The lil star arrived into this world on 15th October 2011. Alhamdulillah .... A healthy baby we had.. He popped at 1331 hrs at 3.501kg through a Caeserian Delivery .... 

Allah swt had protect me and baby thru out the labour. It was a great experience.. Amin. 

As we watched him grow, he had never failed to show his smiley face . Ouh on another note, mummy's trademark ok ... Dimple on his right cheek! He had my looks I must say , BUT my Ryan Secrest of mine insist lil star resembles him. Yade yade..... He had the skin tone, the eyebrows and the height like U.. Duhh!!! hahahahahha. 

Presenting my beloved lil star.. Isaac Mirza Bin Abdul Rahim.... Our precious little one... Mummy / Daddy love you baby ... <3

Oh no .. this blog had been left astray by me for few mths ever since am married.. LOL... Ops!...

Marriage life is indeed a wonderful thing. I am loving it always... And now, the lil one is gonna pop up anytime... the more i m going to love and treasure this family of mine... Ryan have been such a patient hubby to follow along with all my nonsence, temper and yah of course the pregnancy "thing" they call it... But of course, I did not take advantage of him... If i can do something on my own , I will do it still unless am realli tired, or totally couldnt lift myself up...

Till then, will update again once my lil star pops... For now, am enjoying the pregnancy moment, the movement of lil star in my tum tum ... Am gonna miss it when baby is out... Oh baby.. I can't wait to cradle u in my arms.. and yes .. Mummy and Daddy awaits your arrival with anxiety ...

Ya Allah , KAU lindungilah anakku dan permudahkan lah sewaktu persalinanku .. Amin Amin ya Rabbal Alamin..

In Loving memories of Snowy a.k.a Putih - 22.02.2011

Our bundle of joy had left the world on 22.02.2011 at 9 am. Suffering from lung infection. 2 days ago, mum brought her to the vet ever since she stopped eating and drinking as she usually does..This news saddened the whole family especially me.. I treated her since she was the size of my thumb, without having any fur on the body, eyes unopened yet... i helped her and other siblings with the daily milk supplies from their mum..

Choices made to give away the parents and other siblings, and chose her as the 1 and only pet rabbit due to her red eyes that attracted all of us.. This was in 2009, the year i got engaged.. Since then, been with her, playing with her as when i had the time, brought her into my room, cuddling her on my bed, carried her and let her run around the house, jumping and sitting at her fav spots.. All these memories will stay in my mind buddy...

Am responsible for her monthly pallets and treats. Grandma and mum would buy her salads and lettuce, her fav green vegetables... What makes all of us learned how much she loved us, the way she would jump with joy, each time we passed by her cage, she would stood up, and waiting for us to caress her head and chin.. Thats the way she loved us to do it...

However, past few days, before she left us , we didnt get to see her jumping, however, just lying down looking at us,slow breathing momentum... she tried very hard to stand up, to show me how strong she was, but not for long, she glided down and stretched out.. :( .. now that brought tears to all of us...

On dawn 22.02.2011, mum gave her medications as usual, mum could see her reaction to reject the medication by not swallowing nor moving her mouth but she did still breathing.. at 9 am, as mum opened the door, she saw Snowy not moving, with her eyes opened, sit still looking directly to our door... That's when everyone except me realised she's gone forever...

Mum called me at work... Before that, I already made up my mind to stay at AMK that night to watch on her, but no... before i could do that, the news broke my heart.. I made my way back home, seeing her on the cloth laid by grandma, she laid still, body hardened and cold, eyes no longer red... we made our own burial site under one of the trees near our vicinity, that's where she gonna be...

May you rest in peace my beloved Snowy.. You'll always have a special place in my heart.. We loved you very much.. You bring joy to our family...

Am at home now while typing this entry ... was on 2 days medical leave... Having high fever at 39 degrees... Gosh in my entire life having fever, nv did i came across that kind of temperature... coughing non stop till the chest hurts while breathing..

Well doctor concludes its bacteria infection.... :(

And so i m wishing myself to have a speedy recovery....

