The Tale of a little girl...

Thursday, December 30, 2004

woah!

wah! so happy! look at my blog! its so much neater n damn much nicer than the previous one. ehhee!! yeah! n the whole tag board can b seen! yeah! thanks to my dear!! haish.. feel so bad. u do til u forgot your dinner!! hw could u!! hope u go grab a bite b4 u go slp yeah? hee.. so happy! thanks again! love ya! muacks!!! hahaha.. dunnu if u wil c this a not though.. hehee....!!

thanks again! muacks!!

anyway, today was mr tony tan's farewell dinner at seoul garden bugis. haish. feel quite sad coz only 1 guy came. it was daniel .. mr pang's nephew. tts totful of him i must say. though i feel quite sad for him coz he was the only guy n furthermore he must haf felt rather awkward as he din noe many ppl ard.. well yeah.. dunnu why the stupid guys in my class din come. all mass pon. hw baqd of them! haish..!!
so yeah lor. we ate at seoul garden. i only ate like fish n chicken( coz i only dare to eat fish n chicken) . i din eat beef or mutton. (no mutton though). ate 3 mouthfuls of ice cream from ai ting's bowl. tts all.. hahaha.. cecilia is like she eat til damn worthwhile la! haha.. when i was accompanying ai ting to go take ice cream.. she was like taking her next serving of food! woah!1 siao siao!! hahaha!!okok. mayb i haf a small appetite. coz i eat so much liao.. really felt like vomitting...!!!! haaha...

now i shall talk abt this afternoon.. haha.. best for last mah.. dearie was so sweet!! cook yong tau fooo (is tt hw u spell??) for me for lunch! hehe.. honestly.. its the first time i eat yong tau foo. cz normally i wun buy it from stalls as it is v soup based n i dun really like soup. but the one he cooked was so nice!! the soup has no oil!! (unlike the soups my mum cook) so i dare to drink the soup. hehehe.. v nice lor. many things were v nice. hehehe... i nv tried brinjaw (hw u spell?? omg! wat happen to my spelling!!) so i tried it for the first time. dun really like brinjaw..haha.. but i think the green chili was not bad!! i like~! hehe.. a little bit of convincing has to be done though.. =) hahaha!!!!
den after tt he let me listen to some soundtracks from the phantom of the opera. DAMN NICE LOR.. hehe.. but some part like the starting for the song angel of music (i think) was like damn scary.. esp with the voices n stuff.. hehehe...but i still like it =) i wasnt bored k. hahaha... =)

Monday, December 27, 2004

hello!

hihi bloggie..
just saw ice's blog.. so damn nice. mine is like a piece of shit man.. haha.. i think i nid to change blogskin! haaha.. but tt'll take time. so perhaps next time or sumting. fer those who took time out to read n tag my blogg.. thanks a lot! =)

anwyay, ice.. haf u heard of the song ice ice baby? think it's quite a old song liao. but i forgot hu sang it. heard it on perfect 10 twice. ahhaa..

i haf seriously bad memory. everything tt i wanna write i forgot already. arghhh.. let me slowly recall ya? haha..
ok. i serioulsy cannot rmb. nvm den.gd nite!!

Sunday, December 26, 2004

hey ppl!
heard of the song santa baby? i think the one sung by madonna is really cute! haha. v teh! i like!!!

Saturday, December 25, 2004

helo again! merryy xmas!

helo bloggie again! merry xmas.. i think my piggy ish slping now coz he din reply me. haha.. tt pig. hehe.. but can understand la.. so tired. nv haf enuf rest for so long. u ought to haf a long long slp! hehe..=)

so neway. i shall continue with wednesday.
so ya.. lets name my fren A . so yes.. i went to LJS with A, B, n C. we went to eat. we were chatting n A talked abt her past. so ya.. we were finsihing our drinks. A lifted her cup over my head. i tot she was just joking. n i seriouslydid not expect her to pour it right on top of my head! for that moment, i was shocked. 1 word. just shocked. i din expect that to happen at all. i tot she was probably rather mature from the way she spoke though i knew she was the kind whom u cannot offend f not u would be in hot water. ya.. i din offend her at all. i know she was just playing. but i guess i could not treat it as a jk. but anyway, i m not surpised at my own rxn. i took the cup n poured her baq. i was freakin pissed. comeon.. anyone in the right mind would be! haish. i m quite angry at my own behaviour too. its so childish of me. i lert my emotions rule over my mind. i shlkdnt haf done tt. n u noe wat? she took the cup n poured me baq again! how much more humiliating can it get? i dunnu.. i really hate myself for the rxn. i saw the old woman working there. the cleaner. she looked pissed. i wanted so much to help clear up the mess. oi did not dare. instead, we all just walked away. i know its very bad of me. i want to cry out loud. i want to tell myself i shld not haf done tt n i really regret my chilish n mindless actions. its totally wrong of me!
i kept harping over it at night n my mind came to much more ease after i told dear everything. haish. i vow not to be so childish ever again.so stupid of me!

