Haiz... i love the greens so much, i can't even bear to eat them... but after being so nice to them, the poisoned my hands... haiz... no Emily is calling me G.D.... which also meant Grass Disease... haiz...


Went for a RC talk after school at Dhoby Ghout with YQ, Stephen and Emily... some danger preparation thing... i almost fell asleep during the first half... i was struggling to keep my eyes open... i'm so tired from the day before... maybe i should start pretending to be blind before going for any talks... this was i can rest my eyes and maybe take a nap during talks and no one will know... part 2 was more interesting... especially after the light snack and face wash... i managed to make myself more awake... homing was great... for some reason, i started sneezing... and the fat auntie beside me was pinching onto her nose every time a sneezed... am i really that dangerous? i've only brought an epidemic to W15H... that is all... i can really kill people with my sneeze... it's not like i'm sneezing hurricanes of viruses into the train... so i decided to ignore her and continue getting entertained by my PSP... i should have sneeze a little more often... then the fat auntie my die of suffocation after holding her breath for too long... then i can laugh at her stupidity... nothing much man... it's just a sneeze... maybe i sneezed because she is so big that she begins to steal my oxygen... haiz... why be so scared of everything when you only have one chance to experience everything? haha...


I finally found a way to entertain myself during the 3rd meetings on wednesdays... my get a seat with good feng shui first... that is very important... sit facing the faci... then PSP behind the laptop... haha... i play the whole time... what a great experience... i mean the game... but i'm beginning to feel that my gaming habits are getting out of hand... it's becoming an addiction... i play my PSP whenever possible and i just can't stop thinking about gaming... damn... last night i played till 1am... something is really wrong with me... i better go to some random park and dig a hole at a random spot and bury my PSP in this randomly located hole... damn... i need the holidays to catch up on my sleep... i've lost my self-discipline... now i'm so slack in class... i really need to buck up... haiz... life is always so challenging... things come and go so easily... i wish i have a little bit more of everything... not that i'm greedy or anything... but.. haiz...


Another thing that is troubling me is JASMIN AND HUIJUN!!! wha... i tell you all... if you have added them on msn, you would be in a safer position if you were to block them... they have a sudden obsession of spamming people with a 3D monkey nodding it's head... you think it's cool so see a 3D monkey nodding it's head? no man... they'll send you like a 100 over monkeys at once... and i swear, you would not dare to touch the conversation window... when your msn is suffering from a massive lag, this 2 girls are happily laughing away behind their computers... and strangely, this 2 girls had got a little violent today... start chasing me about in attempt to hit me all over(hopefully not my balls too) and scratch me... damn... i cannot defend myself just because i have chest and they have breast... damn... if i anyhow swing my palm, i'll be in deep shit with the law... damn... i really need to come up with a creative way to defend myself before i die from the mass pain and scratches all over me... i'll join the Hall of Shame when i die for being killed by girls... damn... i hope i have a chance to live another day tomorrow... and the day after... and the day after the day after... and there on...

Haiz... it's about time i get a good break... holidays are just next week... it's seem so near yet so far... i really need a good rest... one that allows me to get some good sleep after guitaring and PSPing late into the night... time don't seem to be in favour... RP's schedule is so tight... plus all the thinking in school, one must feel tired if not he or she had not put in enough effort... damn... maths was crazy... it was more like computing... sometimes i feel like i have no logic or reasoning skills whenever i do computing... all the codes seems so easy yet it's so hard to piece them together... haiz... i could have died thinking... haiz...


When the sky turns dark, people turn stupid... today was a perfect example... everyone turns mad and stupid on the way to CW... especially C&C... i know my brain already pretty dead... but whenever an indian walk pass us, C&C would say, "Hey sam, that is your friend!" and "Hey sam, i can't see you... but i can see your thick white neck!!"... damn... something is really wrong with them... must be some full moon or something... even when we walked pass an indian family, C&C would tell me that that is my family... and that is not the worst... know that i'm not a "kiasu" singaporean,i only take ONE straw for myself at Mac... and while enjoying the fries, C&C go and stuff french fries into my straw... and i almost used the straw... dammit... they only tell me that they were the ones who stuffed the fry into my straw after i finish my food... make me walk so much just to get a new straw... i was still thinking that Mac gives dirty straws to their customers... damn... these people are crazy... and YQ just sat there and laugh at me... i felt so hurt i almost poke the straw into my neck in attempt to kill myself...

WHHOOO!!! I'M ALIVE!!! i told you i had a long life... haha... doctor told me, "Haha... You are too old for hand-foot-mouth disease... Dumb-Ass!!" he hurt my feelings... but it's ok... left school immediately after presenting... just in case i really got HFM... visited my family doctor at bishan... it was almost empty... haha... and i only see the doctor for 2 minutes... and paid $16 for a container of cream which i have had a lot at home... that is one reason i always self-medicate... no point seeing a doctor when you get the same pills all the time... if i think there is something wrong with myself, i can self-diagnose and take the necessary pills... i think i can go be a doctor already... haha... anyway, this time i just wanted to be sure... i don't want all my friends to be dying if i got HFM... damn scary... they are still young... and some many not have a long life like me... so better be safe than sorry... doctor said, "It's some allergy... what have you been touching? girls?" so i told him back, "Your wife..." haha... he got a little pissed... but i told him the truth later... i think i'm allergic to grass... no kidding... remember the gig thing... yup... all the grass you can ask for... and one more thing about the doctor... he think he very smart... try to gay with me... lucky i'm smarter... when i told him i touched a lot of girlsgrass, he asked me back, "What about your legs?" he was expecting me to take off my pants in front of him and he will bang me while i'm still holding onto my pants... damn... lucky i know how to counter... i told him that i wore covered pants... haha... what an experience... and this time i did not lose my way about... haha... i just kept walking straight until i see the clinic... haha... arn't i smart...


One happy afternoon, i was thinking about how my wife will be... she will be heaven's chef... she will cook the best food in the world and even god himself will never get to taste it... all he can do is lick the plates... after i've eaten... haha... the next thing she can do best is tie a tie nicely... haha... cause i can't tie a tie properly... it looks very messy... sadly, not all man can tie a tie even though we wear them very often... i happen to be one of them... next is that she won't love me too much... cause i want to love her more than she love me... haha... and she will not mind me making "music" at home... she will be a mafe... a maid wife... haha... kidding... she'll love her kids as much as she love me and i'll be a rich man then... so no worries about money... i want to live a simple life with her... no worries about everything... just be happy all the time... haha... that's about it so far... i've yet to imagine more... haha...



Gyming was very tiring... little rest... just keep on pushing... time to grow some shoulders back... this morning i realised how small my shoulders have become... 2 weeks without shoulder training and my shoulders have shrunk so much... damn... and today i did not "almost die"... instead, i was someone that almost die... haha... ok man... time to do some rjs, get some good rest, get a good shower and go take a shit... tomorrow will be a long day... computing days were never short...

