bah.
am depressed once again. weirdo. you KNOW I CANT SPELL WEIRD. all my life. i've always thought it was wierd. why does it look so much better. haha hilarious. my spelling stinks. horrible. terrible. total rubbish.
i think studying gets to me. when i dont get something, or when i spend too much time like reading 4 pages of your notes, i start to panic, or lose interest or not bother anymore. yea and then my mind starts to wander. and then.
BAM. weird stuff starts coming. it stinks. i dont know what's wrong with me. i neeed a break. i hate the feeling of total euphoria crashin down to a pile of shit. well not euphoria but HMM my happy excited jumpy state to miss quietface-no-mouth-cant-speak-because-am-depressed mode. and worst of it all. ALL FOR NOTHIN'. But if anyone can jolly well keep stuff to themselves, so can i. I mean it’s darn cool if you learn to deal with stuff by yourself. well done genius.
stupid things you think about. argh i need to learn to deal with the cold hard facts of life perhaps. too bad if anything's meant to happen but whatever. i hate this blog. its looks yummy.
im gonna miss anna. no one to shit around with me in school anymore. noone for meeeeee to whine and whine to. noone to assure me im doing fineeeee. ah whatever. dumb anna. you go get a blog SOOOOON. how's london"? COLD WITHOUT MOI?
SHERALYN DARLING> diaryland cant be locked per entry right? well then too bad, good. Haha shall we do jazz again Monday? Or you wanna do something tmr? Give me a call alright. Or sms. see yaaaaaa. wheee

well great. everything i typed just disappeared because i pressed something. haha well done. my fingers are getting bettttttter. c: i guess the break from trng did help. but yea i hope it wont come back. argh. and now my ears are giving me problems. i couldnt hear a thing during the meeting today. its getting mighty frustrating. and now my ears hurt. freak. haha i better lock all the whiney horrid entries or people are gonna think im a brat. spoilt BRAT. RIGHTTTTTTTTT BUDDY

haha wheeee. safti today. haha so cool how Jeremy was our tour guide. hahha. yea. and shafia was exclaiming how much he resembled jass. but really jem is really much nicer. hahaha alrighty. whatever. i thought that it was quite cool. a little interesting. just tt towards the end. i wanted to like zone out and fall asleeep. haha school today was cool. i SAT UNDER THE AIRCON and freezed my ass off. haha and then it started raining. another perfect thing. and the best part of it all. anna came. and we were outside the LT. taking pictures. haha funny how you look into a nondigital camera. seems quite weird not having a screen. haha yea. and i cant believe she's leaving now that she is. but then again. she'll be back in dec. so/ its not too bad i guess.
thanks MOO for the letter. i LOVE YAAAAA mighty mighty LOTS TOOOOOO.
and some people are just incorrigible. i think they should just get a life really. i mean you think you're how cool and how smart. but really.. ha-ha-ha. im never this nasty. never have been. so maybe its just you.
c: why are the nice people always so friggin nice and the horrible people AWFUL.

haha DID I MENTION that i love elaine lo. she's full of nonsense and fabulous. and she's such a bimbo at heart. her pink umbrella. hahahaha. im glad she's our teacher. really.

archery's kinda cool. the thing is just HEAVY. i need to get bigger muscles. just you wait buddy. hahaha

haha wheee. lunch was fantastic at that italian restaurant. even though the silly other 2 were late. heee karen had pw and silly anna didnt know i didnt tell karen. haha whoops. so yea grace and karen met us later anyway. haha we were gossiping so much today. which was good. haha this is like gonna be the last time i ever gossip with that woman again. and ITS SO SAD. argh because hahaha the things she can say always amuse me. and she's fabulous. we both love and not love the same kinda people. haah which makes it perfect to gush or bitch about. fantastic. hahaha sarah was like falling asleeeep totally. that poor thing slept at 4. and we were crazy. taking so many pictures. hahaha people probably thought we were nuts. and the worst thing is that we took neoprints at heeren. hahaha yea its the fun of it all. even if we;re really stupid because we have 6 cameras with us. hahaha karen.sarah.anna.mini.grace.adeee. that's the 6 of us today. 22 aug. my favourite day of the month.

