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♥MWUAH♥
Bubbly
All smiles and laughter
Farhana
twenTEEN
Student
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I DREAM:
I want a house by the BEACH
100% Health
Be with my FAMILIA for eternity & beyond
I wana WALK-IN CLOSET
I want a PIANO
Let me ride a HORSE
I wana Swim with the DOLPHINS
Oh i wana LEARN to SWIM
Let me Take the PLANE
& Travel around the WORLD
♥♥♥ ♥♥♥
I WANT:
Lets buy me another ECLAT D'ARPEGE Lanvin perfume
Lets buy me a fresh supply of fruits and veggies everyday(:
Lets buy me a mini lappy
Lets buy me a whole new wadrobe
Lets buy me pretty pretty dresses and heels
Lets buy me a Chanel handbag
Lets buy me a big Fendi bag to lump all my junks in
♥♥♥ ♥♥♥
YOURS TRULY
♥♥♥
Sunday, August 30, 2009@10:51 PM
' Was facebook hopping when i saw something that got me really upset;
and quite disappointed as well.
I am bitterly disappointed in myself for letting things turn out to be the way it is, encouraging it in fact for the sake of seeing someone happy.
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Has it gotten this bad now? Could i have done something way back to stop this?
Nah.
I didnt do anything wrong, basically because i didnt do anything at all.
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Excellent.
Now I can just sit back, relax and enjoy the after-effect of something that i know i could have changed.
and can someone please remind me, why am i affected by this?Tsk.
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@1:17 PM
this is a story.
This is a story about the babe/girl who could not fast and was sadly/happily making roti kirai in the kitchen.
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A story about her aunt and uncle popping by her place, while she's making roti kirai and happily stuffing it in her mouth, forgetting that everyone else is fasting.
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A very nice climax to end this very short story would be when she went in to the living room to ask if they would like 2 cups of brewing hot tea, just perfect for the cold, rainy weather. Thinking she is the perfect daughter that every mother would like to have-by providing good hospitality to the guest. (NOTE: thinking je ok)
A very nice climax to end this very short story would be when she went in to the living room to ask if they would like 2 cups of brewing hot tea, just perfect for the cold, rainy weather. Thinking she is the perfect daughter that every mother would like to have-by providing good hospitality to the guest. (NOTE: thinking je ok)
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Both her aunt and uncle stared at her, then at each other, then to her mamalove, and finally everyone bursted out laughing, making that girl feel very very dumb/clever.
She'd absolutely forgotten about fasting month! (Mentang2 tengah 'holiday')
So she went back into the kitchen to continue making roti kirai, feeling really really proud/embarassed.
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The girl is yours truly, my aunt and uncle is still in the living room, talking about hari raya cookies and the recipes. The roti kirai was created by -again, yours truly, specially made with love for her family to break-fast (and also for my breakfast, turned brunch).
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So my dear honeybunsugarpies, 2 lessons to be learnt from this short composition.
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NUMBER 1: Especially for girls, if you're on the one week holiday, please do not forget about the people around you. They are still fasting and the holiday is specially for you, only. Its still Ramadhan afterall.. (:
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NUMBER 2: This is a very unacceptable way to write a composition. My future students, please do not follow this format. It is specially written on purpose to portray the kind of composition that one could expect a failing grade- from me, that is.
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Ok fine, i am going to starve myself until buka time, to compensate for my stupidity. Ok dah, bye!
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*grin*
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UPDATE.
I stumbled into this song on youtube, been quite some time since i heard this.
Go listen.
He is a great guy in nature, really.
(:
If become my bestfriend ok tak?
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Lil sis was awed by his charm.
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Do you think his voice transmits alpha or beta waves to our brain?
Cos it makes me really high for awhile...and made me feel guilty after non-stop laughing.
Kidding.
:D@12:13 AM
happybirthday girlfriend!
I would like to wish my dear girlfriend
a HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!
NAZIRA BANU NORDIN
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(i think im developing a very bad/good habit of using people's full name.hehe
But it sounds more sincere dont you think so? (:
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Yes to my dear Naz aka "mary had a little lamb" singer forever and always,
I want to wish you all the joy and happiness in the world.
and together with it, may you be blessed with health and love that surrounds.
(:
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Love you,
kisshugkisshug.
