Chiong down from work yesterday for the Chingay rehearsal- make up. Ended work at 2. Was supposed to be in school at 2. So I cabbed down.
So many people did not turn up. And it made me think I chiong down waste money for what? Make up was horrible!!! Just covered our pretty and handsome faces. Lol. Just kidding. It's like masks which will be destroyed sooner or later. You'll see soon. I REALLY REALLY REALLY prefer GLAMOROUS looks/make up. I just want to look more human. Hahahha.
Both rounds of rehearsal are fine. Although there were lots of gaps, we filled it up for some formation. Make up was gone after first run. Human face for second run.
We started early but ended even later. zZz. The second run was supposed to start at 8.30pm. But it started an hour later. Wasn't given much instruction after the whole thing, was only told to wait. The usher explained in a harsh manner. I think too many people and stuff. Boarded the bus to the holding area, where an accident took place, so bus could not pass through, so made one big round. Bus uncle didn't know the way...
And yay, finally reached the holding area, but our bus was not there. It was at the F1 Pit. -.- So we walked back to where we came from. But bus wasn't there too. Shawn called the uncle and he finally appeared at 11.45pm. And yay, school and home! Luckily Ivan's parents drove us back, actually ivan drove us home, if not I had to cab a second time. Expensive leh. Reached home at almost close to 1?
But overall, I had lots of fun!! The videos are nice~~ Will share it once they give the green light. Watch out for news and tv for now. :)
R.R yesterday and today. I almost died today. Not in the best condition but still okay lar. My gyoza sauce failed again. I'm gonna give up on it. Haha. Joe said that it was very busy late night but everything was smooth. It makes me feel that they can do without me. Feels that I am so not important anymore. :(
Sometimes I feel that 我不被重视 by some staff lor. Maybe they feel that I am just a fellow colleague, or that I am just a part timer. Don't know what they are thinking lar. Sometimes ask me to do stuff. One bowl, one set up cannot take yourself meh? Hello, I'm your senior/trainer leh. Sorry arh, egoistic. But I just don't like that kind of feeling. I feel that when you take the order, you should be 'in charge' and responsible for that table. So you should prepare your own stuff. Only ask people to help you, not order, when you are not free. Only if you are not free. "
Working independently makes you grow faster."
-Karen-san. Teamwork is important but you need to know that relying too much on others is not good too.
Feels like it's time to take a break again, although it never happens. Well, CNY is coming and that Chingay week.
Karen-san and Gen-san are back!! YAY!! "
Your favourite GM is back!", says Gen-san during the meeting. Was thinking I could work a little more. But after working, I felt that it was a little too much for me. Hahhaah. Tired from yesterday lar.
You are still performing if you are on stage, even if you are not dancing. People are still watching you. Some instructor once told me. So do not fidget. For Chingay, it implies as well. Whether it's your part or not, you are still performing. Be professional. :)
"You need to share your knowledge with others. When everyone knows what you know, you will be 'empty'. You'll then need to learn new stuff to fill yourself up."
-Fujibe-san. We have to grow as one. But you need to keep learning in order to improve. Teaching is part of learning too.
Oh, went back MG to try the Bonito. It was nice. That place sure brings back lots of memories. All the fun time which is so different from now.
I need my sleep soon. Finally can sleep till late tomorrow.