The Dark and The Beneath of Technology

Thursday, October 07, 2010

It seems that at work,i will be the last to know anything.example i just found out nuradillah sma 1 resigned .it 's almost to 1 month then i know.the same about jess and aizad and farhana latasha and jeremy.it's ok i don't wanna care about other people too much more important i should care about myself.i have been lucky getting good rosters.hopefully it will continue.Amin.i am thankful of doing cargo even Face to Face

now i have become a heAlth freak.controlling wat i eat is sometimes pure torture.cannot eat this that but it's for my own good.i suffer to lose so many kg to be thin and i don't wanna baloon back .i am also doing running at least 4 times a week.FOR THE FIRST TIME,MY enthusiasm is still going strong.it has been 3 weeks.sometimes i feel so lazyto run bu i forced myself to do it.Cannot always follow laziness.i hope to run 5 km in an event soon.now trying to sleep but cannot as craving for Macdonalds

Of all evil @ :: 1:19 AM ::

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

hello ,i'm back again.since i am in the mood to blog, i will blog.anyway today will be my 2nd hari raya outing other than the first day.all other outing i missed due to my work commitments and school. it will be fun just hanging with my sec sch friends whom until now i am close with. today will be a jam packed schedule.however depends on whether i do it or not is another story.Hahahaa

yesterday at work was suddenly ask by so -called superior whether i wanted to do image.the dumb of me i say i am doing ftf so i can't do .he ask if i interested and again the selenge and dumb i am i say bole lah kalau ade kesempatan. he say he will ask my highest officer.wonder whether he say in jest or not.BUT if given a choice ,who would not want this opportunity .i just hope i am given a chance but one of my friend say don't let yr hopes too high.i am trying to do that.but seriously i hope i am given a chance.but i know if i got this opportunity , people will start talking about me behind my back. seriously i don't care what they want to say enough thinking about what people say and start thinking about ME ,MYSELF

I am quite sad i lost a brother at work also. seriously i wanna thank him. thanks isn't enough. he has done a lot for me actually around these 2 years. fetching me to and from HTA even though we pay him and he's the one who pulled me to cargo.if not i will be doing counters till now and facing all these stupid and rude travellers . i wish u all the best and hopefully can repay yr help to me.i hope i never disappoint u for recommending me to do Cargo.

Labels: feelings

Of all evil @ :: 7:17 AM ::

Monday, April 05, 2010

hello

u know i am pissed off with this one girl ah. when she was working in the same place as me ,she was lke friendly with people and me.we even went out but no string attached but as friends only as i know she had a bf even though she was having prob at that time.when she wanted to resign ,i was the one giving her advice etc etc. not that i wanted to ungkit but after she left ,all changed.msg her in fb and msn nvr reply. it seems like she's avoiding me.WTH!I mean just coz u left u don't need to avoid plp or guys.i think she now wanted to be faithful to her bf so no more guy friends.she even got the cheek to put in fb .macam faham je.stepnya jambu and popular je.u can call me sour grapes or watever i don't care.thanks for being my friend once and watever it is all the best to u .

Of all evil @ :: 11:49 AM ::