Showing posts with label Work. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Work. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Went to WG to ran errand but cos 3 staff were on mc, Karen-san asked me to stay and help out. I was not really in proper attire, but it was fine.

It was surprising smooth operation, since it is similar to MG, although I was only at MG for 7 months. Although pos/micros was different, but luckily I have some experience in AS.

But of course at times I was blur. But overall still okay. The customers today are all nice. :D

Always good to work with old and new staff. But I forgot to ask them to introduce themselves to me.
I'm happy that I can make my Ippudo mother proud.

And the wise words from my M. Manager.. Lack of staff, all attack all defence. Less is more.

But I really don't know what I want as a career. I mean I really enjoy everything I am doing, although I do get bored at times. Be it accounts, admin, HR, and service. I don't know about office support, if I enjoy it because I know I am helping my fellow colleagues in the outlets. But I really like doing everything. So which makes me even more confused and unsure of what I really want.

Till the day I have a clear vision, I shall do everything to the best of my abilities.

Saturday, December 21, 2013

Hong Kong Trip & WG

My first time taking a plane. Jetstar. To Hong Kong! 11-15 Dec.

When it first took off, it was really scary. Seeing the ground and infrastructures getting smaller, while the plane flies higher.


Seeing the sky getting from dark to bright. So pretty. Now I get what people say, about clouds like cotton candy. But it is quite different from what I thought it was.

Never expected the airplane to fly so high, being above the cloud.

A must for me to try other countries' Ippudo.
I am really becoming an Ippudo Maniac. I mean, since we are there, why not just try Ippudo HK. It is a rare chance, to see and taste the difference in operation and food. And even the cultural. If I am rich and have lots of time, I would love to go to each and every other outlet in the country.

One of my favourite photos of the trip.
 I look so happy, natural and carefree. Who would have known this is actually a selca. Hahahah.

Definitely one of my favourites. With a beautiful background and happy faces.
Such a pretty scene. It is like a huge Sun above the castle. But it is actually two fireworks crossing path.

I haven't taken cable cars since years.. I don't even remember taking it. That was how young I was.

The night scenery from the plane.
The trip home was night time. The bright lights from below. Beautiful, yet mysterious.

Mysterious as I do not know where I was above and what they were.

Back home safely after flight kept being delayed due to weather and congestion. My whole family was there at the airport waiting for me to arrive. So much love, even my younger brother. Hahha, the (always) little brother who has a sharp mouth yet soft heart. :)

Sometimes I wonder, how would I have been if I made a different decision in many parts of my life. Like, if I have not joined Ippudo 4 years ago, where would I be? But I believe in fate and destiny.

And Ippudo at Westgate is opened. Asked my brother and Eihan to try it with me. I hope they really like it.

Really happy to see Kohei-san once again, after about 1.5 years. He is back from Sydney for 10 days. Really appreciate the warm welcome and hospitality I get whenever I visit any Singapore Ippudo as a customer. Ippudo is really like a second family to me.


My brother thinks that all the Japanese are handsome, he calls Matsuoka-san the handsome one. I call Miyazaki-san the charismatic one. And Kohei-san, the Sydney manager. But Kohei-san is so smiley these days. He kept smiling when he visited the office yesterday.

Sunday, July 07, 2013

A new beginning

LOL, Karen san scolded me when I told her that I don't know how long I will be working at my new workplace. She said haven't start work thinking of quitting already.

I don't want a farewell party. I will confirm cry. 3 years and 7 months of memories. But I will be back, I know.

But thinking of being a full time really is a very sian thing. Hahaha, part time is totally different. I want to go back to school... Now I finally understand.

Thursday, July 04, 2013

Ippudo's humour

I guess.. the only people who will wish that I will fail my job interviews are my managers. Hahha. Karen san said, ''good luck, hope you fail your interview.'' and Miyazaki san put his hands together and prayed. Hahhaa! Why so cute!

