Thursday, December 09, 2004

hahaha i am CLOSING adeeee.blogspot splashsplash go eat your poo. hahaha
i realised i ve been closing blogs whenever im in a bad mood. here goes. so BYEBYE BLOGGIE hehe

went back to live journal and read through all the old entries. haha and i found this so i redid it. hehe
boy i love this show



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Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Haha back.
Am so tired.
Thank God mommy was nice today to be unlazy to fetch me the sch.
And the weather today was good again.
Freakin cold in the morning and we were freezing at the speaker’s corner, refusing to move into the aircon room. Hahaha quite funny eh. Its just so unlike ME.
And I was being quite racist today because I had too much of the ethnic humor or so you say last night. hahaha dumb people. Only good at telling such dumb jokes. And then to the portie to get the pottyman from Thailand. Haha black again. No surprise.

Anyway Hung around after guitar watching them practise their caroling stuff.
I AM SO JEALOUSSSSSSS.
I wish I could join them on Christmassy EVE.
ARGH. BENWANG STINKS. He’s so gooooood with the guitar that I wanna steal his guitar because it’ll make me so pro too. Heee c:
Alrighty. So I almost finished angels and demons while waiting for the slow slow poke sheralyn
Hahah because APPARENTLY the gay’s leaving town on Friday so it was her last chance to be AT TOWN [orchard tt is] haha
And we caught the sneaks for national treasures or something

OH MY. You must you must you must catch it.
It was soooo mighty exciting then I was screaming away and we were poking each other through out the show. Hehehe and I think the lady’s pretty but I have no idea who she is. Hee Nicholas cage gets all the pretty girls. NOT FAIR.

Monday, December 06, 2004

When I kneel before my Master,
I can feel His presence there,
And the load of care and sorrow
Seems much easier to bear. —Anon.


man. that hideous thing.
maurice and galvin couldnt stop laughing at me.
horrid boys.
and everyone was smsing its almost hilarious.

haha uh oh. i have a few days left to do my christmassy stufff.
cardssssssss plus a teeny weeny little shopping.
but we'll be away for christmas YAY
hee im looking forward to a white christmas.

and a fags outing before sheralyn goes away as well. c:
+ to the FAGS in the world!

Sunday, December 05, 2004

haha PAP rally
i must say. i haven seen a thing like this

but i had a terrible headache.
not to mention my rashes were coming back all over again. so yea.
eyes ugly red and hideous
and stuff
haha but im trying my very best not to complain.

still i dislike cheegoupeh old farts. i think they should shut up and go back home.
but yea the other pap people were cool though. funnny how there were 7000 people. but the indoor stadium seemed so small.

still i liked the nice people who were motivating with us. haha they're so friendly. and everyone's like "how old are you. you guys look so young"
FINE haha
yea then we got some interview with the straits times which i uttered total rubbish. im sure i sounded stupid. i wonder if they'll quote us. haha all in all.
tiring day
eye opener
thought provoking
nice politics in the world there

fullstop.
ends there.
am tired. daddy wants me to sleep.

p.s. dont try to keep anything from me. i find out eventually. hee :/

nighty pals

Friday, December 03, 2004

Gifts of the Heart
by Sheryl Nicholson

In this hustle-bustle world we live in, it’s so much easier to charge something on a credit card rather than give a gift of the heart.

And gifts of the heart are especially needed during the holidays.

A few years ago, I began to prepare my children for the fact that Christmas that year was going to be a small one. Their response was, “Yeah sure, Mom, we’ve heard that before!” I had lost my credibility because I had told them the same thing the previous year, while going through a divorce. But then I had gone out and charged every credit card to the max. I even found some creative financing techniques to pay for their stocking stuffers. This year was definitely going to be different, but they weren’t buying it.

A week before Christmas, I asked myself, “What do I have that will make this Christmas special?” In all the houses that we had lived in before the divorce, I had always made time to be the interior decorator. I had learned how to wallpaper, to lay wooden and ceramic tile, to sew curtains out of sheets and even more. But in this rental house there was little time for decorating and a lot less money. Plus, I was angry about this ugly place, with its red and orange carpets and turquoise and green walls. I refused to put money into it. Inside me, an inner voice of hurt pride shouted, “We’re not going to be here that long!”

Nobody else seemed to mind about the house except my daughter Lisa, who had always tried to make her room her special place.

It was time to express my talents. I called my ex-husband and asked that he buy a specific bedspread for Lisa. Then I bought the sheets to match.

On Christmas Eve, I spent $15 on a gallon of paint. I also bought the prettiest stationery I’d ever seen. My goal was simple: I’d paint and sew and stay busy until Christmas morning, so I wouldn’t have time to feel sorry for myself on such a special family holiday.

That night, I gave each of the children three pieces of stationery with envelopes. At the top of each page were the words, “What I love about my sister Mia,” “What I love about my brother Kris,” “What I love about my sister Lisa” and “What I love about my brother Erik.” The kids were 16, 14, 10 and 8, and it took some convincing on my part to assure them that they could find just one thing they liked about each other. As they wrote in privacy, I went to my bedroom and wrapped their few store-bought gifts.

When I returned to the kitchen, the children had finished their letters to one another. Each name was written on the outside of the envelope. We exchanged hugs and goodnight kisses and they hurried off to bed. Lisa was given special permission to sleep in my bed, with the promise not to peek until Christmas morning.

I got started. In the wee hours of Christmas morn, I finished the curtains, painted the walls and stepped back to admire my masterpiece. Wait-why not put rainbows and clouds on the walls to match the sheets? So out came my makeup brushes and sponges, and at 5 A.M. I was finished. Too exhausted to think about being a poor “broken home,” as statistics said, I went to my room and found Lisa spread-eagled in my bed. I decided I couldn’t sleep with arms and legs all over me, so I gently lifted her up and tiptoed her into her room. As I laid her head on the pillow, she said, “Mommy, is it morning yet?”

“No sweetie, keep your eyes closed until Santa comes.” I awoke that morning with a bright whisper in my ear. “Wow, Mommy, it’s beautiful!”

Later, we all got up and sat around the tree and opened the few wrapped presents. Afterward the children were given their three envelopes. We read the words with teary eyes and red noses. Then we got to “the baby of the family’s” notes. Erik, at 8, wasn’t expecting to hear anything nice. His brother had written: “What I love about my brother Erik is that he’s not afraid of anything,” Mia had written, “What I love about my brother Erik is he can talk to anybody!” Lisa had written, “What I love about my brother Erik is he can climb trees higher than anyone!”

I felt a gentle tug at my sleeve, then a small hand cupped around my ear and Erik whispered, “Gee, Mom, I didn’t even know they liked me!”

In the worst of times, creativity and resourcefulness had given us the best of times. I’m now back on my feet financially, and we’ve had many “big” Christmases with lots of presents under the tree…but when asked which Christmas is our favorite, we all remember that one.
And on the way down
I saw you
And you saved me
From myself
And I won't forget
The way you loved me
On the way down
Almost fell right through
But I held onto you


shopping with evie today.
she asked me out.
because she had to buy something for gerald and baby stuff for baby joel
and a pressie for mommy
but she got tired like after ten seconds.
haha that's her for you man.
so like 2 hours later, she was dragging her feet getting me to hurry because she needs to sleep.
thank god im not her boyfriend.
:/ but i love you all the same honey.

Monday, November 29, 2004

apple

alrighty. stupid day
i am tired. lethargic. sick of everything.

met sheralyn at buckies today. and I SHALL see more of her. haha

school's a terror to me. i dont know how im going to last another year. when my holiday's only about a month left. this is utterly disgusting. haha and perhaps its time i move away from bloggggger.

because . blogger doesnt lock entries wth.

hahaha yay. im hooked to stupid computer games.
to think i couldnt dumb stupid boys at first
and yea this is for a person with NO life. heee. i cant wait to get to the GREAT BIG FAT apple.
first i get to watch all the movies in the world on the plane 18hours nonstop. hahaa i DONT CARE if you keep telling me its a bloody small screen.
and then i can forget all the shit in the world and be there with family.
and maybe all the planes in the world will cease to function and we'll be stranded there.
and there i will grow my papaya tree in the big apple.

haha wheee. sheralyn said gerri went to france. that's so coooool. i wanna go tooo. but i'll have to grow up first. right now, i hardly appreciate anything.
not like anything appreciates i.
hahaha cool huh.

Friday, November 26, 2004

guitar made 2000+ from busking
hurrahs for guitar

here s to the big shits in the world who think guitar sucks.

sorry feeling lousy. hhaha. :P

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

my best friend's wedding todayyyyyy haha and i cant watch it because im awfully exhausted and my ears hurt.
and shopping today was only like average.
i simply keep buying stuff i dont use eventually
hahaha sometimes one's got to learn.
wahla~
my free week's gonna be over in no time. oh freak.
sheralynnnnnnnnnn lend me your boook. hee okay
i better get some sleep. if only i could wake up one morning
with zero problems.
no red eyes
no horrid fingers
nothing.

hee brilliant.