I think i have AIDS...

See the bubbles? this is just a photo of the more concentrated region... it's damn scary... it all appeared that morning... and i was happily popping them... until it all started invading my hands... shit man... i'm still young... i should not be dying yet...i have a long and exciting life ahead... now i'm suspecting hand-foot-mouth disease... damn... it's scary... last time i had shingers... because my chicken poxs were not completely out... i only got well after trying out TCM... damn scary... it is a fatal disease... but i'm alive... the chinese doctor did some black magic... not really magic... but it was black because he was bad... i was 12 years old then... and he threw molten wax on my back... he say the shingers is like a snake it'll go around my body numbing my nerves... so he say must blind this "snake"... he say the eyes were on my back and tried to blind the "snake"... what the fuck man... i can't believe i accepted that story... but i still don't know the truth behind it... so after taking lots of bitter pills, i finally got well... damn... and now i got this shit... it better not be shingers this time... now maybe HFM... shit man... why is all this shit happening to me? it could be an allergy though... maybe an allergy to grass... i know you are thinking that i'm trying to be funny... but it's the fact... cause when i attended the gig on saturday night, we sat on grass and my hands rested on the grass... i know you are thinking why are there no bubbles on my ass... there are 2 possibles... one is that i can't turn my head around and look at my own ass so i'm unsure if there is any on my ass... the other is that i'm wearing covered pants... jeans to be exact... so my ass is well protected... no bubble on ass.. i think... my hands should be pretty harmless... until i'm diagnosed with HFM... haha...

WHHOOO!!! sorry for not blogging yesterday... i was pretty busy and only got home at about 12am... haha... woke up at about 9am and spent 2 hours reading... i'm going to finish the book soon... i think about 4 more chapters... haha... after reading, i spent 6 hours on my beloved.. PSP!!! haha... i know i over played... but it's ok... at least i have some self control... i managed to stop... anyway, in the evening, headed over to Ms Lu's place for BBQ... met up with everyone there... but the journey was a long one... haha... walked with Marcus and my sense of direction got us a little lost and we ended up walking all over except her house... haha... i seriously know the place... i stayed there about 10 years ago... how much can the place change? but one factor to consider is that i've never left home before... i was always in the father's car or my grandfather's car... i was a little kid then... i did not leave the house very much... but i swear i knew the way... haha... after a lot of detours, we finally found our way about... it was like an Amazing Race without competitors... haha... at the BBQ, i was working as a fireman there... not that i put fire out... but i do the charcoal work... haha... i do that every BBQ... haha... looks like i'm fated to do the cooking and fire works every BBQ... haha... after awhile, i left to meet YJ and WH for a gig... while leaving the BBQ, guess what? i got lost... i called HuiYan to ask for directions out of the conceret jungle but sadly, no answer... so i decided to follow my gut feeling and just walk straight... in the end i managed to find my own way out... i could have died in there... lucky i had a strong will power... haha... went to the Arts House for the gig... some Halloween Getai thing... haha... YJ's friend was performing, so we went and support them... starting few bads were singing all the sad songs... so boring... i was only hyped when a band who does rock and roll came on stage... The Pinhole, they called themselves... haha... they really brought a lot of energy along with them... damn cool... then some rock band came on stage... the finally, YJ's friend's band... nice concert... not really a concert... people just sit all over the place... many were drinking and smoking... damn... i hate those people that smokes... makes the place stink...when everything ended, it was almost 11pm... in fact it was 10.56pm... haha... skipped supper and headed home...


After attending the gig, i was motivated to write songs... i tried a little once i reached home... using my minimum knowledge on song writing, i managed to do up a little song... sounds kind of gay... but it's a very happy tune... no lyrics yet... i'm thinking so making the song about W15H... but i just can't find the right words... haha... ok man... i want to go back to my song writing... haha...

WHHOOO!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!!! i bought you a $26 BreadTalk cake and your eldest son agreed to pay half the price while your other 2 kids just have to pay a quarter of the price... haha... all thanks to your smart ass second son and your dumb ass first son... i hope i've made you feel proud of nothing... cause your youngest little girl is having her "O"s now and she is still happily watching tv and reluctant to study... so i'm the only one you can be proud of... haha...


WHHOOO!!! again... i see my breast growing... the shape is there... now it's time to make it big... so big that girls get jealous and start gossiping about me... then i'll run into the toilet with my hands on my breast and cry my heart out... ok.. that was what i saw on tv... tv is a bad influence everyone... so don't watch too much tv... anyway, my chest is getting into shape... now it needs size... and i've plan to start working on my abes... time to grow some sexy abes that girls will find amusing because there are 3 valleys on my belly... haha... arms still need to grow... triceps especially... to have big arms, first get some triceps... haha... time to go have fun...


Nothing much today... just that i just started my fried food habits... Mac was great... after so much control, now it's time to feast... i think i'm well enough for all the food... next target is KFC 2 piece chicken... the meal that makes me feel like vomitting after i eat it and then get a good time in the toilet... haha... it taste good at first... then disgusting when my oil and fats consumption increase... and all out from the little hole between the two chunk of flesh... haha... i'm coming for you food... now i'm back in business... time to get back the weight i've lost while i am sick... haha... feast and fast is just one letter apart... haha...


I love making people sick... it unites people... all the weak and sick will come together and be sick together... haha... i learnt to care and share for my friends... in fact i like doing it... but what i do is reversed... i share then care... haha... i share my viruses then i care for them... haha... it's the only way i can care for another... if people are not sick then they don't need care... haha... kidding... it's fun to make people sick because they torture you by eating good food before you... and when you get well and everyone else gets sick, you get to eat good food in front of them and torture them back... haha... another thing is the "sameness cycle"... anyone know about it? anyway, when there is samness, there will be breaking of sameness... and when sameness is broken, sameness appears again... so this case, the same cycle can be applied... i break the sameness by being sick... now everyone is following me and making a new form of samness... and now i've broken the sameness again by being healthy... then one day everyone will be healthy again, a new sameness... then i'll fall sick and the cycle repeats... haha... arn't it magical? just like Mickey's Magic Show...


I'm so stupid that i call for the chef because my sushi was raw...
I'm so stupid that i ask for refund because i thought my jig-saw puzzle was broken...

WHHOOO!!! gym was great... i'm on my recovery period now... but nothing is going to stop me from gyming... haha... i've finally hit 50kg for chest... WHHOOO!!! big achievement... 7kg away from my own body weight... haha... aiming to hit that... haha... give me 2 more chest sessions... whaha... i'm going to grow monster breast... breast so scary they growl at people and bite anyone who touch them... no.. that's me... but my breast will grow so big that girls would beg me to wear bra... haha... girls are going to be jealous of me and will all start going for breast enlargement to compete with me... guys will come an touch my breast because mine is natural... shit... that is gay... anyway, i'm going to grow like shit... nobody can stop me... whaha... the best part about gyming today is that i feel better when i gym... in the sense that i feel more healthy when i gym... haha... my nose was not blocked when i gym... arn't that cool... haha... gyming is my remedy... WHHOOO!!! discovery by chance...