Lol, funny when I said I am on off tomorrow, and Soon asked Choong to tell Sam that he is on mc tomorrow. And Kai Choong asked to tell him himself. Hahhaah! Nonsense.

Thursday, June 06, 2013

I feel so touched. My operating manager really treats me (us) like her child(ren). :')

She recommended me to Ippudo office as accountant. I am actually thinking of working full time again. But it'll be best if I could work in the office under this company. If not, I might consider coming back after 2 years of accounting job. That is if she is still here.

Funny, she told me that she recommended me by telling the office lady that I love Ippudo. Yes, I do love Ippudo!!

I like working with young and new staff. No wonder some companies like fresh graduates. They are so pure and innocent. Just like when we first started. Trying my best to remain this way.

However people treat you, it doesn't matter. As long as you 对得起天地良心, and treat others the way you want to be treated, everything will be fine someday. And up till now, it seems that way. I feel happy working with everyone. But younger staff really brightens up the workplace.

And today, the first time rice bowl hotter than ramen bowl. Hot leh. My hands are made of flesh too, okay. Haha!! But hot rice bowl = hot delicious rice for customers.

There is this filipino customer whom "Thank you, mdm" me.  Feels weird. Too respectful. I think he is from f&b too. The feeling you get when you are respected as a waitress. How many people can actually do that? Okay, even I don't do that. But I treat the servers with respect, with understanding and behaviour. Most treat us fine. But there are always black sheeps.

Maybe one day, I will come back. I want to provide excellent service to the people. One day, just maybe.
I think some singaporeans should work as a server at least once and reflect on themselves. But most are fine, really.

Sunday, September 30, 2012

To the Galaxy.

Omg, Big Bang concert. OMG, quite close up. Omg, Daesung was the first to come over to my side, with T.O.P. And OMG, Daesung's live is awesome. Really awesome.

They were spamming English. And Daesung's part was like, "Hello", "What's up", "Hi", "I'm Daesung." He looked like he was enjoying himself flying in the air, like on a enormous swing.

Really lucky to get to watch and such a good view. Don't have to sleep tonight already. Still having withdrawal symptoms. First Korean Concert. So this is how a concert is like.

Although I'm not a VIP, I must really admit that they were get and I had a great time. Screaming and laughing inside me. Had to be professional. But I really enjoyed myself. Although Big Bang is not considered one of my favourite Kpop groups, but they are really great. Daesung is such an amazing vocalist. His voice is strong yet gentle. Awww.. :)

Their stage presence was so good. Taeyang with his groove, T.O.P with his charisma. Every single one of them can hold the stage well. So much to learn from them.

Confidence, groove. Must feel comfortable on stage so people can enjoy watching you. I have to work harder. So much more. But as an individual on stage, I feel so small and I don't feel confidence at all. Still new to performing singing. More used to dancing. But just love singing. So I have to work a lot harder.

Well, this is what idols are supposed to do. Motivate people. Hahha.

I should learn as much as I enjoyed the show.

Sunday, September 02, 2012

I'm tired, too.

Giving support and not getting any in return is a really horrible feeling. Okay, depends on situations and their mood, sometimes I get help. But during really busy time, I realised, only a few are there to support me. What made me upset was that they do not observe, what others are doing. I try to help, but sometimes no one is there for me. And thanks so much for shouting my name so loudly when I was not available. Just made my mood bad. But after break, back to the happy me.

I was shocked that Ravi was the one who helped me with Ramen when I was busy attending. Never judge a book by its cover, true that. It is the heart, rather than the ability. But I can see them improving a lot. Jacques, Ravi. They will make a great team actually. They do not stand alone.

Tone matters a lot to me. The incorrect use of tone can send my mood to the lowest.

Really, be grateful. Don't take me for granted.

I know it's my job. I know I have to do everything. But as a ramen runner in such a busy time, I really tried my best to prioritise. Sometimes, I just need that little bit of help.

