hello!!

finally, as promised.. i'm back!!!!!!!!!

ended the last papers today with chemistry and math. chemistry was disappointing. i expected more organice chem questions to come out so tat i can at least pull up my grades because my physical chemistry and inorganice chemistry is just so lousy. but yeah, although i love organic chemistry, organice chemistry dont love me. so its just a one-sided love affair. organbic chemistry refused to come out to meet me during TJC June Common Test this morning. of course i was disppointed but had to accept my fate.

then math was better. it was relativelky easy, or so i think. but whether i will do well or not finally depends on my grades because sometimes when you think the paper is okay for you, it might actually turn out for worse. like what you can call, the "alternate effect."


anyway, enough talk about such exam stuff. they're out of my head.

i went to rent VCDs titled" mei li zai wang"

its about this ugly girl who went for oplastic surgeory. surgery failed and she went to heaven. then she argued with the people in heaven because she feels she deserves a second chance to live.

they agree and only on the condition that she will have a guy(some bad guy) get married in 3 months time. if she doesnt, she will look uglier and uglier.

yupx. thats about it.

anyways, i cant think of anything to write about leh. ideas? haha..

quite tired today. maybe i should get back to watching the vcd k.

bw, i though that show was not an idol serial thats why i watched it. i cant stand idol serials. pardon me for those who can do everything they are told to just to get to watch idol movies. its not about just good looking people on tv all the time. its how they act. i mean, if they dont act well, then watching such idol serials doent feel shuang at all.

like, if someone is supposed to look hurt, they give an exagerrated expression. lets say, f4 members in meteor garden. (yeah i know, i'm going way back into the 30s . f4 is like ooooo......... history.. haha... well, my explanation of lousy actiing would explain why.)

yeah, i mean , personally, i do not really think that lousy no substance acting would take a person far. lets take a good example instead. look at wang xi ( m i really that farrrr back?) his looks are so- so. yet, his acting is good and he is really famous in drama serials.

personally, i've watched hana yori dango (meteor garden in jap.. i think) the anime before. i think the anime is sooo soo soo much worth watching than the idol drama itself with its fake gestures and exagerrated acting. totally atrocious.

no wonder these so called idols dont stay in the market for a long time. to me, they are just like bubble tea. they started popping out because there is a demand for such guys and gals due to materialistic shallow people.(i admit, i m quite at times because sometimes they're really ohhhhhhhh.. irresistable!!!! but yeah.. i shall not wreck my stand.)


however, soon, there would be a nauseatic effect, people s4eem to see the people with the same faces popping ouyt with just different names but exact replicas of themselves. this is ez. just name me a few male idols that look like long ago singer(not tt long i think i was in pri sch pri 5 or 6 when he was famous), chen xiao dong?
rmb him? yeah.. i dunnu the name f the other pretty faces but i know chen xiao dong because last time yan pin likes him a lot. coz he shuai. haha. n he can sing? haha..


so when there are too many bubble tea shops in the region, these shops start to lower their prices, compete compete until they become SO CHEAP. yeah. so do these actors and actresses. then they start to die down. ai yoh. so irritating. so poor ting too. for them. their prime is from 20-25 yrs old? after which they cannot make it and they will host silly talk shows introducing food and clothes? haha. or maybe some will go film porn to make big money. (the porn industry is booming. want to earn quick bucks very easy one lor. you get pleasure and money at the same time. song bo? haha.. jokin. pls dont take this seriously k. haha.. but if u ever try it. pls do let me know how its like.)

yeah. so i really dont like these idol drama people. they're just pretty faces but empty vessels.
haha. yeah. u can say that i'm jealous of pretty people. but i'm just stating my stand. hehe...


okie. before i go, just a little tribute to adrian.

he's so lucky he is leaving for beijing on sunday! for work attachment..!! so smart and witty of course the people chose the right people. dynamic and creative -- thats what people look for these days.

gonna miss him lots!! he is so kawaii la!!! cannot take it..! hehe.. anbyway, i rmb i used to be very good friends with him since sec3. and he always talk to me on the phone. when i threaten to put down the phone, he'll go," eh.. let me tell you a ghost story." and he starts to scare me.

yes, and m,y imagination runs wild and i will say," eh.. dont put down the phone liao. talk to me about happy things for 5 mins more." hehe.

and i can say we would go on and on and on until its the wee hours of the night. til about 3 plus 4. haha..

he's really great and enjoyable company. thought i haven been seeing him since when ar?? haha.. he is still very much the same vibrant alive adrian.

haha. pai seh. i sound like i'm typing an obitruary for him. *choi! touch wood!*
sorry. haha...

but i rmb he intro me the song " hao xin fen shou" before and told me he got the ring tone etc etc etc. then i loved the song. haha.. and i heard it one time this year and started crying because i miss him.

hee..please dont be mistaken for those who dont know me well. we're not lovers or what la. i think he's a really good friend i want to keep for life! haha!! hopefully. haha..

okie.. wishing you all the best for your trip and job attachment to beijing! you must succeed k!!!!!!!!


with this, i'll end my entry today! bye bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gd morning!

i'm not going to be posting any entry for thes next few days until thursday where i qwill flood my blog!!

because i've got exams the whole of next wk!!!! until thursday.

yup.. sighx.. wish myself good luck. i just hope i'll do well.. or at least get something better than always getting an E right? haha..

sobx sobx.. mei qin.. u can do it..!!!!


*yeah right...*

hello friends!!!!

how have you been these days??

i'm becoming really psycho these days after studying for marathon hours!!!!

but.. i still have not finsihed my syllabus. and guess wat? ai ting finished everything le and is going for a second round of bio revision!

is she pro, or what?? hahaha...


ok.. i'm not going to blog for long today becausei'm going to study for another marathon about 1/2 hr later..

hopeflly from 1130 to 230 or maybe even 330. but i might not be able to withstand that long. not because i'm sleepy or whatever(i'm a night owl) but because i might start to see "stuff" . haha..

actually, these "stuff" are things that look like small little silver fishes the size of a finger nail. yup. thats hw small those silver fishes are. i wuld see them swimming around my notes. hehe.. funny right ?


anyway, janice and i were very bored and sleepy during our marathon study at the library today. so we took some really crap photos but i wont be puttin them up today because i m very very brain dead and need to replenish energy for my marathon study.

anyway, my mum msged me today so that she could tell me when she was going to pick me up from the library.


as usual, you know parents always have typo in their msges, agree??

haha.. so this is what my mum msged me: " what a fish burger"

haha.. normally, how woulod normal peoiple read that as??

normal people:" wow! what a fish burger! so big! OR " wow ! what a fish burger! so nice and delicious!"

get it??


well, what she meant , by this time most of you would have guessed was:" want a fish burger?"
as she was on her way to amk library to pick me up..


so janice told me to continue the joke by replying:" yeah.. i think so too."

haha..!! get it? haha.. hopefully, maybe you guys might not find it funny. but when u're there, its reaqlly funny!


and my mum replied:" ok. i will pick u up at eight empty five."

haha.. i felt tempted to reply :" ok. pick me up at eight full five."

hee.. in case you dont fget what i mean, try typing empty in your handphone and switch the words with the dictionay function.

well, these are just some of the hilarious msges i get when i msg my mother. haha. i think she 's really very funny.


ok.. anyway, does anyone still support channel 8 local dramas? i recently watched the cancer drama series called "you fu" aka "a new life" . its really sad to see people like dying of cancer all the time. haish. i mean, even if it were a cancer show to promot cancer awareness they should not keep putting gd people to get cancer. if not , its like sooo sooo sad!!

ok. maybe i should take a small nap and wakey wakey later to mug!! nitex ppl!

hello ppl. good afternoon. and why exactl m i at home on a sunny afternoon?

apparently, tuition was cancelled because the tutor was not feeling well. oh well, maybe its fatted i will stay at home today.

i came across yet another inspiring story today in an email my dad sent to me. haha.

if u haven read the one about the man and the 4 wives, i suggest you read it(entry below.). i rephrased it all in my own words k. so thats lots of time n effort. hehe..

this story i'm going to copy n paste.. is about life.. oh more precisely lifespans..