Sunday, November 21, 2004

heee. touch came over today
we baked oreo cheeeeesecake
and xintian and cherie were like licking so much
and decorated the cake in the shape of a rugby ball
with TABI's name on it.
MIGHTY NICEE

everyone just kept watching the dvds
and fooling around
then tabi came around with rad. haha they're cuckoo today
anyway its good to see that we 're interacting more and stuff haha
too bad we went to the pool at like past nine. so we hardly had enough time
but yea. tabi just stripped and went in. and rad was in a black swimsuit its hilarious because we could hardly seee her. haha and yea. tabi and rad screams lilke shit. they're so girly when it comes to screaming man.

hahaha anyway. i love touch.
rjtouch people rawks my socks
and i think bird is one hilarious kind of a vainbird who likes taking pictures. hahahahahahaa she's going to kill me
1.) first grade teacher's name: vera
2.) last word you said: haha
3.) last song you sang: drift away
4.) last thing you laughed at: craziness of last night's dinner
5.) last time you cried: hmm haha not very long ago
6.) what color socks are you wearing: nope
7.) what's under your bed?: there's no -undermybed-
8.) what time did you wake up today: eightish
9.) line from the last thing you wrote to someone: good night
PRESENT:
1.) current hair: growing
2.) current clothes: nothing hahaha nah
3.) current jewelry: nope
4.) current annoyance: mosquitoes
5.) current smell: papaya
6.) current longing: happy
7.) current desktop picture: some picture at esplanade
8.) current worry: HMM
9.) current favorite article of clothing: oh you know
10.) do you currently like someone: of course. love everyone

FUTURE:
1.) what is your career going to be: a nice samaritan
2.) if you could live anywhere in the world, where: in my farm. actually right here because that's where all my darlings are.
3.) how many kids do you want: 22 hahahaha
4.) what kind of car will you drive: kind of CARS. / rather i'll be driven hahaha

FAVORITES:
1.) favorite physical feature on a girl: SMILE
2.) favorite physical feature on a guy: HMM smile definitely
3.) one person you wish was here right now: how about dog? happy?
4.) favorite author: bu zhi dao. i read every garbage
5.) favorite coffee: eek coffee s horrible except for like nice starbuckies or something
6.) favorite smell: haha ah you know.
7.) favorite way to waste time: dreaming and dreaming
8.) favorite season: WINTER
9.) favorite color: i really have no idea. black? purple?
10.) favorite time of day: nights

FASHION:
1.) how many coats and jackets do you own: are you insane. how am i supposed to count
2.) do you wear a watch: not now. lazy i make watches look ugly
3.) favorite pants color: HMM denim
4.) most expensive item of clothing: this shit which i regretted buying and got killed buying
5.) most treasured: harharhar i have no clue
6.) gold or silver: silver

YOUR FRIENDS:
1.) do your friends know you: what a backside question. DUH.
2.) what do they tend to be like: MY PERFECT BEINGS
3.) can you count on them: doh.
4.) can they count on you: DOUBLE TRIPLE DOH
5.) do you find it hard to trust people: sometimes
LASTS:
1.) last book you read: autobiography of a geisha
2.) last movie you watched: shall we dance
3.) last movie you saw in theaters: princess diaries
4.) last show you watched on tv: singapore idol
5.) last song you heard: knockin on heaven's door
6.) last thing you had to drink: milk
7.) last thing you ate: chocs hehe
8.) last time you showered: last night
9.) last time you smiled: never stopped smiling
11.) last person you hugged: eve
12.) last person you danced with: haha HMM in sec 2?
13.) last person you talked to online: grace
14.) last person you talked to on the phone: hmmmmmmmmmmmm i cant remember
15.) last thing you bought yourself: lunch

DO YOU?:
1.) smoke: nope
2.) do drugs: no
3.) drink: no
4.) sleep with stuffed animals: haha does my mogu count no.
5.) have a dream that keeps coming back: yeaaaaaa
7.) believe there is life on other planets: why not. cool alright
8.) read the newspaper: sometimes
9.) have any gay or lesbian friends: well yeah does sheralyn and karen count
10.) believe in miracles: of course
11.) consider police a friend or foe: friend

FEELINGS:
1.) do you have any regrets: no way
2.) i am happiest when: im with great company
3.) i feel lonely: the world ignores me hahaha
4.) what makes you mad: BIGFAT FAKES

Saturday, November 20, 2004

haha busking today outside wheelock was totally cool
the weather was brilliant to start off with.
it was mighty windy and all. haha and yea at first i was almost kinda embarrassed with our terrible speakers and amps.
but yea. things got better.
we got better amps.
people actually stopped to listen and smile
but what really made our day were the really generous lot who gave like 50 dollar notes
man. this guy gave like 100 bucks and a couple of others 50 each.
i dunno. we appreciated the fact that they appreciated our hard work? hhaha

yea but there was this shitty man
he came so close and then made a stupid freaking idiotic face and went
"just wanted to check if you guys are really playing"
i made a face back and almost slapped him hard
then he went to the other side
and touched somebody's guitar and tried playing.
you would think he's satisfied.
but NO
then he took moses' electric and started playuing
making more faces like the guit was mighty shitty
i mean then DONT TOUCH IT YOU FREAKHEAD.
and yea he thought he played really well
but nope. im not impressed
the only one smiling was his girlfriend
and you know what
his girlfriend actually looked so sweet
argh.
stupidman
GAGS and dies.
and GUESS WHAT

at the end of the day.
he didnt even drop a single cent into our collection case. garbage man.

dinner was fabulous at this chinese place heheee.
we played truth or truth.
and weijie stinks big time. haha i'm going to blow his head off
and moses and ben are bigger suckers. they think they're such good pals they dont betray each other. hahaha im so going to sow discord man. haha just you wait.

and today we discovered new secrets. heee cool.

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

heeeeeeeee
hee
heeeee
heee

things are starting to work out for the better.

games today were GOOD. brilliant. fantastic.
i got so excited. that i think i screamed way too much.
my throat hurts like crap now haha but i like screaming all the same.

drink more water drink more water. im going to end up bursting my little bladder again.
and hee.
we got second. whoo hooo
tabi was happy all the same because she said we played well. hahaha
:):) you know cos we had so much support. so many of them came down to support us today. heheee delightful.

tj peeps carried tabi and drove her into the mud and tabi's horrid man. i was an innocent bystander with my camera. and she just dragged me onto the field. haha. and wouldnt let me go i tried to take my revenge later. but she's like WHOAH so strong.

love touchtouchtouch.
but i still think there's a mini problem.
we need to get closer.

so yay. they're coming over on sunday i think. and i dunno what we'll do.
playplayplay eateateat that's what we'll do. hee

and i decided tt i love guitar too.
hee this morning it was so nice sitting at the speakers; corner. playing our busking songs. exciting. dumb moses. hahaha i wanna play like him. that shitter. he better teach me how to playyyyyyyy.
yay yay yay. jumps jumps jumps jumps.

i ve finally gotten my break. right now im happyhappyhappy
but i know its not gonnna last long. ohwells.

Monday, November 15, 2004

haha argh. suckssuckssucks
i hate it i cant live the perfect life i want to live.

im not a perfect human being
but im trying. hard.
no wrong im not trying hard enough
because there're always bound to be distractions and all

and every sunday.
i find out that, wow. my life has been one big joke

rita's right
i'll learnnnnnnnnnnnn.

and trng tmr. tired.

Saturday, November 13, 2004

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY PORKCHOPS............... beef up baby for tues. i mean pork up baby.

http://www.columbia.edu/%7Erhee/

heehee its awfully hilarious
his cheeks are so PINCHABLE

well anyway. IM HUNGRY. where's my food?
this is what we get when mommy and daddy arent at home

haha today went well
we concluded that small little boys are cute. they smile when they run and they run fast and they're absolutely adorable. they're so tiny i cant believe they;re actually in primary school.
and then guitar was cool today.
i like gaspar. he's so funky and like mr. nice. and he smells familiar.
and he said i can play the bassss hehehe
YEA BABY.
apparently contrabass s too big for me and he thinks noone would be able to see me except this huge guitar moving if i play it

and im not going to disappoint my team-mates
i'll cherish the place i got.
and sometimes i think i dont deserve it as much as the others.
bah. im hopeless.

Friday, November 12, 2004

God does wonders for me
and he solves my problems in 2 seconds flat.

2 seconds before i was hating myself
for being so trapped and caught
in the middle of touch and guitar

and 2 seconds later. TADA no more problem .hehe
great fantastic
but im so going to die tmr.
i'll have to cab everywhere

and chubs wants to ask me out for a porkfree candle light dinnnnnnnnner on her birthdhay hahahaha
made me chant something like
PIGS are friends.

owells. okay.

Thursday, November 11, 2004

heee deepavali today was fun
manu's mommy can really coook and we ate so much
food was good chocolates were so good
bollywood movie was so good
the girls were so pretty. man. like WHOAH.
and i came back and ate somemore

hahaha im so glad we finally had our girls' day out.
we should have more stuffffff. c: hhahah the guys in our class are horrid. we're better off without them. hehe

i feel so full now argh. okay maybe trng will solve all problems hehee
uh oh daddy and mommy are going away tmr.
haha and they're being such a wussy wuss.
like hello. we're all grown up.

Wednesday, November 10, 2004







Your Power Color Is Blue


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You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.
If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.
You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.




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hee our diff in height. that's it.
haha hmm
trng yesterday was fantastic.
tabi s nice. hahahah i love the chinchow. man.
and haha too bad i couldnt stay for the massage stuff because i had to leave for a guitar meeting. boo. hehe but whatever. hmm.
i think im changing for the better
into a whole new person. haha
im going to tell myself to give my all for both touch and guitar.
so that yea, the guit ppl wont think im a slacker with a wrong attitude and all
like today
i woke up early. told myself i had to go.
but then i felt like shit and sick. and when i looked into the mirror. my rashes came back. my eyes were like red again. and now its so itchy.
thank god mommy and daddy arent at home. or they're gonna force me to sleep again.
yea so today i woke up at 12. hehee for like the first time.

argh. and kangwen's bringing his electric today. i m so so so darn jealous. i would have learnt
baboon.

watched princess diaries yesterday hehe
i think she's quite pretty. eyes so huge and large and all
and sheralyn, the guy. is . quite hot.

yay. i wanna be a princess too. hahaha whatever. cut me the crap.
and yes. i love salad. im going to come up with all kinds of salads. yippeee. cant wait
im so excited. think mommy and daddy are going away on their 20th anniversary.

pleaseplease let them trust us and not get anyone to live with us. hahaha
whatever. daddy emailed me a webbie to do some research on ny. argh. boring. yay i get to have a white christmas. hooray

Monday, November 08, 2004

"I Don't Want To Miss A Thing"

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY my buddies, SHERALYN AND ZECK!!!

hahah wheeee.
i went shopping for sheralyn;s pressie and im very pleased with my purchase
i hope you like it man. haha hopes*
but yea then i saw other stuff so i couldnt help myself
and i splurged at cranberries man.
i love cranberries
someone buy me a cranberry farm or something.

i finally watched notting hill.
its a silly show. silly plot. hahaha
j. cheated me into watching it claiming it was how nice and perfect blahblahblah.
and then covering my eyes every 2 seconds when they're simply kissing.
big shit hahaahhaha but okayokay. it was OKAY
im not complaining
and you never fail to amuse me

my horrid brothers are well. horrid.
to think i bought them sushi. haha brats

okay on to my high tea buffet today
YAY. sheralyn makes you fat.
first that yummy chocolate fudgy wudgy cake on saturday
now this. hehe. i will train hard tmr. what the heck.

p.s. did i mention that i went to little india?
they haVE HUGE RED JUICY TOMATOES
and yea. the brows turned out nice on sheralyn and i chickened out. because it looked painful. hahaha just that i dont think i wanna go there anytime soon.

hehe i found my roots already anyway.

