wheeeee. tired tired tired. haha im strange. i like the tired exhausted feelin'. it makes me feel good. and i almost died just now. with sheralyn. dumb sheralyn. she thinks of the wierdest things to do. hahaha but today was so cool. i mean we looked stupid and all. but im sure IM GONNA GET ABS. YAY. haha ok. maybe we should stick with this every week. plus something else. pleasepleaseplease. i wannnaaaa do JAZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. haha the timings are just so wrong. lets seeee . i just wasted my whole first half of the day. there's spa tomorrow. whoppeeee. and pw observations on sat. COWDUNG. man. and and. erm all the nonsense. every saturday's gonna be taken up now. think i'd stick to it for like a month. then drop out after that. because im just too tired. it demoralises me sometimes. but i know its the only way to become better. BUT haha. think its way fun way cool. love the tj ruggers. they're really warm people. and they 're nice in a different way from the rj ruggers. rj people shit around in their own special way. haha whatever. love everyone all the same. but whatever. yea and on the way home in the car last night, i talked to one of the tj girls hahaha she was a dunmanhigh girl.

whatever. i shall read up on some spa now. then. catch a nap. haha mommy's amusing me again. silly woman. hahaha i need to take a break soon. help.