HONEY!!! I've moved to http://pakcheebong.tumblr.com/


tumblr's font is way nicer than blogger's.

I dont really know what i'm thinking. Why is it fading for another? I don't understand. I feel like a bastard. I haven't make that decision, but the answer seems clear.

I suck man...

Paid $10.50 worth of fines from National Library. Gonna have to pay more to RP's library soon.


Took a shortcut over a fence and sprained my ankle. How sweet.


Boss is impressed by my work. Feels good.

Haiz.. I suck man.


First day of the intern. Everyone was pretty friendly. I end up doing Flash instead of InDesign. Away with the layouts and here comes the interactive website design.

I hate myself for not being about to open up to people when i'm the minority group. I was so stressed up then. I could not talk, i could not do my work well due to the poor understanding of actionscript. I struggled in my own skin and made little progress today. Everyone started taking turns to leave after 5pm. I did not dare go. I waiting for someone to tell me that i can go. I did not want to leave a poor impression of myself. I then decided to leave once i've settled the part i've been struggling with. I gave up struggling and asked. The problem we solved shortly and i left at 7pm.

One reason why i did not dare to ask we because i could not remember names very well. I only remember Jon, the guy i'm supposed to report to, Fong, the big boss and CJ, some guy that i've only said "Hi" to. Apart from that, i can't remember any. The second guy i'm supposed to report to and the Flash expert that was assign to help me, i could not remember his name. Dammit.


THEY EVEN KEPT FROGS TO FEED THEIR ARROWANA!!! AND THE CONTAINER OF FROGS WERE NEAR THE ENTRANCE AND EXIT!!! How traumatizing.


I kept a strong front till i was some distance away from the building before starting to breakdown. My hands started shivering. My legs turned jelly. I started felling horrible. I almost teared. Right before i board the bus, i felt something bite my thigh really hard. But there was nothing there. I almost fell to my knees. I struggled to talk to someone. I felt better after i did.


Well, tomorrow will be a better day after the Flash pro kept insisting that i ask if i'm not sure of anything.


TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY!!!