Crazy day i had. Forced myself to wake up at 10am to settle all my planned events for the day. Gym first before going for a HAIRCUT. In case many did not realise, i did cut my hair. Only Tricia and Jasmin realised that. But Jasmin cheated, she read my public blog without permission. Anyway, amazing thing for the day: i gym and got my haircut in 2 hours. Haha. I was shocked too. But still, it happened. Lunch at Mac, my appetite was horrendous. I finished my fries but could not finish my drink and MacChicken. Very rare for that, i know. I don't know what's wrong with me, but the wheels of the bus goes round and round. Haha.

Reached home earlier than expected. Though i was pretty tired, i did not rest. Abused some monster and watched some anime. Rushed out of the house cause i was a little behind time. Walked in the RAIN while trying to call Charlene cause i thought that she took my joke seriously. In the end, i was the fool. Haha. Missed my bus cause the bus driver drove too fast. I could not reach the bus stop on time cause i was busy with my phone and trying to figure the bus number from a far. Haha.

Long bus ride with Jasmin at Parkway Parade. She claims to have a better sense of direction. Well, my eyes are just bad. Haha. Just kidding. Anyway, met up with the rest and travelled to Island Resort. I don't have to elaborate too much, the most exciting thing is cycling!! After many years of not cycling, i rode one a bicycle once again. I almost killed myself and the pillion while riding a 2-seater bicycle. Sped around a little with Jerry and Chan. After that, i got so tired my head started spinning. Took a little of Jasmin's jasmine tea which made me feel worst. I felt like vomiting after taking the sip. I guess there is some poison or something in there. Haha. Anyway, after the break, off to singing for the birthday boy. Then back to trying to stay alive with a pillion on the 2-seater bicycle. Thank Jasmin and Charlene for risking your life. Haha. Well, at least i succeed on that. Though i got myself a pair of hurting balls and legs. Haha. I have my own ways of ridding a bike so i thought it was hard for some to peddle the bike with me. Haha.

Back on the same bus home. Chat a little with Chan before cabbing home. I missed my last bus. Then again, what did i say about bus drivers driving too quickly? And thanks Chan for the drink and the listening ear. It was really useful at a time like this.


Massively looking forward to tomorrow, technically tonight.


+Loveless-
Silenced
Fooled
Outsmarted

Long day for today, tomorrow and the day after. so much activities going on nowadays. Woke up early in the morning to abuse some sad giant cross breed of a monkey and a cow. Off to Vivo to help Tricia with the cake and then to tuition. Had a great nap before tuition in the living room. Different part of the couch this time. And sorry for the snoring, i guess i'm really tired or i'm under some stupid stress. Got involved in the conspiracy of 2-in-1 birthday. I was forced to be happy for the camera though it's a pretty nice day for me. Joan got me fortune cookies for Teacher's Day. Haiz. There is no need for that though. Cause i'm a friend, not a teacher. Well, thanks anyway. Now i need to get her a Children's Day present. I've got it all planned. Now it's just when to buy and where to get the money. Haha.


Tomorrow morning, gym. Followed by a haircut. The hair is going to be an easy one cause i want to keep the length of my hair. Just layer will do. No need any complex haircut or perm. Evening, off to Kelvin's(Tricia' boyfriend) 21st birthday celebration.


Sunday will be E24B's first BBQ gathering. Gotta buy lots of stuff for the BBQ and all. Plans will come later. Now we just need ideas. Haha. Guess it's going to be a night full of arty farty people. And as usual, the perfect couple, Mo and Gary, is going to keep us laughing like some dumb fu*k. Haha. I can't wait. Plus Wii, it's going to be an unforgettable night.


+Loveless-
Once again, Fate had played the devil's advocate and condamned all awaiting plans. And once again, i need to create resistance against Fate. Either that or play with the flow. I'm not going to things to remain impossible.

Back to school to do PeePee in the morning. Well, 500 words is impossible but i wrote another 200+ word e-mail to send to my PeePee victims. Hope they reply real soon. I don't want to call them.


Went to town for a crazy karaoke session with Zach, Damien, Vivian and Gary. Damn fun, damn crazy. All just whack only. Anyhow select songs and sing. Haha. The last song, YMCA, was madness. We shout our way through. Haha.


Dinner at DTF, then down to Kinokuniya. Got myself a graphic novel for leisure purposes and for the art.