Jacques asked me, "You not tired meh?" My reply was, "Tired lar, I'm very thirsty." I haven't even had a single drop of water. Non-stop orders, seriously.

Feels tired from all the shouting and thoughts of not receiving enough help.

Yeah, actually I should appreciate everyone too. I miss CJ a lot.

Okay, sleep and tomorrow will be one better day!

Thursday, August 09, 2012

Happy National Day! Although I missed every aspect of it due to rehearsals for the CJ Concert. Feeling extremely bad to leave early when they were still busy. And was kind of feeling horrible cos of my mistake during work. Wrote the order wrongly, causing 4 ramen losses.

Panicked when the system failed for maybe 5 minutes, especially with a customer waiting.

I am grateful for my nice bosses, who are forgiving and understanding. Morning when I was preparing for opening, I had the thought of working in Ippudo even after I graduate. But what if all my bosses change or if I get bored of the work. But as the management (if I become one next time) I will be able to travel and work in the Ippudos throughout the whole world.

While on the train to CJ, a thought struck me. It was like "Dreams vs Reality". I can refer CJ and performing (singing and dancing) as my dream, and work as reality. And for now, I am putting CJ/dream as my priority since I asked to leave early from work for rehearsal. Don't know if it's right. But I think I will feel happier, although I feel a little irresponsible to leave them alone during the busy period.

That's why I decided not to work at all next week. One, to make sure I will get enough rest. Two, I don't want to change and schedule or leave early due to last minute rehearsals anymore.

Thursday, July 19, 2012

Farewell, 3rd Boss.

I'm back from the airport. It was rather happy than sad. Only Naomi-san and I were there. And we were staring into space for 2 hours. But luckily it was not a wasted trip. One angmoh management with powerful English, carrying the buckets for pork soup. So cute. Lol.

Kohei-san said he could not stop crying when he shook hands with Matsuoka-san. Cos Matsuoka-san always takes care of them very well. Matsuoka-san called Naomi-san too, to talk to Kohei-san. Cos Kohei-san returned his phone and was uncontactable. So we were so afraid to miss him. While talking on the phone, he had lots of laughter, but can see that his laughter will easily turn into tears.

Kohei-san treated us to a cup of coffee at McCafe. Naomi-san is so friendly. I was not awkward with her at all. She did not let me pay for my cab fare, she's so nice. Shall drop by office and buy her something some day.

Take care, Kohei-san. I will aim to go for working holiday in Sydney next year after I finish exams! Janeh!

Monday, July 16, 2012

Farewell, Kohei-san!

Korean BBQ at Tanjong Pagar Dae Jang Geum with MG and Tao. For Kohei-san's farewell, Fujibe-san's farewell (for MG) and welcome (for Tao), plus Ivy's wedding celebration.

Done with the video and gave it to Kohei-san. I really hope he finds it meaningful. :')


Because I am a perfectionist, I did not trust anyone with my not-so-perfect 'masterpiece'. Cos I like things my way. Good or bad, I don't know. I just want everything to go according to what I wanted. As in not forcing people to think like me, just that I like the things I do to be what I want it to be.

He said he was homesick when he first came to Singapore, but now he does not feel like leaving anymore. I will really miss him. 2.5 years since we first met. 1 year 4 months working with him in Tao. Gen-san only 6 months. So he is actually the Japanese management I worked with the longest.

Although we seldom talk, due to language barriers, but there is just this.. this... telepathy thing? Lol. It just that we work together so long. So yeah.

Talking about relationships.. And Zhao Ping thinks I am the stubborn type. Karen-san disagree and say I am the type who either gives it all, or do not give at all. Either bid it all, or bid none, just like Gen-san.

And now I wonder.. How can I ever bear to leave this place? Feels like a big family. I guess the day I leave will be a day when all the management changes, when all the Japanese and Karen-san leave. Still a long way to go, although sometimes I feel bored of the job. But I really can't imagine a day of being not-an-Ippudo-staff.. So attached to Ippudo now. Maybe after I graduate, I will go to Ippudo Sydney to find Kohei-san and Gen-san, or to Ippudo Seoul to utilise my Korean (still struggling to learn), or to Ippudo TW. The future is so unknown.