okok. i shld not talk abt unhappy things. okok. anyway, i will try my best to finish all my hmwk so i can come out to meet u! =)

anyway.. my tag board like v quiet liao.. not much ppl coming to tasg leh.. haha.. pls pls do come more often to tag! hehe.. thankx! bye!!

*muAckX*

Friday, December 24, 2004

elo again!

hello again! i'm back online coz i'm getting some songs from my dearest sam. haha..
if not for him. i dunnu hw to get the songs liao. i tried dwlding them on irc.. den dunnu for wat reason suyddeenly offline. ahha.. dunnu la.. screwed up de. hehe..

ok. i ended with wed rite? wed was so tiring.. den after tt i went with vicki to the ntuc supermarket at bedok int to shop for pasta making ingredients. haha.. feels weird shopping in a supermarket. coz we simply din noe where to find each thing. so we had to sorta walk ard n ard n ard b4 we actualyl got to where we want. haha..tts the diff between shopping in orchard n shopping in a supermarket. haha..! oh yesh. vicki has a fetish for tubelike looking stuff.. haha..she kips picking them up n was like .. oh.. so cute (think tofu). haha!!

ok. so now i shall talk abt thurs.haha.. ice came to my house in the morning at 10. den i made pasta while she looked. den suddenly rite.. at 10 plus dearie suddenly msged me n said," i'm downstairs now." omg lor.. i was really shocked. so i was like.. oh no janice.. wat m i gonna do..! haha.. idiot u. all your fault la.. make me panic. haha!! so oif the pasta not nice i m not to blame!!!! made too much so i gave janice some . wonder hows her tummy doing now. haha.. so ya lor.. i rushed like mad. i went to find him at the park. haha.. i feel v bad coz its always u waiting fer me!ahha.. den after tt we exchanged pressies.. hee... this part leh.. those hu wanna noe come find me la.. haha.. after tt i kana robbed? hahaha?? haha.. no la.. i wanna kip the moment special.. =)

hehe.. =)
so we proceeded to douby. den we decided to haf a movie marathon. hahaha!! long time nv haf movie amrathon liao.. hehehewe first went to heeren to take neocards.. ahhaa.. den whnt to watch 2 shows.. oceans' twelve n the phantonm of the opera. ocean's tweleve wasnt as gd as eleven. so quite boring. nearly fell aslp coz it was very su fu. hehe..
but let me tell u.. the phantom of the opera rocks man!!!!!!!1 i love love love love love love the songs! the costumes!!!!!!!!!!! omg!! woah.... i love it man!!!!!!!!!1 i love musicals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha..! den show ended at abt 9 plus. so went hm liao lor.. =(

i have some reflections of wednesday i forgot to make just now. coz i was too excited to talk abt thurs. hehehe..
haish.. someone(my fren) poured a cup of water n ice on my head. i dunu wat to say. its like a culture shock. she claims its fun. i dunnu. i think its not fun to me. i thnk its a totally immature act.ai ya. i cant tyype frewely now. got so many eyes staring at me. arghhh... i need freedom. bye.

i hate hmwk

i hate hmwk i hate hmwk i hate hmwk i hate hmwk i hate hmwk i hate hmwk i hate hmwk i hate hmwk i hate hmwk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arghhh... i think teachers sometimes r really mad. they think by piling up with hmwk we will kip updating ourselves with information. kip studying n stuff. do they know we need rest too? argghhh.. i hate teachers who like to give a lotta hmwk!

i think there is a bio diagnostic test i've gotta take when sch reopens. argghhh... i m beginning to hate studfying. or shld i say.. i alwyas hated studying? haha.. wateva. hu cares. i know. i m, supposed to b doing stupid hmwk now. nah. dun ask me go study if not i will fl;are up at u.

