The Dread Cycle.

Oh, the dreadful feeling in the pit of your stomach...

When I wake up, it's gonna be Sunday morning.

It's then I realize that tonight, I'm sleeping in CDA.

You wake up with the most SICKENING feeling ever.

You just don't feel like getting up at all.

You get up anyway.

As book-in timing approaches, you can feel as if you're slowly being sucked into a vortex,

A vortex that wouldn't return you to solid ground til' 5 days later.

And then the heartache of missing you sets in.

Back in the bunk, staring into the ceiling, your mind going through the events that went through the weekend...

"Was it enough?"

It's never enough.

Then you have this aching feeling for the following week to just swoop by so you can book-out again.

Please forgive me for being selfish again, darling.

I just can't help myself.

I don't feel like I've spent the day with you.