hihi.. i just returned from otc camp at sj islands.
well,in return, i have gotten atopic dermatitis. haha. this is wha5t i found out after going to the National Skin Centre on monday.haish, what they said was that this condition is actual;ly inherited together with my astma and morning runny nose. so what can i do about it? this condition cannot be cured but can only be contolled. yapx.. so nothing i can do about it.
actually, i wish to talk about something but i dont think i should mention this because there might be some ppl who might read this when i dun wish to read about it. well, so how shoiyld i put it?
i dun understand what the hell is wrong with me as compared to others?? why is it that every where i go, i will never be as outstanding as others. i cant believe that some ppl who claim to be m y fren for *yrs still casn betray me. wth..
and m i that disgusting? sorry la.. but i dun think u r pretty lor. k? in faxct, i think that your heart is so ugly disgusting n pui pui pui! too bad people do not know about this. only a few people do. ut the ppl who fancy you do no0t know. too bad la.these ppplwill die a terrible terrible death. too bad. no one asked them to learn it the hard way. they want it themselves. they cant c the mask this person is putting on. they cant c that this pwerson is painting the mask even thicker n thicker with a pain called "selfish and insensitive". this person claims to be loving, kind, willing to listen to all your problems. haha
funny hor? what about this person's closest fren? this person's closest fren does not get anything whicjh this person claims to give.
well well, i m long over my days of dreaming of popularity, well-likeingness,etc. but i still maintain myself as a gd fren who does not betray others.if u bear to ignore what your fren is feeling in times of adversity and u want the best for yourself, i m soooooooo sorry. u r not a fren at all.i m sad that i used toi treat u as a fren but sorry.u r no longer a fren to me.
anyway, why talk about such sad things? let me talk about my OTC camp! i think my OTC camp RoX man!!!!
well well, i feel that the best part of the camp would be the camp food. haha.. this camp has one of the best camp foods amongst all the training camps that i haf attended.there are several helpers at the camp too. but i found them quite irritating coz they keep shining their torches onto our faces when we were slpin. cant they be more considerate? after one tiring day of camp we need to slp lor.. haha.. nvm la.. over le.
another gd thing in camp was that i did not have to do PT at all.. YEAH!!! u noe y?? hhehe
this is because for the 1st 2 nights i had to do sentry duty for the 4th shift which isw the last shift. and in the protocol it is stated that trainees doing sentry for the last shift were excused from physical training.this means bye bye to my physical training in the 2nd n 3rd morning. there is no pt in the 4th morning as we had to pack up to go back to mainland.yapx.... i feel that the cmapfire in otc rox..but obviously the officers did not feel so because they felt neglected having to sit at the back. but the majority of trainees loved it. yeah.. Campfire committee rocks!!!
the next thing that rocked was my grp, sierra.this grp has the most interesting , enthu and funny ppl man. during the confidence course n team building c\games, we bonded even more than before. i still remember that at the last morning of the camp, my group cleared the big big metal pot which contained milo. we shouted "clear.... pot!" (instead of yam...seng).it was damn cool lor.. hehe..what is memorable of the camp is that we had numerous tirages which i used to love but i noe hate soo much.. haha.. i m sick of these emergency drills esp the last triage of the camp where we were woken up in the middle of the night to conduct triage. what i m pissed about is that i never got to be a casualty before.. idiot. haha.. but nvm la.. i like saving ppl.
throughout the camp, my group was playing "peace like a river" where my grp masted the entire sequence which was damn cool. haha..we then passsed down this clapping game to the rest of the alpha division where we all had dun playing it whenever we were free. hehe.. den bravo keep doïng a "take thaT ass n kick tt butt cheer". i still think Alpha rocks.. esp over alpha SI, charles sir. he taught us the dum dum di clapping sequence which was damn cool but i had trouble mastering it. haha.. but it was damn cool after all. sierra also had a six hit combo which was increased to a ten hit combo where we had all the cheers combined into one. i feel that this is a much better training camp as compared to council camp where they claimed to have fun amist the training.haHa.. coz in otc, i really had fun admist training.it does not mean thart theres only training in pt hor.. haha.. otc camp rox besides the rashes i haf got la.. haha.. kk.. say so much le.. kk
bye bye!!