Ok man... got new inspiration for guitar... haha... gotta go finish my RJ and shower then can guitar... WHHOOO!!! time to go have some real good fun... haha...

I'm i dead yet? and.. and... and what is this bright light before my eyes?! shit man... it's just my laptop...i adjusted the brightness a little too high... haiz... i think i'm really dying... my illness had been suppressed this morning... after all the self-medication, vitamin pills and early sleep... but all was put to waste when i went to school... in such an air-con environment, which weak person cannot fall sick? damn... on top of that, i don't have my jacket with me... as usual, it's with some girl in class... 2 semester, and history repeats itself... i feel so weak man... i think i got a little fever in class while cracking by brains on a bunch of VB codes... gulping water was fun... visiting the toilet often was NOT fun... so troublesome... keep on walking around... i wish there is a toilet in each class... at least i would be a happier man... now i'm getting a little sick of trying to be healthy... watching everyone was western and mac makes be feel hungry... watch the KFC advertisements on tv gets me tempted... damn... i'm trying very hard to get well... why can't i just get well? my body is shrinking from being weak and missing gyming... now i can't breathe with my nose... it's constantly runny and i'm in great pain... i wish i'm dead... so i'll have no more worries and suffer less... damn...


One more thing... bestest of best luck to all taking the "O" Levels Exams now... go score well and go to somewhere you think you deserve to be in... happy studying...

Shit man... everyone seems to be dying... majority of my class is sick... some W15H people are sick... my sister is sick... dammit... she is only 2 days away from her first paper... i worry for her... damn... everyone better get well soon... especially those taking the 'O's... drink damn lot of water and visit the toilet as many times as possible... make the toilet your best friend and fried food your worst enemy... and i did something stupid today... but it was done for the sake of my health... i finished one bottle of water, go to the toilet and refill my bottle... then i finish the bottle almost immediately after i return from the toilet... haha... visited the toilet damn often... haha... and because of my poor health, i did not go gyming... haiz... i think i'll be shrinking again... dammit... i'll be going high on drugs tonight... gonna have to self-medicate... hope i can wake up tomorrow... if there is any reasons why i die, chances are that i've died due to over dosage of Strepsils... i take one every 15mins... and i noticed that i'm supposed one every 2 to 3 hours... damn... i ought to die...


One thing i noticed while watching tv, the actors and actresses never changed... since the beginning of time, when i started learning to watch tv till today, majority of the actors are repeated... if you look carefully, you'll notice that the Channel 8 drama shows at 7pm and 9pm might have the same actor acting in both time slot... how stupid... i think Singapore needs new talents... talents like me... i bet you are thinking that i'm a talentless idiot... but the fact is that i'm talented in being the extra... it's not easy being an extra you know... many people would run away from the camera... and tell their friends that he is on tv while pointing at the person running away from the camera with the newspaper covering his face... some people will keep on staring at the camera... i really don't know why... but people just enjoy staring at the camera as if they have a problem with the camera man or something... bunch of losers... i'm different... i don't run away from the camera and stare at the camera... i'm a trained professional with no experience... so one day if you were to see me on tv or something, don't hesitate to tell your friends that you know the guy in the background...


For once, i feel like a poor kid who is living in a kampong using leaves to clean his ass... damn... my family is struggling to stay alive on 2 flat tubes of toothpaste... it started on saturday when i had to unscrew the cap of my toothpaste and force whatever that is inside out... damn it was real tough... the next day i took my parent's toothpaste... same situation... now i'm struggling to force toothpaste out of empty tubes... it's just like squeezing stones for water... it's impossible... and my damn brother is happy using a new tube of toothpaste back in camp... my mum bought a new tube... and he conveniently bring it to camp for use cause he said that he had ran out of toothpaste in camp... a family of four is struggling for toothpaste while he can use his friends' toothpaste back in camp... what a monster... can't believe he is willing to put his family side for self-interest... i hope the toothpaste had expired and he will lose his teeth as soon as he use it... this way he will be forced to complain less too... haha...


Ok man... time to rest... i promise myself to sleep by 9.30pm tonight... looks like it's impossible... haha... i guess i'll postpone my sleeping time to 10.30pm or something... hope i can do it... haha...

I'm beginning to notice an excessive usage of the word "lovable" in W15H people's blogs... and who are they referring to? W15H PEOPLE!!! damn it sounds so.. so.. so.. E! damn... can't we find a better word to substitute "lovable"? i feel so womanfied... lucky i did not use such a term... if not i'll be carrying handbags and collecting shoes at home... haha... kidding... but i'm serious about the excessive use of the word "lovable"... haha...


To all my well loved friends,
I have 3 news... 2 good, 1 bad... in fact, all 3 news are inter-related... i think i'll start with the bad first... to everyone out there, $12 of yours belong to me and you'll all be free on the 28th of December... haha... that's not too bad actually... now for the good news that all have been waiting for.. firstly, CONCERT TICKETS ARE OUT!!! please come to me for tickets... now browsing... once you come to me, ticket considered sold... even if you are coming to me for other reasons... next, your $12 that you'll be paying me is going to Sam's-Concert-Tickets-Funds... your money will be safely kept and you'll not get it back... so don't hesitate to approach me for tickets... i love your money, you'll love my concert...


Ok... i hate Trans-Island buses... why? their buses are disgusting... while playing my PSP on the way home from SWO, i notice a cockroach beside me... damn... i could not focus on my game... i think there were 2 cockroach around me... one in front of me and the other right beside me... damn... they must refund my 2cents... 2cents and SBS make their buses become freezers and Trans-Island buses add a new feature in their buses... is this the whole purpose of make commuters pay extra? i look forward to new features in the buses... but not in this way... what if i brought these cockroach home? the cockroack will make a happy family in my home and steal my food... damn... if i were to see another cockroach in the bus, i'll eat it go burn down Yishun interchange...


Damn... i think i'm falling sick soon... either that or my house is damn dusty... i've been sneezing the whole day yesterday... and now i'm still sneezing... but much lesser... so uncomfortable... and now i'm suspect that i've gotten a throat infection... my throat don't feel too good... i think it would be better off if i were dead... no more worries and discomfort...


My grandma just shifted back home today... no she no longer stay with me... so that means i can play guitar till midnight... haha... and i hereby announce that my Learn Some Teochew Campaign is a complete.. FAILURE!!! WHHOOO!!!


And to clarify some things... in case LHJ anyhow jump into some random conclusion again... i don't like the cheerleading girl... she is just for viewing pleasure... she is just there to make my day... i like her cute-ness... not her... how in the blue hell am i supposed to love a girl i don't know... maybe if i were to make friends with her then i can update a little... but for now, she is just my eye candy... the candy that will never cause a toothache... haha...