Kohei-san wants to portray and keep his strong image, so he didn't cry. Actually I didn't want him to cry also, don't want him to do things he does not like. But I think the day I leave, I will cry.

Okay, I have already teared twice before this. So gonna miss him.

Sometimes, we have no choice but to feign ignorance.

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Just saw the reply from Kohei-san on twitter (saying that he might cry if we send him off and he will feel embarrassed) and with "I Can't" by 4 Men playing in the background. Tears can't stop flowing.

The sudden thought of the 2.5 years working with him. Hmm, maybe I shouldn't have the thought of making him touched and cry anymore. Cos I think I will cry too.

But whatever it is. Yeah, that's the assurance of his ability by the President. So should be happy for him.

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

It takes so long to forget, but it is so easy to remember.

The feel of MG is coming back. With Kohei-san (still here) and Fujibe-san. Fujibe-san's voice totally has the MG feel. He has not changed at all. His actions and words. Hahha. Oh yes, Karen-san too.

But everything is different now. Gen-san is not here anymore.

Although I have only been in MG for 7 months, and almost 2 years in Tao. I have much more memories in MG. I can't believe 2.5 years passed in a flash. Kohei-san reminded me that I was only 18 when we first met.

Don't know how things will be. I still enjoy working with part-timers more.

Can I say this..? Ehm, I'm not really looking forward to it. (referring to two matters)

I was rather looking forward to one of them. But it was spoilt. So nah, not anymore. Kind of dread it now.

Monday, June 18, 2012

People come and go

There is always this song which reminds us of someone. Sometimes we just live everyday like those around us will be with us forever.

It's weird. My bosses are Japanese, so we don't talk much during work due to language differences. But they have to leave Singapore sooner or later, and I can't help to feel sad. Well, I've been working with them for years now. They have been so nice, or at least to girls. Very nice to me.

We will never know when they will get transferred away or transferred back to Japan.

But we still have our ways of keeping in contact, through the Internet. Although we don't communicate directly, being able to get updates is good too.

Every time I here certain songs, I'll think of them..
Gen-san: Empire State of Mind Pt 2 (Alicia Keys)
Kohei-san: I'll Be There (Michael Jackson)
Fujibe-san: 'Go Home Song' (which I don't know the title and singer, but just some country song)

I can still remember Gen-san and Kohei-san singing or mouthing the Empire State of Mind song in the ramen counter.

I know the 'secret' already. Cos someone slipped his mouth. But I'll wait till Wed when the 'secret' will be revealed to me. And I know who's gonna take over.

Hate to see people leaving. Cos I've been working here for 2.5 years already. I've seen too many batches and people leaving. Always grateful for all those who stayed on or came back.

Looks like I'll need to make one more of this video soon.

Monday, June 11, 2012

Work was horrible.

I don't get why some customers are so fierce towards the service staff. And yet Singaporeans can complain about how bad Singapore services arh. Are your standards too high? Why not try being a service staff yourself? I don't owe you anything, why give that black face and use that tone? You are not even my boss or parent.

It's true that our salary comes from the customers, but we provide you the food and service. We did not even ask you for money. Your short-temper just killed my mood. Okay, I admit that it was my mistake cos I ordered the wrong food, but she just said, "So you mean I have to wait for a long time?" Her face was like angry. I already apologised.

I have complained about this so many times, that our restaurant has our own policy. We do not do takeaways. And asking so many staff the same question. "You mean we can't pack our food? We can't finish our food, what do we do about it? Stuff it down?" How do I answer that question? We really do not have any boxes for you. Some are understanding and some are just plain unreasonable.

And to staff who show no interest in learning, I will be strict. My face, my tone are strict. I want you to be scared of me, so you will be serious. Even though I am not your teacher, but it is for your own good, and for ours too. Cos it will decide how tired we are working with you.

