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♥MWUAH♥

Bubbly
All smiles and laughter

Farhana
twenTEEN
Student

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I DREAM:

I want a house by the BEACH
100% Health
Be with my FAMILIA for eternity & beyond
I wana WALK-IN CLOSET
I want a PIANO
Let me ride a HORSE
I wana Swim with the DOLPHINS
Oh i wana LEARN to SWIM
Let me Take the PLANE
& Travel around the WORLD

♥♥♥ ♥♥♥

I WANT:

Lets buy me another ECLAT D'ARPEGE Lanvin perfume
Lets buy me a fresh supply of fruits and veggies everyday(:
Lets buy me a mini lappy
Lets buy me a whole new wadrobe
Lets buy me pretty pretty dresses and heels
Lets buy me a Chanel handbag
Lets buy me a big Fendi bag to lump all my junks in

♥♥♥ ♥♥♥

YOURS TRULY

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Saturday, June 28, 2008@9:42 PM

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I know this is a random, addiction.

Im addicted to Oatmeals. Yes. QuakerOats.

It must have been that article i'd read about the need to reduce excess cholesterol in one's body to prevent heart disease. Maybe its the frequent chestpain and discomfort i get, thats driving me into a becoming a Health Freak.

Call me strange.( I can hear Mr.Fei echoing.."Strange..")

She Wrote In Her Diary @9:42 PM

Saturday, June 21, 2008@7:15 PM

CaHOOTS!

I just Got Got Got- My NTU Orientation package! Like so many2 orientation camps lah please!! U tink we robots arh? Gd thing its nt compulsory la seyy..

...and im damn nervous for the compulsory Medical Checkup. All the Xray, Urine Test, Blood Test, Bones & Skeletons deformity test. which im afraid of. I wish NIE checkup wud be as lenient as that of NTU courses. If found to be unfit in ANY WAYS, GAH! AUTOMATICALLY TERMINATED from the degree programme. sigh sigh sigh. pray pray pray.
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Me and Yantee made a pact never to bring our atm if we go out tgdr nxt mnth cos...we are spenders! Flash the card & tap! (*repeat) Shop shop till we drop!! No good no good. Bad for our bank account's health. Hehehe. Right dear?

But I got my Charles&Keith wedges niwae. My sexy sexy wedges. Ahahahaha. Make me tower above Rauf which im so darn proud of. Which he's so darn pissed off. Bluek. hehehe. and i got my half kappa jacket.
Ubber dopeness.
hehe

okie..I gota go back to making the birthday card for my beloved Bdae boy& Girl.. Rauf & Aishah.
Anothr 'Familia' Celebration tmr. Awwww.....

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Oh & say hello to Geeky Me! Im a bookWorm now. Borrowed 6 books frm d library and i slept at 5am last night cos i was reali engrossed in the book.

I know i know, hard to imagine me & a book as bestfriends. We REPEL.
But hey,
"Give it a try! U'll never know unless u give it a try!"

(The Kumon Babes would be familiar with that phrase.LOLolOL)

Highly Recommended:

A Place Called Here (Cecelia Ahern)
The Matter of Grace (Jessica Barksdale Inclan)
and books written by Nora Roberts (Im addicted to her stories!) hehehe

and i never felt this much warmth, the way u cared for me :)

She Wrote In Her Diary @7:15 PM

Sunday, June 15, 2008@1:35 AM

drop that bomb

I shud b sleeping now. Cant sleep.

Bomb. Yea. It felt like a bomb being dropped right smack on my head. Exploded in my face.

Couldnt. Cant. Believe. Please.

Freakin hard.

Don't ask me what. Don't ask me why.

She said its life.life.life. But something could've be done. Im sure. Something.

But its too late.

Didnt expect this. Couldnt. Cant.

Gave me the shiver.

Every freaking thing she said cud b a lie bt why shud she lie? How can she practice this pretence of normality with him?

I dont think i can.maybe i can. But still.

It'll be pure awkwardness. Awkward.

But.doubt.doubt.doubt.

Id never doubted him till now.

Now.

again. DONT ask me why. What happens. Ure gona make me cry. Yes. Cry.

Cant.Cant.Cant.

If im in a nightmare now, please smack me hard now.

Cos i wana wake up n be told..

..everything is not true. Damn. Not true.

Its not about life. Never abt life. Its about what you did. What you decide.Who you choose to be.

You got that choice to choose but u blew it.

If what she said was true. Everything was true, worst still. IS true.

gosh shit happens.

She Wrote In Her Diary @1:35 AM

Sunday, June 08, 2008@10:04 AM

bring back the memories

Khairina's Bdae celebration a.k.a Besties&Girls Day out!
Started out the day@ Kumon. LOL. Went for a halfday work wid Ais. We left at 12 and i rushed to print out the pictures for my last minute Khai's Bdae letter. Rushed home and decided to take a WARM warm shower cos earlier in the morning i was drenched and caught up in the rain. Nice start for the day huh?

