel like telling him.. this is a Junior college.NOT secondary school, NOT primary school NOT preschool

3) he was very rude to the yr 2s (us!)

he said, " yr twos for goodness sake! pls start studying!!"

hello... how do you know that we are nt studying? and hello.. who are u ? you make it sound as though we study for ya sake and for goodness.

well! we study for ourselves.

even if you want us to study, you should speak to us in a nice tone.

you are... after all... the vice principal of the school.

u should be nice, yet firm. NOT SOUND LIKE AN OLD HAG WHEN U R NOT EVEN A FEMALE!!

ok.. i shall end here.. haha... tata~!

yesterday was council outing. we went to the lemon grass restaurant to have our outgoing council dinner. the school sponsored us with $230 for our dinner.

vicki and i were late because...

i , as usual, take my time to dressup and make up.

vicki, blur as usual, forgot to take her ez link and had to walk all the way back home just to get it. haha... cute sia..

so yeah, we were almost the last to reach there. while on our way, cecilia called to ask what food we'll like to order so that when we reach there we will have food on the table..

i ordered deep fried soft shell crab! and soon hock fish!! but soon hock fish was steamed. n it din taste very nice. but nvm la.. had a fulfilling meal. free meal anyway.


so afterwards we decided to go club. we wanted to go china black coz there's no cover charge,.. but we did nt bring our ICs...

so we went to zouk instead. and when i got in, i realised that my hp had a msg. i was from estee.. she saw me outside zouk.. haha.. what a coincidence..

yeah.. but i din c her..

anyway, dont u think i'm very you yuen with a lotta people who are related to me??

like.. yan pin.. i saw her just yest at bugis mrt station.. and other times, i always c her somewhere else not near our house area. so you yuen rite? thats why i regard her as my best friend.

like.. estee... she's my cousin which explains the you yuen 'ness?

like.. kns................ but how am i related to kns??? you tell me? i m the most you yuen with kns de lor... to the extent that we take ythe same plane!!!! but whats the relation???????????


okok.. enough of these...


ya.. and so, after clubbing janice when to my house to slp over..

and both of us woke up today feeling damn tired la.. i think we've hung over...

and i'm in depression.. for no reason.. no pms.. i just dunnu why today my morale very low...

hello!!!
hope there are still people reading my blog...haha.. i know, i haven beeen blogging for a long long time.. i'm not really intending to study today because i am suffering from fatigue of the mind. i have been muggin intensively from the start of the time when i reach home tilll 10pm where i will watch the negotiators on channel u.. then after that when the show ends at 11pm i will continue studying till 230am.

haha... talking about the negiotiators (the show on channel u) i think the show rocks man...

i think zhang zhi lin (the main lead actor) is very good looking!!!!!!!!!! omg.. he rocks.. and in the show, he acts as a patrol cop who got into the PNC course. he became the best team with ye keren. n he looks very sei when he is negotiating.. his dimples is so damn deep.


i think mo sir in the show(i dont know his name)is very good lookinbg too..


anyway, i watched fantastic four today. some people think its cool... but i think its crap... wat do u think??????????

hello!! today is my mum's bday!! happy bday mum!!!

went out with her to celebrate together with my aunt. we went to bishan to watch war of the worlds...

i dont get it.. can someone explain to me the ending???

why is it that the son of ray (aka tom cruise or mr tom as yee chien calls it) did not die?? can someone tell me why???

then, why are the aliens killed so easily???

and.. why is it that the mother and her new husband and their parents are unharmed???

yup.. those are my questions...


anyway, nmot gonna blog much today...

ppl!!! must come n tag!! if not its like so quiet like tt....!! hao ma???





guess whooo gave this?????

hello!!

just reached home about an hour ago.. gonna type a real quickie post then i'll go n bathe. i feel so sticky allover.

i mentioned i wen tto msia overt the weekend. took some photos of my grandmother's cats...

anyway, Urban from ST featured dogs as a fashion statement. den what about cats!!!!


anyway, i still think its an insult to call dogs or pets a fashion statement. you do NOT own them just because you think that they are cute or beatutiful!!! you own them because you love them and wish to proide for them! ok!!!!!


anywa, back to msia cats.. my grandma has two cats in her shophouse.

one of them has a triangle face...




the other , looks like a model out of the cover of friskies...



lets call him duriancat. i'llk explain why later.

