Sunday, May 15, 2011

Inside Out.

Why do I get this feeling every day that I'm becoming a bad person?

I get so easily frustrated on the road,

I enjoy pissing people off and even if they do deserve it, I still shouldn't do it.

That subconscious "me-against-the-world" mindset.

And I am so very selfish nowadays.

I also feel I'm getting aloof and my humility's going down.

I'm so impulsive. *sigh*

However,

I still have my self-confidence and my motivation.

.....

Where in the past I had no self-confidence and barely any motivation,
I had relatively good behaviour, selflessness, lots of patience and I just wanted goodness for everything.
Most importantly, I had my head firm on my shoulders and I thought things through before doing anything.


What the hell have I become? :(




Urgh, I feel like I've been turned inside out.


Baby, please still love me while I find a solution. Please forgive me if I ever did you wrong...