But anyway, all of us met up and waited for Dune at Orchard. We headed toward Borders to meet up with the Birthday Girl. Since it was the 'Choose your Own Present' year and for the many2 more years to come, Khai dcided to choose to buy a beeeeutiful scrzapbook to paste all of our 'Family/Besties/Animal&fruit/Princes.es' which all came to the same group. We just had so much names to call ourselves. Nothing caught her eyes neither@ Borders nor Kino, (LOL) so we headed down to Heeren to catch the F4 performance for the Madonna's cd promo thingy.

Waiting for the performance to start.
Fantastic Four wid their Fantastic Shirt. (The Family said me & Dune luk lyk twins! lawl. actuali, yea. We do. except im a darker)

Next we headed to Toa Payoh to develop the pictures cos its super cheap over there!! 100pieces for ONLY $15!!!! I know i know! Khai brought us for a very Long Walk-A-Thon to the shop. I was super duper tired lah. But yea, we'll do everything for the birthday girl. :)

We went to Fork&Spoon for food after that. We ate Japanese food, Teriyaki Chicken. Its nice..i meant the chicken. But i hate the soup. Yucks. taste so weird. Weirdly, Dune loves it! She's suppose to be...my twin? Ahehe. Made so much noise while luking thru the pictures of our past moments. There were 100 altgdr. Khai's birthday wish. She wanted something memorable. :)
Picture fights at Food&Spoon. So many of our unglam shots larh! & Khai loves all of it! -_-''..

The Birthday Girl! She's Nineteen Now!

The only 18 yr olds of our family now is Aishah, Rauf and Nazira. Dune & Gin r turning 20. The Big '2'. LOL. But let them stay young at heart please.
Khai's auto reaction when Ais told her there was actuali a short cut to reach to the photo printing place.

Nah. Lets put up a nicer one shall we?Better :)

Our long bus ride home was very noisy. And blinding. Noisy from our voices. And blinding from the camera flashes. Thanks to Dune. hehe. jk!

Bid goodbyes to Ais & naz, while me & Dune sent the Birthday Girl Home. Was really relieved that she had a wonDarFul birthday. Walked home wid Dune. We finally had our heart to heart, girl to girl, secrets to secrets talk. Lawl. After like god knows how many years.

I got home & i felt like superdy duper tired. Now im craving for Hei Sushi! Aishah!! When are we going there?? Before sch starts ok! :) Oh and Khai gave us a friendship pill each that she bought from Korea. I duno what its for but she said theres a letter from her in it. Cant wait to meet up wid Ais for work nxt Sat to see what it contains. Like so interesting like that kan? Kan?and presenting....

Da Twins.. Da Heck?!
Nah, we're Just abit Retarded wid a capital 'R'. Ahahaha.Joke!

K Guys. Pictures uploaded at Multiply already. But those from Khai's camera. I dunno when she'll upload it.

Now i gota restrain myself from watching Kung Fu Panda Online! I just saw it online!
Breathe. Breathe..

She Wrote In Her Diary @10:04 AM

Saturday, June 07, 2008@12:21 AM

sentiment

I feel like a fallen piece neither here nor there.

Sometimes i feel that pieces of me are everywhere.

But never at a constant place.

Nevermind.

My brains working randomly today.
Maybe im just too easily bothered by minor stuffs that dont directly affect me but one way or another does.
Maybe im just thinking too much over unnecessary stuffs.

Or maybe, just maybe, its right for me to be thinking this way but i shouldnt let it affect me so much.

At times like these, i just wish im on top of some cold ulu mountain all by myself. Minding my own business with no one poking their nose into mine own.

Oh btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY GOLDEN PINES KHAIRINA! MissULoveu

She Wrote In Her Diary @12:21 AM

Thursday, June 05, 2008@4:09 PM

turning point

The past few days had been a whirlpool of madness. Like seriously.

An hour's notice for Kak Yati's sleepover cum Babysitting cum accompany her cos she dun wana stay at home alone at night.. I didnt even have time to pack my toiletries and such. Good thing i remembered my toothbrush.

Movie Marathon and 24hr access to MTV all night and a tub of Gelato icecream. Credits to Abng Ambo..2am n we're still cooking and fighting over what DVD to watch next. Her DVDs collection is heaven. They had full series of Small Ville, Prison break and many popular movie shows arranged in ALPHABETICAL ORDER summore!
An attempt to camwhore

Just part of the collection O_0Any Smallville fans? Or prisonbreak?!Fighting over the movies!I need my specs for the subtitles ok! :PKak Yati came up wid this! lol

Mirza loves what we had cooked for him so he kept coming back for more. Nah, he didnt get food poisoning. By 3am, me n Mai were alredy sprawled on top of the sofa wid half shut eyelids. Yea, we dcided to switch off the TV. Talked and read mags for an hour before going to sleep. Our bedtime?At 4a.m. Period.