*note: if you find these stories too boring, haha.. dont worry, i wont be doing this too often because i cant stand wordy stuff too. but i will post what i feel deserve the attention space.

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WHEN God created the dog, he said: ''Sit all day by the door of your house and bark. I will give you a lifespan of 20 years.''


The dog said: ''That's too long to be barking. I'll give you back 10 years.''


When God created the monkey, he said: ''Entertain people, make them laugh. I'll give you a 20-year lifespan.''

The monkey said: ''How boring, monkey tricks for 20 years. I'll give you back 10 years too.''
Then God created the cow. He said: ''You work the field with the farmer, have calves and give milk. I will give you a lifespan of 60 years.''


The cow said: ''That's a tough life. Let me have 20 and I'll give back the other 40.''


When God created man, he said: ''Eat, sleep, play, marry and enjoy your life. I'll give you 20 years.''


Man said: ''What? Only 20 years! I'll take my 20 and the 40 the cow gave back and the 10 the monkey gave back and the 10 the dog gave back. That makes 80.''


So that is why the first 20 years we eat, sleep, play, and enjoy ourselves. For the next 40 years, we slave in the sun to support our family; the next 10 years we do monkey tricks to entertain the grandchildren, and for the last 10 years we sit on the front porch and bark at everyone.

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not bad eh? haha. i think itsd quite comical yet true.

till then, i would like to wish all taking JCTs this coming week to work hard and not slack(unlike me, slacking my day away AGAIN)

good luck for the JCTs k.!! must do well wor!!

if not, worse come to worse.. just fail it and get GPA (good progress award) at the end of the year.

tata~!

yo!

thanks ppl for tagging!! rmb to tag regularly kk?

anyway, i rmb that a few days ago, i was mugging till late till about 2pm and listening to carrie chong on perfect 10 at the samt time.


at the end of every programme every night, she would end with an inspiration story, quote, etc tec.

i heard this story which kind of caught my attention.


its about a man with 4 wives.

let me start with the fourth wife.


The man loved the fourth wife the most. he showered her with all the love in the world. he bought her the most expenxive gifts and gave her the best out of all the 4 wives. he would give her all the things that she wants and fulfil all her wishes.


The man was very proud of his third wife.
He always brought her to business functions and galas,showing her off to all his friends and busniess associates. she was the one who cpmplemented his social status in the business world.


The second wife was the confidante of the man. He confided in her whenever he was sad and always went to look for her whenever he had troubles. She seemed to be the only one who would understand and empathetise his situations and how he felt.


The man did not love his first wife at all. in fact, he never bothered about her at all. yet, she never left him. she was always by his side when he needed someone even though he did not shower any attention on her at all. she remained loyal to him.


so one day, this man found out he was suffering from some kind of illness and was going to die soon.

he was afraid of dying alone and wanted compay during his burial. (i.e die with him and be buried with him)


so he decided to ask his fourth wife as he loved her the most.

" will you accompany me to my grave?"

immediately, the fourth wife stood up and said," are you out of your mind? no way!" And she left immediately.


he decided to try his third wife.

"will you accompany me to my grave?" he asked.


the third wife replied," no . i will definitely not be so stupid as to go with you. " Upon saying this, she left him for another person



then he went on to his second wife.


"will youaccompany me to my grave?"


the second wife replied," i'm sorry. i cant. the furthest i can go with you is to the burial and my life has to go on."


finally, he had no choice but to ask his first wife.


"will you accompany me to my grave?"


the first wife replied," yes. i will. i will follow you wherever you go. dont worry. i will never leave your side."

upon hearing what his first wife said, the man was very touched and he regretted that he did not pay more attention to his first wife. he should not have taken her love for granted and should have spent more time with her..

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well, actually, this story is about the 4 kinds of things we have in life..


the fourth wife refers to our body. we shower our bodies with so much attention and care but at the end of the day when we die, they leave us.( actually, i find thisrather confusing. can someone elaborate for me?)



the third wife refers to our possessions, status and weath that we have accumulated in our lives. we work so hard in our lives so as to enjoy more luxuries.(well, most of us.)
but when we die, they leave us and go to other people.


the second wife refers to our family and friends. they are our confidante and will be there for us. however, the furthest they can send us is to our grave. not accomapny us in. they still have their own lives to lead.


the first wife refers to our soul. we are often too busy paying attention to many pther things in life suchas work, money, luxuries that we neglect our soul. we are too busy in our pursuit of pleasure that we do not bother about our spirituality.


therefore, the moral of the story is....

we should not neglect our "first wife".

haha..forget about the moral of the story k.i anyhow put de. anyway just a story to ponder about while you are studying, eating, shitting, whatever la..


i think its quite inspiring.

hello ppl!!

i suddenly feel so sad!!

no one come n taggie my blog anymore!!! arghhh!! ppl!! if u read, tag k? if not i'll be really sad..

feel free to post ya comments on what u think of my entires, etc etc.. u can even complain! haha.. okie???

haha..

studied at the lib from 5pm to 9pm today.. yet... i have not completed anything much!!!

how? how? haha.. because of some irritating fellows!! some 'ah dus'!!! i hate them! they talk soooo soooo much!!!!!!! if they go to the library and study.. they should just shut the hell up and study!

:::HOW TO DETER IRRITATING PEOPLE IN THE LIBRARY:::

1. IF PEOPLE ARE TALKING... AND THEY JUST CANT STOP!!

eg.. just like some girls today. kept talking andf talking non stop!! as if they were singing!

as a signal... do this!!

or...

this..! (of course.. minus the smile.. hehe..)

sometimes.. these dumb empty vessels are really stupid and they dont get the hint!

so...

2. SHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhh!!

note: before even doing this.. you should check who is the person you are shhhing.. inany case if the person is a chao ah lian, bad ppl, tattoooed ppl, etc etc etc, you must be away that they might HARM u... just like SONGKOK MAN!! haha..

they might end up trailing u home!!! so.. beware!!!

if all is well, just turn you face away from them and " SHHHHHHH!!"

that would do just fine.

but unlike today, those irritating girls cant stop stopping even after i had shhhed them. haha.. i think they chao he lang.. (means deaf)

you know, the way they talk is just like they were chanting some buddhist scriptures..

i.e. "niam keng"

and when i told janice that and continued shhing them.. we both burst out laughing..

take this situation serious, we must!!

3. use BODY LANGUAGE

since some ppl dont undestand simle language like shhhh.. just tell them not to speak.. do that in front of them!

