pekchai died at 10:13 PM
Aquarius/HorseSummary : Dexterity and skill couples here with vision and an ability to carry off remarkable deeds in a trice. Eccentric, this person gallops ahead of his peers to create a self-image unlike any other. This clever person avoids commitment and prefers to remain single.
Positive Traits : vision, tolerance, independence, originality, charity, individuality, persuasiveness, style, autonomy, dexterity, popularity, accomplishment
Negative Traits : eccentricity, disobedience, separateness, thoughtlessness, neurosis, cruelty, selfishness, haste, unscrupulousness, anxiety, rebellion, pragmatism
To this alert and energetic Aquarian, variety and movement represent freedom. The Horse lends rebellion to the clear-minded Aquarian, and pushes him to stride ahead. Horses are hasty and gifted for easy accomplishment. The Aquarian wants an original life. When the two are matched by birth, an eccentric, fleeting sort of being evolves. The Aquarius/Horse never lights for long. Sex, is of course, a must for this galloping visionary. However as he doesn't fancy settling down to raise up a herd of ponies, he will be more the type of lover who flits from flower to flower, loving and leaving onward and upward. This is not to say that the Aquarius born Horse is not a great lover. He or she will be an ardent and exciting partner in bed. But not for long. Something new and unusual will catch his eye and off he goes into the sunset.
I've checked out the meaning of some words in the pros and cons side. I think this is kind of retarded, some words used in the 'negative traits' section are just negative ways of describing the 'positive traits'. Whatever it is, it's up to you to decide what kind of person i am.
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pekchai died at 1:01 AM
I think i'm addicted to doing post-productions. I've been spending all my living weekdays in school in a particular room doing editing the whole day. Damn, it reminds me of the days when i study for my GCE 'O' Levels. 8 hours in Mac a day. Now it's about 7 or more hours in ViSTA Lab A Room 5. I'm starting to get the hang of it and it's kind of fun. Now that i've learnt more from looking at other people's superior works, i have more ideas running in. I can't wait to finish my 2nd video, Get my Flash reinstalled, do the credits and redo my 1st video. I think it should be done by next week, maybe friday or so.
Haiz. I guess i'm sacking myself from BJ. After long considerations, i've finally decided. There is no point having my name on the employment list yet i'm not around. I'm just wasting their printer ink. I'm just too busy. And if i'm "too busy" now, what will i be in the future when i start my FYP? I can't commit to working. I need a break after a long day at school. Well, i know i'm making a big sacrifice by giving up the extra income for my "wants". Well, without health i wouldn't be able to earn the extra income. Right now, education is more important. My parents are working too hard to put me in school. I shall not put their efforts to waste. Money can come later. I shall have to be wiser and save some extra cash if i want anything.
There is too much to commit to now. I can't have any additional commitments now, I might even need to let go of more to survive.
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pekchai died at 1:02 AM
Oh god, my life's kind of in a rush now. I just realised that i have 4 more weeks of holiday left. Let me break it down for you. 2 weeks spent in Cambodia, 4 weeks spent in school for pre and post production. Damn tiring. Just got done with my video last wednesday. David will be sitting down with me to improve it one day. Now i've started on another video. Hope i can finish it really soon.
Went to Genting some days back. Well, i'd say the trip wasn't really a resting-holiday. Instead, i find myself more tired back in Singapore. Nevertheless, the time was well spent with my friends and i've went beyond my comfort zone with the crazy rides.
I feel like a different person after coming back from Cambodia. Looking at my own actions and thinking, i feel much more matured. But this kind of thing is up to you to decide.
Sometimes i wish i would just stop growing up and become more matured and stuff. i kind of miss those happy days where i don't have much worry or commitments. Everything seemed to be on the run and i can't take a break. The future seems to be standing tall right in front of me; so intimidating it is. I just hope i get a smooth ride and sail through what i've planned for myself. There is bound to be obstacles along the way; at least it makes my ride more interesting. Come to think of it, i'm quite afraid of the world now. My dream job seems difficult to get. My dream position seems difficult to achieve. My dream lifestyle seems a little to demanding on myself. Well, whatever it is, i'll achieve them one at a time, one way or another.