ok. i haven up[ated my blog fer long n might not b able to type all that happened in one whol;e entry. so i shall start with the beginning of the week.
ogl camp. haha.. i reached sch at 1 plus while the rest at 745am. haha. i have excuse k
i only reacvhed hm at 12 plus on sunday. so ya.. i m excused. not slack. n i went for all 3 days of the camp so ya.. i m not slack k.. i m v hardworking actually.
monday started out with games. at first i was assigned to follow one of the clans. luckily i went to pei caroline at her station(fire ball) so ya.. bcoz it would b really boring if i were to follow a clan which was nt from my house n i dun really noe the ppl there. just hi n bye frenx.i would haf preferred to be with gd frenx. haha.. hu wouldnt? so it ended sorta adbruptly.no mass dance tt day as they had done it in the morning. haha. mass dance is gd. it helps to jian fei.
after tt.. cecilia, ice, at, yc n me went to swensens to celebrate my belated (so damn belated! hahaha!! ) bday. haha.. but nonetheless i was v happy. n i felt bad too. dunnu can type a not? haha..

tue was more of exercuise time coz we had mass dance! yeah! haha.. n we had urban hike. i din hike but i was one of the station masters together with vicki. our 1st stattion was totally crap. some bday line up. its totally CRAP. haha..
our next station rox. noe why? coz i modified it! hahaha.. on the spot! haha.. ok la.. i think i sound v hao lian. but if din modify i tjhink they would find it v boring. haha.. opps.. no offence to anyone though. hee.. well ya.. we took taxi back to sch. cost abt $3.70. haha.. poor taxi driver? hee..
den at the end of the whole ting. i went to changi v. ate wanton mee.. v nice. BUT i still like the one of my house there. haha.. i m v faithful n loyal when it comes to food! hee...! =)

wed was wet games. but i din wanna b station master alone. coz sure damn sian. so i went to pei vicki in her decor stuff.. i.e we went to pack O packs. quite fun la.haha.. got aircon summore. so its quite enjoiyable. ice n cecilia nv come.. haha.. oh yes den here comes the tragdy. i dunnu if i shld consider it a tragedy, incident or watvea.

haish. well.. i think i shld not type names? not v nice la. shit. alter den type mum's back. bye!!

Monday, December 20, 2004

woah

helo! just found out dearest adrian got top in sch fer his N lvls n top 24 in sg! omg! love him man!! hee.. he is sooo smart! hee.. feel really really happy for him! msged him but he din reply yet haha.. but yup! really excited fer him! always knew u could do it, adrian. c.. told u must believe in yourself. u everytime say u lousy in the end, u do so well!hehe..

let me continue with my thailand trip. its like everything there is simply simply so damn cheap!! i bought 19 peices of clothes which consist of 10 tops.. 4 pairs of jeans n 5 skirts! u noe the skirts tt u find in bugis village.. they sell at bugis fer $20 (after muich bargainning.) but in thailand u noe how much? they sell fer 199 or 100baht. which converts to abt $8 or $4 r4espectively. ITS LIKE DAMN CHEAP. so i bought as many as i could. i bought 4 pairs of heels too!woah..all the shops all sales fer 199 baht. n u can come ask me n i will demonstrate fer u!! the way the say 199 ma'am.. or 199 miss.. its like so teh!! den u will bargain n they will say no no ma'am.. cannoot ... 180 last price.. hahaa..!!!damn funny la.. ok.. anyway.. I LOVE SHOPPING IN THAILAND. BANGKOK. WOAH. IT IS A SHOPPERS PARADISE!!!!!!!!!!
ESP FER ADDICTED SHOPPERS LIKE ME. i dunnu abt u guys but i like shoppping at bugis village tt kind instead of the metro or seiyu kinda shops. n noe wat? shopping in bangkok is like shopping fer 3 whole days in bugis village but at diff locations wilth 20 to 30 times the size of bugis village. u cant really get lost in it nb lose track of which shops u have shopped n which shops u havent.i'm not r\trying to exaggerate here., u all must believe me! so its like i shop n sho spend n spoend. NOW I M SERIOUSLY7 SUFFERING FROM THE WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS OF ADDICTIVCE SHOPPING.haha.. itsd like on the last day.. i experienceed serious injuries such as going in the shop which sells 199 baht per pair of all the shoes(i.e $8 fer shoes just like those u can find in charles n keith or U.R.S or PDI).. i told myself.. no matter wat.. i will buy sumting though somethmes the shop doesnt have much shoes. haha.. i din care. i needed to buy smething. so i spent abt S$250 on shopping. purely.
i love shoping.
noe wat? the wedding gowns there r damn nice. i really wanted to buy oine to kip till my wedding day(though i dun think anyone would wanna marry me la!but buy n kip cannot meh? ) haha.,, den everyone said i was crazy. heheh... but serious;y.. they r much nicer than those u see in Sg n in HK . serious.haha.. really wanted to buy one!! haha... though its stil a long way to go before the age i want to get married(but then again, i might nv haf the chance.)
though shoopping was great there r always risks invloved. the bazaars n mkt places r normally extremely packed so we had to take great care of our belongings such as wallets. something happenbed on one of the shopping trips. we were at this shop. this singaporean woman was searching through her bag to find her wallet to pay up n guess wat'?: they couldnt find it n she found at slit on her bag. the slit was done by one oif the pickpocketers i presume. as it looked so perfect n they knew exactly wat to do. so word of caution to ppl going there to shop. take good care of them just like how i take gd care of my tings. haha!!!
now wat else shld i say? haha.. v tired man
oh yes!let me tok abt today!!