Enjoy your special day!
Enjoy your special day!
p/s: in the last pic, im still wondering why are you holding Ais's wallet?hahaha :D
(: Saturday, August 29, 2009@11:22 PM
lets share
No, please don't bother reading. Or maybe read this if you're really truly bored.
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- "Anxiety can be accompanied by physical effects such as heart palpitations, fatigue, nausea, chest pain, shortness of breath, stomach aches, or headaches. Although panic attacks are not experienced by every anxiety sufferer, they are a common symptom. Panic attacks usually come without warning, and although the fear is generally irrational, the perception of danger is very real. A person experiencing a panic attack will often feel as if he or she is about to die or pass out. Panic attacks may be confused with heart attacks.
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Anxiety does not only consist of physical symptoms. There are many emotional symptoms involved as well. Some of them include: "Feelings of apprehension or dread, trouble concentrating, feeling tense or jumpy, anticipating the worst, irritability, restlessness, watching (and waiting) for signs (and occurrences) or danger, and, feeling like your mind's gone blank." There's also, "nightmares/bad dreams, obsessions about sensations, deja vu, a trapped in your mind feeling, and feeling like everything is scary."
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One of the most common symptoms of anxiety is fear, which includes the fear of dying. "You may...fear that the chest pains [a physical symptom of anxiety] are a deadly heart attack or that the shooting pains in your head [another physical symptom of anxiety] are the result of a tumor or aneurysm. You feel an intense fear when you think of dying, or you may think of it more often than normal, or can’t get it out of your mind." -wiki.
-so my friends, if you think you're going crazy, under great stress and depression or what nots, read this again will you?
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You'll then realize that you're actually very, very normal.
More normal than i am that is. sheesh :|no, i do not need all these.
Friday, August 28, 2009@11:38 PM
=D
One of the AED201 grp made their project presentation and gave out toy microphones to the other groups for us to use as props in one of their activities.
So i took my group's mic home after the whole presentation ended (the orange thing i was holding)
*point above*
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Tasha: Kak, why do you have a microphone in your bag?
Me: microphone?! (forgetting all about the mic in my bag)
Tasha : (taking out the microphone from my bag in disbelief and shoving it in front of my face)
Me: Oh.....(silence).....
Tasha: *look at me, then to the mic again....*
Me: ...ahhh... Kakak tengah practice my singing to join Singapore Idol next season lahh...
Tasha: *speechless*
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ok, im just super bored, dont feel like doing anything tonight.
And my brain's auto shut off already.
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-I notice a trend among youngsters nowadays... if you're lucky enough, log in to facebook and read some of the shoutouts posted by people.
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"haF' yA eva reAd sUm of dA' gurlS tOkin' loike dizZ b4?
yEzZ sUm pepOl or pEepZ do tOk lOike diz and in mA' opiNionz it is supah' irRitaing to da' MaX.
N noOne's oPiniOnZ is muCh mORe iMpoRtanT than mE mOiSelf and I..."
My God.
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and some peEpoz, when oDa' peepZ giFs comMents on theiR facebook shoutOuts, Dey juSt reply, "Okay dah. Bye!"-
sheesh. no offence but i think, this kind of comment is super unnecessary la pls. I do use "Okay dah" all the time, but i used it in a different context. Definitely it should not be the sentence used to reply to someone. Now that is rude.
The way you post your shoutout, you're obviously showing your desperate need of attention and your hunger for ppl's comments though indirectly. And when ppl actually commented, you pretend you dont need their comments and shrug it off. Bah. Maybe replying politely would be nice.-
Screw that.
Let us break those down and analyse.Ok dah.
Dah ape? Dah makan? Dah malas nak dengar orng comment? Dah pandai sangat? Dah nak tido?Bye!
..Bye pegi mane? Bye toncet? Bye ape?
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My goodness. Youngsters (im not saying teenagers, im talking about those above 20 years of age, mind you.)
When i say mindset of youngsters need fine tuning, i really mean it - now. Ok, im done ranting. Maybe my English modules are useful afterall. (though i still feel like its a total waste of time, the other 2 extra mods i meant).
