Stay With Me
Stay With Me
Raindrops, Fall From, Everywhere
I Reach Out, For You, But Your Not There
So I Stood, Waiting, In The Dark
With Your Picture, In My Hands
Story Of a Broken Heart
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Stay With Me
Don't Let Me Go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's It Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me
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I'm Trying And Hoping, For The Day
When my touch is enough
To Take The Pain Away
Cause I've Searched For So Long
The Answer Is Clear
We'll be OK if We Don't Let It Disappear
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I've searched my heart over
So many many times
No you and I, is like no stars to light the sky at night
Our Picture Hangs Out Of Tune
Remind Me Of The Days
You Promised Me We'd Always
And Never Go Away
That's Why I Need You To Stay
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don't leave
so I stay waiting in the dark...
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Irresistable. Dangerous. Romantic.
Edward.
He is definitely something.
All the awaited suspense
Edward Cullen.
He's officially Mine.
*grin*
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.
.
Follow this endless train of thoughts.
Hallucination.
I thought.
Couldnt be.
Quickly I discarded that.
Poisoning
this saturated mind
of Mine.
Tried to see other things
Anything.
But
In the end,
Its you that i search for.
Ever will.
Helpless.
Even with this absence,
The Emptiness,
I searched.
Oblivious
to that Sanity
you'd Stole
Unknowingly.
Whatever it takes
Still.
I
still search
Been searching
Seeking.
Always will.
For just one
Answer.
.......
When will this haunting
ever end?
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GGAH!
So ive been tagged by Fizah and Yantee.
RULE 1: Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
No TAG backs!
1. Im a big fan of Oats. Call me weird.
2. I had my first crush when im only 6 yrs old. LOL
3. My first close to death encounter was at Genting when i have difficulty breathing and chest pain at the same time.
4. Till now i still get mini heart attacks occasionally.
5. Im Hypochondriac.
6. I accidentally fell into a deep muddy well filled wid tadpoles and water snakes in M'sia when im 7 yrs old. Yes i survived.
7. I got a bad case of Hydrophobia. My body will literally shake hard if im in a deep and huge quantity of water (eg.sea).
8. Im a performer but i HATE being in a huge crowd. They give me fainting spells all the time.
9. I talk to my 2 pet turtles all the time.
10. I keep a personal (handwritten) diary which ive been writing in eversince im 9 yrs old.
11. Im Claustrophobic.
12. Once i was so paranoid over my health that my family doctor have to give me De-stress pills to calm me down.
13. Everytime i see creepy crawlies, i never fail to get nightmares at night.
14. Im never independent.
15. I cant live without my Mom.
so there!
I tag: Myra, Tasha, Aishah, Naz, Christina, Shiela, Amanda, Valerie, Amanda Ng, Jocelyn
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After reading the 15 weird facts about me, u should know why im dead worried about my Medical Examination.. :(
I really dont want to get terminated from the programme
With health problems, the govt would NEVER offer ANY form of education programme or employment to a sick person!
I'll be unemployed for the rest of my life!!!
(ok thats a bit too much :S)
no wonder the doctor give me de-stress pills.
Ive got a serious case of PARANOIA too!
(make that no.16!)
sigh.
DEFORM.
(a word that's been replaying in my head over and over again)
Pray hard.
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Registered fr DanceFuzion@NIE. But im not really sure whther i shud go for it.
Deja Vu.Dance practices in the evening.
My body is itching to dance again.
Just like those MuttonBalls days.which i miss dearly.
(seemed so long ago, but only last year! lol)
But health is pulling me back.
Maybe i shud just go for the first dance prac and then reconsider.
I should leave those dancing days behind and well - just go to school and mug hard.
Mom told me i'd devoted most of my life dancing and shaking my booty on stage. Its time for me to devote my attention to more serious stuffs.
I mean, im turning 20 soon.
Guess i should.
at least learn to behave like a proper lady for once.
and
stop shaking my booty on stage! haha
After the past 2 years of fun but hectic dance schedule which'd produced 'beautiful' exam results and devastating health, maybe i should give this matter a second thought again.
But dance practices wont feel the same again without all my Mutton babes and hunks.
Hajjar's hysterical laughter.Harrison's syiok sendiri dance moves which are actually nice=D
Gino's counting and sweat droplets on the dance floor. :S
Mevin's lame jokes and remarks
David's complain abt physics test.(nothing to do with dance, i know)
Fathin, Ain & Mira's "stomach in, chest out, head down" to do the wave.
memories
Hmm
On the bright side, My Dad's joined a 'DIY' invention competition at his workplace and he won first place!
He brought home a DVD Portable by Philips! And an electronic photoframe in which we can upload pictures in it and display the frame. BUt BUT, the pics will keep changing dpending on how many pics u'd uploaded. Cool! So very the "Harry Potter"portraits! hehehe.