Hi peeps... long day today... and it kind of sucked... haha... have somethings to complain about again... that's life... i'm a hard-to-be-satisfied person... damn sorry... haha... anyway, had a bad start this morning... this time it's my fault... i overslept... i used to wake up at 7.30am on non-UT days... but today was special... i woke up to turn off my alarm and slept a little more... just about 40mins more... i only realised the time after i brushed my teeth... and it was already about 8.15am.... damn scary... so i decided to break the world record... i showered in about 2 minutes... haha... just took a quick rinse and put my clothes on and ran off... ate my breakfast in the car... and prayed that time slows down... met Yvonne when i reached the platform... she was late for her reasons... after that we met up with Hui Yan, Jasmin, Tricia, Hui Jun, Nardia and Sairi and headed for school...

Nothing much in school... did culture and learnt more about stereotyping... the group of people i hate the most... cause they think i'm homosexually gay... but the fact is that i'm happily gay... no... i'm not a happy homo... i'm just a happy person... nothing more...

After school met up with the usual group, headed for the usual place, ate the usual place, left at the usual time... i spent my time gaming and finally completed the quest i was trying to complete for a couple of weeks... damn damn difficult... i think W15H emits a special aura that allowed me to complete the quest... haha... and today i've made new achievements and progress in the game... haha...


On the way home, while waiting for the bus, i saw a loving couple passionately kissing each other... haha... i kept turning back to see if the advertisements were over and hoping to watch them express their love for each other again... haha... anyway, i boarded this freaking bus... it felt like winter in there... damn damn cold... i think it so cold that if a new born baby was brought in, the kid will die of frost bite... the kid will be so hard that you can break the windows of the bus with the frozen baby... it was that cold... i was trying to control the shiver on the ride... i did not want to take my jacket out as it was merely a 10mins ride... i did not want to keep taking my jacket in and out... and to top the trouble, the jacket was filled with a stenchsmell of girls... damn... all the mixed perfume smell all over... people might think i'm a woman wannabe... and that is very bad... so i rather contain the smell in my bag and let people think that there are girls in my big bag... and the part that i hated the most was that i paid and extra 2cents for the ride... and this is what i get... some super air-con that makes the bus a freezer... damn what is the government thinking? dammit man... and why i'm i paying an extra 2cents? i rather they have lesser air-cons and reduce the bus fare by 7 cents... so that i can pay lesser to go home... no wonder kids nowadays did not like going home... cause we are paying to go home... it's just like paying to declare bankrupt... that is real stupid man... and the government is getting paid by tax payers for increasing the bus fare so that tax payers can pay more... damn... this country sucks... it's run by money and it's getting nowhere... we pay to go to school, we pay to eat, we pay to travel to school and we pay to go home! we have to pay to do anything in this country... our parents have to pay for us to cross the roads... they pay tax and the money had gone to making redundant traffic lights which cause traffic jams... dammit... this sucks... life sucks...


One more thing to add before i stop... my breast had maximum pain yesterday... damn it felt good... i felt as if i just breast fed... 15 babies... on each breast... haha... all the pain just show that my work out is having result... haha... can't wait for monday now...

Finally... the smell on metal is back on my hands... haha... i pushed myself real hard... time to grow back what i've lost... monday missed gym for movies... now i'm so small... gotta work my body back to what it used to be... i hope i feel the pain tomorrow... the pain i've been getting is always at the wrong areas... i fear that the parts that i want to grow is not growing... haiz... so troubled... anyway, Yong Jie joined us today... his first time in the gym... reason for joining, he wants to make his breast become chest... he have this pointy breast and it's real disgusting... well, knowing that he is a funny guy, he was laughing when working out... damn scary... cause i'll lose my strength whenever i laugh and put my life at risk... but he is always laughing as he work out... he'll die one day... anyway, i think WH and i pushed him a little too hard... cause the weights we asked him to carry is slightly lighter than what we usually use... and for a beginner, that's a little too heavy... haha... but it's ok... he can grow his chest faster this way... haha...


Ok peeps... the next thing you'll read will make you go, "HAHA... SAM IS AN IDIOT!"... so be prepared to laugh out, "HAHA... SAM IS AN IDIOT!"... it's about today's science UT... as usual, i skip what i'm unsure of and go back to them when i'm done with all the rest of the questions... and so happen that i can't finish a question on time for the stupidest possible reason... i could not spell "phospholipids"... ok... i can finally spell it... but because of this spelling, i waste a lot of time and did not finish a question that i knew how to do... i had look at the spelling, type 2 letters, then look back at the word for spelling... i was that stupid... i typed the word at least 3 times before i can type half the work without reference... and by the time i finished typing my forth "phospolipids", 3 seconds left... i rushed a few more words... but did not make it... haha... too bad for me... haha... now you can go on and laugh at me... i'm seriously fine with it... go on... don't stop... i'm happy to see people laugh and smile and be happy... haha... even if i have to eat shit to make people happy... but the story about is true... no lie...


Ok man... i need to go bath and have an early night and go charge all my electronics... the batteries are all dead... strangely enough... it's must have been a Simultaneous Dying of Battery Day... handphone, mp3... and soon lappy and PSP... and today must be World Gyming Day too... so damn crowded... and today must be World Air Supply Day... i've been listening to Air Supply.. all the oldies love songs... haha... ok lah... i better go bathe and take a shit now... not at the same time... shit than shower... bye now...

Haiz... long day... overslept a little and had to compromise a little to get back on time... had to have a shorter warm bath... what a waste... took my dad's magic pills for keep myself awake for today... some chinese pills that my dad got... used to take them when i was studying for my "O"s... 8 hours of study a day back then... how to not be tired... at least i know the pill worked... my morning was spoilt by my mama when she told me that she had sign me out for a financial planning talk next month... she did not even ask me if i wanted to go... all she said was, "Make yourself free on the 18th next month, there is a financial planning talk."... what the fuck man... second time already... i really must protest... if not in the future she might be signing me up for some how-to-get-your-mum-a-grandson talk after marriage... lucky this time not so last minute like the other time... if this is going to happen again, i won't be surprise if i beat my parents up... they are really driving me to the edge... i'm no longer a kid... i have my own rights to make my own decision... it's not like i'm handicap or anything... even if i'm one, i'll not need to anyone to make decision for me... i know what i need... and i know what i want... so don't make decisions for me... if they really insist on making decisions for me, then i'll let them... i'll let them decide when i can go a take a shit, when i can go and take a pee, how i should be with, who should i marry, where i should work, when i should feel hungry, when i should eat, when should i feel happy, when i should feel sad and everything else... i'll just be a nice robot and let them make every decision in my life... i'll just be as good as a robot... and when things turn bad then i'll make a very last decision of my life... i'll just go and die... then they can decide what coffin i'll be in, where is the funeral, who to invite and what specious of black cat to me at my wake... so that my body can get up and scare some people to death...