Every time a new staff comes, I will be lost. Should I do it myself, or should I ask them to do, or teach them. I was lost at work for a while just now. Too many things to do. Fill water, bill, order. I looked around, there was nobody. A day without boss around, I feel so stressed. Cos there are many things I have to decide and settle. But with boss around, I also feel stressed cos eyes are staring. Prehaps not at me, cos I know they trust me so. Maybe it's just the pressure I put on myself.

Actually work today was not that bad. I was kind of lucky with money. I nearly caused the restaurant to loss a few dollars. But luckily I double-check normally.

Monday, May 28, 2012

Supper with bosses and colleagues.

Work today! Why customers always come in last minutely? But it's good in a way, cos they help me to pass time quicker.

After work, had supper at Da Chang Jin Korean BBQ with bosses and colleagues from both Tao and MG. Bosses- Kohei-san, Miyazaki-san, Fujibe-san, Matsuoka-san. Colleagues- Ivy, Rhoda, Boy, Choong, Feng Jun, Jason. MG Staff those I know of- Cabanas, Jun Guang, Wei Yang...


Oh no, even Kohei-san knows I like Kpop. The power of twitter. He was asking, "You like korean pop? Then you must try this Korean sake." Had a sip, tastes like alcohol, no yoghurt taste at all. Are you sure it is alcoholic yoghurt? But it does not taste that bad.

Fujibe-san said, "I remember Qian Yi shouting at one customer." I was like "Me? Shout at customer?" I don't remember this scenario, I only remember customers shouting at me. Then he said, "This old lady which had difficulty hearing. And Jiaxin and I was laughing at her." Oh, thanks for reminding me. Lol. I recalled something like that. I think the restaurant was too noisy and it was table A at MG? I think I really spoke quite loudly. Hahhaha!!

Then the bosses dropped a question, "Do you like smoking or non-smoking guys?" Kind of obvious. Cos all of them smoke, so I replied softly. Then expectedly, one of them will definitely say "I don't smoke." or something like that. Kohei-san said, "I quit three months already. No, five months." I replied, "Really?" Fujibe-san also doubt it. Isn't it obvious? LOL! It's expected but it's still funny. And we were taking photos, although I don't understand Japanese, I sort of figured that Kohei-san and Miyazaki-san were saying something like, "Qian Yi's camera, must take a nice photo." I guess. Yup, this is my bosses for you.

It was sweet of the bosses to wait for my dad to come fetch me before they proceed to go home. This kind of bonding is really nice. Of course, bosses' treat, though I don't know who.

Saturday, July 09, 2011

Fun and laughter, and anger.

R.R. today. Quite funny. Kohei-san and Joe-san. There was one Shiro Bari, and Kohei-san was like, "Shiro bari. Bari, bari. Repeat after me, Baaariii." So I did, and he was like "Ok. Gomenasai (paiseh)." Another time, he accidentally hit the containers, quite loud, then he was like mumbling to Joe-san, scolding him jokingly. Then he purposely splashed some hot water onto Joe-san. He's in good mood today. Hahha. Busy busy lunch time.

Some customers are just so @$#^%$! There was one woman who insisted on changing the noodles, which we do not/cannot. Cos it's the CLASSIC. She was so persistent, and she said, "I just like the thick noodles." She had the I just like it, need you to care attitude. I was telling her, it would not be nice, cos the soup is light. We want to give the best to the customers, and... blah. She just wanted thick noodles. Policy which is once broken, will be broken again. The next time she comes back, she's gonna order it again, and it'll be hard on us. Cos we once gave in. If she doesn't, then it's good. It shows that thick noodles really do not go well.