Saturday, November 06, 2004

Friday, November 05, 2004

hahar training's good
because im enjoying trng
though it was so freaking hot and i was dying in the sun and heat
and i got so dehydrated that i lost a couple of kg. but yea
i hate that arghineedwaterori'lldiefeeling.
yay i do something almost everyday so i'll build muscles and get nice legs. hahah junnan and i were looking at nice legs today
as usual. i was fooling around so much
crapping and disturbing everyone esp chubbs until they got so sick of meee. hahahahah
rach looks darn sexy now with that hair. :x

and yea. im starting to feel really good for our team. because there're so many good players now and im absolutely proud of them.
i shall train harder haha although. yea im usually braindead on the field. and yawning every 22 seconds.

chinese sucked. the paper was like how mighty tough. haha
but who cares. i GIVE UP. and i am SO NOT GOING TO TAKE CHINESE NEXT YEAR.
i dont care.

baboon yay. i cant wait to see the fags. im looking forward to a wonderful day PLUS SHOPPING. hahahah yay i want i want a dress. i shall be sneaky so mommy wont freak out again. hahaha actually yea. since i bought evie 2 dresses on her birthday i told her its her turn. hee.

hmm WHAT TO GET FOR YOU SHERALYN?
i'll get you 3 boyfriends ok
all at least a head taller than you.
but i'll have to search hard. hahaha

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

This entry is freaking long. Don’t read if you dont wanna bore yourself. hehe

last night was hilarious and wonderful and exciting and beautiful and everything.

I mean it had to start off with 2 very foolish people wearing the same color thingy for both tops and bottoms.
And yea as usual I didn’t realize anything because I wasn’t really aware of what I was wearing
And yea suddenly suzie looked down and GASPED
Hahha like what a great day. And apparently he’s embarrassed and he doesn’t wanna be seen walking around like a fool so he wanted to get a pair of jeans from LEVI’s. haha but what the heck. Me getting a top’s easier. So yea. I just grabbed a top hahaha with the excuse that its to avoid embarrassment for him. Whopeee. And wahla. Hahaha Im still pretty much amused. Because before I changed , I was laughing so much and we were walking further away, trying to pretend we didn’t know each other yea but somehow we made one entire round in taka. So I told him that I know he’s trying to show the whole world first and offered to go to the ground floor in the open. That way, more people can see. Hhahaha and we were arguing who got changed first. its hilarious.

So we didn’t know what to do and where to go. As usual. We just walked and walked and ended up at HEEREN. Hahaha and we saw olinda and leandra. I mean im like mighty slow. Didn’t see until he pointed out. Leandra’s so prettttttty. Hahah and prettynose claims that olinda’s bigger than him. Terrible boy. Haha
And I decided that I wanted a dress. Haha so we were looking. Halter dresses are pretty And OH IM SO EXCITED. This just sparked me off for what shall be first on my shopping list. Whooo HOOO> I wannnna go away. I wanna go shopping. Shopping shopping shopping.

And ho hum. Hmm. Went to eat. And I couldn’t enjoy my aircon at marche because I was freezing away and yea mama mia started at 8. bah. I didn’t know it was a musical. Hehe and stupid suzie and mommy both thought I was like how dumb.
And whopppeee. They had fantabulous voices. Im so going to learn how to sing. Hehe. See I have so many things to learn. I need to learn how to jazz. How to sing how to erm do lots of stuff. Hehe and to all those of you who can sing and dance. Man. Im jealous. So sheralyn, let’s continue with JAZZZZZz hehehe

Yea and I got so amused taking pictures nonstop again that I didn’t wanna stop but my silly model was tired and refused to do my MTV for me after a while. Haha and it was freakin dark at the esplanade anyway
So we went home. And we had to move to the pool because haha I think the neighbours were spying on us.
And suzie sang. Or pretended to sing. Hahaha

But yea I don’t care. At least I have someone to sing to me. I wanna to be sung to everyday. Haha see and if you would let me record IT. I would have like no problems honey. Stupid dummy. Haha

Garbage if only there was no school today because I wished lastnight never ended. It was such a simple night besides mama mia. yet totally fantastic. Must have been the company I had.

Big shit. Im getting into what I never thought I would have gotten into. And you know, its not so bad if you think about it.

And today mommy refused to let me go for training she thought it was ridiculous when I have a paper on Friday. But she conned me into washing the car with her before that. garbage. Hahaha and I was so amused washing because yea. I ve never washed a car before. Hahaha and i was climbing around Whoo hoo.

And YESS after today, Im finally darker. I see tan lines now. HOORAY but as usual mommy banned me from going to the pool from 10 to 2. haha what nonsense

fiona xie s so prettttttttty
so in love*

Tuesday, November 02, 2004




my old english sheepdog. hehe its beautiful.

Monday, November 01, 2004

I FOUND HAPPPPPPY
whooo hoo heeee

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway
screwed op
and booth had to repeat the question

and henglip is hilarious.
alrighty. i still have black eyes.
am TIRED

sob. argh i cant go to laos after all
and i really wanna go. after all the excitement and all.
daddy said he had a nightmare about terrorists in laos or something.
he's a scardey cat.
but yea i made him promise me i get to go somewhere nice in dec instead

he asked london and after all that i ve heard about london, i went NO
and he was so surprised
hahah i mean bring me to someplace where i cant really shop because its so frigging ex. like no way.
uh oh daddy's sick. i hope he gets better

so i wanna go to disneyland all over again. haha cow dung. then i can see all the babies there
and i will eat them.

and i cant believe i still have friday to go. well done. garbage. #@%#$%$#$@# i decided i became a little darker after all. :)

FAGS. lets go outtttttttttttttttt. come on come on come on. after all your silly OPS. nownownownownownownownownwonwownownownwonwonwownownwonwonwo im a poor little child with no life.

the silly banana got a naval piercing. NOT FAIR. hahaha and yea i told she must probably be showing off that silly button. i shall pierce my earss again. it got better. hooray
but then again i wanna pierce my nose.

Sunday, October 31, 2004

geez
i dont think i'll ever understand people
sdiopspiat em naiag.
i'll live with it.

go away you horrible bloodsuckers
argh its itchy.
haha
church today was good
like how to cope with grief.
man and i dunno why. it so suited my mood. and i felt like crying at everything he said.
why do people always go before you
i cant ever picture myself having to go thru the loss of someone.

haha but yea. today i was comforted more than anything else as well.
he said
blessed are those who moan
for he shall be comforted

well at least i know im never alone when i have to go thru pain all the time.
what would i do without this comfort

i think i would just break down and die

hehe and #$^^%^$%#$ tan my backside
i laid there in the sun for an hour with my shirt covering my face. and MY TUMMY's still white. while the back's like a little darker. somethng is wrong. i mean i only swam half an hour. the SUN DOESNT LIKE ME.
okies. i better get down to doing PW.
stinks. tmr i will be a happy girl.

i tried to dream of my beach house.
but nothing came to my mind
and i couldnt fall sleep again.
either that or i always end up waking up and not being able to go back to sleep and that sucks.
cos usually when i keep thinking, i'll go back to sleep. this time. time just crawls. and i have black eyes all over again. hahaha not good at all.

Saturday, October 30, 2004

sob. saw your pictures . hehe i miss last year.
i havent talked to you for so long
and i need someone to talk to
not fair i wanna go to the bird park too
you didnt invite meee
hehe

hmm i see anna online
yay.
og today was quite good.
but most of the time. i was hungry. and my tummy started making garbage noises while karen, xinling, lilian and i were watching chocolate and the guys playing pool upstairs
man . i dont care. im going to open my chocolaterie. hehehe MANMANMAN. their hot choc s like real MELTED HOT CHOC and there we were dying of hunger. bloody pizza took ten thousand years to go. and yea. i didnt really get the idea of the show. i was mostly looking and all the brown stuff
argh. chocolate does NOT make you fat friends. repeat after me.
chocolates are FRIENDS

hehe then the pizza came and all the dumb guys ate ten slices each because we had a million boxes. haha and i actually ate so much today because i was dying of hunger. and then we started playing some silly game. which is actually quite funny really.
zheng's the worse pig. haha the first level nine. and erm hakeem's another one. hahaha and pravin likes to think he's like so darn smart. but i managed to trick melvin and melvin got him in the end. hahaha and they mixed some stupid drink that looked like shit. ahhaha and they fell sick i think

i miss ohgeee. tried making pravin invite us to his place for deepavali but i gave myself away when i asked when deepavali was. i mean. im indian baby. hahaha
when do i always end up discovering all the wrong things that ruin everything i once thought was nice. hmm. not good.

looking forward to next year. karen said the laos thingy would most prolly be postponed instead. shit. i wanna go and i know daddy wont let me go now. freak.

Friday, October 29, 2004

but i do know one and one is two
and if this one could be with you
what a wonderful world this would be

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

no one ever understands.
and neither do i anyway.


im going to start peeling the skin off my feet. it hurts like crap.
lets go shopping sheralyn :P
keep the 8th free? or around that time. after your peeeedoubleyew ok.

Saturday, October 23, 2004

argh im so pissed now i could kill

like did the damn powerpoint the whole friggin' day till 2am
and then wake up early to come to school and the shitty thing wouldnt open.

so yea. everyone came down for fun.
thanks to me

and then the com lab had to close. smriti had to go. shamiah came for fun.
argh irritating
but yea. who appreciates anyway.

Friday, October 22, 2004

wahlawahlabingbang.

wahlawahlabingbang.
hey let's go outttttttttt.
hit the beach. haha

since the both of your birthdays are coming.
haha

but whatever. my face is breaking out. it hurts like crap in the sun and sweat argh i dont even feeling like going out now. boo hoo hoo.
garbage.

open house was alright. just felt a little cheated. but yea. nevermind.

haha. i need a break. and plenty of sleep.