sure. spoil everything. argharghargh. things always have to happen. just when i thought everything was perfect and FINE. hahaha. i need to learn how to prove myself before daddy starts saying anything at all. i know how important he thinks my studies are and BLAHBLAH. and you've got to help me too. pw to do. argh. crap. and anna's leaving this thurs. WHY AM I SO STUPID. how come i forgot. what a shitty friend. meeting them for lunch.
hahaha collateral was good ok. watchitwatchitwatchit. im GOING TO START STUDYING PROPER. argh.

heee. lysistrata today. guess whos my favourite? its NIKKKKI. hahaha she's so cute. i mean the makeup's so cute and the stupid noseeee kept insisting that she looks like this actresss whom i ve never heard of but is darn good or something. but then again, i havent exactly heard of anyone. and yea. i was like trying to take note of all the silly things she said so that we could tease her in class or something. hehe VID's SO adorable. i CANT STAND IT ANY LONGER. she just refuses to take off pravin's jacket. and today when they were walking around today. i just had to say something. hahaha and gasps. pravin slapped me. so i whacked him back hahaha hilarious. i just love the both of them. ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY"RE TOGETHER.
lalala didnt bring my file home. brilliant. and someone knew and DIDNT TELL ME> ARGH. poopooface.
saw grace today. coool. grace said i have BIGGER MUSCLES NOW> YAYYYYYYY .macs has fattening food. im not eating there ever again. REMIND ME. hahahaha

ah. haha my fingers hurt and they stink. i just wanna bite them off. i hope its not an allergy or whatever crap. it got better but now its worse again. hurtshurtshurts when i bend them.
was the last day for guitar today till like after the promos. i guess guitar has a nice bunch of people. but yea nevermind. concert today was quite alright. though haha i didnt know what i was doing halfway because i lost concentration. haha and i didnt see joel.mingyong.weixiang at the back fooling around according the nose. haha its appreciated and i find it amazingly hilarious. haha but yea. they bothered to come. perfect excuse for missing chinese.
im bored. and im bored.
i cant even type. lalala. the thing i heard about touch i hope its not true. ah. argh. and lalalala. hmm i forgot what i wanted to say. HMM. HMM. ohohoh watched the notebooooooooooooook. and the baby next to me started TEARING AND SNIFFLING mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. im so darn amused. and im sorry i told the whole world. its just hilarious. babies bawl anyway. hahaha. and then we went home and gerald was there with evie. he bought pork satayyyyy. and some idiot claim that he was halal. when a person cant be halal. eve amuses me with her comments. i like gerald. he's welcome anytime HOME. then i CAN BULLLLY HIMMMMMMMMMM. hahahahaha evie had better not read this. she's PMSing today. man. i should just shut up and go do my work. pw tmr. stinks.
i cant believe anna's going next thurs. argh. i didnt know it was so soon. crap.bag.

hahah whatever. shittersshittersshitters. wasted my time today. WELL DONE. but good job med fac anyway. haha kitfei can so run. i mean just the kind of people we need. but i love vid and tsu and suba and bird and all those who can run in touch ALL THE SAME. haha stinkstinksstinks. dont annoy ME. im starting to snap at everyone. hahaha just because of time wasted in school. BAH. get a grip, girl.
AND YAY. GRACE> I BOUGHT TICKETS ALREADY
BETTER SEE YOU THERE OK. if NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTttt....

ohmygosh. man sheralyn, you are so sick.
but i decided to try it too. hahahahaa. hilarious. TOO BAD I AINT GOT ONE.

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wheeeee. tired tired tired. haha im strange. i like the tired exhausted feelin'. it makes me feel good. and i almost died just now. with sheralyn. dumb sheralyn. she thinks of the wierdest things to do. hahaha but today was so cool. i mean we looked stupid and all. but im sure IM GONNA GET ABS. YAY. haha ok. maybe we should stick with this every week. plus something else. pleasepleaseplease. i wannnaaaa do JAZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. haha the timings are just so wrong. lets seeee . i just wasted my whole first half of the day. there's spa tomorrow. whoppeeee. and pw observations on sat. COWDUNG. man. and and. erm all the nonsense. every saturday's gonna be taken up now. think i'd stick to it for like a month. then drop out after that. because im just too tired. it demoralises me sometimes. but i know its the only way to become better. BUT haha. think its way fun way cool. love the tj ruggers. they're really warm people. and they 're nice in a different way from the rj ruggers. rj people shit around in their own special way. haha whatever. love everyone all the same. but whatever. yea and on the way home in the car last night, i talked to one of the tj girls hahaha she was a dunmanhigh girl.

whatever. i shall read up on some spa now. then. catch a nap. haha mommy's amusing me again. silly woman. hahaha i need to take a break soon. help.