And another one was complaining about the aircon, that it was too warm. I told him it was the lowest, and he said, "Then you better do something about it." Excuse me, outside is like 32°c, and ours is open-concept. And it's an old building. You're just sitting down, while we are working so hard. Just now I ramen runner mah, was perspiring throughout. But I just smiled and walk away. But I do understand that customers should be given the best. But I really cannot do anything about it. This one still okay. Then the same guy, added additional noodles, and he added why the noodles come separately, I said cos it'll be very full. And he said in that case, can I have additional soup. I replied, we do not offer more soup. And that the soup should be enough. He said why additional noodles then? And shook his head. Hmmm.....

Are customers always right? I doubt so, seriously. Some customers really need more manners. Yes, we are servers/waiters/waitresses. We are here to serve you. But we are not your maid. (I've met some who really treats us like slaves.) Even maids deserve better respect, thanks.

Just my sharing point.

Yesterday, had dinner at Haji Lane. Nice food. :) And watch Transformers 3D after that. Nice effect! Quite worth the money. :)

Gonna have dance tomorrow!! Korean pop dance. Yeah man! Yo yo~!

Gotten my pay. And I realised that if I were to buy the phone, I have little to spend. It's time for budget, Tight budget. But outings are coming up. And transport fees.. Tsk. Sian. It would be half my previous month's pay. HOW?

I really wonder how long more I can work for. Not like I want to work, it's I have to work.

Friday, June 17, 2011

1.5 Years and counting.

Wow, I can't believe I'm working in Ippudo for 1 and a half years now. 7 months in MG and 11 months in Tao.

Often feel sian to go to work, but whenever I start work, I will feel okay.

I was never cashier in MG. But here, in Tao, I am cashier most of the time. But every time I tally, there is a sense of fulfillment. The most important thing is, you have to keep improving and move forward. There are always new things to learn.

And I made some shochu and sake today, the task I am weakest in. But I realised once I passed that barrier, I feel a lot more confident preparing. Alcoholic drinks are still my weakness.

I miss Gen-san. Kohei-san is coming back tomorrow.

Monday, May 23, 2011

Meet Ups.

A holiday, a time for work, a time to meet up with friends. But it doesn't seem like a period to meet up with my family. I hardly see my kor around at home. I only saw my di on Friday late night and said a "Hi". And I haven't see them since then. And my di booked in again. We are all busy with work.

This week I have met up with my Primary School best friends, classmates/friends, and my guzheng friends. Hooray!!

The best is still with my primary school class. We had a games session and, a great chit chat and phototaking session with them. Suaning is always the best part of them all. Knowing them for 9 years, we know lots of each scandals and jokes. So we “口”下不留情。Honestly speaking, I miss my primary school like the most. The time when it was so pure and carefree.


So near to home (just 5 mins walk from home), but I've never walked that direction for years.
From tall to tallest. I grew from middle to the 2nd tallest girl. :)

I am not giving myself much break from life this week. And I regret it. Cos I'm so tired. Full day yesterday was a killer. And 1 almost and one more full days coming up this week. I am so tired. But I'm gonna enjoy my weekend! I'm gonna sing for 6 hours each! HAHAHAAH! Laallala~~ I love singing! ~♪♫

I'm so glad I have such an understanding manager, who really cares. If not I won't so 拼命 lor. Sometimes I will really think of the MG times.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Ippudo Memories.

It has been 1 year and 3 months plus working in Ippudo. Although from the 8th months onwards I've been working really part-time.

I went over to Ippudo Tao from July to now. It is quite hard to believe that I have been in tao more than I was in MG. But I worked more hours in MG.

Well, that's not the main thing. I have met many people from many different countries. I've came to know fellow Singaporeans, Malaysians, Koreans, Philippine-nos, Vietnamese, Chinese, Indonesians, and of course Japaneses. And Gen-san will be going back to Japan on Thursday 1am. We'll be sending him off tomorrow night. Like what I said in the video, I had been working with him for a long time. From the noodles chef to our handsome GM.