4. if you cant stand the person sitting in front of u...

ask them to.. talk to ya hand..

5. if u've got a flu.. haha... (i think my entry is v out of contexxt... but heck... its all in the name of fun!)

ai yah... there is a pic with the tissue paper sticking out of janice's nose!!! i cant find it anymore!!argghhhh.. not fated sia!!!

6. sometimes... there can also be irritating people who keep starin at you for no good reason.. haha.. what shld you do??? haha

yes yes.. just cover ya face with your HAIR!! they will nt be able to lkook at u!!

if.. u have short hair... (also cannnnn!!!!)

psss.. this pic quite sei ritee... its me.. taken by me self too! its a bit like anime drawn.. according to janice la.. haha.. i like the artistic effect!!

if they still stare at you.....

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just point middle finger.. sure to scare them away...

actually, jancie looks quite seductivehere...

i meant .. her pose..

7. WHEN ALL ELSE FAILS...

CRY!!!!!!!!!

people will all think u're mad or have been possessed due to the above 6 actions! and adding on the crying part,.. u will, succeed in chasinf them away!!!

cry MORE!!!!!

yep yep..

thats all !! PROUDLY BROUGHT TO YOU BY MEI QIN N JANICE!

*models: mei qin n janice*

*photographers: mei qin n janice*

Congratulations cathryn, you are...

'Xia Xue' Wendy Cheng of xiaxue.blogspot.com

You are a goddess/god. You've got the looks, the brains and the body. You have such an irreverent sense of humour, people listen to you religiously and worship the ground you walk on. On the other hand you can also be straightforward, blunt and very very controversial. That has the potential to offend many people, but of course you don't care, you just shoot. In the end, people either love you or hate you. Nothing in between.

Which Singaporean Blogger Are You?

wahaha... really ? haha.. but i hope to be like her one day though my entries are not yet even 1/100 of her standard.. haha.. she is my blogo idol..

ppl.. guess wat????


i had dearest soon hock today!!!!!!!!!!!

my dad's cousin from brunei came over and so.. he treated them to a restaurant that we commonly frequent during the weekends...

we had soon hock fish, deep fried soft shell crab, herbal chicken, etc etc, etc... everything was yum yum..

luckily i only had popiah for the whole day. plus a few m n m's chocolate.. hehe..

so i guess i would have to workout a little more tml to get rid of the weight gained.. and eat much much much much lesser tml!



thats the picture of my dearest soon hock.. haha.. pai seh.. only have the head left... because...

i forgot to take its picture before everyoneate it..

well, apparently, no one has a fetsih for the heads of soon hock.. so.. yeah.. soon hock roxks anyway. i love soon hock...

this is the sweet n sour variation of the deep fried soon hock.. the restaurant is yu jia zhuang. v cheap only.. only $28++.. usual price.. $38++

if you want to go to a restaurant where it sells decent yet cheap food, yu jia xhuang is the placeto go..

it has 2 outlets located at suntec city.. so.. yep.. u can go n try it out...

anyway, i think the best chinese cuisine i have ever eaten is still at the humble house at esplanade. very posh and high end restaurant. so if u've recently made lots of money and wish to burn a hole in your pocket, pls do so there. the soft shell crab is super good..

today, i'm gonna stary away a little from my ten 10 gorgeous guys in the world to put a little more attention on my beloved friendly.

hehe.. my blog is named after her and i realised i haven been putting up much photos of her..

my parents left for genting last fri so yep.. she took the opporunity to spend more time in my house. becuase normally, when my parents r at ome, friendly doesnt get much of an opportunity to stay in my house for more than 1/2 h...





thats friendly.. looking cute as ever..


thats friendly.. this is at my kitchen which has a sliding door. apparently, she could smell "fancy feast" at one corner of my kitchen..

in case you dont know, fancy feast is a canned cat food. it tastes reaaly great.. *haha.. not that i really know but from friendly's rxn.. yeah.. she simply lurrrvvveeesss it...*

i just fed her 1/2 a can of fancy feast and she's yearning for more. not that i do not wish to give her but she would vomit if she ate too much(which she did the other time when she was simply too greedy..)

so there she goes.. begging for more...

*meow!* she really shouts if she wants food..

after a while, she got sick of waiting at the door and she began exploring my house.. haha.. if my parents know, they'll kill me for sure.. ehe...



she got bored walking ard..(haish.. just like me.. gets bored really easily..)

and she decided...

hmm.. i shall go back to the kitchen area and hopefully... mei qin will gimme more of fancy feast!!


and soo.. she waits...



friendly: "hmm.. i wonder where the food is located.. hopefully mei qin will open the sliding door and let me g some food... the smell is soooooooo strong!"



friendly:" oie!! where!!!" she looks at me.. and looks away angrily



friendly:" dun lidat leh... meow meow... u gimme food.. i let u take a nice picture of me k!!"



friendly:" still dun want to gimme food??? meow.... sobx.."
she looks down sadly.. a frown appeared on her beautiful face..

15mins later....







friendly:"maybe if i continue waiting .. she'll give in..."




friendly:" how can u be so evil!!! sobx.. i feel like crying."

she looks down.. as though trying to hold back her tears of HUNGER.... (or shld i say.. greed.)

in the end... i finally gave in and gave her a small bite of fancy feast...
eat so much sia.. greedy cat..

now she's happy again!



friendly:" muacks! i lie down n act cute for u to c k?"





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end of story.. wahhaha... so cute right? every sane person will fall head over heels in lurve with her..

hallo....!!!

So many things happen today!!what an eventful day. actually not really many things. 1 horrible thing and one funny/interesting thing happened today.

let me start with the horrible, terrible , nightmarish one..

THE ATTACK OF THE SONGKOK MAN

well, as usual, i was taking 25 down to amk library to study. so yeah.. there was not many places to sit on the bus so i ended sitting at the end of the bus..

i dozed off after a while and when i woke , there was this man (after 20 plus) wearing a songkok walking up the bus. he kept looking at me when he was walking up and finally, he settled down 2 seats inf ront of me.

initially, i did not think too much of it coz i tot he was probably looking at something else. after a while, that man suddenly TURN back...

guess what he did?

he STARED at me and guess wat...

he WAVED at me .. omg.. i was just shocked... very very very shocked. i just quickly looked away.

i noticed that he kept on staring at me continuously ! i kept staring out into the win

dow. after a while, i looked back, he was still in the same crouched position looking at me!!

i noticed that there was an empty space next to me. i started to wonder if he was going to sit there so i quickly dumped my file on the empty seat and looked out of the window again.

he was still staring..

"what was i going to do? what was i going to do??? arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!"

anyway, i decdied to risk it and alk to the front of the bus, (i.e pass him ) and take another seat infront so that i did not have to look at him.

luckily, he did not manage to do anything weird to me when i walked past him. he just kept staring n staaring...

finally, i got settled down to some seats infront and i really was on the verge of breakdown. so i quickly msged janice to tell her. i just needdeed some support and stuff...

guess what happedn.....

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haha.. this feels like a chain msg.

i turned back to check if he was looking..