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Everybody Loves A Happy Ending

Toe the line
Toe the line

Wake up your time is nearly over
No more the supernova
And no action guaranteed

Wake up you've had an operation
Ideals above your station
Too much reality

Think about the waste of time spending
Watching Mother Nature's knees bending
Everybody loves a happy ending

Wake up you're on your own agenda
Give up the great pretender
With baby eyes of green

Wake up you're holding on to nothing
You know you're only bluffing
As dead as autumn leaves

Think about the waste of time spending
Watching Mother Nature's knees bending
Everybody loves a happy ending

Don't you just love a happy ending?
Oh yeah well so do I
And all your love will shine on everyone

The darkness of the day
A curse in every way
You try to see the light
But you don't know why
Don't know why

They tell you on the phone
To give your God a bone
And grow a set of wings like a butterfly

The guarding at the gate
Reminds you that you're late
You try to take your time
But you toe the line
Toe the line

The children of the world
And daddy's little girl
The grass is always green on the other side
So stay and breathe new lies

Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up

Wake up, wake up
Everything is moving faster than you think

Your pen is running out of ink

Fill up your bath and kitchen sink

They're really kicking up the stink

You've never found the missing link

You should be happy and to think

You're rending members out of sync

And God is whiskered as a wink

Once more are different to the brink
hmm.

live
laugh
love



i'll live by these three.

bought nice stuff today. cant wait to get started.
i want to crumble up and die. again.

Monday, October 18, 2004

die. dying. died.

the end.

i thought i studied.
hard.
i just blew my chances





argh my bin's filled with paper.
what a wuss.

hey sheralyn. i hope you feel better. wanted to call too. but i was trying to hard to fall asleep

sometimes i try too hard.

hahaha. whatever. get a grip. there's more to come tmr.
i will just wait.
good luck everyone. and to those who did well, SHARE THE GRADES alrighty. c:

Sunday, October 17, 2004

stole this from sheralyn
oh my. you've got to check this out. its so hilarious i almost fell off my chair
silly dumb exam paper
heehee

Saturday, October 16, 2004

hmm. hmm. ouch ouch. i want to go home. hurts hurts.

Friday, October 15, 2004

haha man. im freezing in this aircon haha
but do i care. no. i love it. but im hungryyyyyyy. argh garbage

haha talked a bit to vidhya i miss her and suba's nonsense right at the start of the year when we were gossiping so much about youknowwho. heehee.
and now that they're blissfully together, i always see this smile on her face that i m so happy for her. hahaha because yea i can imagine her smiling to herself because she's so in love. haha

but im too lazy to go back for training. hahaha

and MET PENNYYYYY. wheee. haha miss tt Crazy insane dumb silly woman. this one's worse. she amuses me more than anybody in the world with the crazy things she says and daringly DOES. hahaaha man sometimes i wonder if she's right in the mind or if she's a girl at all. BUT yea tts what i so love about her. haha we were just laughing so hard like while walking that we had to stop and yea those were a few good hours spent well. but yea then we finally sat down and got down to talking about serious stuff. and then sometimes you really wonder so much. how something can be so happy and sad at the same time.

something she said which i'll very much keep in mind. and yea i shall live by it
we should always live for the moment.
im going to enjoy myself, have my happy moments, crazy moments, tough moments blahblah and yea at least at the end of the day, im gonna look back and say i have no regrets. haha so there we were trying to rationalise, trying to be optimistic , trying to turn everything dark -bright- again.

SO I am SO NOT GOING to whine anymore. too bad if we have school, so what if i have to suffer thru waking up early, depriving myself of sleep yadda. haha i'll enjoy every bit of it while i can.

and come to think of it, im quite lucky, arent i. i love the people around me. thank you guys. -that knowing smile-

still, i cant wait for after the A levels. hehe my real holiday starts there WHILE the silly boys go for NS. whoooo hoo. hahaha

and yesyes. the last yoga lesson sheralyn and i went for, I DID A HEADSTAND. hahaha so cool. but lousy. yoga's mighty tiring. haha insane. i need a break from my promos. but the break's not coming. -at all- i think im gonna be more stressed up than ever. just look at those black eyes of mine.
sheralyn remember our tanning date. haha tell GRACE> why dont you guys just come over if we're lazy to go to sentosa or something. haha we'll tan for ten thousand hours at noon. and like die from skin cancer together.

ANNNNNNNNNNNA HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY. im sorry this came so late. garbage friend i make.

Saturday, October 02, 2004

i slept my day away. sleeping straight for more than 3 hours in a row in the day hasnt never happened haha and i felt so good even though i had a big headache after waking up.

hee hee im such a an oldie
"honey there's a hundred million crazy things i do to keep myself from missing you"

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

sad lives we have before the exams.
even sadder lives after the exams
h-ar har.
cant wait to get away from all this shit i need to convince daddy to bring me somewhere far away
but let me pass my promos first
hehe NIKKI dreamt i got an A for bio and her dreams always come true
but then again
mini dreamt tt we got a GOLD the other time, and yea while her other dreams came true. that one for mine didnt.
things just happen.

happy birthday eve. love you lots and lots and lots.
she was so amused i smsed her a "happy birthday honey " message that she started calling me a bunny. how POETIC. gags and dies-
and she doesnt care about me anymore when she's with dear gerald. hahaha

Monday, September 27, 2004

mommy and daddy went on their dinner date while we wait for dinner at homeee. saddddddd my weekend's gone again. i need to find a way to study in school without seeing those 2 pretty nice and warm librarians. geez. hehe

garbage.

Thursday, September 23, 2004

wheee. OK i must tell the whole world that i got kicked out of the library yesterday. hee. #$#^^%$%%# haha yea but i promised i wouldnt complain so i'll be quiet. joel did all the grumbling on my behalf so he would seem like the nasty one not me. hahaha whatever.
chased out all for trying to form words with raisins. man. where's your creativity. kill my innovative and creative juices. ha! and the world will so not be a better place with ONE less talented young lass.
wheeeeeee. hahahaa amused amused amused. though shocked alright. because we were like if she comes , blahblahblah we would do blahblahblah
haha and when she actually comes, we didnt have time to react. arghhhhh
haha 22sept. wonderful day. nice things happen on the 22nds.
geee. spa tmr. baboon. haha had a long chat with dad and mommy on the way home. and more over dinner. yea. and then it all turned into a debate.
and man. yesyesyes the song's so nice.

I remember when I found out about chemistry
It was a long, long way from here
I was old enough to want it but younger than I wanted to be
Suddenly my mission was clear

So for awhile I conducted experiments
And I was amazed by the things I learned
From a fine fine girl with nothing but good intentions and a
Bad tendency to get burned

All about chemistry
Won't you show me everything you know
Ah wonder what you do to me
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh

Some time later I met a young graduate
When I had nobody to call my own
I told her I was looking for somebody to appreciate
And I just couldn't do it alone

So for awhile we conducted experiments
In an apartment by the River Road
And we found out that the two things we put together had a
Bad tendency to explode

All about chemistry
Won't you show me everything you've learned
I'll memorize everything you do to me so I can
Teach it when it comes my turn

Fine spring day, California waves
Sweet Pacific scenes through the
Windows of airplanes and hotel rooms

So when I find myself alone and unworthy
I think about all of the things I learned from the
Fine fine women with nothing but good intentions and a
Bad tendency to get burned

All about chemistry
Won't you show me everything you know
Ah wonder what you do to me
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh

All about chemistry
Won't you show me everything you've learned
I'll memorize everything you do to me so I can
Teach it when it comes my turn

It's all about chemistry
It's all about chemistry
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh

It's all about chemistry
It's all about chemistry
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh

Monday, September 20, 2004

And then I looked up at the sun and I could see
Oh the way that gravity turns on you and me
And then I looked up at the sun and saw the sky
And the way that gravity pulls on you and I, on you and I

Can you hear my heart beating
Can you hear that sound
Coz I can't help crying
And I wont look down

Saturday, September 18, 2004

hooo haaa.
i want at least 2 saturdays and 3 saturdays in my 7 day week. that would be perfect. because we all need sleep and sleep is GOOD. haha
i wanna go back to sleep. grrrrrrrr. and my bladder always has to spoil it all. garbage.
man there's like icecream mooncake in the fridge now from gerald. and i wanna steal them. hahaha and all of us were like trying to steal it without evie knowing. but mommy said we cant until she's back. haha so she's back. and im waiting. i need to at least eat a slice or something before i go out. argh my saturday's SHORT.
crazy crappy thingy.
finally bought anan's and letian's present. i AM so BROKE. haha garbage boys who dont pay the class funds. claim they dont have money when they eat so much hahahahah really.
i ve been eating too much. eve says my arms are flabby. haha GASPSSSSSs. faints and dies. someone remind me. heehee

Thursday, September 16, 2004

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
EMAIL FROM MOOO> she misses me. SHE SAID SO. hahahaha
and there are NO BOYS THERE. hahahahahahaha awwwww
ok no hot guys. haha
yea. im screwed. die die die. im wasting time everyday. i want another break. ONE WEEK would do. nownownow . i need sleeep. hahaha argh argh argh i need to scream. would somebody kindly offer me your ears.
haha
HMM. im amused with shaf and anan and the crimes each of us commits which they came up with

letian;;s a pimp. and so is henglip. janicia's a loanshark. grace kidnaps babies. i eat them. shamiah murders her husband. shaf's a public nuisance. anan beats ppl up. blahblahblah. haha oops daddy and mommy re home. they pms and menopause from time to time hahah scary. BYEEEEEEE.

