bah.
am depressed once again. weirdo. you KNOW I CANT SPELL WEIRD. all my life. i've always thought it was wierd. why does it look so much better. haha hilarious. my spelling stinks. horrible. terrible. total rubbish.
i think studying gets to me. when i dont get something, or when i spend too much time like reading 4 pages of your notes, i start to panic, or lose interest or not bother anymore. yea and then my mind starts to wander. and then.
BAM. weird stuff starts coming. it stinks. i dont know what's wrong with me. i neeed a break. i hate the feeling of total euphoria crashin down to a pile of shit. well not euphoria but HMM my happy excited jumpy state to miss quietface-no-mouth-cant-speak-because-am-depressed mode. and worst of it all. ALL FOR NOTHIN'. But if anyone can jolly well keep stuff to themselves, so can i. I mean it’s darn cool if you learn to deal with stuff by yourself. well done genius.
stupid things you think about. argh i need to learn to deal with the cold hard facts of life perhaps. too bad if anything's meant to happen but whatever. i hate this blog. its looks yummy.
im gonna miss anna. no one to shit around with me in school anymore. noone for meeeeee to whine and whine to. noone to assure me im doing fineeeee. ah whatever. dumb anna. you go get a blog SOOOOON. how's london"? COLD WITHOUT MOI?
SHERALYN DARLING> diaryland cant be locked per entry right? well then too bad, good. Haha shall we do jazz again Monday? Or you wanna do something tmr? Give me a call alright. Or sms. see yaaaaaa. wheee

well great. everything i typed just disappeared because i pressed something. haha well done. my fingers are getting bettttttter. c: i guess the break from trng did help. but yea i hope it wont come back. argh. and now my ears are giving me problems. i couldnt hear a thing during the meeting today. its getting mighty frustrating. and now my ears hurt. freak. haha i better lock all the whiney horrid entries or people are gonna think im a brat. spoilt BRAT. RIGHTTTTTTTTT BUDDY