Lets not be an angry man anymore... i've talked things out and my mama did not seem too happy... too bad for her... she have not paid or anything anyway... ok.. i've been cheated today... cheated by the weather man on the Channel U news... they said today will have thunderstorm... so i wore my thick long sleeve shirt... i was expecting the school to be very cold... but i ended up having a hot day... cause it did not rain... till i was ready for home... then drizzle and rain came... but still no thunderstorm... i think i'll throw the remote control at whoever that is reporting the weather today... i hope i don't damage the television though... haha...

After school i went to Causeway with the usual people... and who are they? wait a while... i got to think a little... ok... i think thet are Yvonne, Tricia, Jasmin, Yan Qin and Jerry... YQ left early... they rest followed me to buy myself a pair of havanas... i had a bad experience with a pair of sandals... my last sandals was hell... it's was a little clothy(cloth-ee)... it absorbed the sea and rain and everything that came to it... so one fine day, some interesting things decided to make my sandals their home and started an invasion... there was a whole civilization under the strap... it was slimy and there was a stench... damn disgusting... now i got myself something where it's near impossible for bacteria or fungus to grow on... something that don't absorb water... haha... the ladies helped me make all the decisions... all i had to do is to pay... haha... then after that, all the abuses started... Jerry and i got "chopped" on our necks... i got "chopped" real bad... tomorrow i'll show you the picture... i had green spots on the back of my neck... no wonder everyone avoided me in the train and bus... i might have thought that i had a dangerous disease... after all the"choppings", Jerry and i got neck slaps and regular slaps... the neck slap was really painful... but the ladies seemed to be enjoying themselves make us suffer... i was slapped and pinched all over... like a maid who was abused by their employer... i bet Jerry had a hard time too... i almost did my Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon attack on Tricia... but i decided not to... cause it's a very dangerous move that can put me behind bars... it must be used only on the last resort... it works mainly on guys with breast and girls... therefore i'll label it as the forbidden move... only the people who are matured and respondsible can use this skill... haha...


Got the news about the market behind my school... it got burnt last night... friend told me that the flames were 3 to 5 stories high... that is scary... now all the good food are gone... damn... the chicken rice, duck rice, pork porriage and fried noodles is damn good over there... i always eat there with my friends when i was studying back there... haiz... i hope the business resumes over there... i'll go buy some food from my favourite stalls and help them make a living... must give them moral and financial support if not they close down and i'll not have good food... haha... but now is the challenging part... i won't know who is selling what... i always remember the stalls by their location... now no location, how am i going to find them... i guess if fate don't bring us together then i'm real sorry... i can't give them my financial support... but they'll still have my moral support... i'll look forward to the re-opening of the shops... i need good food!!!


Ok man... it's been long since i had such inspirations... but all god things have to come to an end... just like the market... except the end of the market part... i'll need to study for tomorrow's UT and get a B or better... well, before stopping, i got a special message to a group of special people... these people are Yvonne, Hui Yan and unfortunately, my sister... DAMN LOT OF LUCK FOR TOMORROW'S PRACTICAL!!! WHHOOO!!! YOU'LL HAVE MY FULLEST MORAL SUPPORT... actually theoretically you won't have my fullest support cause this support is split among 3 people... but it's ok... each of you still get 33.3% of my support... haha... goodnight...

Haiz... long day today... maths was damn easy... all the secondary stuff only... everything was finished real quickly... but i confused myself while working on the graph... haha... how stupid of me... haha...

UT sucked... if they gave me pen and paper, i would be able to work faster and figure everything out... but it's ok... skipped some questions... and did not know that there was a question 6 till a few seconds before the test ended... haha... how stupid of me... but i was damn damn lucky... my question 6 had a problem... cannot click... and i'm not the only one in class... if not the faci might think i'm a liar... the best part is that the many people in the block faced the same problem... haha... i hope the school feel guilty about this... how ironic... a programming module having programming error for the test... bunch of fools... i'll go burn the school down after i graduate... so those who want their diploma better work hard for it... if anyone retain then there goes your 3 years of hard work... the school will be gone then, meaning no more certificate... haha...

After school, i went for the Red Cross AGM...now i'm an official Red Crosser... and an official treasurer of the Red Cross... i had this bad feeling the whole day... but lucky for me the feeling is gone... i always hate this type of "bad feeling"... i felt reluctant at first... but i just went a head with it... i won't know till i try... haha... now i'm a happy man cause i've made more friends... haha... after AGM, went to visit the lion dance newbies... haha... i think Raphael is the only survival... i felt a little sorry for him cause he was doing nothing interesting... he was just standing there with some other girls hitting the cymbals together in crochets... it seemed so uninteresting... but if he enjoys it, then no harm having fun... haha...

Saw the cheer leading training before leaving school... but did not see the cute girl... haiz... too bad for me... haiz... if she wanna play hide and seek with me, i don't mind... cause i'll be back... next tuesday i guess... i'll lie to everyone that i'll company Jerry for his badminton practise... and hide at a corner till the cheer leading people appear and then look at her... haha... i sounded like a pervert... haha... don't worry ladies... i'm a nice guyboy...


Haiz... i think i'm turning fat...i miss one gym day due to the movies yesterday... today i feel so small... i feel so weak... and everyone is calling me muscle man for no reason... i don't deserve that title... i'm nothing man... i'm so small... why do people think i'm a bodybuilder when i go to the gym? this is all stereotyping man... the main motive of going to gym is not to build my body... maybe that is one reason... but it's not the main... i just need an output for my many years of swallowing anger... and so that i can spend more time with my friends... i miss gyming... i can't wait for thursday... i miss the pain... haiz...

Back from movie land... now it's time to study for tomorrow's UT... sian... but no choice... haha... no harm blogging a little today... watched Resident Evil just now with WH and YJ... free tickets, so no harm watching... haha... anyway, the movie was pretty good... unexpected ending... the cinema's sound system was bad... too loud, no bass and very dry sound... a little excitement here and there... graphics was great... but no growing climax in the movie... i should have been home some time ago... but thanks to Mr Malaysian, he dropped his phone in the cinema and only remembered that his phone was missing when we were almost exiting Suntec... what a loser... why a loser? because he always lose his stuff... the latest thing that he lost was his laptop... actually, it was stolen when he went went for his exams... but it's all the same... i think... haiz...i think he'll be losing his virginity next... haha...


Today i was very bored in class... i did pratically nothing... i was either reading blogs or bother people in their tagboard or playing games or reading things that i can't absorb... my team mates did everything today... i only said one sentence in the whole presentation... and i was still playing online games on my friend's laptop when presenting... we had 2 laptops at the faci's desk and i played online games on my friend's laptop while my laptop is used for presentation... the best part was that my faci was just sitting at the empty table beside me... i was more focus on the games then the presentation... no point... i've only learnt what is a sparkplug does and nothing else... the rest are prior knowledge... haiz... i feel so useless today... i won't be surprise if i get a C for today... that will be added into my 3 Cs... currently 2 more Cs to complete a Singaporean dream... but i don't want to satisfy that dream... haha... time to bathe... then can study properly... haha...