Monday, September 13, 2004

haha whoah its 6 and i haven done anything all day because i was erm out. then looking for my spa notes. .because maurice stole them. and then writing and writing just about what s been going on these past week. . haha argh. im finished. i so loook forward to school MAN. im sure. rolls eyes. haha im gonna start studying my spa in a while. i hope. hahaha crap. i neeed help for gp. i really wanna improve. maybe i should start blogging in perfect english. haha
maybe

oh i just love the word maybeeeee
hahaahahahaha whatever.
ouch ouchouch.. school would rawk if we didnt have spa, practs and if pe was just tennis. / free and easy. hahahaha crap. BYE ALL.

and thanks a million grace sister-in-christ. love ya lots. :P



so here's to all the simple things
the dear "all-in-a-day's-work" things
the "smile-and-face-your-troubles" things
trust God to put them right!

the "done-and-then-forgotten" things
the "cant-you-see-i-love-you" things,
the hearty "i-am-with-you" things
that make life worth the fight.


oh really . geez. if you say so. hahaha

Sunday, September 12, 2004

haha am chatting to penny.
i miss that girl
and the nonsense we used to shit on the phone.
plotting and planning
and all our strategies.
hehehe girl talk really.

miss anna too. stupid girl. no word from you hahaha
OI. READ REaD READ

each time i try to tell you. the words just come out wrong -
alrighty aint i doing a good job.
no MORE shopping till after the exams.
except that stupid silly me forgot to buy presents for those sept birthday babies. shit. crap. haha argh. EXPLODES. and im currently quite broke. class OWES me moola. lots and lots of mooooooooooolaaaaaaaaaaaaabcdefg.
haha someone just came online with a cute msn nick. funny.
hee. so we went to Tiffany's yesterday. and i decided that i was going to grow up soon. we decided today would be a good day to grow up. ahah and after they left, we went shopping on MY OWN hahahaha and i didnt even realised i was by myself for quite long. and i got so fed up deciding which one i wanted that i just bought stuff. and yea, knowing me, i'll probably end up wearing everything only ones. HMM.
yea and then i had a heart attack at esprit. because some idiot tried to be a manequin. so he just stood there posing. but apparently some girl kept staring at him -maybehe'ssuchaprettymanequin. hahaha- so he had to move away. and then yea i just walked past this idiot . was thinking 'whattheshit. some girl's boyfriend. move away' but i dont know why i turned again. this time i decided the guy was in blue. so i turned again.
and then
i heard someone laughing.
so.
turned again.
stares for 5 seconds before i realise he looks familiar.
oh-it'syou.
what a pleasant surprise.
hahaha and then he started pickin' this top and checking himself out in the mirror. amusin.
i never walked so much last night. shopped for say 5 hours/ then we walked to ps. too crowded. glasshouse. too packed. clarke quay. hee. ate so much i thought i would die. harhar. and the turkish icecream nonsense. the guy's gay. cos he played with the nose. and only gays like backsides. so walk walk walk till esplanade. ok its not tt far. but i love walking. i was trying to brag when i got home tt i walked all the way. and my mom was so amazed and evie had to burst my bubble and say "its darn near darling." i was like oh. but yea. see then we had to walk somemore. back thru citylink. walking is good. it'll get you nice calves. hahaha then i'll get calves like vidhya's. hehe nice and long. actually ANAN. hahahah gay. i like gays. gays are good. it seems that everyone around me have gay tendencies. must have been my influence.
i had my last great night. no more going out. i need to learn. haha

daddy was like how's your samsung.
why samsungs. i was like he's not a samsung. dont like them. samsungs are lousy.
he's like whoah.
is the tv in the family room a samsung. i need to check. brb
-takes the newspaper article out tt says "which tv set would you buy" and shows him. he laughs-

hahah ohmygosh.
no.
its the one they left in the other house.
hhahahaha hilarious.

Saturday, September 11, 2004

am high.
woke up early to read the papers. in like 20 years. ok since like wed.

just saw the samsung advert. haha
it says


small is beautiful.

aint tt cool.
dumb pw to do. articles to find. stuff to study. spa to dread.
SHOPPING TT AWAITS ME.

Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

awful day. i want to crumble up and die.
haha but i shall not have any regrets. since i decided to tag along
but here's a word of advice. dont ever think follow your older siblings arouond. its boring and a waste of time and useless. haha
but really. that lady walks way too fast. hahaha she simply walks and walks. and i just cant catch up with her. whatever. you'll say my legs are short and whatever. hahaha but realllllllly. i had to stop and refuse to walk so many times to remind her that i was far behind. and she'll stop and wait. heehee. she thinks im wierd. but well. i think SHE;s the WEIRD one. hahaha hilarious.
but yea. i feel so cheated. but hehe. she felt so bad and decided that i was such a lovely sister and the best sister anyone can ever have that she offered me anything and everything. hahaah she's like "go get yourself a bag" hahaha i told mommy and mommy was like. give her a break. nooooo but later she reprimanded me for something else and i was like "bye mommy" and chased her out of the room. hahaha nonsense.
i need a bag. good you know evie. i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu hahaahaha :P
sorry i decided not to go to the portieee. and now im wasting my time again. i have a huge headache. not huge. but enough to make me not wanna study. haha every excuse i can get. - ok im gonna hide this thing under the table and pretend not to know where it is. good bye notebook. i shall name you. erm. poooter. ok goodbye poooter
i m gonna fail bio. someone help me.

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

there's always so much to say but so little time.
haha.
like how i typed this shit last night and before i could click submit. the connection went off. haha but i didnt sulk.

haha sheeeeeralyn. its ok. i think the fair's over anyway. grumbles. i still cant do work. haha today was a fantastic day. woke up early to go for a swim and then spent the whole morning stoning. and clearing the old notebook so tt i could transfer everything over to this one. RA. and then it had to rain. just my thing. hahaha and i couldnt help sleeping and my cosy bed which i pushed to the corner. so that i would be surrounded easily by my nice pillows. now i look forward to sleeping even more every night. hahaha

owells. was just thinking a lot. and yea. im not sure. but this time, i really think i ve gotten over everything tt you've done. because i tried to place myself in your shoes and i realised tt i might have just done the same thing, however horrid i think you were. and i can understand if you ever dislike me or whatever. haha so i guess. im able to do what penny told me to do this time. and yea. i figured its no one's fault. so there. i simply have time for this much. i just pray tt the same thing wouldnt happen to me. anytime soon at least.

Sunday, September 05, 2004

whooooohoooo. what a day. hahah im guilty.
woke up at like 9plus. went for a long breakfast with mommy and evie.
then came home. waste time. trying on clothes which gerald's mommy bought for evie from australia. hahaha there was this hot pink top. i 'd kinda like to pretend its mine now. ok hmm..
then i met the darling. went shopping. haha crap. i wanted to get so many things. and i was so undecisive that i told myself that i would go back. but i didnt. and there was THIS TOP. ARGH. the color and design was so PRETTY AND IT LOOKED SO EDIBLE. that i ranting on and on about how i wanted to eat it. haha yea but i didnt get it. wonder why. hahaha i dont want to end up eating my clothes . and yes this BAG. a pretty black and pink one. and a white and blue one. as usual. i couldnt decide between the 2. but forget it. im not getting a white one ever again. although. hahaha what crap. and then PILATES. hahaha sheralyn s too tall. she should give me a third of her bones. tt'll be like enough for me. i'll be satisfied. haha and i was telling her today
"you know i wonder how it feels like to be you, looking down on ME" and with so much humility and all she said the difference isnt tt great. hahahaha whatever. and then after pilates. we went shopping again. and the horrible lady said sheralyn could fit into something while i couldnt because SHE"S MUCH TALLER> hahaha and then she apologised because she was afraid i'll be offended or something. hahaha but yea i told her i was used to it.
MUAHAHA> NIKKI> BRING ME OUT SHOPPING. to TIFFANY's.
i need to study. and i just told sheralyn tt i would throw my notebook out of the window. yea IM SURE. why is it that i want to do well but yet cant bring myself to work hard-
im amused all over again. whoopeee.
build me an amusement park. really. :x

Friday, September 03, 2004

there are somethings i really love doing.
and one's dreaming.
shitty dream or not
whatever happened to my book of dreams.
im a dreamer.

and the other thing.
go figure.

pw stinks. im stressed up over nothin. observations tmr. bah.

Sunday, August 29, 2004

bah.
am depressed once again. weirdo. you KNOW I CANT SPELL WEIRD. all my life. i've always thought it was wierd. why does it look so much better. haha hilarious. my spelling stinks. horrible. terrible. total rubbish.
i think studying gets to me. when i dont get something, or when i spend too much time like reading 4 pages of your notes, i start to panic, or lose interest or not bother anymore. yea and then my mind starts to wander. and then.
BAM. weird stuff starts coming. it stinks. i dont know what's wrong with me. i neeed a break. i hate the feeling of total euphoria crashin down to a pile of shit. well not euphoria but HMM my happy excited jumpy state to miss quietface-no-mouth-cant-speak-because-am-depressed mode. and worst of it all. ALL FOR NOTHIN'. But if anyone can jolly well keep stuff to themselves, so can i. I mean it’s darn cool if you learn to deal with stuff by yourself. well done genius.
stupid things you think about. argh i need to learn to deal with the cold hard facts of life perhaps. too bad if anything's meant to happen but whatever. i hate this blog. its looks yummy.
im gonna miss anna. no one to shit around with me in school anymore. noone for meeeeee to whine and whine to. noone to assure me im doing fineeeee. ah whatever. dumb anna. you go get a blog SOOOOON. how's london"? COLD WITHOUT MOI?
SHERALYN DARLING> diaryland cant be locked per entry right? well then too bad, good. Haha shall we do jazz again Monday? Or you wanna do something tmr? Give me a call alright. Or sms. see yaaaaaa. wheee

well great. everything i typed just disappeared because i pressed something. haha well done. my fingers are getting bettttttter. c: i guess the break from trng did help. but yea i hope it wont come back. argh. and now my ears are giving me problems. i couldnt hear a thing during the meeting today. its getting mighty frustrating. and now my ears hurt. freak. haha i better lock all the whiney horrid entries or people are gonna think im a brat. spoilt BRAT. RIGHTTTTTTTTT BUDDY

