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♥MWUAH♥

Bubbly
All smiles and laughter

Farhana
twenTEEN
Student

♥♥♥ ♥♥♥

I DREAM:

I want a house by the BEACH
100% Health
Be with my FAMILIA for eternity & beyond
I wana WALK-IN CLOSET
I want a PIANO
Let me ride a HORSE
I wana Swim with the DOLPHINS
Oh i wana LEARN to SWIM
Let me Take the PLANE
& Travel around the WORLD

♥♥♥ ♥♥♥

I WANT:

Lets buy me another ECLAT D'ARPEGE Lanvin perfume
Lets buy me a fresh supply of fruits and veggies everyday(:
Lets buy me a mini lappy
Lets buy me a whole new wadrobe
Lets buy me pretty pretty dresses and heels
Lets buy me a Chanel handbag
Lets buy me a big Fendi bag to lump all my junks in

♥♥♥ ♥♥♥

YOURS TRULY

♥♥♥

Tuesday, September 29, 2009@5:10 PM

a girl's thing

When your lady is

happy one moment and sad the next

annoyed one moment, and super duper annoyed the next

walking in and out of the room

shrugging her shoulders repeatedly in a frail attempt of shrugging away the shoulder aches

rubbing her tummy everytime the bloating feeling sinks in

irritated with almost everyone even herself

eating chocolates

eating more and more chocolates

complaining of headaches and stupid migraines

chewing something at all times

thinking about why she's behaving this way or that

shopping aimlessly for things she'd probably wont wear
dont really know what she's doing

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then you'll know that time of the month is here to stay for a while.

So pardon her.

7 days.
(:

She Wrote In Her Diary @5:10 PM

Monday, September 28, 2009@12:22 AM

just smile, smile, smile...

i need to smile, and you definitely made me smile.

I feel a ~~hell/~~ heavenly lot better.

((:

She Wrote In Her Diary @12:22 AM

Sunday, September 27, 2009@10:16 PM

syawal tiba (:

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All these people who made my Hari Raya celebration really meaningful and enjoyable.

Alhamdulillah.

Looking forward to more of these in the many more years to come, InsyaAllah.

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why do i wake up this morning feeling like the luckiest girl in the world?

(:

She Wrote In Her Diary @10:16 PM

Saturday, September 19, 2009@9:47 PM

selamat hari raya aidilfitri!

Ramadhan berlalu, semoga kembali;
Muslimin menyambut Aidilfitri
Blog entry ditulis mengganti diri;
salah & silap harap dimaafi.

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- Selamat Hari Raya buat semua umat Islam.

Dengan hati setulus ikhlas,

saya menyusun kedua telapak tangan dan memohon maaf jika ada tersilap kata dan terkasar bahasa.

Selamat menyambut kedatangan Syawal yang Mulia,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

(:

She Wrote In Her Diary @9:47 PM

@12:53 PM

My favourite princesses [ahh yes including Di in the background too] :))

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i know i know, i shouldn't be blogging at all and should concentrate on my gazillion assignments instead but today is the last day of Ramadhan;

a very significant day that marks the end of a Holy month and the start of a joyous month of Syawal.

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Both my parents are seriosuly feeling2 the Hari Raya mood. Mom's cooking all the traditional MUST-HAVE Hari Raya dishes while Dad is spring cleaning the house. Lil sis is playing Maple while her elder sis is meditating like a patung Buddha stuck with her school work.

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Today is a nice cold weather, hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

I am going to miss Ramadhan sorely with the thought that i could have utilized this month wisey. But i didn't.

InsyaAllah next year, i will continue to get this opportunity to experience this wonderful, holy month again and maximize it like i should. Amin (:

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Oh! You know something?

I want to main bunga apiiiii!!!

:D

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For the last time, this month and this year...

Selamat berpuasa loves. (:

She Wrote In Her Diary @12:53 PM

Friday, September 18, 2009@10:57 PM

happiness is...

Do not look back and grieve over the Past

for it is gone;

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and do not be troubled about the Future,

for it has not yet come.

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Live in the Present;

and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.

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Because everything else is temporary

But it's these memories, that last for eternity.

