Inside Out.
Why do I get this feeling every day that I'm becoming a bad person?
I get so easily frustrated on the road,
I enjoy pissing people off and even if they do deserve it, I still shouldn't do it.
That subconscious "me-against-the-world" mindset.
And I am so very selfish nowadays.
I also feel I'm getting aloof and my humility's going down.
I'm so impulsive. *sigh*
However,
I still have my self-confidence and my motivation.
.....
Where in the past I had no self-confidence and barely any motivation,
I had relatively good behaviour, selflessness, lots of patience and I just wanted goodness for everything.
Most importantly, I had my head firm on my shoulders and I thought things through before doing anything.
What the hell have I become? :(
Urgh, I feel like I've been turned inside out.
Baby, please still love me while I find a solution. Please forgive me if I ever did you wrong...

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