August is a short month, the holiday was not a holiday. August is a expensive month, my money just keep going. August is a horrible month, National Day was on a weekend. Whatever it is, i'm going to hibernate at home the next August.

Finally, the drawing class is over. I've finally able to draw something for show. Later than i show you all. Anyway, i finally gotten a chance to help all the pros. Did a little Flash for them. Haha. The technical issues actually made everything better. And the little mistake i made happened to result in new things. Haha. How cool is that? More importantly, i can finally get some rest. All the lack of sleep had given me a runny nose. How horrible.


I'm all tired and i'm still trying to push on. My rest only last till tomorrow morning, cause after that i got to do my bloody PP. There is so much events going on and everyone wants me to be everywhere. I'm so drained.


Enough said, let me show you some stuff.

My new hair!! Don't say it's gay cause it IS REALLY IS GAY!!!



From man to Turtle Man

Name: Vncent Van Gogh
Weapon of Choice: Pizza Cutter
Who? 5th brother of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle
How? A pizza boy raped a turtle in the city and Vincent Van Gogh was produced!!
Special Attack: Starry Night
Arch Enemy: Leeching


I'm looking forward to sunday's nights E24B BBQ at my place. Man, i miss those guys though we are all in the same block. Haha.

Happy man once again! I got my elective!! So 5 day week man.


My class is populated with malays. Haha. Cross culture a little. Good experience.

Screw myself for the drop in GPA. I could not expect much anyway, i did not do as well as the past. This semester is more on working smart than working hard. Well, no hard work, i can't be expecting results from working smart.


Screw LEO for not allowing me to check my new class. So unfair. I want to see if there is any familiar people in my class. I pray that i can be in the same class as the previous bunch of wacky people. Miss them man. And i don't wish to be changing class every other day or something of such. I would commit suicide if that happens.


Horrible, horrible. Why is my life so horrible? It's like a mass rape of events and things to complete. I hate myself for procrastinating so much on my PP. I hate myself for taking this elective shit so lightly. Haiz. Horrible times in life. Well, life's a roller coaster. Mine just went a little off track like Final Destination 3.


And i'm not emo. I'm just saddened by my stupid action that might cost me my future.


The saddening frequencies of music comforts my confused soul.

Stress. So much things to do. Woke up early in the morning to meet Tricia and Jerry for PP. I finally gotten my 261 words for my PP. I can't continue now cause all i need is the interview and it's going to be completed. Dammit.


Time is so not in favour for me now. 24 hours is not enough for me. I have so much to do. Drawing class till wednesday, thursday i'll try to get a interview. Friday, morning i'll try to get another interview, afternoon follow Tricia to Vivocity to get cake, evening tuition, secondary class gathering and maybe drinking with the peeps from E24B. Saturday, i want to do something in the afternoon, i can't remember what is it. Evening, going to Kelvin, Tricia's boyfriend, birthday. Sunday, usual family day stuff and Singapore Dream at night. Monday, Eureka dry run. Tuesday, Eureka actual day. Where do i get time to do all the other stuff? PP? Still need to do this stupid random poster that must be submitted in 2 days time. It's like a suicide mission. Well, if i can't survive this tormenting period, i don't think i deserve to live on the rest of my life. Haha.

What a horrid day. The weather was a real killer. On the way to gym, the rain started pouring. I was only exposed to the rain for a moment. I did not go up to Orchard Hotel cause i got a little lost for about 2 hours. Haha. I tried to find my way but there was a massive lot of domestic helpers everywhere being very inconsiderate. In the massive rain, everyone is trying very hard to stay under the limited shelter and those dumb bitches have to stop walking in the middle of the whole human traffic. So annoying. And the road to Wisma was flooded, lucky i had a secret way of walking in floods without getting my shoe flooded. Haha. But then again, those bitches have to make things terrible. Anyway, i gave up my search for the Orchard Hotel and decided to look for somewhere nice to sit. But sadly, no seat. Walked about till the rain subside before continuing my stupid hunt. When i've finally got onto the right track, the rain started pouring again. I had to walked under the freaking long unsheltered route to the badly located hotel. By the time i reach the hotel, my bro is done with the registration and everyone was preparing to leave. Haiz. Too bad for me.

Well, i'm getting really tired now but i'm still going to watch Army Daze. Wondering if i should go for drawing tomorrow or should i go to school to do PP. I still need to type down my first sentence. Haiz. Think Sam, Think!!

