hello.. woah.. damn beat. just came back from orchard library.
had tution from 9 to 12 today. den went on to orchard library to study for a while. then i found out that i did not bring my chem tutorial to do!! argghhh so i went home instead.

today, janice forgot to bring her wallet. so she has no ex link card. so u know what? haha.. i gave her my wallet n took out my ez link card. i went to the ez link detector at the mrt station and she closely follwed behind. n guess wat? we managed to get in witout getting caught! isnt it cool? haha.., i think it was quite fun! hehe..

kinda depressed today also. i also dun knoiw why.so it was actually one of the reasopns why i left early.

we went to tiong bahru to recee yesterday. haish.. the meeting was supposed to start at 3. n it started at 330. need i explain more? haha. n guess what? others did not need to pay fine. how come last time i was only late for 3 mins n i had to pay while being 30 min late need not pay? kinda irrational isnt it? haha..

den the recee dragged on n on. i guess it isnt because ppl like me have short legs . i must certainly praise myself because even though i had short legs i was walking in front., n i cant understand why there is a gap btw the e-l-i-t-e and others. haha.. care to explain why? i tot duyring council camp or what other activites we r always suppsed to fill up the gaps so that we can speed up and be more efficuiient? if so, why are we not follwing the "rule"? if it was so inefficient yest, i wonder how is it like if it were the real thing? haha. would we drag on from 12noon to 12midnight? care to enlighten me why we canoot follow de "rule"? hmm.. maybe i should try to test my own patience more. but somehow i feel that we should be doing what we actually say. ppl call it " walking the talk". i agree with it. we should walk the talk and not just talk to talk and crawl the walk. maybe we just miss the times when we were a toddler.

quite pissed yest night also because i tried to go online and i couldnt. not sure what fucking problem occured witht the com and the internet. kinda sucky.finally, i got to go onbline to vote. just as i started voting fro gamma and wanted to move on to delta.. i DC..sucks rite?i went back onl;ine after a while n guess what? i cant access the page anymore bcoz it was counted as i VOTED already. sucks. i cant vote for delta house!!!!!

haha.anyway, i m beginning to jkeep spending money these days. i have started a strange splurging habit. whats wrong with me? haha.depression depression. is ther3e some kind of medicne? i feel rather left out these days. someone explain why? haha..

ok. i better go rest den later study. byexxxxxxxx!!!!!

i cant stand ppl who act nice and ask u how u r after not seeing you for so long.
wonder what they';re up to. or mayb i've been thinking too much evil lately that i think a lot more negative already. i probably should stop.

haha.. gp for 3 hrs today.. rocks totally.. (my ass...) very mentally exhausting and i was like totally drained with all the facts running arounf like little monkeys in my head. though i know of such facts but i m unable to piece them together. it kinda seems very hard to peive them together if i write a gp essay. i can sorta see the general trends and al but somehow it is just not there yet. i neefd more content.


nothing much to blog about. very busy these days.. bye..

STUPID PW RESULTS AND TEACHER!

ARGHHHHHHH!!! SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we all got back our pw results today!

guess wat? i got band 2!!!!!!! sucks. totally. i hate that stupid grade. its neither here nor there. i know i'm not suppose to be complaining as there are others who are getting threes.

i totally totally DESERVE a band 1!!!!! i should get a BAND 1...!! i m not trying to hao lian or be proud or whatsoever. i'm just stating the truth. i should get a band 1. suckers give me a band 2. i should get a band one.

i put in so much effort for my pw. i rushed in and out of msia to attend meetings. i researched for so many articles. and i'm sorry to boast.. i feel that my oral presentation was very good.

oral presentation is supposed to be somthing i am good at.i must say i m goodat it and thus, i really deserve a band one. now u're ruining and dashing all my hopes of getting a good grade even for my freaking pw? ass u! i've nv gotten good enough grades for anything. now u take away something that i m not bad at? even pw i m not given a freakin chance. ass u! cb..

anyway, its damn obvious you're not being fair. i dont wish to elaborate more. u sucker.

i hate this. i dersevre a band one! i really do.. sucker u.