*btw, i feel that my com is damn lag today!! i wonder why.. *

guess what he did?

he looked right at me and WAVED AGAIn!!!

what the hell..

finally, we weere reaching the amk bus interchange where many ppl seldom sit il the interchange. many ppl normally get off at the 2nd last stop. so i decided to follow the crowd innstead, hop[ing that he will drop off at the interchange. heng man..almost everyone lefyt the bus at the 2nd last stop...

haha.. and when i looked up the bus after i got down (eh.,.. i din str away look coz i was really scared of him waving again..), he was the only person on the bus besides the bus driver. i thank god for him not trailing me after that...

phew...

i hate all this kinda weird ppl. i wonder why are they like that!! have they been faced with some kind of tremour or ci ji? why m i their victim then? haish...

i also hate DIRTY old men!! whenever u walk past the coffee shop, you soetimes notice ythat they stare at u evrywhere you walk.,.. i hate it. why are they so like.. desperate that they turn to looking at girls. young girls.. pls la.. pls know your limits,. u r old. stop staring at ppl k... i dont mean only me,. other ppl also...

just like that time at the lbirary got this dirty old man very pervertic. purposely squat down to look under ppl's skirt. (not mine. name is not mentioned to protect the victim. hehe.)

if u are really so desperate for sex or whateva thing? pls pls pls.. i beg u.. go n visit a brothel or something. there are so many prostitues wandering around the streets these days. they are not only present in geylang, but in places like eunos, changi (if you have a lurrrvvvveeee for transexuals.)etc etc..

ya.. and the media is full of pornography now. if you are very cheapo.. and no money, you can use internet (sources are your child's computer, internet cafes, etc etc.) . if you are computer illerate, nvm.. just ask someone to teach u how to use yahoo...

den just go to the search engine and type

"sex", "sexy girls" , etc etc, to satisfy your sexual urge and desire.

worse come to worse there is an even easier source!!!!

you can go to those pirated vcd shos anbd say..."i want naked woman show (for those whose command of english is not very good)" can le!!!

if you wish to sound more high class

you can go..." wink wink.. do you have those rated artistic shows? very artistic moves and positions where our fellow homosapiens undergo what nature has brought us oin this earth to do..."

or whatever up to your own imagination la !!!

okok..

let me tell you my next story on

SNOGGING IN THE LIBRARY

WHAT??? many of you are like *opening your mouths * now?

oh no no no... i dont mean opening your mouth to imagine yorself snogging.. haha.. duh... of course not right.. i mean like.. your jaws dropping down..

okok.. perhaps for soe it might bbe what you call normal ..

but hmmm.. question to ponder abt.. what is the main purpose of the library???to provide sources of knowledge right?

seriously, i wonder why some ppl still snog thee. and dont you think its a very very anti climax place to snog? when ppl are all studying and you r.... snoggin??? huh?? diao dao./.,

well, i was at amk library today and janice pointed out to me this couople who were sitting at a corner. they held a book to cover both of their faces and the gal was sitting right smack on top of the guy.

yaya.. let ya imagination run wild...

so after a while they noticed that me and janice where looking at them.. well, we din stop loking because the eyes are ours.. not theirs to control wat. and where got ppl choose such an anticlimax unromantic mugger place to snog de?? siao!!!!

so yeah.. thats the end..

seriously, if you really need to do that kind of things, ddun do it in the libary can? its a really wrong place... ppl's impression of you will fall...

i mean.. come on.. choose somewhere

better. or is it you no money cannot afford hotel but you wan a place with air con? haha...

dont be stupid la.. got so many other place in thw world for you to choose from.. but then on the other thought, i guess they ae quite right in a way.. the li8brary ois cheap. or shld i say, free.. not like cinema,. must pay ticket then u can help your romantic setting. hehe

but library, aircon free, toilet

free(no charge of 10 cents leh!!toilet paper also free!!!water also free! tap water though..)

hmmm.. so you can have your privacy behind a boook to snog all you want.. haha..

decide for yourselves ppl.. if you are cheapo, go library lor.. envt just like hotel.. quitet and bgot aircon.. but the thing that distingusihes the library from the hotel is....

the library is freee!!!! somemore, yoiou can be fasmous even without videoing(unlike paris hilton and her ex. hehe..)

i mean.., you can provide porn show for the ppl studying ppl will recognise you next time.. who lknows, you might even have your street show one day! weee!!

okie.. thats all for today folks.. my parents have yet to come home.. i shall be guai , go n have my cough mixture and study.,...

muacks ppl!!! love you all.. pls tag hor!!!!

hello frenx!
hmm.. i went to the library to study alone today!! wahaha... but ok la.. it wasnt very scary. i'm not mono. hehe..

i've always bveen alone for many things i do anyway. i'm independent !

ok.. i sound so feminist suddenly with the word independent. but seriously, i think i'm an independent person. if not, i would not have been able to go so far today! wahaha.. jk jk..
anyway, for starters, imagine going somewhere with no kin .. no sister no bro.. no one in school u know. ya. i know a lotta oppl with siblings also like that but the feeling is just different.
you wont really understand unless you're an only child.

so people, please treasure ytour siblings! n dun ever say you hate them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (like some ppl from tj.. )

anyway, the next guy on my list.........................................

NUMBER TWO............

guess guess!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its my beloved~!!!!! thomas ong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha.. rrmb.. they are in no order..



for those who read my blog frequently, you may find this picture familiar. the guy on the rght in the picture is thomas ong. he looks forever young i tell you. sicne pri 6 till now, he still looks like that.

Height: 183 cm (OMG!!!!!!!GIANTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Zodiac: Aquarius (SAME AS KNS!!!!!!!!!!! N KNS LOOK LIKE HIM!)



that is what i calll a zhen dian shuai ge.

i luurrrrvvvvvvvvvee the way he looks!! dont allof u agree..
n he looks like kns.. *droolx*




ok.. these are the only few pics i have of him.

anyway, he is seriously drop dead cute. cute cutE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yoyo!!
die la! today i did not do anything much except for math tuition.
had wanted to go to the library to study but decided that it was too late since its already 4pm. then i would have also wasted lots of travelling time...

today, i want to talk about happy things!!!
lets talk about.........

MY TOP TEN HUNKIEST MOST GORGEOUS GUYS IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!

*note.. they are not in any particular order... *(anyway, to dear nice friends who read my blog regularly, i wont put up all 10 at the same time. one by one.. heh heh.. let u all xin yang yang..)



1...

HIDEAKI TAKIZAWA( exception of this guy because he still ranks as no. 1 in my whole list!)

i liked him since i was in secondary school. his boyish charm has never worn me off and its like you can just stare into his eyes and look at home forever..



he is soo charmin.....!!!!!!!!!



shuai ge!!!!!!!!

hehe.. anyone who thinks he is shuai just raise up your hands k?
he has got such an impish grin.. so cooll.. and he looks forever young!

http://www.geocities.com/tazarn/takky/gallery01/browncoat03.jpg

Date of Birth: 29th of March 1982
Birthplace: Tokyo
Blood Type: A
his blood type is A!!!!!! same as me wor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Zodiac Sign: Aries
wah... aries pei me leh!! (mei qin.. are you dreamin????)



taken from http://www.geocities.com/glomerulus2/japserm.htm

hello!

today is quite a sucky day at the library!! argggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh sucks man..