8-9 January 2011

The day we make a vow as husband and wife... We have come this far... i thanked Allah for everything that HE has lay out for the both of us... We are glad everything went smoothly as planned... With the assistance of close friends, you know who you are, relatives, cousins, mates... The biggest credit goes to my FAMILY for their prayers and faith that I've chosen the RIGHT MAN to be by my side, for future and insya Allah till death do us part... AmiN!

As i look myself in the mirror reminiscing the past, through ups and downs of my life, glad that this day occurs and becomes the most beautiful journey of my life... Thank you Ryan , my beloved husband for trusting me to be the one to accompany you all the way , showering your endless love towards me.. Insya Allah, I'll be the best wife to you and the mother to our beloved kids in future... Amin!

My Forever 16th just passed.. Had a great time celebrating with my beautiful souls.. Receiving messages in d wheee morning of 16th December 2010.... D first message was from d beloved fiance, Ryan... and d list of messages goes on... lovelies... you know who you are..

D fiance keep messaging, he hv no presents this yr for me.. As i've told him before, his prayers for my health and love is enough to make me 1 happy girl on my first cry...

Well and so , went to the office in da morning to settle some stuffs. And guess what @ 10 am.. rcv a bouquet of roses with rochers as well as the Hersheys hamper... oh papa... i love u ... thats indeed a surprise ok... it was lovely bby...

I love the Hershey's soft toy! keekekekek...

And yeah soon after, off i went to meet the bestie, Liyana... she treated me to Narnia.. ouh damn it.. Caspian is so handsome!... fell in love with the soundtrack.... and yeah we had lunch @ Pastamania... yummy!!! Till then, I have no idea what she had planned after that with my ladies.... Akak kecik Ayu and d rest... coz .. i smells something is aint right when she told me... she will bring me to meet akak kecik .. hMmMmMm... and yeah .. i was asked by her to blindfold myself... and she led me the way to the place, where i got my beautiful surprises by Idayu, Adik Iqah, Anum and Ain.... Thanks ladies...

Following after, this is another shocking activity.. i HAVE NO IDEA, that they gonna throw Bachelorette Party on d same night! ... I am not gonna elaborate here.. but.. hell yeah .. i had fun and so much laughter... It brings back the old memories as i walk down the lane.... *evilgrinz...

And so, till then....

Hello All... Its been awhile i drop by to this humble abode of mine... Superbly busy nowadays... Works not an issue.. coz its a neverending scenario in our lives right?
Well, what can i say .. am enjoying every moment of work ..even though yah at times.. some pple are just being hooligans...overall... as long as i do my work .. end work perfectly ... off i go home...

U have been such a lovely fiance... being someone who is full of patience handling me.. the stubborn one.. the naggy one... the short tempered one... well i guess.. i have to do something abt all these behaviours... Thank You Mr Ryan ... I love u ...

And so ... time is ticking away fast... my heart beat faster as each day passed too ... :)

I thanked Allah coz each time i open my eyes.. i still find myself breathing and alive... to overcome each day with love and happiness...

May this feeling continues.... Amin!~

Anyhoos... Congrats to Dahlinar and tot tot Anum , for their newborn baby... Have yet to see Naila Adila... whee!~...

Ouh and baby Aryf Naufal.. the gem of Nuraini and Sahurin... geram tgk pp nya!!!! mcm nk squeeze!!!!

Baby Myreen Qarinah also.. the gem of bb Roz and Andy ... rambut punya lah lebat... and ... pp... masya Allah ... like bb Roz say .. its like as if there's a fishball inside her cheek .. hehehehhe

Baby Shariq Hilmi, the gem of Anum and Taufik.. i should say .. clone habis muka Taufik .. he is so adorable... I remembered, i stroke his cheek when he was sound asleep, and he smile a lil.. cute kan!!!

My hencem boi Idhan Akil, the gem of Ayu and Ashraf, he hv started walking on his own!!!.. yay... Mummy Sha so proud of you... and trying to learn hw to talk also ...! Alhamdulillah ...

Sis Angel and Usop also had a newborn babygirl.... Alhamdulillah!!

Now am waiting for 1 more baby boy to arrive into this world... the gem of Nadwah and Shahirin... She hv started on her maternity leave!!! whee!~

Masya Allah ... kurniaan mu Ya Allah .. Your greatest gift to all of them ... Alhamdulillah!...

Till then ...