MANMANMAN. why does everything disappear after i type like a whole bunch of bull. hahaha its fated. friday the 13th.
thats how we got locked in ghim moh sec last night until 8. haha genius. but yea. yesterday was quite fun. rad came at first then tabi. haha yea and we got so carried away playing that we forgot about the time. did sprints today. Haha and I just died there. I m so unfit man. Terrible. Horrible. Atrocious. And im supposed to keep myself more FIT than ever. Wheeeeee
haha so last night we just sat there. Looking like poorlittle things. And cherie’s mom was waiting outside and so was ALFRED, bird’s dad. Hehehe. And then the bus finally came and we left . like thank GOD. Haha whatever.
How come I never realized that the pool’s such a great place to be at night. So I just sat there last night. ENJOYING the breeze and wind and all. Haha threatening to throw cows and phones into the pool arguing about what the wind is all about. You know the quote in a walk to remember.
“Love is like the wind. You can feel it but you cant see it” or something.. MAN. I told evie about it and I got a heartattack when she said its Gerald’s favourite quote.
Well I said “love is like the wind. It comes and goes easy. ” hahaha so funny. Im fed up again. Don’t want to leave the houseeeeeeee. Man im so lazyyyyyyy. Argh. IM GOING TO PSYCHEEEEEEE UP MORE MORE MORE. Bored. I need to work hard. Whatever. Piss the shit out of me.

fireworks at the esplanade yesterday was brilliant though it was friggin' crowded. i mean when everyone starts to push. i really felt like turning around to smack all of them. hahaha and they were so sticky and man. perspiration all over. duh some did stink. haha but yea. this is a festival for you. haha AND STUPID DUMB GRACE pang seh us. yea i know you're busy. but you should have came. think we had quite a lot of fun. i mean its supposed to be our FAGS day ok. haha and the G refused to come. so yea it became an SAF day. just nice for nationaly day. haha and yea now i remember the gross fiona with all her sick jokes and thoughts. on top on that. with sheralyn. those 2 are the more hilarious pair. haha whatever it is. yea. im glad we still make it a point to go out. dunno.
i think i miss rg. was just looking at all the photographs. miss that silly classroom. miss lower sec and upper sec days. i just miss an allgirls environment. zero pollution. hahaha not tt rj's that bad, but yea. a few days back in rg would be nice. brilliant.
cant believe galvin got 5th in that silly warcraft competition and won like some speakers system or something. not bad. but darling. warcraft stinks. do your homework instead?

nonsense people. hahaha
nikki, i'll say you're a little smart if it ever makes you happier.
grace, OK. its a deal. dont go back on your word. :)
sheralyn. YAY CANT WAIT to see ya tmr.
gryphonitewutounao, haha whatever. stop coming up with excuses for yourself. But its okay. Someone has always got to be the smarter one. And its unfortunately ME. Not you. Hahaha
joelosergarlichead ah shut up or I’ll spill all your secrets to everyone.
Oli. Haha whatever. I’ll get it someday. SOON. I just don’t have the time to think about it. You know how busy the genius gets.

Wheee. And whoaahhhhh. Haha these 2 rubbish words which I’ve been using too much. Even during trng today until I think tabbi got irritated hahaha well because I almost threw the ball and whacked her head twice today. Genius. Hahaha I THINK TRNG ROCKS . Saturday trainings rock. AND GASPAR’s GUITARING rocks too. I don’t know. It was a good day today. I had fun for like trng and guitar. Something’s wrong with me. Maybe it’s the mood and the fact that I could wake up later because mommy sent me to school. Haahahha ANNNNNNNNNNNA. Came today. Yay. /Cant get enough of you baby/ before you LEAVE> ARGH.
Village was GOOOOOOOOD. I like the way they speak. Haha /I cannot stay/ or whatever. But its just not scary ENOUGH FOR MEEEEEE. I want SUPERNATURAL STUFFF> you know the stuff that freaks you out totally. Haha this is just too mild. Someone’s a scaredy CAT. Hahaha
Bought notebook for evie because she wanted it. And she finished it already. Whoah. I shall read it and I HOPE ITS GOOD> well she said it was.
I CANT BELIEVE HOW I DIDN’T GET DARKER. Bah. I sat like at the pool to finish my -man and wife- at like 2 plus. Haha and STILL NO proper TAN> its still WHITE. Haha yea and I got so fed up and swam a few laps only today because the sun yea went away. And tried to remove all that water from my ears. what nonsense.