It's been really tiring lately. It's not like i've been living late nights and all, but well, i guess i'm a little to busy. Waking up freaking early and reaching home really late is seriously not fun. I'm so drained, i fell asleep while watching a really good anime last night. And all the symptoms of heatiness is challenging me to live a normal life style. I massive pimple between my eyebrows. If it were to be 3cm higher, i'll look like Guan Yin Ma without the sad cow she rides on. An ulcer in my throat. Every time i burp or something, i feel a little discomfort. Horrible combination. What's worst is that my pimple blew up before i left for work and i had to do order taking with a tumour in my throat. Haha. What an experience.


Well, gave gym a skip today. I felt lazy and wanted to play and watch stuff. Well, i'm saving gym for tomorrow. And tomorrow will be one exciting day. I'll be going to some crazy hotel where the Australia's university are holding an open house. My bro is going to register and all, i'll be there to decide my future. Haha. Well, gym first. If i can make it there on time then i'll learn some new stuff. If not i'll go hang out somewhere in Orchard. After all, the hotel is located in Orchard.


Monster Hunter is a game for people who loves abusing another. After the many hours of game play, i don't really remember how many monsters have i killed and captured. It's like they are not getting anywhere near extinction. Damn. Haha. Anyway, solo my first Akantor a while ago. The feeling of the win was SUPENDUS!!! It's my first Akantor solo kill!! But it took me a painful 40 minutes to kill this S.O.B. and 12 deaths before getting my last one right. Haha!! I can really abuse those dumb dragon shit in the game!! Wahaha!!


I love destroying songs. Well, i could not impromptu the melody on my own, so i take the melody of some song and put in my own lyrics. You seriously won't know what you'll get. I was sing the "Wonderful World" melody when i was bathing and i got stuff about ERP and kidney trading. Haha. It's damn fun. I bet my neighbours were trying very hard not to laugh too loudly when i was singing.


PP, PP, PP, PP, PP, PP. The 2 most lethal letters to people who had not gotten a single word. The 2 most lethal letters to people like me. Haiz. I got some stuff in mind, but i feel that it's pretty much shallow and i can't really expand much on my PP scope. Too bad for me man. Haha.


Sometimes i really want to punch the customer right in the face. Some bastards there are out there. "I'm not going to pay the 50 cents for the additional coleslaw!!" Fuck man. Who do they think there are? The boss of the company? Kiss my ass man. Because of him, my 50 cents tip from another nice customer had to be put into covering up the cost of the additional unpaid coleslaw. FUCKER!!!


I dreamt i was smoking. Yes, smoking.

Project_KickAss is really...a pain in the ass. No ideas leh. I got so bored i started playing around with the credits. Practised my shape tweening on the credits. Kind of interesting. Haha.


The internship wasn't anything much. It was just a drawing class. Learnt quite some stuff. I'll be back there practising drawing with the rest.


I'm damn damn tired. I need to rest. Early morning again tomorrow. Goodnight.

Oh my mother's god!! Larry had been purified. Clean. Pure. Innocent. No more virus!! Haha.


Headed to school to do PP with Vivian, Damien, Zach and Gary, who came to leave. Sentence count: 1. Well, at least the trip to school got me thinking and now i have the content page up too. I could not work on my PP cause Larry was getting cleansed. Borrowed a dumb laptop and introduced iSketch to everyone. Played together and laughed a lot though we were just sitting next to each other. I insulted some unknown fool till he left the room. Haha. Damn funny. When we left, the laptop loan sharks were closed and i had to bring the bloody laptop home. Went to Popular to grab stuff for tomorrow. Headed down to AMK HUB to watch Vivian get demonized on the jap drum machine.


I can't wait for tomorrow. I'm going to Jason's Studio!! But still, the way Damien describe some things is kind of scaring me a little. Plus the stuff he just told me, i'm getting a little shaky. Haha. Well, no pain no gain. If i can't pull through it, i'm not ready. 5Day 4Night Internship, HERE I COME!!!

If you experience any rain after 3pm, i am to blame. Sorry. Haha.