ALERT: Ok, according to Fatinmutton, muttons Raya soon yeayy!! Muttonballers wooO!
and seeing Gino, David, Ain and Mira had already replied the message, i want to reply it too!!! WAAAHHH :( ok, if i still cant reply and if you muttons do stumble into this blog....IM IN!!! :D Gosh, i miss miss dancing with these muttons like mad. I really do. Takpelah, raya-ing with you guys will do too. ((:
Goodnight my lovelings (:
Thursday, August 27, 2009@8:48 PM
put on that weight.
School so far has been happily draining my energy.
At the end of the day, im only left with this much (*show using thumb and index finger to estimate) amount of energy sufficient to keep myself sane while i drag myself home to replenish and prepare for another tiring day.
But nonetheless, i enjoy school days; much more than ever now ((:
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and did i mention? i gained weight. A few of my jeans are a tad too tight now and i cannot fit into my new Hari Raya kebaya. And they're tailor-made, less than 2 months ago! Which unambiguously explains that i put on 1-2kg in less than 2 months. Its not rocket science.
And the weighing machine is the evidence to this unexpected increase in mass which has not happened since i was like- in sec 1? I just hope i wont continue gaining weight and be the size i used to be way back then. (you have to see it, to believe it. Really im not kidding.)
HAHAHA.
No, no...im not complaining. This calls for a celebration! (:
Alhamdulillah.
So to all my lovely darlas who kept provoking me to gain weight, tadah!
LOL
:D
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The weather's fine. I am ever so grateful, El Nino is not here to stay for long.
A nice fresh and cooling weather after the rain = a nice time to go to sleep.
Which also explains why ive been falling asleep all day.
Too much sleeping is giving me headache.
I shall go make my brain work now.
Selamat berpuasa loves!
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and not forgetting,
Happy 21st Birthday
to one of the bestest guy bestfriend i'd ever had,
GINO FLORDELIZA BABAGAY.
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(:
Sunday, August 23, 2009@4:59 PM
to someone who deserves it(:
Neh, if you havent been told that this song is dedicated to you, then it's not a dedication for you, okie? hehe
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A song dedication..
p/s: the message really meant a lot to me(:
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p/s: the message really meant a lot to me(:
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[Verse 1]
Never feel alone
Never feel there's no one there who cares for you
When every door seems closed
Never feel alone
Never feel there's no one there who cares for you
When every door seems closed
Mine is open wide for you
I'll give you strength, restore your faith
I'm the one who will be around when it all falls down
I will hold you
{Chorus}
I'll be there if you break
I'll be there if you crumble
Come to you if you come undone
I'll give you strength, restore your faith
I'm the one who will be around when it all falls down
I will hold you
{Chorus}
I'll be there if you break
I'll be there if you crumble
Come to you if you come undone
Catch you if you stumble
I'll do what it takes to put the pieces back in place..
I'll do what it takes to put the pieces back in place..
if you break
[Verse 2]
Never feel ashamed
Never feel this weak if you should reach for me
[Verse 2]
Never feel ashamed
Never feel this weak if you should reach for me
I'll be there to set you free
I'll give you love
I'll lift you up
I'm the one who'll be around if it all falls down
I will hold you
{Chorus}
[Bridge]
But if there comes a time when I might need someone...
Will you be there?
I'll give you love
I'll lift you up
I'm the one who'll be around if it all falls down
I will hold you
{Chorus}
[Bridge]
But if there comes a time when I might need someone...
Will you be there?
Say you'll be there.
Be there if I break
Be there if I crumble
Come to me if I come undone
Catch me if I stumble
I'll do what it takes to put pieces back in place
If you break
I'll be there if you break
be there if you crumble..
Catch me if I stumble
I'll do what it takes to put pieces back in place
If you break
I'll be there if you break
be there if you crumble..
Come to you if you come undone
Catch you if you stumble
I'll do what it takes to put the pieces back in place if you break
if you break...Catch you if you stumble
I'll do what it takes to put the pieces back in place if you break
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ttyl babywalrus (:
Saturday, August 22, 2009@11:33 PM
Even though im totally surrounded,
I feel like im in here by myself.
I feel like im in here by myself.
Friday, August 21, 2009@4:18 PM
hot and cold
The more one assumes that life is sure to unfold the way it should,
it is more likely, they never do.
Life dont feed on perfections, they feed on mistakes.