She Wrote In Her Diary @10:57 PM

Tuesday, September 15, 2009@11:59 PM

drop dead fatigue

A catastrophic day today indeed. Hmm?
But i am glad that whatever that was meant to happen, actually happened.
Kudos to the gargantuan-spirited group consisting of me and my darling Su, Rai and Lynette.
*HUG*
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If there is such thing as a "tired-thomometer", an instrument to measure one's level of tiredness, i bet this instrument will read "ERROR" if i were to use it since my level of tiredness is not found within the range.
It is THAT bad eyy. I feel drunk. (like the "i didnt sleep for 2 days" kind of drunk feeling.)

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ok that's it. I want to write a proper blog entry but my brain simply refused to produce anymore brain juice. So i am going to abruptly stop my entry here.

My poor body is aching, my arms are aching, everwhere is aching.
I am going to go Lalaland now to meet Channing Tatum. We will be dancing all night.
:|

Ok, yes i know. I am sprouting nonsense.
Maybe now you understand what i meant when i say i am truly tired and i feel drunk.

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Goodnight loves.
Miss Drop-Dead-Fatigue will be dozing off in 1 minute from now.

She Wrote In Her Diary @11:59 PM

Monday, September 14, 2009@1:38 AM

By now you should know that whenever i get really stressed with school and I start procrastinating, i will be inclined to blog a lot.
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So here i am, telling you that amidst writing my "Ass-seh", My ultimate cuzzie wuzzie is accompanying me as well.
So it feels like those 'Sleepover' days.
You know?
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((:
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She Wrote In Her Diary @1:38 AM

Sunday, September 13, 2009@5:58 PM

I miss having curly hair.
*stomp around*
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and i think my hair hates me for putting it through so many sadistic trips to the hairsalon.
:|
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On the plus side, this month is perfect for retail therapy.
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:)

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UPDATE:
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Bestie said something that motivated me to start working hard.
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"Crunch time u must be positive, become alpha female and tick all those things off your list"
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alpha female eyy?
*wriggle eyebrows*
its about time i realize that complaining wont change anything for that matters.
Nothing.
Zero Zip Zilch.

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Toodles my loves.
Mwa (:

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She Wrote In Her Diary @5:58 PM

@3:15 PM

smile.

1 more week to Hari Raya, meaning 1 more week left of Ramadhan.
A month that we cant hold on to can we? It comes and goes on its own.

Been a really truly challenging month, and i cant say i had maximized this month to the fullest.
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Regrets, yes? for taking this month for granted.
But its a lesson learnt.
I'll be a better person from this moment onwards.

InsyaAllah.

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This month really opened my eyes to many things,
things that i had always chosen to close my eyes to, or simply ignore.

all in all, i am a truly contented person.
Really contented.
for what i have, for who i have in my life, the recuperating inner self.

Alhamdulillah.
I cant possibly ask for more.

(:

She Wrote In Her Diary @3:15 PM

Friday, September 11, 2009@9:22 PM

ANTM cycle 13 is out.
and you know what really caught my attention?

it is the Le Cycle 13, petite edition.
...meaning all the models are 5 feet 7 inches and below.
Seems like Tyra is attempting to change the stereotypes.
Its about time (:
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so tell me,
how how how am i going to focus on my essay and other assignments?
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My left arm/shoulder is aching, which is bugging the heck out of me because i cant really type without noticing the bad bad ache. I need a good masseuse for my poor petite self.
Nah, Tyra, do come to Singapore!
Good things do come in small packages afterall, is not it?
(:
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sheesh, pardon my random flow of thoughts.

She Wrote In Her Diary @9:22 PM

@2:06 PM

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I just realised something.
I am indeed a trouble seeker.
dont you think so?
(:
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...and...and....the wonderful government really makes me happy this month.
Yayy!
Alhamdulillah

:D
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ok back to being a busy bumblebee.

i am super tired.

She Wrote In Her Diary @2:06 PM

Thursday, September 10, 2009@11:08 PM

Fickle.
A range of ubiquitous emotions.

My navigation is not solid; never.

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You know, your patience is indeed admirable.
A long term perseverance that results in nothing, but yet you're still holding strong.

Isn't it too obvious for me to even wonder why?
Even others could see why.
Why?

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Loving a Schizophrenic.
Years.

Too long. Been too long.
It's about time you let go.
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I dont really know who or what i want now.
It's just a whirlpool of mess in my head.
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She Wrote In Her Diary @11:08 PM

Wednesday, September 09, 2009@6:37 AM

:(:

School's a *Beach.
Assignments, tests and tests are piling up.
i am literally swarmed by school work and desperately trying to clear up as many things as i possibly can.
But to no avail.
sheesh
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Yesterday was a horrible horrible day.
Had less than 1 hour of sleep the night before.

followed by 10 hours spent in school the following day.