(lol.too much imagination..)
Ok, im gona go explore it.
"So Sick"
and this time its not just the song.
sigh
It must have been the many2 'Sambal Paru' i ate with Asam pedas ayam with a glass of milk thats making me feel sick.
And i feel like vormitting. I should go sleep now but im not sleepy yet.
Which is why im blogging out my frustrations.
Lets just hope tomorrow would be a better day.
Gotta meet Ais early to go back JJC to collect our A level Exam Cert and accompany her do her shopping for her clothes.
I miss the Nasi gorengThai and Tom Yam soup at Tradehub21's Al-Ameen.
:(
ok quick one!
A very short and quick entry!
OMG! My Big Bro juz called. from KLCC...he and Kak Erin is looking for 'something for me' and he asked me if i prefer white or brown.
I dont know what he's talking about.
So i just said the prettier one.
Whatever that is.
He said it's something that i'd really love.
But i cant figure out what.
Yes the suspense is killing me softly!
KK..i blogged out the suspense aldy.
I feel more relieved now.
I'll just update what that white or brown thingy is when i know what it is ok.
Yea, its a short entry.
Ok the end.
gimme more
I need a change of blogskin.
Oh
Correction: I WANT to make my own blogskin.*****
Biggie Bro went off for Genting Highlands and KL this morning for hols wid his best buds. Will be back next week. Oh, he promised me a good souvenir back tho.Id never really accepted his girlfriend but he promised that SHE will help him buy something that i'd like from one of the KL shopping centre since shes so familiar around there..Yea, she's following bro's group for d holiday.Yea, they're spoonfeeding me with stuffs just to get me to like Kak Erin.Talk about being significant.Anything is possible to get this little sister of his to approve their relationship.Yada yadaI wonder if she knows what I like.
It better be something i'd like.****
Good bargains. Bad bargains. GSS is really driving me nuts.I finally found my school bag! At a freaking good price. Yea, i couldn't imagine a bag i saw from months ago costing over 200 bux to cost 85 bux now.Though it irritates the hell outta' me to see my bag being dumped like 3 for $10 pasar malam goods. GSS drives me nuts both ways, the good and the bad.****
I know i'd promised not to go shopping again.
So yea. TOMORROW will be my last shopping for GSS.
Last shopping. (sounds familiar)
And i promise no more shopping anymore.
(except in cases of tempting emergencies)
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The MOE thingy just now took a short while actually. As usual, me and my cuzin, my other guarantor, Kak Yati was busy talking n laughing, making so much noise while Dad was comparing other people's age. It was hilarious how he tried to analyse and evaluate through the way they dress up, walk and talk. Talk about being oblivious to the surrounding lecture hall.
Went for lunch and threading straight after that and headed for work.
Me and Ais went to get our nike waterbottle just now. So i dun need to drink from recycled waterbottles anymore.
We took sooo long, just to choose the perfect colour bottle. After long minutes of comparison and tedious analysing (not forgetting evaluation), i settled for purple and she settled for green. Tough i badly want a pink colourd one.
And i bought my babyboy Ben10 apparels. LOL.
Hope he'll like it.
Yeah, last day of work will be next Saturday. Im gonna miss most of the Kumon Babes and of course my cute2 Haris and Hunk. Hmm
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Ok. Mom's been complaining about how boring my clothes are making me look like. How dull the colours are. I mean, u cant blame me for loving earth colours ryt..
U name it.
Brown, White, black, green and brown...and black and green and brown..LOL.
maybe i should go into army.
Just when i was talking abt this wid yanT the other day.As a good daughter, i shall heed to her advice. All the more, giving me more reasons to shop tomorrow!Ok, strictly clothes this time. And no earth colours! No more bags and shoes!Ok, sandals, maybe. I need a new one badly.****
Ok. Another story to tell....Remember when i told you in d entries before that me n Dad was 'tersemangatan' wanna take MRT to go MOE building? Yea, in the MRT, there was this malay guy (All hip hop-pish and stuff) Ghetto and all..With hoodies and such sitted in front of us. His sister was sitted beside my dad. My Dad had seen my pics with hoodies which i uploaded in the lappy. So he EXCLAIMED:(u wana estimate how loud he talked? Simple. He was talking loudly with his mp3 earpiece still in his ears! Thats how loud ok!)And i shall use CAPITAL LETTERS to further emphasize it.
DAD: ADEK! (point to the guy in front! Like WTH!)
Me: Hah??!
Dad: DIER PAKAI HOOD SAMER MCM DALAM GAMBAR YANG ADEK PAKAI PAT DALAM COMPUTER TU KAN?! (he laughs!)
Me: (whispering and yanking off the earpiece from his ears) Ayah tngah bebual kuat2 lah ayah!!
Dad: APE YANG KUAT SANGAT??!