Anyway, woke up freaking early for work. Damn. Due to the lack of sleep, i was sneezing for hours. Haha. Everything went smooth until awhile ago. I wanted to move my thursday schedule to wednesday or something so but NO... the dates won't be changed. Heard that we'll be going to Jason's studio. How cool is that? It's like once in a life time shit man. I'm going to discuss with Ben till a decent conclusion. I don't care man. I'm not going to miss this chance. It's like a sneak preview of my future's working environment. I'm not losing this one chance so easily.


Just finished Harold and Kumar 2. Kind of funny though the nudity was kind of unnecessary. Will be starting of the first word of my PP tomorrow with the peeps from E24B. Larry is going for a purification session too. He is going to be clean and virus free once again!!


Got the chalet pictures already. Thanks YanQin. No one can take photos as well as you. You rock, I stone.


Shit man. I got slapped with an idea. I was just watching some crazy panda Flash animation and i suddenly thought of something!! WHHOOO!!! I'm going to try it out before i sleep. Don't let ideas run.


I can't wait for so many things. The PP draft is already in mind, i just need to do a little research and i should be able to hit 500 words by tomorrow. Haha. I can't wait to go to Jason's magical studio. I can't wait to get my hair cut so that i can screw the hairband and make do without the tsunami hairstyle.


Time to help my papa do a little video editing. Then practise my idea. Food!! And sleep. Tomorrow is going to be a long day. Hope things stay smooth.

One word to summarise the day, TIRED!! It's as if the raccoon spirit from Naruto had possessed me. Late nights and early mornings just don't mix well. Well, mornings were spent watching Evan Almighty. Inspiring. But i had to have an eight hours break before the climax. I wanted to meet Tricia later, but due to some unforeseen circumstances, i had to stop. I ended reaching 30 minutes earlier. Dammit. Went down to Popular to do some book browsing, learnt a little about feng shui and the horse zodiac. Haha.


I GOT A FREAKING MONOBLOS HEART!!! TOOK ME 2 GENERATIONS OF MH TO GET IT!!!


I want to be a spastic self portrait collector. I've been trying to pull faces in front of the mirror and keep them. There was one super one where my eyebrows got connected to my spectacle frame, but i failed to capture it. Haha.


Back to BJ tomorrow. Haiz. So much to worry for. PP, working schedule, tuition, drawing class. Guess the domino effect is acting up again. I either hold the bricks up or run. Both have their dire consequences. Which to choose?

Not really much happened today. Compensated yesterday's gym. Damn, it's been hell long since i last gymed. Felt good, but i felt weak too. Like no strength or something. I've really lost it all. At least my weight increased by 300g after gyming.


Read more about Flash and practised it. I want to learn how to make doors open and close. I still can't do it, though i have a thought in mind now.


For some strange reason, my appetite seems to be back. Ate dinner about 2 hours ago and now i'm eatin 1/4 pack of corn flakes. Damn. The food really taste good.



Here's a little something i caught in the morning.

The paedophilic look of a human chicken!!

Haiz. Just wasted a day of my life. Did nothing much. The only object that i spent majority of my "awake" time was my PSP. Played to the extend where i feel a little guilty. Haiz. Well, i tried to do other things too. I took a nap at about 12+ cause i was extremely tired. I could not help it. I'm still not getting enough sleep from the chalet. Read my Flash bible while eating lunch. Tried to practise a little, but i was convinced by everyone to give my computer a nice virus scan. Well, still not working. What's the use of a virus removal program if it can't get rid of the virus? Well, one solution left. IT HelpDesk. Not a very nice place to be, but i'll still go soon.


A piece of my skin had mysteriously vanished!! I only realised it during dinner. All that was left is a piece of dried blood at the back of my left elbow. How interesting. Could it be the works of the 7th Month? Who cares anyway, it's not bring me any pain.


I got scammed over dinner. I was tricked into telling the "12 Lotus" story to everyone over dinner. And when i was trying my best to tell a nice story, everyone took the chance to finish their food and leave the table. When i'm done with my story, everyone was done with their food and they left me the leftovers to finish. Dammit. I shall not be such an idiot the next time. Haha.


Mama: "Samuel, see the newspaper. The Americans are all picking up Chinese."
Me: "Aiya!! They are learning Chinese but they still know how to speak English!!"

Today is a great day because i got alot of food and i managed to get a book from the library!! Haha. I was early for tuition because my phone got a little crazy and i could not send or receive text messages till i restarted my phone. Headed down to Bukit Merah library and looked high and low for the book. Finally, i found the little book in the midst of the the thick books. Haha. I'm so happy. Time to practise what i can learn from the book. Back in Tiong Bahru, i headed for Popular to get myself a box of colour pencils for the coming drawing class. Got minced pork noodles with extra noodles, cup corn and tea egg for dinner.