anyway, i would like to talk abt something else. today is basically a bad day. but i dont need anyone to ask me if "i'm ok?" or wateva shit. i get very irritated when ppl ask me that. so dont ask me why my nick is "dun bug me " or sumting. just dun bug me. ok? until i change my nick to something better. it sucks bigtime.

i'm pms-in w/o the pms again.

hahaha.....

sucks. this sucks. i want to talk abt friends.

generaally, friends can be grouped into various categories:-

1. hi - and - bye friends

2. friends for the sake of being friends

3. friends who are there to complement you

4. friends who find you only when OTHER types of friends are not around

5.friends who stick by u though thick and thin ( ultrarare)

6. Friends who accompany u just bcoz they got no other ppl to go to.

7. friends who only care about themselves.

8. friends who do not trust u

haha. out of the general 8, i have friends from cateories 1, 4 ,5 , 7 and 8.
haha..

lousy life.

i esp cannot stand category 4. dont wish to elaborate much. those who know, u know, those who dont, too bad.

sucker ppl. sucker life.

pw sucks big time after i put in so much effort.

anyway, no need to console me about PW. and pls dun ever tell me " awww... well.. mayb next time." there is not NEXT time for your info. or dont tell me.."mayb the examiner though u're not gd enough. there could be others who are better." i'm not going to accept this because i know i m good. so deal with it. fugly ppl. (thnx ai ting for that word.)

hello.
haven been blogging lately. been really busy and will continue to be busy for the nest few days.. haha..
so much things to do.. so so so little time!!!! arghhh..

anyway.. tml got math test.. den thurs got chem SPA!! omg.. how ever am i goinbg to complete all these??? haha

ok. cannot type anymore. bye bye!

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*weepx*

woah.. i'm currently in brain-dead mode...!!

just finsihed chem tuition. really really tired..

haish.. ok ok.. i think i'm on a bak kua craze.. or should i say.. i ahve always been on one. i lurrrvveeee bak kua and i will lurrvvvee anyone who feed me bak kua! yeah!!

but i think i'm also gettinig fatter because of that. but for bak kau... i'm willing to do ANYTHING!!!!! haha..

there is mass dance session for the TASC tml.. but it seems like i'm the only one who is available to teach them!! oh no...! i dun like to teach alone. what if everyoine else thinks i'm IP too? haha. i hav the height of an IP student.no offence to IP students anyway. my impression of them has gradually improved and shoud improve further (i hope...)

so ppl.. if u all are free from 2.30pm to 4.30pm go to behind sports com to pei wo teach ok!! because it can get v lonely there!! n whats more.. i dont know anyone who is running for TASC!!

ok ok..this week got 2 tests. *sighx* i think we should stop having tests already so that we can fully concentrate on our JCT. if not, the studying keeps getting distrupted. dont ya think?

nvm nvm. enuffx of all these school work talk. ppl.. tag my taggiee... if not its getting quieter and quieter day by day worrr...hee..

ok. what else should i talk about today before i get back to doing my newspaper cuttings and the unwirtten and tml-due chinese essayyyyyyyy~~~!!!!!!!!!

haha. basically, i have nothing much in mind to talk about now.haha. tell me what to talk about ok? haha.. crapx.

ok la. i better get back to serious serious serious business!! MUG MY ASS OFF!!

hey everyone
haish. die la. next week got two tests. organic chem n math test.
there are still 6 more chapters for me to study and what am i doing here??

i'm blogging and watching "the last vampire" movie on channel 5. i simply cant resist the temptation of watching it because its a story of my fav author! anne Rice!!

anyway, the vampire Lestat in the movie is not so good looking. i think the one they describe in the book is much more interesting.

anyway, i really should stop watching. u know what are the other stuffs i've got to do? heres a list for u to "envy" :-

1. Chinese compo (bcoz i've got c6 for chinese and therefore i m retaking! haish. i suck in chinese.)

2. Chinese Oral discussion question (i guess gp might help a little..) *grInX*

3. Study for organic chem (its my favourie.. organic chem. but.. i simply have no time to study!! so i really hope i can maintain my results!!)

4. 3 newspaper cuttings.(mrs noordin just gave back our a4 size book to us AGAIN! haish.. more reviews and comments to write and then to be shotback by mrs noordin!!)