FYP project is out. My team got Animation using Traditional Visual Medium. Sounds interesting right? Well, be prepared to receive a kickass animation when we are done. Now time to plan the meetings. Dammit, why am i the leader? Haha. After all, i agreed on it. Time to get "busier"; if the word ever exist.
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pekchai died at 12:22 AM
Damn drained. I was on the verge of falling sick. My tissue paper was running low. But i survived.
Down to Velvet Underground tomorrow for Prom Night. I'm not graduating nor am i getting kicked out of school. Just some mass party for STA. Did some shopping for the dress code; Ultra Violet or Hot Purple. Gonna be creative. Gonna party. Gonna try not to fall sick.
I think i've become verbally violent since the Cambodia trip. Guess i've brought back the way i speak to Andy. And now it's happening to to everyone. Damn, i got to be a nicer person.
I don't know what i'm thinking, but my mind seems pretty busy.
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pekchai died at 9:44 PM
I'm still getting haunted by FYP thoughts. I don't know why, i just can't stop worrying. How i wish they could just all go away. Even better, i don't have to live through this phrase in life. Well, obstacles are opportunities of improvements. I'm not going to let a project stop me from achieving my goals in life.
Will be going to STA's prom night thing at Zouk this Wednesday. It's gonna be the second time i'm experiencing a club. Well, no harm trying. I'll just get a little taste and know more about clubbing. The experience could be pretty useful for the future.
After the fall, i'm more tempted to learn how to do a hand-stand. Dammit. But i'm afraid of falling and hurting myself again. Gotta think of a better way to fall.
I'm currently damn tired. I guess all the late nights and early mornings are taking its toll on me now. Well, gotta rest early tonight.
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pekchai died at 12:13 AM
Extremely busy week i had. Haven't got a chance to get some proper rest after the Cambodia trip. Been out till late almost everyday for the week and i had to wake up pretty early the next morning. Isn't it amazing how i managed to wake up every early morning? Well, one thing had changed about my sleeping stuff; i behave as if i'm drunk when i just woke up or when i'm extremely tired. I made this observation of myself back in Cambodia. I took no alcohol yet my sense of judgement seemed to be all screwed up. How nice is it to be sober yet drunk.
Few days back, i went down to Charlene's birthday chalet. I did a hand-stand out of the crowd's demand(Chan). Well, with no experience of doing hand-stands and only managing to do it once by chance in Cambodia, i did it. I was up there for at least 3 seconds. I told my audience(Chan) to catch me when i fall, but he heard it as "cheer me when i fall". So he did just that. I fell on my back and my feet hit against the fence-like separator. I got some skin torn off my right big toe. Haha. How dumb is that? Getting my feet hurt while doing a hand-stand.
Went to the gym after 3 weeks. Damn, it feels like home again. Tried to push myself a little to speed things up but i end up almost killing myself. Damn, my chest is weak now. I could barely hold up the 20x20kg for the bench press. The weight was torturing but i decided to go ahead with it. Survived it, but i'm worried i did not work the right muscles. Well, too bad then.
I've been pretty worried about my FYP stuff lately. In fact, i think i'm very worried. At least our project options had been decided. I was a little aggressive during the meeting though, i felt a little selfish. Well, gotta give and take. The next worry would be how to get things started.
Some thoughts had been running in my mind for some time now. I don't really know how to put it, neither do i really want to talk about it. I feel a little confused about these thoughts, but i guess i'll just leave it alone.
Patapon 2 is freaking fun. I'm addicted. And i need my sleep.
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pekchai died at 1:08 AM
Watched Benjamin Buttons today. The show was quite good, the cinema was quite cold, my bladder was quite full and my brain was quite dead.
I'm still lacking the necessary sleep after the Cambodia Trip.
My crave for gym and a good swim had came. Will be going over to Elliot's place for some nice activities.
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pekchai died at 2:22 PM
I know, you people are disappointed that i survived Cambodia. Well, what to do? Anyway, the experience was extremely great. The lessons learnt were priceless. The friends made are unforgettable. I want to take a break soon, so this won't be long.
Well, my GPA.. IMPROVE!! Now it's 3.11!!! Haha. I'm so happy. I had a little rise of 0.03 in the GPA. Don't start laughing at me now.
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