anyway, i went to the quiet reading room to study. but the sofa make me feell sooo soooo sleepy that i almost dozed off. then later, janice n i found some seats at the proper studying area but the people (dunnu from which stupid school) kept talking and talking. sometimes i really wonder, since these people are not seriousa bout studying why dont you just go away to some fast food restaurant and chat there sicne you can mulit task so well.
somemore i really HATE the *snaidin* studying at the library. i wont really call them studying they are practically treating the library as their hangout place. i really hate them i cant stand them as well!!

they everyday take up one full table of four! n they keep taking! they are really empty vessels! to think one of them is from rj! i have nothing against rj i just feel that she has totally ruined the reputation of rjc man!!!! empty vessels! i hate those snaidin, not all. (if u are smart enough u get what those words mean.)

anyway, i'm very pissed off with some people!

i dont understand why some people can treat their duirect families worst than thier further family! i dont understand! do we mean so little to you?

i dont mean to say it actually but i dont care already since you are so bad to us!
whenever our relatives from elsewhere come to singapore andvisit, what you will do is you will bring them to many nplaces to eat good food. i dont understnad. then u will always insist on paying for the meal be it how many people are dining. yes, you live in singapore but you un own singapore. you dont have all the money in the whole wide world ok!

you scrimp and save on your own family, not even bothering about their welfare. you always buuy them same food back for them as though we are living in jail like that! everyday, it would be rice, veg, and meat. thats all thats all. we're not convicts! the home is not a jail! you dont even flower a single cent on us. whenever i just ask for a simple favour such as fetching me back from someplace wher i feel is rather ulu. you complain! u complain! u complain!
then when people ask you to fetch some china asses from jb to sg to walk walk when they are so old already all got walking sticks cannot walk liao still walk for wat! stay at home n slp la! you willingly agree1!!!! whats wrong with you!

haha.. filial piety. my ass man!

i hate this kinda life. when i just ask for a stupid soon hock fish from the coffee shop store you say no! den when our relatives (namely my uncle and auntie) come and visit, yo bring them to an expensive restaurant and ask them to order the soon hock fish i love !(oh btw i'm not there!) and you know what you said, "oh .. order this order this! mei qin loves to eat it !"
haha.. smirk.
if i love to eat it why dont i ever get the chance to eat it in my enitre life ? the only chances i get to eat it is when i m with relatives who are from your side and are dining in singapore. i'm so jealous of them. you treat them better than you treat your own family!

to an extent that you can agree to pay for other ppl's hotel expenses!!! and what else?!

you are damn bias! i m not only angry because of soon hock fish k if you guys are thinking. its just an example. i wont be so petty if its just soon hock fish ok!

whats wrong with you! why are you so prejudiced against my cat? friendly did noteven offend you but everytime you see her you want to stamp your feet to shoo her away! what the hell in thwe orld has the poor little kitty done to offend you? has she made your life worse? instead, she did not even offend yoiu. yes i know she is a stary cat and probably hasnt bathed for a long time but come on she is just a cat. if you dont like her, no one asked you to interact with her ok!

then you are bias. you like the cats at granma's house so much you treat them like treasyre. even better than how you treat you own daughter! i hate this type of life. you've chanmged. changed so much that i dont recognise you anymore. i hate this kind of gek type of life that you are giving all the family members. how could you even treat your own spouse thart way and treat other ppl's children even better than you treat your own? huh? hh? huh????

i m jealous of them alread! i m not going to be the ncie girl you want me to protray during family gatherings or whatesoeva shit becuase i dont care! i m going to be direct and when i say i dont wish to stay in msia and want to fgo back to sg immediately i mean it. whats so gd abt going to msia. just to take care of your saTurday nights..haha.. each child a day. haha... how smart and scheming of u! breaking up ppl's family!

i hate going to msia because i have to put up those phoney smiles. haha.. and smile away like ms universe. like everything is just fine. just fine. like the penguin in madagascar," just smile and wave, boys. smile and wave."

haha.. i'm not going to be a nice person anymore. i've tolerated enough of all these crap filial piety. i dont care.

hello !

haish.. today was a sort of busy day. first, i went to amk library to study. i studied until 5pm and tyhen i took the mrt all the way down to city hall where i spedwalked all the way non stop tothe other end of suntec city alone just to collect my loing awaited handphne!

i had tuition after that at 7pm. so its like at 615 that woman who was supposed to attend to me had not called my name yet! i was beginning to feel very impatient becuase i did not want to be late. haish... in the end, i was still late for tuition and that woman who attended to me.. i think she's like quite inexperienced. she told me that the hq have upgraded my handphone system and downloaded a new software. so i asked her what software it is out of pure curiosity. and she said," 5422323(sme nos which i cant recall) software." as if expecting me to know what the hell that software is.

so naturally, i asked," can you elaborate what kind of software that is?"

she said, " 5346323141 software lor.. "
from this i can see that she herself dun even know what kind of software that was. if i had time i would continue asking so that at least i m given a jiao dai in such cases. but i was rushing for time so i did not probve further.

anyway, i think i must slp early today. gd night my friends...
oh wait!!!!!!!!! i got impt thing to say!
guess who i saw at the library...!!!!
the cute guy from tuition.. his the other friend was not there. i dunnu whats his name. his name is either **** or *******. wah.. i like his ear peircing damn nice la! his hair also. no gel watsoeva. sei sei. haha.. but i nv say hi .. as usual.. me shy ma! haha.. jk jk.. i only said he was cute. thats all. stuypid janice go n say he got chao lau face. he dun have lor!

ayway, janice got 2 secret admirers! weeewoooooooooooooweeeeeeeeee!!! hehe.... opps.. after tt she will come n bash me up! hehe bye bye. gd night.

hello!
wah... i;m determined to sp early today but look at the time.

actually i would like to type more interesting things in my blog to spice it up but i haven got the time and i'm having writer's block these days due to too much mugging. haish..

anyway, went for hip hop today. ah.. the instructor is different. its hamzah again. he is the jazz dance instructor too. haha. did nt know that he could teach both. well, for a fair comparison, i still prefer jazz.. its more smooth and fun to my personal opinion. haha

anyway, i made a new friend today. she was wearing all black. like me. haha for optical illusion. haha. its fun to make friends. haha. i think i'm quite out going n sociable. (omg... mei qin is bhb in again.)

anyway, her name is jasmine. haha*probably the most common names around. she is like the 5th jasmine i know already.*
hmm.. she's 16 but i think i look younger than her. haha.. opps... not an insult. actualyl a compliment. she's very pretty and fair. i love her complexion. i suddenly regret my tan. nvm nvm..

i think i'm still fat... haish. maybe i;m fated to remain as fat as a cow forever.

i m cow. hear me moo. and i weigh twice as much as u
i m cow hear me moo. and i look good on the barbeque..

i m fit to sing the song. i forgot how the lyrics go but it has these words in them..

anyway, i keep saying anyway.

ok. i'm starting to blabber already. i'm feeling very hungry now. haish. i ahven been eating much for the past few days.

let me show all of you what i ate today.
breakfast - 1 popiah
lunch - 3 pieces of sushi
dinner- 1 plain waffer from prima deli

do i call this an accomplishment or what'?

actually, this has been going onn for these two weeks since the holidays.

how about yesterday.. let me try to recall ok? hehe

morning- 1 dumpling
lunch- nothing*maybe a few peices of irresistable dark chocolates*
dinner- 1 curry puff

wahhahahaha... i hope to continue on like this.
but it doesnt really deem to be working. i'm still fat as ever.