hahaha funny how i almost hate it when stuff or whatever have been used all over and over again to every other cow. i so hate old repeated stuff. no biggie. BORING.. but still very amusing. like try SOMETHING NEWWWWWWWWW pals.
SO i SHALL BE THE FIRST TO WRITE MY BOOK. my dream boooooook. then everyone can read about what i wanna write or say at the same time. there/s no need for /ohijusthearditfromhertoo/
why on earth does every little thing amuse me hahah i love being amused. and i love the way im amused so easily. life's full of amusements. sublimal messages.
man. im exhaustedddddddddd. yawning away. where s my mommmmmmy.

dont disconnect dont disconnect. grace wants to abandon us all over again. BOOHOOHOO. hahaha math remedial never fails to make me feel smarter. but then again. maybe its because clement was next to us, right JANICIA. hahaha hilarious. stupid clement. i love my pooh rollerstamp. its so cute. hahaha whatever. i shall start studying in school everyday from now on. hahaha whatever. ANNACHENG. where are you. its time you start missing ME. yay. cant wait for friends. shall go offline.

Haha funny how things turn out all the time. Rollin’ goodtimes. More like ROARING-with-laughter goodtimes. Hilarious. Sometimes im such a jackass that I love myself. RIGHT? sheralyn and grace and anna and penny and even my nikki I bet you love me because im crazy. And hopelessly stupid. [esp nikki who s always in self denial about how much smarter I am. Yea and now everyone’s going to say im a big ego maniac all over again.
There re forever so many decisions to make. My biggest problem now, as we all have heard me complaining and whining about. GUITAr. Haha dunno how I keep getting these mixed emotions all the timeee. I hate getting mixed feelings. Why cant I just be so certain all the time. I mean I always feel a certain way, but there’re always factors. Other factors. People around me who affect my ultimate decision. Haha and usually. They all have a point in whatever they say. So I end up being not able to take the easy path ALL over again. Ho Hum.
Just got home from breakfast with mommy and daddy. And im so going to explode. Argh. I hate that feeling. Hahaha but I love eating. If only we can eat all we want and never get full or fat. J but then again. That only happens with boys. Yea. So . haha that’s the ONLY benefit I see for being a boy. Because other than that, BOYS GO FOR NS. BOYS FACE SHIT FROM GIRLS. BOYS GET BULLIED BY GIRLS. BOYS ARENT ALLOWED TO SCREAM. BOYS ARENT ALLOWED TO SAY NASTY THINGS. BOYS ARENT ALLOWED TO LIKE PINK.[excluding clement] BOYS ARENT ALLOWED TO WEAR PRETTY DRESSES. BOYS ARENT ALLOWED TO GO SHOPPING. Hahahah because it makes them gay
Owells. Good for them. Haha this just reminds me of the rg days when I was a boy. And when I was anna’s BOYFRIEND. Haha and when we had so many affairs and so many wives and mistresses and boyfriends and husbands and gay relations. Haha those were the days. I’ll never feel the same in jc anymore. School’s all about the ultimate 4As. OK then. I so need the motivation to survive

argharghargh. one more time the connection goes off and i have to type everything all over again, im going to scream my head off and make sure everyone knows that my connection is a horrible connection. growls*
owells. yoga today. haha sheralyn and i decided that yoga wasnt good. and we shall not do yoga again. even though its supposed to be only physical yoga and ALRIGHT. but yea. i was mostly falling asleep at the parts im not supposed to be doing stuff ahaha whatever. then we went to starbucks for a large ultra superdooper mighty fattening caloriegaining vanilla frap. eeewwww. all that whipped cream. haha eeeek.
yea and i laughed too many times today. that's not good. everything's a joke to me. hahaha whatever. i dont want to go to school again. there's the horrid bio test and i havent studied. grrr. connection just went off again. GOOD JOB. moron. and OUR DUMB MATH REP DIDNT GIVE US our math remedial notes again. argh. now i'll be stuck in school doing it. haha stupid BOY
I LIKE THE NAME BOBBY. who wants to be MY BOBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBY? hahaha