Thursday, August 26, 2004

haha wheeee. safti today. haha so cool how Jeremy was our tour guide. hahha. yea. and shafia was exclaiming how much he resembled jass. but really jem is really much nicer. hahaha alrighty. whatever. i thought that it was quite cool. a little interesting. just tt towards the end. i wanted to like zone out and fall asleeep. haha school today was cool. i SAT UNDER THE AIRCON and freezed my ass off. haha and then it started raining. another perfect thing. and the best part of it all. anna came. and we were outside the LT. taking pictures. haha funny how you look into a nondigital camera. seems quite weird not having a screen. haha yea. and i cant believe she's leaving now that she is. but then again. she'll be back in dec. so/ its not too bad i guess.
thanks MOO for the letter. i LOVE YAAAAA mighty mighty LOTS TOOOOOO.
and some people are just incorrigible. i think they should just get a life really. i mean you think you're how cool and how smart. but really.. ha-ha-ha. im never this nasty. never have been. so maybe its just you.
c: why are the nice people always so friggin nice and the horrible people AWFUL.

haha DID I MENTION that i love elaine lo. she's full of nonsense and fabulous. and she's such a bimbo at heart. her pink umbrella. hahahaha. im glad she's our teacher. really.

archery's kinda cool. the thing is just HEAVY. i need to get bigger muscles. just you wait buddy. hahaha

Monday, August 23, 2004

haha wheee. lunch was fantastic at that italian restaurant. even though the silly other 2 were late. heee karen had pw and silly anna didnt know i didnt tell karen. haha whoops. so yea grace and karen met us later anyway. haha we were gossiping so much today. which was good. haha this is like gonna be the last time i ever gossip with that woman again. and ITS SO SAD. argh because hahaha the things she can say always amuse me. and she's fabulous. we both love and not love the same kinda people. haah which makes it perfect to gush or bitch about. fantastic. hahaha sarah was like falling asleeeep totally. that poor thing slept at 4. and we were crazy. taking so many pictures. hahaha people probably thought we were nuts. and the worst thing is that we took neoprints at heeren. hahaha yea its the fun of it all. even if we;re really stupid because we have 6 cameras with us. hahaha karen.sarah.anna.mini.grace.adeee. that's the 6 of us today. 22 aug. my favourite day of the month.
sure. spoil everything. argharghargh. things always have to happen. just when i thought everything was perfect and FINE. hahaha. i need to learn how to prove myself before daddy starts saying anything at all. i know how important he thinks my studies are and BLAHBLAH. and you've got to help me too. pw to do. argh. crap. and anna's leaving this thurs. WHY AM I SO STUPID. how come i forgot. what a shitty friend. meeting them for lunch.
hahaha collateral was good ok. watchitwatchitwatchit. im GOING TO START STUDYING PROPER. argh.

Saturday, August 21, 2004

heee. lysistrata today. guess whos my favourite? its NIKKKKI. hahaha she's so cute. i mean the makeup's so cute and the stupid noseeee kept insisting that she looks like this actresss whom i ve never heard of but is darn good or something. but then again, i havent exactly heard of anyone. and yea. i was like trying to take note of all the silly things she said so that we could tease her in class or something. hehe VID's SO adorable. i CANT STAND IT ANY LONGER. she just refuses to take off pravin's jacket. and today when they were walking around today. i just had to say something. hahaha and gasps. pravin slapped me. so i whacked him back hahaha hilarious. i just love the both of them. ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY"RE TOGETHER.
lalala didnt bring my file home. brilliant. and someone knew and DIDNT TELL ME> ARGH. poopooface.
saw grace today. coool. grace said i have BIGGER MUSCLES NOW> YAYYYYYYY .macs has fattening food. im not eating there ever again. REMIND ME. hahahaha

Thursday, August 19, 2004

ah. haha my fingers hurt and they stink. i just wanna bite them off. i hope its not an allergy or whatever crap. it got better but now its worse again. hurtshurtshurts when i bend them.
was the last day for guitar today till like after the promos. i guess guitar has a nice bunch of people. but yea nevermind. concert today was quite alright. though haha i didnt know what i was doing halfway because i lost concentration. haha and i didnt see joel.mingyong.weixiang at the back fooling around according the nose. haha its appreciated and i find it amazingly hilarious. haha but yea. they bothered to come. perfect excuse for missing chinese.
im bored. and im bored.
i cant even type. lalala. the thing i heard about touch i hope its not true. ah. argh. and lalalala. hmm i forgot what i wanted to say. HMM. HMM. ohohoh watched the notebooooooooooooook. and the baby next to me started TEARING AND SNIFFLING mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. im so darn amused. and im sorry i told the whole world. its just hilarious. babies bawl anyway. hahaha. and then we went home and gerald was there with evie. he bought pork satayyyyy. and some idiot claim that he was halal. when a person cant be halal. eve amuses me with her comments. i like gerald. he's welcome anytime HOME. then i CAN BULLLLY HIMMMMMMMMMM. hahahahaha evie had better not read this. she's PMSing today. man. i should just shut up and go do my work. pw tmr. stinks.
i cant believe anna's going next thurs. argh. i didnt know it was so soon. crap.bag.

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

hahah whatever. shittersshittersshitters. wasted my time today. WELL DONE. but good job med fac anyway. haha kitfei can so run. i mean just the kind of people we need. but i love vid and tsu and suba and bird and all those who can run in touch ALL THE SAME. haha stinkstinksstinks. dont annoy ME. im starting to snap at everyone. hahaha just because of time wasted in school. BAH. get a grip, girl.
AND YAY. GRACE> I BOUGHT TICKETS ALREADY
BETTER SEE YOU THERE OK. if NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTttt....

Monday, August 16, 2004

ohmygosh. man sheralyn, you are so sick.
but i decided to try it too. hahahahaa. hilarious. TOO BAD I AINT GOT ONE.

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wheeeee. tired tired tired. haha im strange. i like the tired exhausted feelin'. it makes me feel good. and i almost died just now. with sheralyn. dumb sheralyn. she thinks of the wierdest things to do. hahaha but today was so cool. i mean we looked stupid and all. but im sure IM GONNA GET ABS. YAY. haha ok. maybe we should stick with this every week. plus something else. pleasepleaseplease. i wannnaaaa do JAZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. haha the timings are just so wrong. lets seeee . i just wasted my whole first half of the day. there's spa tomorrow. whoppeeee. and pw observations on sat. COWDUNG. man. and and. erm all the nonsense. every saturday's gonna be taken up now. think i'd stick to it for like a month. then drop out after that. because im just too tired. it demoralises me sometimes. but i know its the only way to become better. BUT haha. think its way fun way cool. love the tj ruggers. they're really warm people. and they 're nice in a different way from the rj ruggers. rj people shit around in their own special way. haha whatever. love everyone all the same. but whatever. yea and on the way home in the car last night, i talked to one of the tj girls hahaha she was a dunmanhigh girl.

whatever. i shall read up on some spa now. then. catch a nap. haha mommy's amusing me again. silly woman. hahaha i need to take a break soon. help.

Sunday, August 15, 2004

MANMANMAN. why does everything disappear after i type like a whole bunch of bull. hahaha its fated. friday the 13th.
thats how we got locked in ghim moh sec last night until 8. haha genius. but yea. yesterday was quite fun. rad came at first then tabi. haha yea and we got so carried away playing that we forgot about the time. did sprints today. Haha and I just died there. I m so unfit man. Terrible. Horrible. Atrocious. And im supposed to keep myself more FIT than ever. Wheeeeee
haha so last night we just sat there. Looking like poorlittle things. And cherie’s mom was waiting outside and so was ALFRED, bird’s dad. Hehehe. And then the bus finally came and we left . like thank GOD. Haha whatever.
How come I never realized that the pool’s such a great place to be at night. So I just sat there last night. ENJOYING the breeze and wind and all. Haha threatening to throw cows and phones into the pool arguing about what the wind is all about. You know the quote in a walk to remember.
“Love is like the wind. You can feel it but you cant see it” or something.. MAN. I told evie about it and I got a heartattack when she said its Gerald’s favourite quote.
Well I said “love is like the wind. It comes and goes easy. ” hahaha so funny. Im fed up again. Don’t want to leave the houseeeeeeee. Man im so lazyyyyyyy. Argh. IM GOING TO PSYCHEEEEEEE UP MORE MORE MORE. Bored. I need to work hard. Whatever. Piss the shit out of me.

Saturday, August 14, 2004

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

fireworks at the esplanade yesterday was brilliant though it was friggin' crowded. i mean when everyone starts to push. i really felt like turning around to smack all of them. hahaha and they were so sticky and man. perspiration all over. duh some did stink. haha but yea. this is a festival for you. haha AND STUPID DUMB GRACE pang seh us. yea i know you're busy. but you should have came. think we had quite a lot of fun. i mean its supposed to be our FAGS day ok. haha and the G refused to come. so yea it became an SAF day. just nice for nationaly day. haha and yea now i remember the gross fiona with all her sick jokes and thoughts. on top on that. with sheralyn. those 2 are the more hilarious pair. haha whatever it is. yea. im glad we still make it a point to go out. dunno.
i think i miss rg. was just looking at all the photographs. miss that silly classroom. miss lower sec and upper sec days. i just miss an allgirls environment. zero pollution. hahaha not tt rj's that bad, but yea. a few days back in rg would be nice. brilliant.
cant believe galvin got 5th in that silly warcraft competition and won like some speakers system or something. not bad. but darling. warcraft stinks. do your homework instead?

Sunday, August 08, 2004

nonsense people. hahaha
nikki, i'll say you're a little smart if it ever makes you happier.
grace, OK. its a deal. dont go back on your word. :)
sheralyn. YAY CANT WAIT to see ya tmr.
gryphonitewutounao, haha whatever. stop coming up with excuses for yourself. But its okay. Someone has always got to be the smarter one. And its unfortunately ME. Not you. Hahaha
joelosergarlichead ah shut up or I’ll spill all your secrets to everyone.
Oli. Haha whatever. I’ll get it someday. SOON. I just don’t have the time to think about it. You know how busy the genius gets.