love cecilia, janICE, ai ting n yee chien. ythey were so sweet. they tried giving me a surprise bday celebration. its like one opf the first times my frenx celebrate my bday fer me. coz most of the time.. my frenx nv. so theyt treated me to swensens.. ehhehe..! so ncie. n noe wat they bought me??
they bought a cat's "container" wat u call tt? haha
n a cat foto album. damn nice..soft covered de. n also a pair of earrings from perlini's..!! love them love them!!! muacks! so sweet. its like my bday relived!! hehehe..
so neway.. someting ewlse also happened. it was really sweet of u to come today.. =) i felt v bad though.. hehe.. coz come all the way den go all the way baq.. haish..haha!! ok ok.. tml must wake up early ferr ogl camp. sianx...! gotta b station master while the og;s play games. kk. tata~!!!

back!

elox.. haha.. reached sg at ard midnite yest.
noe wat? a hell lo9tta thingsd happened at thailand. or even before i left fer thailand. it all started at the airport. OMGOMGOMG.. something v expected, wierd, fateful, happened. I MET KNS AT THE AIRPORT. with his family. so i was strolling into the terminal with my cousin, aunt n parents. den i saw his twin bro. i was like.. OMG.. y is he here? den noe wat? soon after i went to the check in counter. n OMG y is his whole family here. adrenaline rush k. wah.. i wil elaborate more later. juz type here first to relieve shock..
n guess wat? WE TOOK THE SAME freaking flight.. omg.. its like.. last time yc met him in chinatown. now.. i meet him in the airport? n we r gonna take the same plane??????????? how how how how fateful can it get? omgomgomg. my cous told me i was acting really really wierd. ok. larter then say mor.e bye bye

Thursday, December 16, 2004

i'll b going off to tahiland tml.. hmm.. so sad.. wun b able to contact u at all fer 3 days!! sobx! hee.. gonna mish ya!!
i hope to buy many mnany clothes from there!! hee.. coz i simply haf no clothes left liao.. =( haha. n also bcoz i've become really fat n big size. ahhaha.. so i nid more new clothes u c.. okok.. u just went ta slp.. hmm.. i dun feel like slping..
just plain thinkin n thinkin of u..
haha.. haf i becomev mushy? opps..! sorry.. hee.. =)


Tuesday, December 14, 2004

hello. gd morning..
wanted to paste the song , encore, which is a collaboration btw jay-z n linkin park de.. but.. arghh.. haha.. i think the lyrics were too long. so ya. cant share it . or shld i say, too lazy to copy n paste. haha.

i have been doing more of homewoerk lately. howvere, i still cannot seem to finsih them. they seem to be going towards infinity.haha.. seriously hate studying to the core. haha..anyway, i just bought fann wong's Giril. Illustrated. book. its like damn cool!!