anyway, i have one more shuai ge to add to my list of good looking guys.. but!!!!!!!! i forgot his name! how could i! how could i! how could i!!!!!

okie. i'm gonna read story book already. people, go grab a book from the library or something. we should bring up the "du shu feng qi" in singapore and not let people say we are just a utilitarian society whee we only do things for the sake of getting an advantage over stuffs.
we shoulkd read for the sake of pleasure. (pls dun think otherwise k... but then again, if u really wanna read soft porn or smt, dun read fhm la! read sandra brown. her descriptions of foreplay are really good and they allow your imaginations to run wild. ) sandra brown is good for a relaxing read. anyway, i've gtg read le bye!

hello!
wah.. today was a to and fro day...
i went from workout to tj and then to amk.so much travelling in a day ..!

anyway, it quite a boring day today. did nothing much except studying.
i just watched desperate housewives on tv just now. it was all a recap on everything. so it was quite boring. i cant waitfor the season finale 4 weeks later!! i think a lot of pieople will be eagerly waiting too!

just watched an mtv of "mr brightside" by the killers. it was the song that i was searching for sooo sooo long because i could not get the title at hand. now i've got it.. i'm gonna download it..

anyway, its sch a boring day i've got nothing much to report ... someday soon i'll talk about the things i want to do after my As.. i've got them all planned out. hehe... cant wait for the As to be over....

heres a few things of what i wanna do first.. let u guys in on a little bit..
hehe..
1. learn driving.. hehe.. soon soon.. hopefully. so many ppl i know have already passed their theory! i must too!!

2. learn drumming!!! <<<=== but ... where????????

3. learn salsa.... my favourite! next time i'll post some pictures of great salsa moves k! hehe

ok.. thats all for today.. dun wanna say al of it. shall keep u guys hanging! bye!

yo! wahhhh...... let me confess!!! i haven studied this whole weekend and i'm damn dead!!!!!!! how? how?? i must not fail my JCTs again. i failed it last yr and i must never let history repeat itself....

anyway, i missssssss......... my.. dearest dearest... soon hock....
haixh... i just had a short contact with soon hock just yesterday night during dinner and i miss soon hock again!!!! i want my soon hock!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

ok.. yesterday night was the celebration of my grandmother's birthday party.. it was damn boring.. i'm sorry to offend but i was so damn bored there and the only thing i did was to wait and eat. wait and eat. that's all. i did not talk much at all... becuase i was not in the mood.. pms u c.. haha.. and my dad did not allow me to have my soon hock on fri night so i was quite determined on saturday.

well, finally and finally on saturday, during the 9 course dinner, soon hock came. i love soon hock with all mylife and i miss soon hock. but......... it wasnt the same soon hock i onced loved dearly..

why?? (welll... dear readers.. in case you ppl still dunnu who soon hock is.. soon hock is my dearest... dearest fav.l. my fav.. type of fish.)

anyway, i was disappointed because the soon hock that came was... STEAMED. i was damn depressed because i wanted to have the fried one!!!!there is a newly opened "zi char" store at my house and ther sold deep fried soon hock.. and.. i told my dad i wanted it buy but he say sat during the celevration
but!! it was steamed.. not fried!!!!

anyway, to cheer myself up..i had some nice things for dinner today! i went for dinner at marche with my parents. and i ate!! soft shell crab!! my all time fav!!!!! and i also ordered the waffle... with caramel banana , ice cream and extra choc sauce!! omg.. yum yum...

fats fats fats fats........................

gd morning!

i'm pissed with myself today!!
i wanted o wake up at 920 becuase i have a workout at 1030 but in the end i ended up waking up at 1025 and missed my workout.
i don't think i shld totally blame myself at all because my damn alarm clock wrote 900!!!! and i tuned it such that i would wake up at 920. so i just continued sleeping and sleeping and sleeping.. wodnering why the alartm clock hasnt rang for so long. then finally, when i woke up i realsied it was not working! damn!

now i cannot go forthe workout and i cannot lose the weight i m supposed to lose!!!!! DAMN!!!!!
this is terrible! i will remain fat forevere. maybe i'm fated to remain fat so that i'm full of oil and will profit from selling oil fo a living. perhaps one day i will become an OPEC (oil producing exporting countries) member.

argggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh... i hate my alarm clock or should i sayi hate the batteries in the alarm clock!!! why must they stall at such a crucial moment!!! arghhhhhhhhh!!! fark it!

nvm nvm...
anyway, one of these days i will scan in a diray i used to keep when i was little and post it on my blog. i showed janice once and she kept on laughing non-stop after reading one entry to another. i wrote it when i was in pri 4 and the things i wrote are very funny though rather trivial.
and amazingly, i had a gd range of vocab when i was young. haha.. hard to believe, even to myself.

haha.. well well.. i have tuition later at 1-3.. sianz... and later i have to go all the way back to sch.. for wat? clear mr dearest locker.. my locker will b gone from today onwards... sobx sobx... i will have no locker because everyone must give their lockers to their juniors!! sobx s9bx!! this sucks man..

anyway, i wanna go club... mayb in dec hols i will go club. i rmb the club i went to tt time sucks man. bad experience. i'm determined to go to a better oine this time.. so jealous of pretty ppl after what janice told me yesterday. haha... nvm.. we shall go club in the hols and enjoy ourselves. and maybe there would be " alternate effect "
haha..
cecilia's so lucky.. she looks as though she's twenty plus though she's only18 and she said she just walked thru velvert underground and the bouncers did not even blink. thats so lucky la... nvm.. i cant enter that placre. i look like a sec 3 kid man.. when will i ever grow up!!! haha.. i think nv.. the only consolation i can give myself is that next time when everyone grows old.. say 60 yrs old.. i will look 40 plus.hha....
but on the second thought, i think at that time i will age much faster than everyone because i worry too much...

i'm on tv!!!

hello!!!
gd n bad things happened today!!
let me start with the bad ones..

1. after my gp tuition at the SOT, i had to go all the way to city hall and walk all the way to the other end of sun tec to get my much-awaited phone. and you know what!!!!!!
they told me that theperson tried calling me 3 times and i did not pick up the phone!
truth is.. i nv once recieved any call at all from nokia!!
kaox.. tyhey made me walk all the way there and all the way back ALONE! stupid idiot waste my precious time that could have been used to do much more productiive things u know!
in fact, i feel that these people are really goon in the head sometimes. you guys are HANDPHONE people for gods sake!!!
you should know of such a technology called SMS.!!!!!! if i did not piceked up your call( there wasnt even one in the first place.) you could have smsed me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is what i call plain stupidity!