Strangely, i feel like an angry man now... just now when i was heading home from band, i suddenly feel like breaking someone's arm... must be too much angry man music... haha...


Today while i was shiting, i thought about death... and i've decided how i want to die... i want to die with a smile on my face... even during my funeral, i want to sleep in my coffin with a smile... i want to be a happy man all the time... even after death... i want to have 2 mahjong tables and 2 acoustic guitars... not the ones that will be burnt for me... but for my friends to play and have fun... i don't want my death day to be a sad day... i want everyone to enjoy themselves and be happy when i die... i want people to be happy that i've moved on and not be sad because i'm leaving... haha... and last but not least, i want my whole body to be intact... i don't want to die in an accident where my body gets smashed or torned apart... i don't want to scare people when they visit my coffin... haha... that is about it so far... not too demanding... i just want everyone to be happy all the time... haha...


Sometimes i feel that either my brother or sister is somehow adopted... or i'm an adopted child... they seem to fight all the time... and i feel so different from the both of them... they are all so hot tempered, unreasonable and stupid in every possible aspect... they just have to pick a fight with each other all the time... when they try to pick i fight with my, i just swollow everything down and forget about it... and they must keep on fighting... they both call each other stupid... but the fact is that both are equally stupid... it's like watching an indian drama when ever they both are around... everyone is wearing the same black face... and i just do what i always do when i watch an indian show... laugh... actions speaks louder than words... for their case, their actions speak too loud... their actions just make them look like a bunch of childish idiots that are seeking attention... they still tell me that i'm an attention seeker... Christmas is coming soon... i think i'll buy them both a mirror and tell them to speak to it when ever they need to comment about me... it would save my breath... i would not have to dig my ear so often because all they speak of is shit... and so happen that all this shit are getting stuck in my ear and making me deaf... maybe that explains my deafness and the itch in my ear that had been a hindence... better stop complaining about them... i'll be living the next many years with them... unless they die somehow... the only possible why for them to die young is a heart attack or something of such... i rally wonder how they can be so angry yet not have high blood pressure... i won't be surprise if someone just fall die on the floor while trying to bring each other down... it would be better if both die together... haiz... if only a family is just like a deck of cards... i can change family anytime i want... too bad for me...

Can someone please remind me why did i agree to wake up so early this morning? I don't remember why... but it's all over... too bad for me... met Yvonne at YCK MRT damn early in the morning... ate MacBreakfast with Jerry and Yvonne... headed to school to support Akina, Chris and Xiu Ling for their badminton friendly match... the 2 Cs(Chan & Charlene) came later... and HuiYan appeared even later... the matches went on and RP won... then everyone started playing badminton after the matches... i went down to play my PSP while YanYan studied and C&C headed back to Chan's place for Chan to get a new shirt... finally 2pm came and everyone was done... head down to Causeway for lunch at Pizza Hut... Sebastian came along(Akina's classmate)... damn... that guy is real good... he made me laugh real bad... it's been damn long since i laughed so hard... haha... i felt real good...

One thing that made my day work while was that i met the cute girl again... she is in cheerleading... haha... WHHOOO!!! haha... i'm a happy man!!!


Next thing that made me a happy man... i finally bought Fatal Seduction 2!!! WHHOOO!!! finally i can read again... Fatal Seduction was a good book about love, sex, AIDS etc... now No.2... i don't know what to expect... haha... now no inspiration... so it shall remain as a short entry for today...

WHHOOO!!! i hate myself... for not pushing myself... no aches today... so yesterday's training was put to waste... haiz... today i did total of 36 chin ups already... 12 in the morning, 12 when i reach home and 12 before shower... i still feel nothing now... later i plan to do 100 push ups before i sleep... time waits for no man... haiz... then monday no gyming cause i'll be watching Resident Evil for free with gym buddies... i need to do something to compensate the day's loss... haiz... time to kill you cells... i'm sorry but you guys have to reproduce faster...


Short day made long today... lesson was a breeze... ended at about 3pm... later had the Red Cross meeting... then headed for Sakae Sushi... met up with W15H and chill out... damn damn lot of fun chatting and laughing... haha... ended spending lots of time with them... and headed home near 7pm... haha... thanks peeps... you gave me a reason to live... haha...

WHHOOO!!! and WHHOOO!!! again... today gyming ended super early... like 7.30... damn... how often can you end gyming at this time... haha... the reason is because school ended early... damn early... like before 4... haha... lesson was interesting... and i sang for presentation... the windows are still around, don't worry... and today no Alvin... that guy is a busy man today... so no waiting for each other and i headed for gym with Wei Hong... do the usuals for shoulders... then there was this big man who told us that we were training wrongly... so he guided us and wow... all the pain came... it's been long since i had such pain during gym... maybe the pain is always there... but today's pain is different... it's so same yet different from before... but it was great... more pain please... i need more pain... anyway, head to J8 for dinner... met cozzie and auntie there... anyway, ate at Mac again... cause the magic coupons will expire on monday... so use it while we can... haha...

Going home at 8.30 is good... all the business ladies are going home from work... after a good work out, i can check them out in the train... haha... how cool is that... haha... nevermind...


Happy Birthday Kaiser... waited for an hour to celebrate his birthday... but it was worth the wait... everyone was happy at the end of the day... haha... and while waiting, i did some cat walks to entertain everybody and ended up getting all the other guys in trouble, they were all forced by the girls to do some cat walk... haha... it was damn fun... now i have difficulties walking properly when i see my friends... haha... i think i'm turning gay... playing around with gay actions is turning me gay... gay in the homosexual mean... not the happy one anymore... somebody kill me before i become a full gay and start grabbing men's butts...

I really need a bank now... a bank to rob... 2 birthdays in 1 week... it's crazy man... my friend say October is the birthday month... cause if you count about 10 months back, it's around December-January period... and that is the holiday season... so people will be free to make babies... lots of babies in fact... haha... and it would be better to rob the bank then pretend to be a monk and beg for money... cause if i were caught by the police, i can tell my in-mates that i'm in jail for robbing a bank... at least it's way better than being arrested for begging... that is so gay man... haha...


Just joined RP Red Cross... damn cool... met a bunch of people and receive some messages from a foreign number regarding Red Cross activities... the surprising thing is that i'm in the committee when i just become a member... haha... i treasurer to be exact... next time i can go save girlspeople... haha... Red Cross is not gay by the way... it's just an IG full of gentle people...

Ok man... rare occasion to have so much time on hand... i'll go spend it wisely now... RJ and maybe some guitar before grandmama sleeps... then PSP!!! WHHOOO!!!

Haiz... Everytime i tell myself i want to learn the solo of "Stairway to Heaven" by Led Zepplins, i always find myself on the PSP... haiz... why do i always play? i think i'll burn my PSP and go to japan to buy the lavander purple PSP Slim... WHAHAHA!!! i'll try to practise some self control and go learn up that solo... but i need to be home early first... if not my grandmama will not be able to get her beauty sleep... haiz... i ought to be shot in the head... somebody please kill me!!