I remembered waking up at 5.30am thinking its time to wake up but seeing its still dark, went back to sleep and woke up at 10am. All of us lazed arnd and watched tv and munched on snacks Kak Yati grabbed from Candy Empire before the sleepover. Yea. Havent brushed teeth yet. ehehehe. Disgusting. I know.. :P

We had our 'Brunch' at Hei Sushi!@DowntownEast. Credits to Kak Yati. Uhuh uhuh. Its Singapore's first Halal Sushi Convey Belt. So jakon.

Hei Sushi@ DowntownEast Bon Appetite! Mirza's lil Fire Engine loaded wid Jap food. Ngap!
She loves the poor lil baby octopus :S And he does too :SThe food we ate! :)Waiting for our Double Choc Frappe' :)

DowntownEast brought back a sense of Deja Vu'...

Eventhough the after affect of last night's late junkies made me feel kinda sick, we managed to chomp down near to 2o plates of sushi. Huwaaat. I know. But I wana go there agen someday tho :) Was late for work so Abng Ambo drove me to work. Yea. Reached work 1 hr 15mins late.

Sad to say, i'll b leaving Kumon reali soon. Once i start school, we arent allowed to haf any external employment or we're gona b terminated from the degree course if they found out. Thats the the terms & condition we gotta abid to for those who's under the NIE/NTU degree course. Abit sad huh?

Kindaf sucks tho cos im gona miss em kids and Kumon babes. Yea. But nvm. I got increment tho. Eheh. Which means imma get $100 more on top of my monthly salary. *smile* *wink* grin* YAtotheHOO! thanks to my Malay results. Alhamdulillah.

Just now was the Appointment briefing talk. Went there wid kak Pe'ah. My NIE/NTU buddy for d next 4 yrs probably cos we're in fr the same degree BSc. Met Nazeerah who gt into BA. We're the noisiest at the auditorium. Standard. Prob cos we haf each other to talk to and others to laugh at;) joke.Ahah. Met a new found friend Hannah. Realli sweet. She thought i was into modelling. and i look at her.

"Like WHAAAAT THE HELL?!!"

Cant u see my length please! Im nt even 1.60m lah please! But anyway, thanks arh..wakekeke. She gt into d same dgree course too. Yea bt she wana appeal to teach sec sch. Hmmm..

Went for lunch wid Pe'ah after that. Again we're the noisiest at KFC. Laugh until we overstretched our cheek muscles. Im reali tired now. Had a looong day. Work tmr agen. Heartbroken cos i'll b leaving Kumon sooo soon :( Imma miss my cute2 Haris Hardi too.

Eventhough ive gone through it soo many time, First Day of School (make it ANY schools..) still make me nervous :S

Ever felt like you're at a turning point in life? Cos i do. Hopefully for the better :)

Just some video to share with you guys. Valentina Hasan is reali popular now. You wana know who she is and why? Check out the video. Its everywhere in the internet!
P/s: She's singing in ENGLISH btw :) Click here

The day i see you smile, was when life starts to brings meaning to me
The moment you're by my side, was when i knew i could face everything
The way you hold my hand, i already knew nothing could stand in my way
Those days that passed, now seemed so long, seemed so history
The moment you walked away, was when i started walking in circles
Cos you took my sanity when i missed you so much
Cos u took me by surprise when you broke my life in parts
Cos u'd steer me in my directions, navigate me in life
If only, just only, you realise, u're the only one my heart has got.

She Wrote In Her Diary @4:09 PM

Sunday, June 01, 2008@12:02 AM

DA HECK-tic

Bye2 my dear Rayyan. Sigh.

Watching my dear silat boy walk out of the door for the last time simply hurts. Huwaah..
Drama queen ey. Heh. Yea, today was his last day at Kumon. *big sigh*

Alisya Marshela. Oh yes. Thats the new name for my niece. Her momma changed it. Straight after a loong day of work and training, we went to see my cute2 lil niece for the first time!

and straight after that, i rushed over to the wedding function at CCK. Huwaw. I made a VIP entrance at 7.30pm. I was one of the last few guests who came. But hey, its the thought that counts. I miss my Kak Ila & kak Riah freakin much. And for the first time, they introduced me to Syazmin. :)

The next few weeks to come will be rather hectic for me. Appointment briefing talk, the 'family' gathering for 2 bdae clebration on 2 separate saturdays, real family gathering, workworkwork and shopping dates :)

Will be watching Kung Fu Panda wid my WATevadearest soldier. If you got last min guard duty on my Panda day, i make sure i drive you to Pahlawan Beach and throw you in the sea!

:)
See? As promised. A happy entry. Gaaaawd. Now i need sleep.

She Wrote In Her Diary @12:02 AM

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