Wheee. And whoaahhhhh. Haha these 2 rubbish words which I’ve been using too much. Even during trng today until I think tabbi got irritated hahaha well because I almost threw the ball and whacked her head twice today. Genius. Hahaha I THINK TRNG ROCKS . Saturday trainings rock. AND GASPAR’s GUITARING rocks too. I don’t know. It was a good day today. I had fun for like trng and guitar. Something’s wrong with me. Maybe it’s the mood and the fact that I could wake up later because mommy sent me to school. Haahahha ANNNNNNNNNNNA. Came today. Yay. /Cant get enough of you baby/ before you LEAVE> ARGH.
Village was GOOOOOOOOD. I like the way they speak. Haha /I cannot stay/ or whatever. But its just not scary ENOUGH FOR MEEEEEE. I want SUPERNATURAL STUFFF> you know the stuff that freaks you out totally. Haha this is just too mild. Someone’s a scaredy CAT. Hahaha
Bought notebook for evie because she wanted it. And she finished it already. Whoah. I shall read it and I HOPE ITS GOOD> well she said it was.
I CANT BELIEVE HOW I DIDN’T GET DARKER. Bah. I sat like at the pool to finish my -man and wife- at like 2 plus. Haha and STILL NO proper TAN> its still WHITE. Haha yea and I got so fed up and swam a few laps only today because the sun yea went away. And tried to remove all that water from my ears. what nonsense.

Saturday, August 07, 2004

hahaha funny how i almost hate it when stuff or whatever have been used all over and over again to every other cow. i so hate old repeated stuff. no biggie. BORING.. but still very amusing. like try SOMETHING NEWWWWWWWWW pals.
SO i SHALL BE THE FIRST TO WRITE MY BOOK. my dream boooooook. then everyone can read about what i wanna write or say at the same time. there/s no need for /ohijusthearditfromhertoo/
why on earth does every little thing amuse me hahah i love being amused. and i love the way im amused so easily. life's full of amusements. sublimal messages.
man. im exhaustedddddddddd. yawning away. where s my mommmmmmy.

Monday, August 02, 2004

dont disconnect dont disconnect. grace wants to abandon us all over again. BOOHOOHOO. hahaha math remedial never fails to make me feel smarter. but then again. maybe its because clement was next to us, right JANICIA. hahaha hilarious. stupid clement. i love my pooh rollerstamp. its so cute. hahaha whatever. i shall start studying in school everyday from now on. hahaha whatever. ANNACHENG. where are you. its time you start missing ME. yay. cant wait for friends. shall go offline.
Haha funny how things turn out all the time. Rollin’ goodtimes. More like ROARING-with-laughter goodtimes. Hilarious. Sometimes im such a jackass that I love myself. RIGHT? sheralyn and grace and anna and penny and even my nikki I bet you love me because im crazy. And hopelessly stupid. [esp nikki who s always in self denial about how much smarter I am. Yea and now everyone’s going to say im a big ego maniac all over again.
There re forever so many decisions to make. My biggest problem now, as we all have heard me complaining and whining about. GUITAr. Haha dunno how I keep getting these mixed emotions all the timeee. I hate getting mixed feelings. Why cant I just be so certain all the time. I mean I always feel a certain way, but there’re always factors. Other factors. People around me who affect my ultimate decision. Haha and usually. They all have a point in whatever they say. So I end up being not able to take the easy path ALL over again. Ho Hum.
Just got home from breakfast with mommy and daddy. And im so going to explode. Argh. I hate that feeling. Hahaha but I love eating. If only we can eat all we want and never get full or fat. J but then again. That only happens with boys. Yea. So . haha that’s the ONLY benefit I see for being a boy. Because other than that, BOYS GO FOR NS. BOYS FACE SHIT FROM GIRLS. BOYS GET BULLIED BY GIRLS. BOYS ARENT ALLOWED TO SCREAM. BOYS ARENT ALLOWED TO SAY NASTY THINGS. BOYS ARENT ALLOWED TO LIKE PINK.[excluding clement] BOYS ARENT ALLOWED TO WEAR PRETTY DRESSES. BOYS ARENT ALLOWED TO GO SHOPPING. Hahahah because it makes them gay
Owells. Good for them. Haha this just reminds me of the rg days when I was a boy. And when I was anna’s BOYFRIEND. Haha and when we had so many affairs and so many wives and mistresses and boyfriends and husbands and gay relations. Haha those were the days. I’ll never feel the same in jc anymore. School’s all about the ultimate 4As. OK then. I so need the motivation to survive

Sunday, August 01, 2004

argharghargh. one more time the connection goes off and i have to type everything all over again, im going to scream my head off and make sure everyone knows that my connection is a horrible connection. growls*
owells. yoga today. haha sheralyn and i decided that yoga wasnt good. and we shall not do yoga again. even though its supposed to be only physical yoga and ALRIGHT. but yea. i was mostly falling asleep at the parts im not supposed to be doing stuff ahaha whatever. then we went to starbucks for a large ultra superdooper mighty fattening caloriegaining vanilla frap. eeewwww. all that whipped cream. haha eeeek.
yea and i laughed too many times today. that's not good. everything's a joke to me. hahaha whatever. i dont want to go to school again. there's the horrid bio test and i havent studied. grrr. connection just went off again. GOOD JOB. moron. and OUR DUMB MATH REP DIDNT GIVE US our math remedial notes again. argh. now i'll be stuck in school doing it. haha stupid BOY
I LIKE THE NAME BOBBY. who wants to be MY BOBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBY? hahaha

Saturday, July 31, 2004

wheeee. oh great. im mighty exhausted. like  only 8 of us turned up for training today. haha pathetic as it may seemed, i was actually enjoying myself. yea. haha did our moves blah blah which i did think was more effective today. haha but im sure tabi was bloody disappointed with us again. hahah and then the last part of trng when we played the games. hahaha it was so mighty fun.
hmm. wahla. cant make up my mind for guitar. nothing ever goes well for me. happens all the time. this time O-team wont work out because im going to laos and it friggin' clashes. yea. so from what im heard. im mighty disappointed. but nevermind. it's all in God's will. haha maybe im meant to suffer in this shithole. haha i shall HOWEVER you know, look on the brighter side of things. and hope things turn out better eventually. maybe it'll work out. maybe it wont. I DONT GIVE A DAMN NOW.
wasnt in the best of moods today. things happen. and yea small little things build up and yea, accumulate till it gets on my nerves so much that i just wanna explode. but i jolly well keep it inside. because yea, i know there's no point. i dont know. i hate it when suddenly there's this wave of emotion/s rushing thru. and i just want to break down. it just happened too many times this week. and yea. to make things worse, i have to face other people's shit. like WHY SHOULD I BE SO NICE ALL THE TIME. i SO DAMN GIVE UP.
lalala and spa was screwy . i was actually almost shakin'. argh hahaha but yea. PE which i was so whining and complainin' about was SO FUN today. hehe. and today was the last day of netball before we do our electives. haha aas usual. the whole world pons pe so there was like 8 of us left for PE in our class. so we combined with the other classes. haha and the fun part was only OUR intraclass netball. hee. whatever.
i just kidnapped bullshit unintentionally. im so so sorry . hahaha whatever. headache. i miss karen. screamed when i saw her today. and i PINCHED HER ASS TODAY. hahaahah

Thursday, July 29, 2004

hmm. another wretched day. guess why. well its a wednesday. the G - day. G for GUITAR GOWDUNG GARBAGE GOONDU day. haha come to think of it, it was suppsoed to be a G-for good day. because yea. guitar was cancelled because there were like so few people who turned up today. thank you very much for the last minute decision. haha but did i complain, NO. yea so they decided to have a comm meeting. HMM for 2 and a half hours. good for me. i just sat there waiting while they took their time to start the meeting. and haha they wanna increase practice till like thrice a week. like FIVE HOURS on a saturday is not enough. haha quantity makes up for quality you say. ok, if you insist.
haha i mean fine. im very glad we have darn committed people and im actually very HMM impressed. as in really. maybe i do admire them for having so much drive to have so much practice. but really. will it help? i really dont think so. but if you insist, and everyone else agrees . then well ok. im really nobody to comment. haha
i just hope i havent been too rude to snap and all. but yea. i didnt like the way everyone was slamming someone else just because he isnt here today. and slamming people individually like kw said. hmm. i really wonder what these people say about me behind my back. haha i know im a slacker. WELL. ok.
trng got cancelled today too. i think im going to start training myself up proper too. shall run and swim more. good for me.
haha so much for having so much fun in school ignoring ppl with janicia as my messenger. hahaha how hilarious. school minus the afterschools. and school minus the lessons. only with the breaks. school's great really if you pretend.

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

wheeee. horrible school day today . again a total waste of time. hahaha anyway im pleased to announce  that i bought all the JULY PRESSIES. YIPEEE. hahah and yay bimal's pleased with his bottle. and i dont care. it was my original idea anyway. and haha i wanna quit being the birthday rep. the only kick i get out of it is that i get to shop and buy anything i want. hahaha if i change my mind and decide that i like it, its mine to keep. but damn nikki says its fine to give clocks [for indians] and it was such a pretty clock. so sowmya gets to keep the clock. FINE. haha and yaosheng gets a new PENCIL CASE. YIPEEE. haha bobdog's cute haha yea. but its time for bong to replace that dong. i mean dog. hahaha what nonsense.
and so. yesterday was a horrible day too. all my days are turning horrible. some people just piss the shit out of me. i mean. suddenly i realise everything's an act. everything was planned ahead just to deceive me. i mean i just hate it when people have to lie. haha whatever. im turning into a mean poke again. remember penny says forgive. so forgive i shall.
voice recording freaks me out. hahaha when you're all alone in a quiet room and suddenly you hear a voice. a HIGH AND SHRIEKY SHRILLY voice. somehow familiar and you peer at your phone. there's nothing on the screen. but suddenly you stare too hard and a face appears. hahaha my heart attack. but i didnt fall off the chair. and it was just a call.
and WENT TO the esplanade which i so HALF OWN. with RITZ CARLTON in my garden. thank you very much. haha its such a pretty place. no wonder i so half own it. haha but yea. though the day was spoilt in the morning. ahahah suddenly i was happy again. hahah just because we were taking pictures. i'm a tard. the wierd things that can change my mood. haha BUT WHATEVER. fed up with the silly phone camera. dumb phone. doesnt let me keep the PRETTY PICTURES with the stupid durian in the background. but whatever. the phone will get better. and so will the pictures. and of all days. it had to be a sunday. so i was more fed up than ever that i couldnt stay there WITH THE BREEZE and all. which i insisted that the wind stopped for me when i stopped walking only to be rebutted with "you feel the wind only when you walk. duh. " haha the whole world likes making me feel stupidddddd.
NIKKI DARLING, you're one of them . BUT TOO BAD. it doesnt get to me
hehe was walking home with janicia today. i love that girl. i think i can tell her everything and then tease her. and she'll love me just the same. hehe. i'll never forget what she misunderstood today. hahahahahahaha i would never do that darling.