I dont know what's down this tortuous path, but i continue walking just the same.
Every one of my step brings me closer to what awaits at the end of it.
and these thoughts;
Deep thoughts like no other, abberating far from norm.
The struggle to continue experiencing a new tomorrow.
The hassle of pushing away the nightmares of yesterdays.
No wait, what nightmares?
Nightmares disappear on every next day that you wake up.
This thing dont. They linger.
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Blank stares leading to surreal sensation of being detached from one's self.
a puerile mind so much filled with joy and high spirits;
dampened by unseen vexing events.
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Bottomline;
im much more vigilant now.
and that's all that matters.
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Bleh. Depressing entries just pushes me to the negative end of line.
Im not depressed or anything, i just feel like writing whats running through this rojak brain.
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If telepathy really exist, im pretty confident nobody wants to read my mind.
Its like trying to decipher the Babylonian numerals; which you rather not.
(Babylonian la sehh :P)
Ok, school is really tiring me out. I have a gazillion drafts saved but im just too lazy to complete whatever i had written and therefore, i dont publish my entries and they're just rotting in my blogger dashboard.
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By far, this year's sem timetable(tt) tops all the other sem's tt.
They're super dii duper drop dead darn draggy!
Yes, i am whining here.
I need a place to whine okay, so i decided, blogger would be kind enough to lend me a pair of listening ear. =D
Tomorrow is 1st Ramadhan (and tonight can start terawih already)....
So to all Muslims, Selamat berpuasa dan mengerjakan ibadah puasa.
Jangan puasa yok yok. hahaha
Ok dah, im going to take a short afternoon nap. The alternating (hot and cold) weather is giving me headache.
Ta loves.
Saturday, August 15, 2009@10:11 PM
first week's over(:
First week of school, gone. Alhamdulillah, it went pretty well eh.
Of course because im surrounded by my usual bio darlings in most classes, and Prof S. Lim wasn't as bad as what we all had predicted.
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Take away all the long draggy 8-hours break and 5-day week timetable which is so pfffft bleargh *cough*, i dont think i will be dreading school.
and this particular babywalrus is making school enjoyable as well ((:
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I have so much to update on but nana=lazy bumbumbum so i will not update on anything.
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Ramadhan is around the corner((:
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I suddenly feel like drinking bandung, (which automatically reminds me of naz and gino's idea of making bandung... -_-'' *shiver*) hahahaha
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If you're my blog's reader, you would surely know about my two turtles right?
Meet the latest addition to the turtle family....
and its name is Pian.
=)
So now i have a Fancie, Pipin and Pian.
cute right?
(:
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This babyturtle was found by a babywalrus and brought forward to a babywhale as a seagift from a faraway island.
Dont understand? nevermind.
hahaha
this just proves something, im sleepy and my brain is not responding intelligently.
bummer.
Goodnight loves.
Proper update whenever im free okie, InsyaAllah.
mwa.
Monday, August 10, 2009@6:58 AM
when i grow up
I was singing the chorus of"When I Grow Up" at 6.51am in the morning....
and it went like this
"When i grow up, i want to be famous, i want to be a star, i want to be in movies..."
and suddenly i heard my lil sister's voice behind me saying
"You already grew up and only going to be a teacher."
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p/s: so many things to update on, soon k.
Good morning, loves.
Sunday, August 02, 2009@11:57 AM
those happy days(:
The past few days had been superbly hectic.
Though i am super shagged as hell heaven, every moment was worth remembering(:
A wonderful picnic day with babywalrus, driving with the best driving instructor in the wholewideworld ever, tarian practices with loves and of course Qadeemul Kanaz '09 foc for the freshies. All i need now is a good rest.
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Ok im going to watch Abang's engagement video. Tomorrow will be a manicure/ pedicure day out with bestie. Cant wait! ((:
Mwa mwa loves.
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aha! Not forgetting today is my beloved MUNIPOD's BIRTHDAY!
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HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY to Munirah Binte Mohamed Sani.
i oh so love you and am so thankful we are going to be stuck with each other for the next 3 years in sch!
Praying for all the happiness in the world for you and your family.
You deserve the best in everything dear.
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Love you mucho my dearest friend ((:
from your beloved doraemon, nanapod.
hughugkisskiss.
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