Tuition was okay. As the saying from 12 Lotus, "No pain, No love". Everyone seems to be getting really angry nowadays. 3 tutors, 4 angry people. But everything is fine now, for me at least. Anger will only cloud one's eyes from seeing the truth. Well, i think anger wasn't really my driving power. It was more of the annoyance and disappointment. Well, whatever it is, i hope it don't happen again.


My hair is getting long. My fringe keeps poking my eyes. I'm turning blind, i'm going to die. Now i can't even see my past flashing before my eyes.


No work tomorrow. Other than gyma dn Flash, i don't know what else can i do. Any suggestions?

Just finished watching Silent Hill. Nothing much of a scary movie. A little confusing though, but i like the complexity of the character. Took me awhile to understand what was happening.


Here's a little something from the chalet. Credits to Tricia's camera.

Click image for a better laughing experience.

Back home man. Had a relatively good time. Completed part 4 of Project_KickAss. Now it's time to wait for the next idea. Haha. I don't want to screw up the details for the chalet, but today was great. Watched the movie "12 Lotus" after checking out. Well, not a very popular show among everyone, but Charlene and i loved it. What to do? We are from STA. Haha. I thought it was kind of boring at first, but i thought twice and decided to see things a little differently. Well, i enjoyed myself after that. It was great. I almost cried twice in the whole show. It was just superb. Haha.


Haiz. I'm kind of bothered by my cowardice. Haiz. F***!! Screw myself lah. Dammit. I want to cry, but i need to be strong. Haiz.


On the brighter side, i got an "A" for my History UT3!! And here are some comments from the facilitators that made me feel really happy.

Creative Concept:
I really appreciate your efforts and contributions in this module. It was evident (to me at least), that your ideas and insights were a major boost to any of the groups you had worked with.


Digital Media Arts:
See you soon my padawans and take care. Keep in touch.

The thought of today being my last day in school was horrid. I just can't bear the pain of sorrow. As always, every last day, i wish i had another day with everyone. I can't believe, the long and bumpy road we had walked together had come to an end just like that. When things starts becoming great, everything has to come to an end. As always, all good things must come to an end. It's the 3rd time i've been through this. At least i've not shed a tear this time. I just keep my pain and sorrow to myself. This shall not be the last of us, E24B.


Swap student for tuition. Taught Jess today. Well, it was an experience. I slowed down my pace so much i felt tired. I hate english.


Isn't it amazing how a simple intangible tune can induce such extreme sorrow in me. The is expressed so well, i feel terribly sad. I feel like a part of me is lost. Even with all the crazy thoughts in my head now, i'm still listening to the music. Just listening to it makes my legs feel weak. Haiz. Got to look on the bright side. At least we are not leaving each other for good.


About time i start my packing. Well, after my shower at least. Tomorrow is chalet day. Well, life is a give an take thing. I gave up the officaial last day to spent time with another group of people. In both decisions, i do feel regrets for the choice. I had to choose. I chose. Anyway, i hope this chalet will be a smooth one. It's a time for relax. I need to relax a little before i die from something. Well, tomorrow is a nice day to start on my new idea for Project_KickAss. I can't wait any longer. I don't want to lose the "feeling". Now that i have everything i need, nothing can stop me!!

Dropped by the library after going to grandma's place. Went down to look for some Adobe Flash books to upgrade myself. BUT damn AMK library, they don't have a single book on Flash. I checked the damn computer, the books are everywhere but in AMK library. FOC(Full of Crap) man. Now i can't improve. Screw public libraries man. I'm going to the school's library tomorrow to find the stuff i want.


Anyway, i got slapped with an idea last night. About 1.30am, i got the greatest idea ever for Project_KickAss. Haha. I'll put the one i've been working on on hold for now. But still, i can't start on the new idea. I need some more resources. I even learn the smoke effect just for the new part. Haha. I can't wait to start!!


I love watching people screw up for the Olympics. After first, watching everyone pulling their stuns perfectly was so fascinating. After awhile, "fascinating" loses it's value. It becomes normal from all the lousy repetition. Now fool ups becomes fascinating to me. Haha. It's not that i'm bad, i was want to find the value in watching sports.