ok. so wat shld i talk abt today? i've been blog surfing a lot lately n i discovered i seriously love reading abt ppl's lives, ppl's opinions n stuff. read cecilia's blog with her previous entry abt star awards this yr. the one tt just passed. fann was the last person to be called into the top 10 most popular. i heaved a sigh of relief. i was wondering it would b really wierd if she din get in.
anyways, they were saboing her n christopher lee. haha.. Straits times said it confirmed the long time rumour that they both haf been dating. i think its like so cool . (ok.. there i go acting like a bimbo. though, i cant b a bimbo coz not pretty enuff.)
i think both of them r very compatible. i love fann's dressings. she always weras boots! i love boots! but mum is v against me in wearing or even buying them coz she says its fer ah lians. ahha.. traditional, conservative.. wat else can i say man. haha..
i simply love boots.. haha.. used to own a pair. now leg not small enuff to fit into it nemore. haha!i love thosde high hgih boots. not those that only go a few cm above your ankle. i think those type of boots are absolutely disgusting. of course u can say otherwise. different ppl have different taste. n i think my taste is good. haha!

so yes, back to the star awards. this yr, i feel that the star awards were rather insignificant. as in it didnt create an impact for me as it did for the past yrs. i wonder. perhaps star awards were getting boring? hmm.. mayb they shld haf more awards n stuff.. i wonder how the gal hu got the green apple awards felt?i'm so jealous of all of them. i wan to be an actress too. its like my life long dream. n i m still dreaming. though, i doubt i will ever live that dream?
i think i haf a natural talent for acting. if u think otherwise, dun tell me. haha.. i will b very hurt.=) haha!! seriously, i love performing since yoiung. i love attention. i thirve when in attention. thats why i want to be an actress. i wan to see live through the eyes of various characters instead of just living out my own boring n mundane life. but all these.. are just dreams. dreams.. this reminds me of a song by diana degarmo(hw u spell it?)
haha.. love tt song.

oh yes, i side tracked once again. haha..ok. next i would like yto comment on the top ten most popular male artistes. i think the moses lim shldnt have gotten it.he stole away the chance of jeff wang, n all. so idiotic. cant stand him. really hate him. mum doesnt like him too. fer goodness sake. i wonder hu voted fer him? iguess he paid his frenx losta $$ to vote fer him. probably kip telling ppl n bribing ppl!! haha.. if not, given his looks, talent, etc.. how could he jhave gotten him. any comments to rebutt? u're free to do so! haha..

i think xie shao guang is a very versatile actor. his acting skills , i must give 2 thumbs up! hee.. he is able to put himself into each chararcter really really well./ its like.. if u compare two diff serials he has acted in.. u really can c two totally diff personailities. he can immerse himself so well in thier characters. heard he might be leaving media corp to do some priest tingie? haish., it would be a real lost to the media world. i would feel so sad not being able to watch his shows nemore. hope that doesnt happen.

i'm not really fer the merger btw media works n corp. coz i think that the actors n actresses who betrayed media corp initially shldnt b so readily accepted in. its like.,. they will steal thwe limelight fer younger ones who desreved to be groomed more than them.

ok. i dunu wat else to say.i really like fann wong a lot. i seriously dmire her. her height, her beauty, her poise, her confidence, her talents, etc. its a really long list if i go on. hee.. okok..
10 n 1/2 daes more to go ya? hee.. i shall end here..

Friday, December 10, 2004

The reason -- by hoobastank
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That’s why i need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

nice song!!
http://www.lyred.com

woah.. love tt song lor.. cant stand it. haha.. i still rmb tuafik n sly sang this song together. sly's really cute. really like him a lot! heee..
anyway, i heard from my mum that yest, she read online that one of the judge, Douglous Olivero aka Douglous O was critiscigin sly. u noe wat he said? according to mym mum, he was quoted as saying that when sly sang the song it's my life, he wanted to tell him to stop singing n not to join anymore singoing or talentime competitions. how insulting can tt get? well, that was said after the whole competition when they found out that taufik has won the competition. i have no reasons t hate taufik n i like his singing, looks, the whole package ting.but wat the fuck is wrong with Douglous O ? for goodness sake, every single fool in this foolish-everything-also-need-to-sms-or-call-to-make-decisions world can tell tt u r fucking bias la. wats wrong with u?
as a judge, u r supposed to be impartial. comeon.. making such idiotic comments esp not during the show but after the show is wrong. n actually making such comments is wrong already. u think tt makes u look or sound cool? for goodness sake, no.
u have spoiled the entire image of sg idol. u think by criticsing sly u r being really cool, good, judgemental? unfortunately, no. ifeel really sad n disappointed for u.
i saw from a newsarticle that u r retiring? den whats your pt of comoing to sg idol. is it to make yourself famous? haha.. more like..make yourself look like a fool. i bet u will win if u were to join singapore fool. even banana man was better than u!
i seriously do not c your pt in making such snide comments after the entire show. wat is your aim exactly. wat do want ppl to think? to tjhink u were shortlisted to become a judge! haha.. dun try acting cowell coz u definitely do not fit the bill. even if u were to join idol, i bet u wun even get in the first round of auditions! comeon, ppl shld open thier eyes.