Sunday, July 25, 2004

haha this horrible thing is like so tiny now. all daddy's fault for changing my settings. haha hmm. HOW ON earth do i activate silly mms. haha cant believe i didnt care about mms till like anan and joel started playing with my stupid phone. haha anan as usual sent me his picture because he's so mighty obsesssed with himself. [but slightly less than clement] come to think of it, the other smelly creature-is just as obsessed with himself. who takes their own pictures? like poseposepose click. and now clementwu's claiming again that he just beautified my phone with his picture. haha what big idiots.  and yea daddy was just looking at my pictures and asking me if it has voice recording and stuff. haha and guess what he heard. ROLLS EYES .
hahaha we played scrabble at macs yesterday before the talk thingy. hahaha so cool. janny and i won haahahahahahah and duh manu was coming up with her big words. i almost did "sexy" ok hahaha but yea we had all the big letter words.
owells. got home late last night haha and wheee. duh i got reprimanded. but hhaah whatever. and then i was wishing and hoping that my alarm wouldnt sound but it did. and MANNNNNNNN DAMN it was raining in the morning. haha and yea i was late. and DUH i got scolded again. hahaha whatever. maybe im being very horrible.  but im trying my best to like be responsible and cope at the same time. im tryin. so AM. even daddy's trying to help me try. hahaha whatever. hmm mommy's sick. get well. i wanna sleeeppp

Thursday, July 22, 2004

haha racialharmonyday whatever. i cant believe i didnt bring pretty slippers or whatever. haha so yea. i looked like a clown like mommy said hehe. yea. janicia looks so pretttty today and nikki's kerbaya was so pretty. i liked the color of the scarf. haha jean wore indian. manu and sowmya went chinese. manu s figure is like WHOAh. hehe curvy alright. hmm jessica wore a sari too. it looked good haha and the blue was so bright and nice. but she had to change out of it after a while. shafia had this pretty long skirt but WHATEVER SHE SAID IT WOULD BE TOO LONG FOR me. and it could be used as a tube dress instead. grace had pretty earrings and matching necklace and smriti HMM> BIG NICE EARRINGS WHICH I TOTALLY LOVE> too bad it sucks i cant wear earrings anymore. haha anan did. clementwu did. bimal. monish. henglip. haha lousy rest of the class.
guitar was quite alright today. but as usual. i get pissed off everytime. heee. was taking pictures of them. i'll upload them.

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

hahaha the horrid things nikki can do to me. is TO SHOW ME HER NICE SONGS DURING LECTURES. yesyes. so i end up crazy all day thinking about her songs. haha hilarious. today it was L-O-V-E hahahaha and i couldnt stop singing it during training today.
 
L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can
Love is all that I can give to youLove is more than just a game for twoTwo in love can make itTake my heart and please don't break itLove was made for me and youL is for the way you look at meO is for the only one I seeV is very, very extraordinaryE is even more than anyone that you adore canLove is all that I can give to youLoitLove was made for me and youLove was made for me and youLove was made for me and youve is more than just a game for twoTwo in love can make itTake my heart and please don't break
 
although yea. i couldnt really go past the first few lines. hehe and we agreed. gilbert's MINE. although silly tsu keeps trying to share him with me. and deceiving herself that gilbert likes her by placing her ears on the ball and going "i love tsuuuu". funny funny. haha evie came to pick me up today. she was driving so slow but i didnt whine at all. wheeee good for me hahaha too busy watching the road for her.
today was a fuunnny day. good day. even during recess we were quite crazy. with shafia telling us all the funny stuff and ANAN as usual roaring with laughter. hahaha and whatever. CLEMENTWU2TOU2NAO3 is the worst. hahah he's infatuated with his own picture which i took with my phone. kept calling me so that his face would appear. hahaha so hilarious. yay. racial harmony day tmr. i wanna wear pretty indian costumes. but HA-ha. i 'll probably just end up in my uniformmmmmmm. exciting. tues s a good day for trng. hehe i miss anna. hope she comes back to school MOREEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Monday, July 19, 2004

haha boo. coool. blahblahblah. rg's concert was gooood. haha dance plus guitar. enjoyed it totally. cant beliieve how i could actually be laughing away. hehe. love the rock band. they were shaking so much and noddin their heads away with yeolay backstage grinning and kinda movin along too. hehe and then the wires had to drop out of the guitars and i was laughing again. but still. well done guys. im very proud of you. i wanna play the DRUMS. HEYYYY oli's supposed to teach me. and kangwen's gonna TEACH ME HOW TO PLAY THE ELECTRIC GUITAR. hahaha plus im going to do the drum's course i think. i hope. hahaa i  know daddy and mommy's gonna dissaprove or something because they think ive been doing too much shit. haha he's already like "i want you to stop your unnecessary stuff" "coughs. what unnecessary stuff? would you specify?" haha and he didnt say anything. sooooo. hahaha anyway. im so excited. i was like "i wanna be PART OF A ROCKBAND" stupid kangwen was like "IM ALREADY PaRT OF A ROCK BAND". hahahaa idiot. not fair.
i act like i have so much time . when HA-HA adee, you have totally no time. like my grades arent exactly fantastic either. so let's see how i cope. i just gotta stop stoning stop fooling around doing nothin' . haha tts it. i'll manage my time well. and I"LL COPE. HA HA AS IF. DREAM ON. BUT YES.
haha yea and last night we got so excited watching the dances and stuff. perfectly choreographed. i wish i could dance . haha i'll pick it up another day. like 20 years down the road. when im done with my ROCK BAND. i'll BE FAMOUS THEN> hahahahahahahha hilarious. why do i keep amusing myself. im wasting my time again. GIMME A FIVEEeeeee


Sunday, July 18, 2004

haha cow. maurice just cut his hair. and it looks so darn good on him. and that horrible idiot was smsing and telling me how much it sucked. STUPID BOY. hahaha now he looks so darn good. grr. why do people always cut their hair and when it turns out good, they complain and whine. i mean look at mine. hahaha i wanna cut it again. somebody stop m e before its too late.

Saturday, July 17, 2004

wheeee. trng today was eeky its almost fun. rad came today instead of tabi. haha ARGH> i cant stand it. i like rad. she's so pretty. hehe and she has that pretty white smile. and she moves so fast. hahaha thinking of what tabi said about rad. about how we would never be able to see her unless she smiles. haha its so pravinish. the joke. haha whatever. yea. and yea. HAHA the genius slided across the field today. hahaha the stupid ground was so freaking wet. and  yea i slipped. hahaha whatever. almost slipped a few more times. but YEA. no boots. stupid me. haha. lalala. and i went home freaking muddy and horrid. with squishy squashy shoes. wanted to go with vic and oli. sorry guys.  but its for the better. you would simply change your minds if you saw me. or smelled me. hahahaha
dont like fridays. they're so freaking longggggggggg. haha but maybe i do like fridays. just only if there s no guitar on saturday. that would be perfect. argh. sickening shit.
haha pe was so funny today. the CHANts we were doing during pe. hahaah funnyfunnyfunny.
but yAY. rg's concert tmr. cant wait to see those darlings. lalaala

Thursday, July 15, 2004

i CANT STAND IT ANYMORE> SHERALYN and the NOSE just went crazy over the same song again. it was on his msn nick and well the song's on sheralyn's blog. hahaha. its like the third or fourth time. they're much too alike. besides the youknow, height. hahahahaha im sorry. am moody. just had to let it out.
hhaha hmm. since i had a taste of zhen's baking, i shall let you try mine too. hehe. thanks zhen anyway for the pretty earrings. i'll give anna hers when i see her
haha. somehow it never fails to amuse me how PMS really works. i dunno. you think it wont come. but it does get to you somehow. and today, for no absolute reason, i started to get into one of my wierd moods after school. so much for icecream. yea or maybe it was when daddy and mommy were yakking away about everythint and my results. thanks to evie who told on me. but then again, before i got into the car, i was already feeling horrid. whatever.
sometimes maybe i do feel stupid for doing silly things that will eventually end up as shit. haha see. PMS. Daddy's fault for trying to be so subtle about it and yet reminding me at the same time of how blahblahblah.
i want my sheralyn. i like the 22 earrings. just because its 22. hahaha when are we going outtttttttt and GRACE YOU OWE ME A DATE. but haha lovesick grace cares more about her biscuits than me. hahaha and i miss my anna too. she just disappeared and JUST WHEN she came back to school yesterday, i wasnt in school. how perfect. haha
AND JAY-DOT-NAN. hahaha its your new name. dont feel upset or whatever. is it the results or did someone offend you. you know when someone offends like whoever, that someone can be such a shithead. but yea eventually, you think wth, if that someone's that sad that he or she has to do such shit, then yea, by all means. you can feel so sorry for that someone. "do what you want if you can destroy like someone's else life. you know, as long as you're happy. its fine. " hahah doesnt make any sense. but yea darling. im with you. im sure we'll do better for the promos.
shit me. im supposed to be a nice person. but you know. somethings just cant be forgotten no matter how hard i try. hahaha
but on second thoughts, yea penny's right. forgive forgive forgive. that's what im working on.
the genius is making a comeback. just you wait. i saw a genius on my box on raisins frm the garliclown and I MADE NIKKI CALL ME A GENIUS today. hahaha.

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

whoah. im at home. apparently i got caught in the rain yesterday and i caught a cold. hahaha but really. woke up with a swooning head and i thought the world was spinning so i couldnt be bothered. went to the kitchen for a glass of juice and went back to sleep. crazy me. i wanna sleep somemore.
YAY evie passed her driving. goodie. im so gonna make sure she'll act like a proper nice sister.
haha
physical yoga yesterday instead. the instructor's so gay. man. haha i almost laughed too hard. its so darn tiring. my muscles are aching so bad. but then again, AT LEAST I HAVE MUSCLES. what am i saying. everyone has muscles.