Today was a horrible day. I woke up finding myself trying to put myself back to sleep. I'm so tired man. I ended up giving up on trying to put myself back to sleep and went on with my Project_KickAss. I had no ideas, but i just force ideas out of myself. No choice man. I need to start practising such things now. In the future, i might be stuck in scenarios where i have no ideas yet i have a deadline to meet. So i guess it's a good practise now.

I guess another reason why today was a horrible day was because it's National Day. It's just another horrible occasion where people just love the country for just a single day because of all the free stuff they can get in their goodie bags. The only thing that excites me on National Day is rain. I guess i ate beef at the right time, and a terrible time too. Right time because it rained just now. And terrible timing because i got stuck in the rain. Haha. Nevertheless, i feel happy for the rain. But sadly, the rain at the Marina place was not as heavy as where i was. Well, at least the rain killed the crowed for a 1.5 times pay day. Haha.


I got myself a new pair of headphones because my old earpiece was old and old. One of the silicon rubber shit fell too. Sadly, i could not find it. It's the second time it had happened. Went shopping for the silicon rubber shit after gym failed to get any. I ended up finding a SENNHEISER headphones at $50. I decided to get it instead cause it's one hell of a good brand yet it's cheap. Now i'm enjoying the high quality music. No more noise cancelling effect, but now i can blast my music cause there is nothing in my ears to make me more deaf. My left ear is deaf enough, i don't want it worst. Haha.


I feel horrible not being able to apply the new stuff i learnt for Flash. I'm trying to make myself think of something for Project_KickAss and something where i can apply what i've learnt at the same time. I feel like integrating both scenarios, but it seems so impossible. Well, now i have to think of a way to integrate both ideas. Possibilities exist in impossibilities.


My mama got a juice extracting machine today. It was horrible. She made vegetable juice. But strangely, when in the blue hell did vegetables have juice? It was a terrible experience. It smelt horrible and my mama kept insisting on me taking one sip. I got all raged up and rejected her offer rudely. I had no choice. If i did not do that, my mama would force the angry side of out. Too bad man. I know when to eat my vegetables. As far as i'm concern, i'll never drink vegetables.


I need a break from like. I'm looking forward to leaving the country for 7 days at Korea this December. i can't imagine myself snowboarding. I can't wait to go to 3 different theme parks. I can't believe i'm going to eat different variations of kimchi over the week. I can't believe i'm going to bring a Korean man back to Singapore as a gift for HuiJun. I want to travel!! But i hate leaving the country.


+Loveless-
The thought of you acts as a double edged sword. It was a distraction, yet a pleasure. At least it keeps me reminded that i know what i want in life.

Had a great day in school. Flash madness!! I learnt how to do the ripple effect during the 6P. Anyway, as usual, i was playing with Flash again. Had so much fun. But then again, i could not complete it due to time constrain. I hate time limitations. But still, that's part of life.

Had a superb time in DMA, I really got inspired during the period of time spent there. If it wasn't for this module, i would not be happily doing Flash today.

I wanted to discuss with my bro about pooling money for a Wii. But sadly, my bro went to buy a DS today. The idea of getting a DS crossed my mind a couple of times, but i just hesitated many times. If i were to get the Wii, everyone can have fun with it. But for a DS, i can share it with people anytime, but not many people can play it. Haiz. Now i'm reconsidering.


It's 12.52am now and i'm watching the opening of the Beijing Olympics. It's magnificent. It's really a jaw dropping and eye opening experience. Literally eye opening and jaw dropping. My jaw fell and my eyes was left open for minutes. I can't believe it man. My heart just melted. I'm left speechless. The animations and graphics are just so nice. If it's Flash, i'll go learn it!! Haiz. I wish i was there is see it.


I just remembered that owe YanQin something. I'm really sorry for not sticking to my promise. I'll send it to you immediately when i see you online.

Drained to the bones. I could not wake up in the morning. My handphone alarm rang for about 20 seconds before my mind started registering the tune. Horrible. Head to school on my own. Had a superb sleep in the train. I slept like a freaking log. How cool. I felt a little sick though, it felt cold in the train. But still, i don't care!! As long as i'm alive, i'm happy.

My stomach had been feeling wrong lately. I did not have time to shit. Had so little time, yet so much to do. I had to skip some activities(shitting) in order to create time for another. I just got to make sure the shit don't get so flooded till it comes out of my mouth.