i still dun understand y u need to make those comments.anyway, ppl all have feelings. if we all were to tell u that everyone is thankful that someone else is replacing u in your banmd.. i thik u will go commit suicide immediately. look at your boggy wooggy hairstyle. seriously.. u r one of the most unpopular judges. wat u r tryuing to do now is just trying to vy for attention. fer goodness sake, we ppl r not that stupid. we can tell. so u can forget abt tt boggy wooggy plan of yours.

okok. i think i have said my piece. ahhaa

i just started a tagboard. i certainly hope more ppl will come tag it.. since its more accessible now than my previous guestbook. if not, i think i might just abolish it. so pls pls pls pls.. come tag on it.. i;m curreently very bored. haha..

i think i will continue being bored for the next 15-16days? will gt to meet u only on xmas eve? hmm.. nvm nvm.. patience patience.
anyway, i think i have painted a real ugly picture of myself. i tjhink i have improved a lot over this yr. matured a lot. believe it or not, its up to u. this is my life n i want to live it my way. i do not wish to be hinmdered n delayed by ppl's snide remarks. these ppl r just trying to be like douglous o. go learn from him , i must say.. though., u will not really suceed at getting at anyone la.. haha.. okok..
i think i have typed a lot in this entry.
i have gotten really fgat.. need to swim, swim swim swim to a slim me. (which is impossible la.)

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

hello..
been in gd mood recently. think its all bcoz of u =) hehe..
hmm.. it seems tt everytime i'm with u funny things happened. haha.. take my bdae for exapmle.. someone actually asked me if i was interested to be a model.. haha.. i know what u must be thinking.
she? a nmodel? omg! siao. ya. precisely. i guess that person is probably some fake ppl trying to dig some money outta ppl like me. haha.. sorry. wrong person!so i just said.." me? i'm too fat n ugly." haha.
something happened today too. was at marina square. so funny sia. they had this wedding exhibition. den u noe wat? they actually asked us if we were intending to get married. omg! so embarrassing. my whole face was like damn tomato red lor.. omg.
haha.. that person still persisted after a while. i was like.. omg.. so in the end i said, " we're rushing for time, den i faster ran awae. haha..oh man. how much more embarrased could i get??hehe.. i m very shy de u noe? hehe..
ok ok.. anyway, i thoroughly enjoy myself with u all the time. everytime. quite worried for u actually.. but i'm not very sure what to do. hmm..m i very shi bai? i hope not.
ok. the day before was grad nite. for the yr 2s la.. i went to buy a last min dress on sunday at seiyu bugis. it cost me $69. haha..anyway,i was like the only one wearing such a light color, blue. haha.. tube dress(again! i forgot abt my tan line.)
i wanted to blend in with the crowd but in the end, i think the otherwise happened.
one more funny n ironic thing was tt it was held at ritz carlton. we did not have dinner or table to sit. so noe wat? xinru, ice(wanted to type jan but in the end type ice. coz this is the new new i m going janice. haha..she is sick of ppl calling her jan.) , n me went to long john's at the millenia walk. n noe wat? the service there SUCKS big time. haha.. n noe wat ? ppl were staring at us like we were funny ppl (duh! we were in our gowns. haha..) so yeah.. wat an irony.

Friday, December 03, 2004

hello. i just changed the skin of my blog.. a bit messy. n a lot of things are left unchanged. will change when i have the time.. haha..
how do u get a tag board??