He has been a really nice manager. He will joke and play with us often. Like I said, who will step on your feet on purpose, and switch off the main switch when you are vacuuming the floor. Although sometimes, just sometimes, he will have scary mood swings, he is still very nice. Although cannot communicate well with him. But when he smiles at you, you'll just feel happy. Haha. And he often help me.

Didn't expect that he will really go for the outing yesterday, steamboat supper. Although translation was needed, it was really fun and enjoyable.




I really feel very 不舍得. Kohei-san just feels a little different. Hahaha.


But I know i can always watch this video when I miss him. Feels like a friend outside work.

But towards the end of the video, i did mention that he is going home. I know i should be happy for him. Back to his home country and family.

Gen-san, we'll miss you!

Monday, January 24, 2011

Hectic Week.

Chiong down from work yesterday for the Chingay rehearsal- make up. Ended work at 2. Was supposed to be in school at 2. So I cabbed down.

So many people did not turn up. And it made me think I chiong down waste money for what? Make up was horrible!!! Just covered our pretty and handsome faces. Lol. Just kidding. It's like masks which will be destroyed sooner or later. You'll see soon. I REALLY REALLY REALLY prefer GLAMOROUS looks/make up. I just want to look more human. Hahahha.

Both rounds of rehearsal are fine. Although there were lots of gaps, we filled it up for some formation. Make up was gone after first run. Human face for second run.

We started early but ended even later. zZz. The second run was supposed to start at 8.30pm. But it started an hour later. Wasn't given much instruction after the whole thing, was only told to wait. The usher explained in a harsh manner. I think too many people and stuff. Boarded the bus to the holding area, where an accident took place, so bus could not pass through, so made one big round. Bus uncle didn't know the way...

And yay, finally reached the holding area, but our bus was not there. It was at the F1 Pit. -.- So we walked back to where we came from. But bus wasn't there too. Shawn called the uncle and he finally appeared at 11.45pm. And yay, school and home! Luckily Ivan's parents drove us back, actually ivan drove us home, if not I had to cab a second time. Expensive leh. Reached home at almost close to 1?

But overall, I had lots of fun!! The videos are nice~~ Will share it once they give the green light. Watch out for news and tv for now. :)

R.R yesterday and today. I almost died today. Not in the best condition but still okay lar. My gyoza sauce failed again. I'm gonna give up on it. Haha. Joe said that it was very busy late night but everything was smooth. It makes me feel that they can do without me. Feels that I am so not important anymore. :(

Sometimes I feel that 我不被重视 by some staff lor. Maybe they feel that I am just a fellow colleague, or that I am just a part timer. Don't know what they are thinking lar. Sometimes ask me to do stuff. One bowl, one set up cannot take yourself meh? Hello, I'm your senior/trainer leh. Sorry arh, egoistic. But I just don't like that kind of feeling. I feel that when you take the order, you should be 'in charge' and responsible for that table. So you should prepare your own stuff. Only ask people to help you, not order, when you are not free. Only if you are not free. "Working independently makes you grow faster." -Karen-san. Teamwork is important but you need to know that relying too much on others is not good too.

Feels like it's time to take a break again, although it never happens. Well, CNY is coming and that Chingay week.

Karen-san and Gen-san are back!! YAY!! "Your favourite GM is back!", says Gen-san during the meeting. Was thinking I could work a little more. But after working, I felt that it was a little too much for me. Hahhaah. Tired from yesterday lar.

You are still performing if you are on stage, even if you are not dancing. People are still watching you. Some instructor once told me. So do not fidget. For Chingay, it implies as well. Whether it's your part or not, you are still performing. Be professional. :)

"You need to share your knowledge with others. When everyone knows what you know, you will be 'empty'. You'll then need to learn new stuff to fill yourself up." -Fujibe-san. We have to grow as one. But you need to keep learning in order to improve. Teaching is part of learning too.

Oh, went back MG to try the Bonito. It was nice. That place sure brings back lots of memories. All the fun time which is so different from now.

I need my sleep soon. Finally can sleep till late tomorrow.