The first day of the last week of school. I had fun. Learnt how to use pivot on Flash in first meet. Learnt how to create glow by chance. Wasted my time doing the pivot practise that the internet provided. I know a easier and faster solution to it. Created a gay Flash for presentation, i only liked the first scene. The rest are kind of gay and fugly. I had to fill the space.

I want to learn ripple tomorrow. The instructions on the internet are not clear. The example they did was not very realistic. I'm going to learn it and perfect it tomorrow.

While walking to Woodlands MRT, i think i've figured out the Shape Motion function. It suddenly cross my mind. I did not know how to use it since before time. I have a rough idea on how it's going to work. Gotta try it out.


Work was great. It was raining. And it's because of the rain, the customers are discouraged to leave the house for a nice dinner. And it's because of the rain, it wasn't very busy. As usual, the order taker seat is mine again. I'm the resident order taker at Toa Payoh. My setting role was changed to the order taker when i reached.

I missed an exciting show at my work place. There was indian man in handcuffs and some civilian dressed cops. That was all i saw. Mark said the people suddenly arrest the 2 indian men. Mike said one of the men was holding a knife. How exciting. But i've missed the whole epic movie.


Just finished my dinner. Now it's my turn to bathe. Some fool splashed soya sauce on my freaking bag. There are many un-vanishable spots. Dammit. Now i need to wash my shoes and bag. What's next? My bed sheet? Because i peed on my bed? Haiz. I need a good rest soon. The nearest rest/no stress day would be sunday. Haiz. Counting the days to sunday. After that, i pray i have a good time with everyone. I don't want another stress factor slapping me in my ugly face.

A poison to mind
A toxic to soul
A boring plain page
Coloured in red


A simple attempt to flee
A horrible failure to see
An undesirable act
Made me kill a cat


Time had made a reverse
The end is now the beginning
The circle is now complete
The future beholds a mystery


+Loveless-
Resisting the Desires
Finding a Definition
In all attempts
To understand the 4 letter bad word - LOVE

Today is an egg-citing day. In less than 24 hours, i've eaten 4 eggs. Haha. I ought to die man.


I can't think anymore. My brain had stopped working. Jason said my work was not bad, but if i could draw the whole body, it would be better. And he went back with his psychoing people to buy Wacom. Haha.


Screw RJ. I totally forgot about it. By the time i reached home, it was already pass 12. It can't be helped. I'm too tired to think about it and e-mail it either. Haiz. Here comes another "D".


The end of the semester is coming. I want to eat eggs. Parasite Eve is coming on PSP!! I can't wait.

Sadly, i forgot to bring my PSP to school today. But gladly, i managed to finish another story for my Project_KickAss. Haha. A hell lot of trouble for this one. Extremely tedious. Spent almost the whole 2nd and 3rd meeting doing it. I even forgot that i had a UT. Haha.

Haiz. Sometimes i wonder why am i putting in so much effort for all this. Instead of getting encouragements, i'm getting nothing but criticisms. Haiz. I was so motivated, but now i feel so unmotivated. I don't want to see my effort becoming just a means of practise.


Anyway, i'm going to do some touch ups for Part3 and start working on the next story. I hope i can complete this before the chalet. I'll still need time for all the fine tunings. Time to go.

Did not do Project_KickAss today. I needed a break. Instead, i monster hunter the day through. I had gym for the missing gym session too.


Went to Swissotel for dinner with folks. Supposed to be an advance birthday celebration for my brother. Now he is one year closer to his death bed. Haha.


I'm really tired now. Go bathe then time to do some sleep talking.

Flash is really addicting. I start on Project_KickAss last night. Finished my intro at 2.30am, i started at 12.30am. And for that 2 hours, i've only did a 16 seconds *****. Woke up slightly before 10.30am. Continued with Project_KickAss from 10.30am to 3.30pm before going to work. Amazingly, i skipped gym. Haha. Went to work. While working, i was thinking of ideas and trying to find inspirations. Haha. I don't think i can finish this Project_KickAss in one week. I'll try my best though. Time to continue. Haha.

Massive inspiration!! I'm going pull a good one this time. No more being lazy. Nothing is going to stop me. I'm going intensive. Hold onto your brain caps, cause i'm going to blow your minds!! Give me some time though, it's not going to be easy for me.