The Tale of a little girl...

Thursday, August 28, 2003

yoz... mi beri long nv online le..
haiz.. coz prelims n all that stuff.
i realli dont understand why the teachers wanna set killer paper for prelim? if they r smart enuff, they shld set o lvl standard paperfor us to guage ourselves instaed ofset a lvl standard.. i mean.. wats the damn point??? rite?? after all, what we r taking is O LEVELS!! not a!!
i think i cannot go jc for the first 3 mths le.. haiz.. all because of the killer papers!!!
haiz.. i went compass point wif joanne and nurul today coz nurul wanna buy present for ms koh.. den she was so choosy.. this one cannot tt one cannot.. ai yoh... so mah fan.. haha.. we had to walk up n down to search for it.. n finally settle wif the hippo..

den went to eat at mac.. n mi n joanne buy the dog.. that pillow.. the maltese version..
den we started talking.. den it suddenly went on to tt topic..
haiz..
den i heard from nurul that ppl say wat happened btw the two (ermm... ) was coz there was another gal in the picture... i tink those reading will not understand wat i'm trying to say.. but.. ai yah.. tt's wat a blog for.. anywae, i dont understand.. i rember when IT happened.. there wasnt a gal in the picture.. i know my memory is not tt gd.. but its not failing either... i know beri well tt there WAS NOT a gal in the picture n i wanna noe how the HELL the fucking rumour spread!!!! ( sorie.. i accidentally type the f word)
haiz.. dunnu la.. life's so unfair.. i dont wanna sound so SAD all the time u noe? i'm a cheerful person by nature.. but y did the rumour make mi so affected? i realli wanna live a happy n blessed life... but y does bad things haf to get AT ME???!!!! y cant i be a happy n simple girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when will i ever EVER find the person hu will bring mi happiness?? WHEN? if u noe tt person.. can u pls bring tt person to mi????
ok.. i know the above paragraph is realli lame or wat... but juz let mi let out my sorrows..
haiz.. btw.. i'm going overseas during the hols...goinf to switzerland, netherlands, venice, italy, paris, etc... cant wait,. i wonder if i will feel happy on the trip.i wonder if i will feel refreshed.. or will i feel worse? for beta or for worse, i will still b going... n at tt trip.. i would haf gone abt 2/3 ard the world le... oni haven go to the 3rd world countries oni.
ok.. i dunnu wat to crap le... er.. let mi tink wat else i haven say yet.ok la.. later got ting to say den add...

Thursday, August 07, 2003

haiz!!! today is a very very very very bad n UNLUCKY day!!! arghh!! guess wat?
during recess, i happily stolled to stall 2 to buy a plate of rice.. n after taking 2 mouthfuls, i spooted something so small yet so significant.. it's a wonder how things much smaller than me can scare me..
haiz.. anyway, i spotted something which looked very much like a caterpillar.. at first, i thought that it was juz a piece of plastuic which had accidentally drop into the rice which cooking, thus, i sought milene's opinion. she looked and looked but did not know what it was. so we spent some time trying to find out what it was. this was when teck wee saw us and wondered what we were doing. he even use the fork to pick up the caterpillar!! yuckS!!! just the sight of it makes me wrench.. y is it so unfair that my plate must have the stupid caterpillar while other p'pl's plate dont haf??? hmphmx! just the tot of it makes me lose my appetite..!!!! some ppl still say caterpillars are like tonics... yucks!! disgusting!!! argh... i shall think no more of it.. anyways... PLS DONT PATRONISE STALL 2 IN XMS CANTEEN EVER AGAIN.. take my advice...

Friday, August 01, 2003

halo!! finally!! its the 1st og aughust.. thats why i can come online..
haha.. anyway.. again.. cannot stay online for long or my mum will start nagging away again. haiz.. things are starting to look up for me.. owever,, the teachers all SIAO one.. give homework like nobodies' business!! haiz.. so sian leh.. its the same roustine for me everyday.. after sch, go home, bathe, eat, watch tv, study , then slp... how much more boring can life get???!!!!! haiz!!!