2. i was so pissed with the handphone people so i decided to cheer myself up by dropping by at one of the shops in city link called six. it sells accessories such as necklaces, bracelets, etc etc. i saw this really beautiful necklace there last fri when i went with my mum to bring the hp for servicing. this time, i decided to buy it. and guess wat? when i reached home and decided to just TRY it on....

guess wat happened?

one of the straps connected to the necklaces DROPPED out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do you know how pissed i was???

it costed me a bloody $10.90 ok!!!!

and i chose to walk into that shop instead of walking into HMV to get a cd ok!!!
arghhhhhhhhh!! i should have bought a cd to cheer myself up instead of that stupid necklace!!!!!!!

argghhhh... now the necklace and my money down the drain.
and you know what? i nv shop alone! nv! this is the first time n this is what you do to me? arrgggghhhhh!!!!!

ok.. thats all for the bad things.
my mood improved after...... I APPEARED ON TV!!!!!!!!
tHATS RIGHT!! TELEVISION!

hehe..

for some of you who know me, it is my dream to appear on tv! for anything! i love attention on tv!! (everyone does!!!)
hee.. so happy leh!!!!

anyway, i took some photos of myself!!! on tv!1 the camera man actually zoomed in on me n jan! woah!! not bad leh. some photos i took from the television were shaky.. so i only selected the bets photo to put on the blog.hehe



thats me! can u c me? i'm the one in purple!! shoirt sleeve..
in front of me is my pink waterbottle and my new purple pencil case i bought from 37 degrees!! nice right? one dasy if i'm happy, i'll take a photo of my 37 degrees pencil case. its v v cute
!!!

it writes : " see no evil, speak no evil, hear no evil"
with the cartoon of the 3 monkeys on the other side. cute right???

anyway, let me tell you how my asppearance on tv came about.
you see, the boss of the tuition centre, school of thoughts, contributed some ideas to the govt. (i think)
so ya.. they came to video her at her workplace. and it so happened that my class , taught by mr tong, had a gd strength of people. so.. she sorta came in to subst mr tong to teach us compre for a while.. like act act like that. cool rite??? not bad rite?? weeee!!!!!!!

i'm on tv!!! so happy!!!!! i'm now euphorically basking in happiness...
c.. one event can change my mood!!
haha.. i wanna appear on tv more!!
more!! more!!
but how can i ever get a chance? haha.....
okie.. thats all!! gd nitex!!!

hello!! woah.. yesterday night was quite a stupid day for me...
arghh.. i was happily going for my hip hop class at 8 (dun ask why i go ok! hahaa.. u guess la.. )
and guess wat.. all of us sat in the dance studio waitin and waiting..

5 mins passed. * hmm.. mayb the instructor is changing or something*

7 mins passed * where is the instructor? *
at the corner of my eye, i peeped through the glass window which was quite far away from me. no one.. only the facilitators walking around.
at the other corner, 3 kids ( i think pri sch.. they look really young) were talking out a deck of cards to play..
*personal thought: oh.. so the instructor is always late since these kids have armed themselves with cards to kill time*(its my first lesson u c..)

10 mins passed * huh? is the instructor caught in a traffic jam..??? why cant the instructor take mrt!*

15 mins passed
* i mustered courage to ask a gal next to me, " is the wait usually so long?"
she said, " oh.. sorry. i'm not sure its my first time here.."
another lady came to join in our conversation," is the wait usually so long?"
i said," haha.. its our first time here too.. "*

*personal thought..: damn.. our first lesson and this is wat happens?? what kinda fucking instructor is that?*

2 mins later

first gal i talked to said," i better go outside to check out the situation."

after a while, i went out as well...
to find one of the facilitatorsholding on to our membership cards..

sdhe said," oh..very sorry for the inconvenience.. the instrcutor did not turn up today. so we will extend your membership by one week.."
haha.. i found it totallt dumb that i started laughing in my heart.
wth.. it is our first lesson(for most of us) and this is what happens?
slowly, one by one.. everyone beganto leave the place.. arghh.. what a stupid thing. to think everyone was expecting some fun out of the first lesson and this iswhat you do to us? haha..
so stupid....

anyway, i've got tuition at 2 at bugis later. then i'll have to compete with the after work crowd to get to city hall to get my repaired hp back.. yeah!! finally finallY so happy to c my beloved hp back.

however, lots of stuff would be gone.. like.. a lottra pictures i took. though i stored some of them in my measely 32MB card..



i misshhhh my phone!!!!!!!


this picture i found from the internet. i fouind an even more sei one.. but i think the pic would turn out very small.. let me show uy another one..

haha.. if i'm not wrong.. that guy there shoul;d be yuki.. but the pic appears damn small.. sobx.. haha.. anyway, he is holding a .. whip?? haha.. bondage ar???


wah.. yuki kissing shuichi!! i loveeee anime kissing scenes.. damn sweetx la..!!

okie.. thats all... haha...

gd morning.
i'm not going to AMk library to study today because ui have tuition later at 2pm. the time is very neither here nor there so there is no where else i can go to.

anyway, i have been "hanging" out often at AMK library these days to mug. *i have officially become a mugger*

i think thart place is really conducive for studying. haha.. something embarrasing happened yesterday. janice left the library at around 630pm as she had to go for her tuition. so it was only left with me and another guy who was studying japanese. haha. i don't know him. so i was studying and listening to my mp3 playter. and you should know how i can get carried away with music. my mum's 8210 phone started to vibrate. (well, my 8230 phone has been sent for sevicing.. sobx.. i miss mie fone!!!) yes, and it continued vuibrating but i did not know at all. i kept my phone in my newly bought purple 37-degrees pencil case.
suddenly, the guy who was studyiung japanese nudged me with his pencil . he kept nudging me and i kinda jumped up.

so i looked at him and he pointed towards my pencil case. and then i noticed that my phone was vigorously vibrating. OMG. can you imagine. the phone is like only in front of me and i did not feel it. ? haha.. it is damn pai seh la...

anyway, another interesting thing happened yesterday. i met a long long nv c ex-classmate, candy yesterday at tyhe library too. actually, i don't really know what gave me the courage to go and say hi to her. i did nmot even feel awkward at al. well, as you some there were some complications in our friendship ins econdary two because some bitch went to talk bad things and started spoiling the friendship. and to think that the seriously immature me at that time believeed the bitch. anyway, that is nmy view of the story and i have no idea what others think of that situatuion at that time. anyway, its over.
oh and i was saying i saw candy at AMK library yesterday. she looked very different and i almost couldnt recognise her. she looked even more pretty now. anyway, she said i looked different and almost couldnt recognise me too. haha... mayb i looked fatter and uglier. hehe

hmm.. i personally feel that i seem to be fated with many many people. it seems that i meet the most unexpected peoiple in the most unexpected places. haha.. just like how i met the KNSes at changi airport and then we actually coincidentally took the same flight to the same place and again coincidentallly met in the night market at Thailand. 3 times. is that fate? if it is, why isn't anuything happening?
i think i m juust fated with anyone person that all these "fateful" events have become insignificant and would not create any significant impact in my life.
perhaps i am getting depressed and starting to become like jancie. (unfortunately, she spuilled water on her computer and xcant read my blog now. sobx!!)
actually, frankly, for once in my life a while ago, i thought that i actually had fate with KNS. haha.. if there is anyone reading my blog that know what KNS means and what i'm referring to, well. i bet you must be laughing your heads off at me.

but think about it. to have such coincidental incidents with such a person is like "treasure" isn't it? haha.. i've been thinking and thinking. what has actually gave me the strength to actually whisper into a person's ear? haha.. ok. i dont think anyone would actually understand what the hell i'm getting at.
but, i dont know. why is it that everywhere i go, i c you. i can c you 3 times in a day w/o any effort and coincidentally. people call it fate. haha. i call it.. wat? shit? haha.. i don't know. there is just an unspojken barrier between me and a lot of people and it can't be broken down. i don't know why. anyway, i think you look like thomas ong. haha.. i know.. thats outta pt.. the KNS craze is over i know. it has ought to be. i'm no longer a pri sch kid so i ought to get out of these illusions.