5. Study for maths test on fri (haish... graphs and transformations.. i've complleted abt 3/4 of the tys for this.but the questions seem to gd to be true. i think i should do the red book i bought long ago.)

6. study for chinese (as usual. i need to learn more new words to cope with modern times. *rolls eyes*)

7. catch as much sleep as i can (do u notice the dark regions under my poor little eye? )

8. relax, enjoy, smell the "fresh" air!! (well.. as u can see, its the last part of all the items. so ya.. i'll basically nv get to do that. i'm too bz already!)

oh ya!! i have sometjhing important to do!! i need to burn mass dance cd if not monday i cannot teach the TASC. haish. i wonder if there is anyone else free to pei me teach bcoz i really dun wish to teach them myself!!

ok ok. i guess i MUST stop here. hee.. goody bye.. organic chem... here i come!!!! ZZZzzzZZZzZzzZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZ.. more like.... Good night.. *snoReX*

yo.. i tried to change the font size all by myself n i think its pretty successful from the preview i saw.
hopefully it also turns out the same way as it is supposed to in the real internet blog. haha
anyway, i heard this cure little song on 987fm this morning on my way to school. it goes
"lonely.. i'm mr lonely.. i've got nobody... to call my own..." n the voice is a cute little baby voice. its so terribly cute that i almost wanted to sing along . but, well.. u know, its kinda pai seht sing along.
i got home at around 9pm yesterday. thanks to the council general meeting. since this is my blog. i feel that i have the right to voice out some thoughts. i felt that the arguement in the council room and in the LT3 was totally out of place and childish. i'm sorry if i have offended you in some way or another. besides, i;m just voicing out my thoughts. first of all, i agree that we should only scold others only when we did not comit the same errors ourselves or have admitted and corrected our mistakes. i see no harm in scolding others if others have done wrong. however, the council works in this way. it likes to follow traditions. the tradition of our seniors is to scold the juniors who werwe nomiated during the election period(i.e they r scolded when they sign up. not when they are already in the council.poor them.. they sorta are getting scolded for signing up.) i seriously do not see a point in doing such things. what are we trying to show?
are we trying to say that we have all the power over them by scolding them? actually, it really makes me lose respect for the people who purposely want to be present when the juniors are there JUSt to scold them for the fun of it. i mean.. ok. perhaps you have done nothing wrong. but, why would u want to be so hypocritical by scoling them for the sake of scolding? just to make them know of your presence? whats the use? if u're trying to show you r disciplined, thats not the way to go about doingit. you have to prove it. do u think ppl will worship the ground u walk on just because u scold them? ok. i might not be the best candidate to comment on this.

anwyay, enough of this. another thing i want to comment about is about the toher thing mentioned during the meeting, meeting content is confidential so i shall not say much. i find some things they argued ery very contraditcing. someone answered a question and in the end.. the person who asked the question said he/she did not ask the question at all. haha. how contraditcing ppl can get when they are angry or agitated. anyway, for goodness sake. you should know that if u are breaking the school rules, be it heavy or light rule, u r still breaking the school rule. so why argue? i understand its all about politics. but somtimes u've got to admit that u r doing wrong and admit and stand up for it. whats the point of serious childishness which results in a waste of productive time that can be used to do more efficient things like studying. goin uni liao la. stop acting like a child.

anyway, i read xiaxue's blog. i try to link my blog to hers so more can view it k? hee.her blog's real cool . i like the content and pictures there. she doews really good bitching! n i love it!

anyway, i'm quite happy with my progress report results. for the first time in my JC life. i actually scored a C for chemistry!!its not bad already considering its organic chem! my favourite of the favourite of all chem topics! woohoo..!! i heard from ceciclia it is one of the highest in class. i feel so proud of myself. i ought to! hehe..

got back the much awaited bio tests. haha.. the whole class did not do very well. goldfish said that we were the bottom 50% of the cohort. actually, i'm quite worried when she said that as it meant that our class's standard is below asverage. how? how can i improve on my dearest bio ? (*puke*) haha.

anyway, i shall continue striving hard. i need to. i better start planning my study plan for JCTs for mrs low to see. hehe. if not she nag n nag again.