Meet Ups.

A holiday, a time for work, a time to meet up with friends. But it doesn't seem like a period to meet up with my family. I hardly see my kor around at home. I only saw my di on Friday late night and said a "Hi". And I haven't see them since then. And my di booked in again. We are all busy with work.

This week I have met up with my Primary School best friends, classmates/friends, and my guzheng friends. Hooray!!

The best is still with my primary school class. We had a games session and, a great chit chat and phototaking session with them. Suaning is always the best part of them all. Knowing them for 9 years, we know lots of each scandals and jokes. So we “口”下不留情。Honestly speaking, I miss my primary school like the most. The time when it was so pure and carefree.

So near to home (just 5 mins walk from home), but I've never walked that direction for years.

From tall to tallest. I grew from middle to the 2nd tallest girl. :)

I am not giving myself much break from life this week. And I regret it. Cos I'm so tired. Full day yesterday was a killer. And 1 almost and one more full days coming up this week. I am so tired. But I'm gonna enjoy my weekend! I'm gonna sing for 6 hours each! HAHAHAAH! Laallala~~ I love singing! ~♪♫

I'm so glad I have such an understanding manager, who really cares. If not I won't so 拼命 lor. Sometimes I will really think of the MG times.

Lots of complains!!

Sian, sian, sian. No words can describe how sian I am. Hahhaah. Many outings to plan. Actually it's not that hard to plan. But it's just that I don't like to make decisions, so I would prefer to let people choose where to go and what to do. But usually I don't get responses.

I am okay with planning, but I just don't like it when things turn out boring (they always do) and I don't know what to do and feel guilty about it. How I wish that it can always be like when I'm with my close friends, when we can just have no plans and just eat and walk around randomly. They do not blame you when plans fail.

And I need to plan my work schedule too. So I need to plan outings asap, so I can choose my timing. I feel so bad not being able to work more often to help out. I know my manager trusts me (& jx) a lot. And would be glad if I can work more, especially on weekends. [I accidentally saw on fb, a comment where she said she worries for the future of that outlet. It sent a chill down my spine, well literally. But it just saddens me.] But army guys and friends working in office can only make it on weekends. That's the difference between a service and normal worker, just like our eating timing.

I promised to work more after exams. I promised. But can I have like 2 weeks or so to enjoy first? Well, it's not very enough.

I want to help out, I really do. But I am scared to work. It's been a month since I worked. Will I be able to handle the rush? Will I be able to handle the people? Will I... be able to handle her? I feel so stressed working with her. Eyes are everywhere~ And I really do not enjoy it. Hypocrite, she is. I feel so uneasy and stressed with her around, wanting not to make mistakes. But the more you do not want to make mistakes, the more you do. SIAN!

A new menu, the same staff. I really really miss Gen-san. I am looking forward to work with Karen-san and Kohei-san again. But... there are just some fears and stuff I do not anticipate. I feel the 'fakeness'. I really feel it.

HOW I WISH THE PAST WHEN ALL WERE STUDENTS AND THERE WERE JUST PURE FRIENDSHIP AND THEY WERE SO 单纯。I was thinking... If it time for me to switch job. And my answer is no. This place.. I should not be the one leaving. I'll try my best to work with her. I'll 忍！I will just do my part, just do what I think is right. Please don't mess with me. Well, I doubt I'll do anything also.

I want to go on an holiday! I want to go Taiwan!

Year 1 is done!!

Ohh yay!!! Last paper today!! Well, I hope I pass all my papers.

Dance straight after exam. Ended paper at 5.45pm, left at 6pm, and had to be ulu pandan dance studio at 7pm. It is from EXPO to ULU PANDAN. Yep, from one end to another. Asked my dad to drive me. Mum came as well. Ate homecooked food brought by my mum on the cab. Feels so loved. :) <3<3 It took 40 minutes and costs about $35 for a cab. Crazy.

So now that exams are over, what do I do? Felt lost for a while. But I'm gonna work, work, work. NO NEED STUDY!! Go suntan, exercise, learn guitar, learn piano, learn cooking, learn how to boil soup, continue to dance, learn singing, learn jap (maybe), meet up with friends, and sleep!

Better rest well these few days, cos I'll be resuming work next Thursday. Hope that all will be fine. Have to learn new menu again. Hehehhe. New ramen, for staff meal. :b

And plan outings. I want go kbox!!

Now that exams are over, will time pass faster? How come it's only one week since my brother got enlisted?

So warm this few days right? My aircon is spoilt, yeah whole house's. Beyond repair. Hahah. Cos it's more 划算 to buy new ones, but not cheap arh. So I can only on my fan to its max. Still so hot!! But then, thinking about my brother, he's training under the hot sun, I've nothing to complain about.

Time passes slowly these few weeks.

And so on Tuesday, 3 May 2011, my whole family went to Palau Tekong in the morning. Reporting time for my brother is 9:45am. The last time I will be there, since POP will be at the floating platform. I said, I'll be there when my son enlists and my mum said who knows if it will still be there. Lol.

Hey, nice hair.

The food is really... Okay. 3rd time I've eaten army food. I'll say hmmm.. like that lor. Mass production, non-customised. So brother, please stop being so picky!

And there he stands under the hot sun, with his fellow company mates. Azman is in his company, and Jun Quan's brother in his platoon. Such coincidence. Brother, be good please. I know you will. Hahah. If I get any complains about you... I can do nothing also. Lol.

And the next day, which was 4th May, start of exams. Woohoo. And poof! The 2nd last paper is gone! One last paper to go. POA! Hope I can pass econs and maths. Heh.

And Friday, before the weekends, I finally got to go out! Yay. With my girlfriends. <3

Look at the number for instax we took. Heheheh.

MY Sunglasses. Nope, it's not mine. It's Marilene Yeo's. Nice. :)

Saturday, GE. Okay, I'm more interested in politics now. I'm happy with my GRC. I'm happy living here. :)

Yay. After Wednesday.. Freedom!! But still need to work. But I'll try to balance work and leisure. Heheeh. L-Le. Yep.

Outings, outings..!! But I ran out of ideas. Can someone help me plan please?? :) Forget it.. I'll do it. But I need some suggestions...