anyway, triangle face is younger than duriancat. as you can c, they are both of the same breed but are from different parents. too bad i did not take a full picture of triangle cat coz u'll notice that his tail is bobbed. i.e he is bob-tailed.
i.e he has a really short tail. very cute..

but many people are biased and prefer durian cat because durian at has a good personality which i definitely must admit. he never ever scratches or hurts anyone.

triangle cat on the other hand, loves to rough it put with just anyone!

hee.. i shall not take sides.

here's another pic on tri cat.



today, i shall talk abouyt durian cat and why i refer him as that.

of course, his name is not duiran cat. everyone calls both of them mew mew. haha.. so.. yup,,. they have no name except mew mew...


why is durian catcalled durian cat??


he eats durian!! cool eh??? maybe some of u might not be amazed but i m still quite amazed afgter so long.

and whats more, he can differentiate between a freshly opened durian and a stale one. if you put a stale one on the newspaper, he would not even touch it at all.. but if you put a fresh one.. the story is a different one...




this is what i mean...

haha.. cool eh? cat eating durian...



notice the immediate picture above. do you see that on the newspaper, there is another durian lying around. well, thats the stale one.. hee...


after eating....

hmmm.. yummylicious!!!


its paw-licking gd!!!!

HELLO ppl...

yesh.. i'm back slacking at home AGAIN.. was bz tryin to

was actually thinking of changin my blog skin but deicded not to because it was simply too tedious and v v time consuming. so, i decided to save some of my energy..i wont be changin blogskin until god knows when.


whats more.. i'm suffering from blogger's block. i have simply no idea on whaqt to blog about these days. someone gimme a clue on what to blog!!! be my muse!!

hello ppl!!

i'm in a lazy lazy screensaver mode today so i wont bother typing too much.

have some stufff to do later in the afternoon. ver lazy lazy lazy to do..


can you believe it? exam is over and i still have so much homework to do.

anyway, i think yee chien is right. we should continue studying so that we wont keep forgetting what we studied and would have to repeat the process all over again.

i understand that this time, JCT, i would not do as well. howvere, it just 1/3 of the battle. its ok if i have lost this third of the battle because i am surte i'm working hard not for jct, not for prelims but for my Alvls and for my future.

so i decided to make a promise to myself not to be too disappointed if i did nt do well this time as i m not very prepared for the exam. perhaps some of you mayfeel that i'm just trying to bluff myself. but i can assure you i m not. what disasters have i not overcomed? i'm sure i'll be able to accept the fact that i did badly for my june common test but its ok. i will try my best not to allow people to acffect me. i m not competing with others, but myself. why should i compare my grade with others when the intelligence level is different? why doing so, i'm just tortoring myself. as long as i try my best, i m satisfied already.

anyway, janie went to msia with me just 2 days ago on saturday. we went to city square to shop. i suggested thqat place de becausdee i know that place sells much nicer and better things. haha... and i was right . they have opended a corner in the shopping complex specially catered to young people like us. its somewhat like the annex in heeren or level one in far east. however, i still feel that the place is quite small. hmmm.. but nonetheless, i bought quite a few things.. i bouyght a pair of pants , a belt . and guess what? two OP halter tops worth Rm12 each ONLY!
can youu believe it? thats like sg $6 only!! so cheap. and halters..!! my fav.. i love halters!!

so yeah.. i'm very happy. haha.. and i also bought my long awaited LIQUID EYELINER!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!! now i can m,ake the dark ark effect instead of just using the pencil eyeliner!!! weeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yupx.. i guess thats about all.. i just love shopping and spending money. if you have too much money, just give me.thanks! bye!

hello!!

today was a great day! i wentwith my class gals to watch Initial D today!! it rocks.. excpet the ending. the ending sucks big time!!!

initially , i thought that when he said that he want to join the racing team, i thought that the story was going to continue with how he got on with racing and his rship with his gf. but, guess wat?it justed stopped there. by that time, i was looking up at my watch to see the time and predict half an hour more fort the show to end. but guess what? it just wrote.. the end!!!

wtf! so crap la!! wat a stupid crap ending!



anyway, very happy because i went to mango to buy a top!! mango having 50% sales and the things are much much nicer than the previous mango sales. i wonder why?

last time mango's sales they alwas put out the ugly clothes... so that people will clear them. but this time its different! yeah! okie! i sunday must go n buy more!!!

go go go!