*i immediately typed a msg in my hp and showed it to my dad " Adik budak depan tu tengah duduk di sebelah Ayah"*and my dad's immediate reaction was...Dad: ADIK SIAPER? SIAPE YANG HANTAR MSG TU?
wahlao! I wanted to change sit there and then I told this to my mom when i got home and she was laughing her head off. And dad did all that on purpose to see how i react under such circumstances. wth ryt?...
SIGH
lol
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Ok edited.
Mai n fam juz came over...she and Myra brought me the..
The Twilight fever. Hell yeah. Robert Pattinson is charming.
Cant wait to catch the movie. Gosh12.12.08 seems like such a long way.This entry will end abruptly here.
Evil Cravings.
Salmon Mushroom Baked Rice
"Do you got a first aid kit handy? I thought i should let you know that my heart is damaged."
Once Upon A Time
This was what happened in the morning just now.
Once upon a time, i was suppose to submit all documents straight to the administrative office. So since bro was still asleep, me and my dad 'feeling2 semangat' wanna make our way to MOE building ourselves by bus and MRT.
And you know what?
Once we reached the main building i read the Envelope A given to us with the address. It says:
" Address: NIE Foundation Office at Nanyang Walk".
HAHAHA! We went to the wrong place! Like wad duh hell?!
But yea! I met Nithiya! So the trip wasnt wasted totally. After like eons babe! We shouted! Hug! Scream! Chatted for a while before saying our goodbyes. Haiz..Miss those freaking funny days with her..
Oh yea.back to the story..
Decided to call up biggie bro, force him to wake up and pick us up. Yea, he send us to NIE building.
Afterwards demanded bro to send me to IMM to join bestie Ais with her shopping and bought Hei Sushi for bro as a 'Thank you' gesture for d emergency drive. LOL
Last night i actually sleeptalked! OMG. On the phone! I shant say who im talking to but it was damn embarrasing..
11pm - I was talking all fine, chirpy as usual.
12am- Kindaf tired tho but i still sounded ok.
12.30am- forcing my eyes to be open but still continue talking.
1am- No stamina. Lied on bed and continued talking or-slurring, closing my eyes occasionally.
2am in the morning!!- I place the phone between my ear and pillow in my sleeping position and was automatically driven in btwn lalaland and reality.
Me: mumble mumble...*in my dreamland*
Him: talk talk (oblivious to my slurred speech which im really unaware of)
Me: silence
*a long moment where i know im talking but dont know what i talked!
Suddenly...
Him: Hello?! Helloooo...?
*snapped back into reality*
Me: Huh?! Ermm...Aaaarr..Ummmm.. Hehehe..sorry2!
Him: OMG! Dont tell me u've been sleeping all these while!
Moral of the story. Never talk when you're sleepy.
OK.
My whole body is aching. And yes my head too, which makes it a headache. Work tmr. My babyboy's gona be there. Uhuh..yessssa! Okay. I sound like Fadhli now :S
I better go get some sleep.
But before that,
i wana watch The Love Guru first.
*rub eyes*
*yawn*
Nytes lovelies.
resume
I just received another stack of package, from NIE this time.
and Orientation for NIE Freshmen is made COMPULSORY! 3 Days 2 Nights Camp.
Maybe i should be feeling that bit of nervousness or excitement, but i dont feel anything.
Maybe not yet.
My extreme worry for the Medical examination is really killing my emotions. :S
12 July, need to go for another MOE briefing. This time for Signing of Teacher Training Agreement. And i need to brng 2 guarantors along..Guess i gotta miss work for that day :(
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Need i talk about GSS anymore? It vacuumed my wallet and im left with stuffs that i bought based on temporary desires which id probably wont wear much. And i still have a list of things i need to buy before school starts. I need a finance manager. Any volunteers?
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Rauf agreed to satisfy my cravings for pizza! So he treated me to Pizza Hut last sat :)

But the night before, my bro brought home a whole big box of large pizza. Yea. I got myself a bad sorethroat in the morning.
And so Rauf ends up ordering the meal for himself while i just ordered soup and stole 2 slices of his pizza.Yep, this time i didnt put any cheese or chilli for the toppings. (My sorethroat was THAT bad) Not forgetting, i was sucking vitamins all the time...
And you know what?
Im totally addicted to my baby boy! Oh no, its not the guy from the pic above.
BUT
Its the guy from the picture below! Look down! LOOK!
My BABY BOY!! Haris Hardi!
And he's the major reason why i look forward to going to work every Mon and Weds.
=)
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My filling fatty, high in cholesterol meal of Nasi Lemak with Fried Crispy Drumsticks, hard boiled egg Sambal actually defeats the purpose of my early morning bowl of Oatmeal.
Daddy is trying to solve a crossword puzzle now and im his information kiosk. I'd better go help him now..
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