but is it so hard to find something or someone that you can both love and treasure at the same time? i think its really hard because it has to be a two-way thing. not one way. because if it is one way.. it never ends well. trust me. i think it is very hard to find someone that will have a 2 way wth me anyway.
i think i shall learn to not expect anything. because cecilia says," it comes when you least expects it." really? i dont know. i envy many people on the street because they have the strength and effort to pu7ll thorugh. i'm weak and negative most of the time. it is hard to not expect stuffs but i don't expect anything anymore. really.

anyway, talking about friendships. i am kinda sad with the life i'm living now. be it sch or watsoeva. i have lost many friends ont hew ay. i would like to0 talk about someything very personal since it is my blog. in 2004 since i stepped into tj, i found 3 really good classmates that have made a significant impact in my life. actualyly, i contmeplated not typing this in the blog but i dont care now because i don't thinlk they're gonna read it anyway.
since sec sch, i have lost many gd friends along the way. i told myself that if i ever made them in TJ, i would try my best not to lose them.
yes, back to my 3 classmates in tj. i have no idea. we used to hang out togetehr all the time. going for lunch breaks together and sometimes shopping. i treasure all these times togwether esp the times when all of you stuck by me when i was at my worse. however, i doint know whats wrong with our friendships now. it seems to be falling apart. omg, i'm starting to tear. shit./

yes and so whats wrong ? is it because we're all too busy with our own stuffs that we dont care about our friends anymore. personally, i feel that friends come before lovers. i dont wish to mention names but i'm so disappointed in you.for a lover, you can forgo all yopur friends . shut off your entire world of people, ignorant of what people are thinking and only care about one person while the rest actuially care a lot about you. they care for your safgetly and concern. but do you know? i bet you dont. i bet you dont care too. becuase there is only one very imp[t person i your life right now.
i salute you for your bravery to forgo everything for your loved one. i would not be able to do that. or perhaps it is justthat i have found anyone i wouild do that for. i feel that my friends are very important to and i wil try to be there for them when they need me. i hate to be left out and s i dont like to leave people out. mayb i don't really understand you at all. i dont' know.

maybe its because i'm too selfish a person.but i'm just asking for a once strong friendship to stay. is that too much to ask for? i do not blame you as the only reasons why our friendshipss feell apart. of course there were other factors.. and so.. are our friendships so weak to be noit able to sustain even the slightes5t tremour? i'm so disappointed in my failure to maintain 4 wonderful friendships that i will remember all my life.

laa liii hooo!!!
i just came back from suntec. went there to service my phone because my phone spoil!!!! sobx!!!! nvm la..
anyway, i just cut mi hair.. haha.. my mum say no difference.. but i think got a bit of difference la. my fringe is much shorter now. haha.. but sad thing is m,y hair length also a bit shirter. actuyally i told him to maintain the same length but dunnu why.. its a weee bit shorter. but nvm.. hair.. can grow!

i wore the clothes my parents bought for me at hk.. wanna c my new haircut n clothes? c below..
the black wear-over is also bought from hk together with another top inside. later i show the other inside top. it is made of very thin material and very very comfy!



then i saw the picture and thought that the picture was taken and i looked very fat. the two tops are very airy.so i decided to put my hands in the pocket. for thin effect. delusions. hehe



thats another pic of me.. this time with shoes on. haha. i mean sandals.



thats anothwer close up of my hair(below).. comments comments? does it really look the same as yesterday( i mean haven cut yet) in case u haven seen me for a long time.. you can see more pictures that i took last time eg. council investiture photos.. does my hair really look longer last time?? sobx sobx sobx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope not... but i've gotta admit it.. itas kinda short now.. why ar? the length i c is stil abt the same leh!!!!!!!!!!



heres a picture of the inside top. its damn airy and nice. the material is very comfy. i dont know what it is called leh..



its very kawaii.. haha.. ok folks.. this is a picture of me with my fringe side parting.. the picture below is my fringe all down. it looks more different. its more like the short fringe style..
which one do you all think is nicer? comments pls? dun make my taggie so quiet!! okie? i will appreciate them ... thank u!!



okie.. thats all.. tata~!!!!

sigh.. woke up so early this morning. was pulled out of bed by my mum at 830.. *yawnx*

anyway, i have tuition at 10am later.. sigh... i hate math!

then after that, i'll be going to cut my hair! yeah!! haha.. already made the appointment at 3pm. hopefully i have agd or nice hairstyle in mind to cut. i certainly don't wiah to cut away my long hair.. if not i will regret for eternity.

anyway, i have no idea what to type these days.
ok. today, i'm going to talk about a very short topic that has always been on my mind. i don't understand why some people just like to "po" (or sometimes we call it bootlick) seniors. i find it a really stupid act that undermines yourself. personally, i m someone who feels that bootlicking won't take you anywhere far at all. i see bootlickers everywhere. inpri sch, sec sch and even in JC! these few people really have no stand of their own and their way to climc in favour of their seniors is to bootlick.

well, let's give them some credit. at least they have the bravery to bootlick and they are nmot afriad of people (like me) saying things about them. bootlick does not solely refer tofavouroing the senior in everytthing they do such as praising them and constantly buying them gifts.

i admit that i may not have seen the best bootlickers in town because the best bootlickers wont reveal themselves in such an obvious manner. but here's some tips for you if u're an aspiring bootlicker.

THE IDIOT'S GUIDE TO BOOTLICKING:(note: its best to follow step by step)

1. this is probably proven one of the best methods because i have seen this person soar from nothing to everything. (but in the end, ther are still more popular people than this person.)

method: act shy

why?
by acting shy, you have probably gained the attention of many people. these people will feel the need to "open " you up. so they pay more attention to you.

2. shy but gradually opens up. anbd the reason because you open up is because oh.. your oh-so-fine senior is there for you..
awww... *tears* so sweet.

why?
make your senior feel as if he/she has been the "power" to your heart! woah...!
then they will feel as though they had succeeded. they will like you a lot and start pampering you.

3. start to show the " down" side of yourself.
real or fake downside , it is always good to show that you have a sad side becasuse not everyone is puuurrr-fect.
how do you do this?
pls do not show that you have a bad temper and all those negative images of yourself.
what i mean downside is u "hint" to them you have some problems that has been stressingyou up. like.. aw.. my results.. awww... *cry cry*
or.. awww... my family *cry cry*
or aw.... my friends they seem to think i m ... *cry cry*

ya. and you can add on to the list.

4. start to tell the seniors your sad "stories".
they'll confrim offer advice to you. well, listen to their advicwe and start to tear.. like how touched you've been and end with..saying...
"AWWWWWwwwwWWWW..!!! you're the best senior i have ever had in my entire life!!!!"

5. continue this trick and its kinda sure to work.

come on.. no objections to this.
whether its a success or failure would certainly depend on whether you're a good liar or not. if you're not.. then i must say too bad for you.
some seniros can look through you. it depends whether you've picked the right one or not.
advice to amateur bootlickers: you might like to pick the desperate seniors. (desperate as in i hope you know what i mean. )

ok. thats the enmd of the idiots guide to bootlicking. oh yes, before i forget. pls take evrything here with a pinch of salt.
if these characters described seem familiar to you, they are purely coincidental.

tata~!