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

hello! SLY ROX!
taufik is great! i must admit!taufik will do gd on world idol! but no worries.. sly's gonna get a singing contract neways... love him soooo sooooo much!!!! omg!
sly was really gd today! esp the its my life!!!!!!!! OMG ... boy... u can drool man..!
ok ok.. i will buy ALL THE CDS of sly!!!!! i will i must!! i love sly!!!!

ok.. wat m i doing hwere? hahaha... but i votesd 10+ votes for sly tonite! so i must do my sxcreaming here!! sly rox! though he din win!! hahahhahaa!!!!!!!!
SLY ROX !!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok..! gd nite!
hahaha.... ***MuAcKx***

hello.. 29 nov was my bdae.. (wth m i doing? publicity? attn? haha..) quite a few of my frenx wished me happy bdae.. some of my frenx tot i was overseas.. diao? when alkl along i was in sg? haha.. nvm nvm.. one of the bdaes i have reallly enjoyed myself actually. i hope every yr will be the same.. =)
i can only just hope hope hope hope hope so. only recieved 3 bdae pressies up till now. haha... nvm nvm.. i dun need more.. =) coz i recieved one of the best bdae pressies i have ever recieved? hehehe.. ok ok..

frenly rmbed my bdae too!! love her lots!she's beautiful.

i want to know if i have changed. haf i changed for the better or for worse?

from 25th nov to 28th nov was the NCO course camp at henderson secondary. some things wwere screwed up just because of a stupid beaver who always seem to be plotting the failures of the newly commissioned officers (us).so idiotic. n noe wat? he alwasys wears his paramedic uniform. like he is very sei or wat. pls. for goodness sake. u look like a ROAD CROSSING MONITOR. pls go back to whichever primary school u come from and direct traffoic there. they would thank u more than we would. seriously, u think u r so great? for goodness sake, u r just a visuitor 'lecturer' . oh yes, to begin with. do u have the qualifications to be a lecturer?
by scarcing young little hearts with gruesome pictures of various injuries u have encountered serves only one purposes. u just happen to input the scare factor in your lessons. may i know ewat else have they learnt? nothing! except for the fact that u actually appear to be rather entertaining to them. u r such a surface person. n u knoiw what? nv go to a camp withoiut understaqnding the hierachy k?
btw, the NCO course is NOT an officer training course. all the officers have graduated already. have u? u r just a road crossing monjitor. fuck u. i feel like smacking youyr face.
anyway, please do nt test ppl's patience. for goodness sake! we dont need to be assessed by you. the 1st fire drill was a total DISASTER.
do u wish to know the reason y?
because u inputted the assessing factor on the officers. the officers arte supposed to facilitate the camp NOT there to be scraed away by u ok?
u acted very big (pukingly fat fucker) and said i want to test the officers. fuck u. do u know wat the fuck u are talking about. betcha dun.anyway, the 1st fire drill took like 30mins ++..
den u know wat? on the night after, me, yvonne and umi spotted frequent streaks of lightning. where were u? u were slping like a pig at your own sweet home i guess. cant blame u either. u R JUST A VISITOR WAT. we dun wan u invadin into the camp site at night either. who knows what u can do to the students, given your pervertic face. we noticed the lightning and hurried to wake our precious trainees and trainers so that we could safely evacuate them to the hall so they would not face any danger.
WE WERE THE ONES WHO BRAVED THE THUNDERSTORM TO CHECK IF THE TENTS WERE STILL OCCUPIED. WHO ARE U TO JUDGE US? I BET YOU'RE THE 1ST PERSON TO TAKE SHELTER WHEN SUCH THINGS HAPPEN. I BET YOU ARE THE 1ST PERSON TO CRY FOR YOUR MOTHER IF DANGER WERE TO COME TO U. oh! sorrY! i forgot u are a paramedic! so so so so sorry.!
i suddeenly feel so so so bad wor!! awww...; hahaha.. fuck u asshole.

okok.. lets talk about happy things! i think CHI HUA HUA rocks!! rthey were so sweet! hehehe..

anyway, yest was like woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
i went for a meeting at taka 1st . den after tt u noe wat?? sei sei leh!!!! me n yp went shop mah.. den guess wat? we met zhang yao dong and two other guys. the other one was the holland v xiao xin. den got one more dunnu hu
ZHANG YAO DONG DAMN SHUAI K!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 c my msn pic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i took foto with him!!!!!!!1111 r u jealous!!! u ought to be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 he is like oh man...!1 shuai until u can melt down to the ground,... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 his build!1 wooohoooooo..............
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