WHHOOO!!! i got a new craving!!! but this time it's not a food craving... i'm craving for pain... you might think i'm crazy or stupid... but seriously, i want pain... i feel so small... this morning woke up at 4am... can't sleep... then i start touching myself(think straight)... i feel so small... my arms are all so small and my breastchest had shrunk so much... and strangely, in all the ache from gyming, i did push ups on my bed... i think i'm going crazy... later, i just went down to get a cup of water and went back to sleep... by now you'll be thinking that i'm some crazy shit idiot who is obsess with crazy exercise... but i guess to are damn right... now i've a plan... might not be perfect, but i know it's a good plan... i've got my shoulders from all the chin ups i've done over the years... and now i've stopped for quite sometime... so i guess i'll have to do them again... from today onwards, every time i walk pass a chin up bar, i must do at least 12 chin ups... and i've started already... i'm going to grow my shoulders back to it's original size or bigger... they are going to grow so big they'll look like inverted papayas... haha... sounds real cool...



No more acting for W15H anymore!!! WHHOOO!!! after all the long planning from Yvonne and Akina and acting from everyone, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRICIA!!! i think the class is full of potential actors and actrsses... haha... that makes them very dangerous people... haha... if you know what i mean... anyway, if i ever make it big in media and become a script writer, i'll make a movie titled: "The Class of W15H"... haha... sounds damn cool...

Today while homing with Hui Yan, i've got inspired to write this part of this entry... haha... Hui Yan was telling me about her indian faci speaking english that nobody understands... so i sat there thinking awhile and realised something... we singaporeans speak singlish right? white people speak english right? so indians speak inglish... a new language so complex that many could not understand... people like Hui Yan had become victims of such language... haha... i think it's damn cool... it's like a dialect... chinese has teochew, Hokien and many many more... so does english... now there are singlish and inglish... haha... the rest is for your imagination to run wild and crazy...

Should have gone to Japan to buy this lavender purple PSP Slim... damn nice colour... and fuck those people who think purple is gay... fuck you all many many...


My current best friend... haha...


My next best friend... still waiting... haha... but wait damn long... the game is still not out yet... but by the time it's out i'll have completed with MHF2...

I think i'll be going to hell when i die... actually, i know i'll be going to hell when i die... reason being i torture my body... wha... today gym like shit man... i pushed myself cause it's chest day... push until my arms all dying... and my chest all lost all it's nerves... no more feeling... but tomorrow the pain will be massive... haha... tomorrow no body must touch me... haha...

I realised something bad about going to gym with singlet... you'll see to much and get paranoid... after looking at myself in the mirror, i feel that my shoulders had shrunk... front shoulder to be exact... haiz... i damn sad... it looks so small... i feel puny... like a little harmless little idiot... somebody please kill me!! so that i can go to hell faster... anyway, it's great to have friends in the gym... made friends with a new gym guy... met him on friday... but we could not confirm each others identity till today... haha... damn cool... can learn a lot from each other... haha...


WHHOOO!!! i'm a happy man today!! last thursday after gym, we were eating at Mac because of some magic coupons... and there i met this cute girl... haha... sitting diagonally in front of me... WHHOOO!!! i was watching her the whole time... and guess what... i met her again today... and it's not in Mac this time... i met her in school!!! WHHOOO!!! that means we're in the same school!! time to make some friends... haha... i'm going to walk by the pillar everyday after school from now on... haha...

Just wasted another day of my life like yesterday... haiz... the PSP is really time consuming... but i'm surprised that i've crossed HR2 today... it's surprisingly fast... compared to the last time i played it... haiz... whole day playing the PSP and occasionally stopping to play the guitar... stupid me...


Grandmama and i are under one roof... she moved in today... cause her maid is going back to indonesia for 2 weeks... no more late nights cause i might disturb grandmama's rest... now here is the real problem... you all know i'm not very good with my mother tongue... and coincidentally, i'm not too good with my grandmother tongue either... haiz... very hard to communicate... i can only remember the very basic words... haiz... i wish some magic would be casted on me and i hope i can speak my grandmother tongue well for the next 2 weeks... haiz...


UT is round the corner... haiz... time to put down my games and get focused... especially with all my current daily grades... i really need my UT to pull everything up... haiz... my life kind of suck... well, too bad for myself...

WHHOOO!!! i don't know why again... i finally converted!!! no in the sense of religion... i'm still the same old anti-buddhist buddhist free thinker wannabe... haha... my Monster Hunter Freedom 2... i've changed to play the american version... and that means a lot to me... took me a very long time to consider it... cause it took me 3 weeks to play to HR4... and it's very hard to get that far... now i have to replay the whole thing... i completed HR1 in 1 hour today...and i just reach the end of HR2 now... tomorrow then continue... and my current situation is the toughest one i've ever faced in the game... the last time it took me 3 days to complete just one mission... i hope i can finish it by tomorrow... i need to progress quickly... haha... and now the reason why i converted... everyone is playing the american version!!! my bro... even Kaiser is playing the american version... i'll be damn damn damn lonely if i don't... no joy of team work... and my loser bro converted and downloaded someone else's saved game... which was hacked and completed... so he has everything... but not really playing the game... that loser... so now i'm playing the american version everybody!!! let me know if you have the game... then we can play together... WHHOOO!!!


I think it's about time to commit suicide... i've gotten 3 Cs in 2 weeks... and that is no good... last sem i got 2 Cs in the first 3 weeks... now opposite... haiz... i can go and die already...


Went for a hair shave today... maybe not so much of a shave... but i got rid of my helmet... maybe not get rid... but change to a smaller one size... haha... less hair, less mess... better not give too much details now... haha... must give surprise to everyone... haha...


No inspiration today for blogging... restricted topics... can't elaborate and inspire myself... haha... my patiences shall pay off... haha...

WHHOOO!!! i don't know why... haha... i screwed up today's presentation... the hulk is back... i've turned stupid... and i want to eat longans!!!


I think i've just got really stupid... i've been playing this "Monster Hunter Freedom 2" for quite a couple of weeks now... and there is on quest which i can't complete... and without completing this quest, i cannot complete all of this certain rank's quest... i've read many guides but still could not finish the quest... here is the reason... i read "Firefly" as "Flashbug"... that is how stupid i've become... haha...

Haiz... Kaiser have the same PSP game as me... but his is the American version... mine is the European version... and we can't play together... dammit... i think i'm fated to be a lonely man... no happy or sexy or hungry or angry man... now it's the lonely man... even my bro had converted to play with his army friends... now i'm the only one playing the European version... haiz...


Haiz again... MRTed with YQ and her friend today... they both psycho me to join Red Cross... and this had kept me thinking... maybe i'll join... the people seemed real friendly... and they had described it until it sounded real slack... haha... lazy people like me need such things... well, that does not mean the people in the IG are lazy... haha... and it seems interesting... haha... i'll think about it...