Literally had to restart our group presentation ideas and brainstorming and do away with our initial ideas

stupid of me to waste time on the damned video

Bio assignment, Essay, Maths and English test lingering around in my head.

By the time i wanted to go home, it took a freaking 20mins for the damned 179 bus to arrive. What the heck was the bus driver doing? Sleeping in the bus interchange ah?

Heck that.
I really hated yesterday and am thankful i had the strength to actually pull through.
Alhamdulillah
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I went to sleep the moment i reached home.

Unhappily.

But just now, i woke up to find this on facebook. (refer to picture)

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*point below*
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Such a happy happy picture.
and it just made me forget about the whole of the horrible horrible yesterday.
[Its like a strong wind blowing away those dark dark heavy clouds.pffft]

Ok lah, exaggerating.
haha

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I love you guys mucho much.
(Not forgetting Khai and Rauf.)
Mwa

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ahh, ok now im prepared for another day in school.
:D
Goodmorning loves.

She Wrote In Her Diary @6:37 AM

Sunday, September 06, 2009@11:57 PM

Somehow, it breaks my heart to see you this way.
You could have made better choices.
I could have given better advices.
Could have.
But i didnt.
Its really pointless.
Really.
Bringing back memories wont change anything.
Things are different now but it still hurts so much to see you being pushed aside;
left stranded and struggling, like this.
I wish i could do something, anything for that matters...but you see,
theres really nothing that i could do now.
it's really about time you revamp your life. Inside out.
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She Wrote In Her Diary @11:57 PM

Thursday, September 03, 2009@10:22 PM

Farhana,
no more cheese,
no more egg yolks,
no more sinful ice cream,
no more deep fried food,
no more junkies
no more chocolates
no more eating heavy meals after 9pm.
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basically, no more sinful indulgences anymore.
NOMORE [fullstop]
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Eat more Fruits
Eat more Veggies
Eat more Oats.
Eat more Salmon, Sardines and Mackerels.
Eat more Salmon
and eat more Salmon.....
and more and more Salmon
and dont forget to eat alot alot alot of Salmon(:
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And this time, i will be really really strict with myself.
and my loved ones who goes out to dinner with me, please make sure i stick to my healthy menu.
Thank you.
:|

maybe a bit of this and that wont hurt, if consumed in moderation (:

She Wrote In Her Diary @10:22 PM

Wednesday, September 02, 2009@1:03 AM

we.Beam

Now now, let me promote skype and meBeam.
There are so many advantages we can benefit from, by making use of these 2 wonderful invention by Mr Skpe and Mr MeBeam.

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NUMBER1: you get to talk for hours and not having to worry for even a split sec about phone bills.
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NUMBER2: you can actually see each other's wakeup/beforegoing to sleep face. Its called, au natural.

NUMBER3: Are you one of those people who have trouble deciding which one of your girl/boyfriends you should talk to at night? Now, you can wave your troubles goodbye. Everyone can talk at the same time (Provided you have a webcam and microphone that is) (refer to picture below for evidence)

*POINT BELOW*

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Anyway, that was just an introduction to today's entry.
Which apparently will not really be a written entry, but more to the "pictures speaks a thousand words" kind of entry.
hahaha
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nah, i realised ive been blogging quite alot lately, so let me just do some uploading of pictures for now instead.
(:
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Someone's first time on Skype and meBeam.
Hence the need to take lots and lots of screen shots.
Its the same, if you go overseas eg. Italy, Venice or Rome for the first time kan? Confirm must take lots and lots of pictures for memories.
Likewise, for skype.
In reality and virtually, the same rules and logic applies ok. (wah wah, logic or what...)
:P
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There's a reason why they call it meBeam.

Look at the way WE BEAM.

This is the balancing pencil act. :P



Muke 10cent.

Poke head with pencil

and the strange Malay vibe we wore that night.

and a live accoustic concert (:

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live accoustic performances everynight by *point up there*

thankyou(:
(and his cool bedroom wall designed by, oh well, him. :P)

i really ~~hate/am really petrified by/ am tormented by/~~ enjoy all the songs.
hehehe

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((:

Ok, im off to sleep now.
Goodnight loves
mwa!

She Wrote In Her Diary @1:03 AM

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