Time to do my necessities... haha... if you know what i mean... here is a hint... think clean... haha...

I feel like a sick bastard... not sick in the mind this time though... dammit... my morning was spoilt by my sis when she took her time to shower and expect me to wash up, shower, eat and be ready to leave in 15mins... what the hell man... i'm not the flash or superman... be more realistic and considerate man...


Coming back to the sick part... i don't know why... but i'm very weak today... got a bad flu and left school early... it kind of feels good when i left school... i only realised that school had taken so much of my time... i feel so free and feel that everything i do seemed to be so early... haha...but it's wrong man... haha... in the morning all i had was a slight runny nose... then when i'm in school, everything kicked in... i saw my past flashing before my eyes... i remembered somethings that i was supposed to do but have forgotten... and then i forgot about them again... i felt like crap man... the worst thing to be lack of when you're having a a flu is tissue... and that was exactly what happened to me... i was low on supplies... and was dying without them... that is why i always bring more tissue packets to school... and people think i'm some tissue man who goes to coffeeshops to sell tissue after school... i had to abandon my group and went home for a good sleep... and wasted $11 on taxi... i think it's my fault that i fell sick... cause i did not answer nature's call yesterday... not the shitting nature's call but the you'll-be-sick-if-you-don't-sleep-now nature's call...this usually happen... i would feel damn tired the day before i fall sick... and if i answered the call, then i'll be fine the day after... but no, i was stupid last night... i was free since 10pm... and as you can see, my previous entry was relatively short... i ended up letting my gaming addiction take the greater side of me... i told myself that i'll play for a short while but ended up stopping at 12... i deserve to be sick... i ought to be dead now... don't worry cause i'll be getting an early night tonight... i hope...


There is one thing that had been bothering me since yesterday... and it's not about my stupidity... i think i'm turning blind... my vision had gotten very blur and i find it hard to see things... last night i still charge across the road because i could not judge how far the car was... damn... one day i'll you'll see me pretending to be blind at Woodlands MRT selling tissue... haiz... i hope this blur vision leaves me soon... i still have a long life ahead...


I think the Ban Mian auntie at E1 is good man... hehe... i feel like eating it now... haha... that's a new craving waiting to be satisfied... haha... i don't know why but my life seems to revolve around food... damn... i'm waiting for dinner now and blogging about food... now i'm damn damn hungry... i think this month is the Hungry-Sam Festival... i just feel like eating everything... haha... whatever that comes to mind must be satisfied or i'll not be a sexy happy man... i just need to eat man... maybe it's my second puberty or something... FOOD!!!

Wah... today my blood pressure very high... i don't want to be evil or anything... so i'll try my very best to describe everything nicely... ok... today i was damn pissed over something... i felt that one of my friend was very stubborn... everything must go his way... i just want to try out my own method to solving today's problem but no... everything must be his way... dammit... in the end where was a bloody cold war... i was on the verge of leaving class then... i was trying my very best to solve this problem nicely... and this friend just come and fuck me and suddenly become very sarcastic... i'm now trying my very best to hold back all my crazy insulting ideas man... and without them it's hard to describe how i really feel... damn...

GST increase, Shroom Burger decrease... Dammit lah... i'll never eat KFC again... the burger is as small as a cup of a small whip potato... dammit... took me about 4 bites to finish it... wasted my money man... from $2.15 to $3... i think the money is going into making the wrapper look nicer or maybe i get more ice for the drink... this is bad man... i promise i'll never go to any KFC again... who knows next time they sell 1 piece chicken at the price of 2... then you see your chicken have more oil... whatever man... i'll never go back there...

Yesterday i had some magic coupons for Mac... after gym we went to eat mac... haha... long time since i ate it... since the day i self-proclaimed myself bandcrupt... but the eating was spoilt by a bloody bitch behind the counter... my $1.60 change came to me in 10cents... not a single 20cent... if there were any 20cents, i'll be complaining lesser... but no... it's all in 20cents... damn bitch... just because i got magic coupons doesn't mean i want 10cents... i don't collect them... i wanted to throw them back at her... but i was nice... ok, i tried to be nice... i took the coins and grumbled when i'm back at the table... damn... lucky i had magic coupons and i had redeemed a free item... if not i'll really be a angry man...

Haiz... what a tiring day... the day started fine... no waking up with thumbs tapping on the bed... and today's problem seemed so easy yet so difficult... it's crazy man... anyway, lets not be bother by my unnecessary troubles... gyming today was crazy... crazily interesting... did triceps than biceps then chest... the last time we started with chest and ended with triceps... and it was bad... our triceps were so dead we could not work them... this is because when training chest, triceps so happen to be one of the muscle groups involved in chest training... today was different... i killed my triceps... and did heavy weights for my chest... i think i ought to be dead by now as all the muscles were pretty much dead and after a certain point, the body can't push anymore... haha... i think i did not do my chest train correctly... but still, my chest is still equally dead... when i tried to do some push-ups with Alvin pressing on my back, i just fall flat on my face when i bent my elbows... haha... i'm that pathetic...


I think i need a hair cut badly... after looking at myself in the mirror for a long time in the gym during training, i realised i look a little like a dick head... damn disgusting... disgustingly mess and untidy... sometimes i feel that i'm wearing a helmet... haha... like a rhino's horn, made up of hair... i got myself a helmet made of hair too... haha... my hair is so thick i think it had become a one way ticket for insects that goes in... it's almost impossible for any living think to find it's way out of my helmet... i might find loose change in my hair too... haha... next time i buy food, when i get change then i'll just leave them in my hair... haha... and the best part is that the barber can get his pay just by cutting my hair... the coins will all start falling and there you go... $8... haha...


I want to work in mediacorp in the future... cause i want to kiss those cute actresses... haha... won't it be great if i can tell my friends that i've kissed the girl on TV... haha... so cool man...


I need to go cut my nails now... it's getting chaoticly long... sometimes i feel like a woman... and it's length is getting in the way of me holding chords on the guitar... the nails touch the frets even before i can hold the string down... haha... time to go...

Opps... i think i've just broke the dustbin...


Honestly, it was an accident... i just step and it broke... haha... i realised i've been breaking a lot of things at home... a couple of glass cups and now the dustbin... lucky i've not broken any bones... haha... anyway, i got a bright idea this morning... i'll buy a dustbin as a christmas present for the family... cause everyone will need it... and it's very important to the house... haha... i buy one present for all, and everyone buys a present for me... haha... but my christmas had never been one which people exchange presents... if i'm not wrong, since i entered primary school, everything had changed... so no presents every year... not even birthdays... haha... so maybe i'll not buy the dustbin for the family after all... haha... not that i'm evil... but there is no benefit doing so... i'll just have to find other means of make a dustbin appear from no where... i think i'll get the one from the toilet to substitute the broken one...