I think my life is driven by food... this morning i had a superlious breakfast... 1 McMuffin, Hot Cakes and 2 soft boiled eggs... i feel damn good eating so much... breakfast was at 11.30am... and 12.30pm was lunch at my grandparents place... it's crazy man... in the end i skipped lunch cause i needed to leave early for band... there was curry man... i missed it cause i was too full and had to leave early... what a waste... haiz... i went vegetarian for dinner... half the plate was covered in cabbage... one quarter was pork and one piece of nugget... haha... but about 2 hours later, hunger strikes back... this time i had cravings... i feel like eating chocolate chip cookies and lor mee... now i'm stealing my sister's sweets to eat... i think i'm becoming a eating monster... i just have to eat everything i see... i can't stop man... haha... must go one a super feast sometime soon... now i want to eat pineapple tarts... haha... one of my most favourite food... haha... but must wait for CNY then have... and i only eat good ones... haha...and pineapple tarts are the reason behind me falling sick just before every CNY... haha... damn heaty... and eat damn lot once they appear... haha... and strangely, i've been having a craving for sweet drinks lately... i feel good drinking them... i don't know why... maybe it's the time of the month where i just need to eat and drink a lot... like a woman's menstruation... haha... i'll try to control a little on the sweet drink though... it's bad for health... but food wise, i'll just eat what i can get my hands on... haha...


I think my Billabong pants is cursed... firstly, it's getting shorter magically... next, every time i wear it, i'll bleed somewhere... the last time i wore it, i had a bad fall and my knee bled like shit... today my palm had this bubble and i popped it and it bled pretty much... so i wipe the blood on my pants... like every other times... haha... some crazy pants... haha... i hope nothing happens for the rest of the week... one pants, one week... haha... it's normal... not dirty... haha...

Firstly, fuck blogspot... so hard to upload pictures... always night time then cannot upload... i think blogspot is some how related to the moon or something... tomorrow than i upload the picture and blog about it...


I feel that i've wasted a day... the whole day belonged to guitar, PSP and TV... haiz... when you are enjoying yourself, time flies... haiz...

I was watching Miss Teen USA with my siblings just now... see all the girls... haha... my parents not home so the house is still not in chaos... anyway, back to the girls... nothing much to see... some pretty, many not pretty... pretty ones also not choosen... the people must be blind... so we stopped watching...

Haiz... my life is so boring on weekends... haiz... i wish i had more to do...

Went shopping with Yvonne, Jerry and Hui Jun at Bugis after school... surprised that i go shopping? haha... i am too... i promised Yvonne that i will not complain... but it was really hard to control and i ended up complaining... haha... HJ and Yvonne bought some cardigan... and they made me try one and took a picture of me in the cardigan... damn... i think you can see it on Yvonne's blog... i'll not post it up... i think i look gay and 'bang'... anyway, after that we went to chill at MOS Burger... we talked damn lot... about many things... and they told me many things that i did not expect them to say... really had a great talk... when i headed home with Yvonne and HJ, we talked damn damn damn lot again... and it really kept me thinking... thinking about a lot of things... and later when i walked with Yvonne to the bus stop, we talked damn damn lot again... and i realised that everything i have such talks with Yvonne, i'll be thinking damn lot... about everything man... it's crazy...

And i realised that i can't live without my friends... i feel that they are the ones who are giving me the love that i need... haiz... i'm very distracted now and had forgot all my ideas... how stupid of me... i was thinking so much on the way home... and now it's all gone... how retarded...

Here is the picture i promised late night... Tricia's hand-made spectacles...

Haiz... for some reason, i feel like a dumb fuck(a fucking dumb person)... i forgot to bring a towel and had to pay an additional $1 for a towel... wasted my money... and strangely, i getting very annoyed by a game... Monster Hunter Freedom 2... i've played like almost 3 hours and still can't complete the quest... damn damn damn... i better succeed tonight or i'll start killing people...


I realised my feet stinks big time... strangely, i can smell it from under the table in class... i hope my friends don't smell a shit... now i'm trying very hard to remove the smell for good... i soap my feet when i bathe... but the smell leaves till the next time i'm in school... dammit... does anyone have a smelly feet remedy? please share your secrets... even if i have to run around RP naked, i would do it... i'll do anything to make my feet smell good... i really need help for this... haiz...


Tricia made a pair of spectacles today... damn cool... i think i need to get one of it and break the sameness... haha... i'll upload the picture another day cause the damn think can't upload my picture now...

Anyway, the time now is 11.31pm... AND I'VE KILLED THE KHEZU!!! took me about 40mins to kill that shit... now i can be a happy man and play happily!!! WHHOOO!!!

Haiz... i don't know why... but i feel like an angry man nowadays... i realised that my past entries had lots of "fuck" in them... it seems that "fuck" had just become my new best friend... strange... i don't know where this anger is coming from... but it can be a advantage to me... i can channel this anger into gyming... then can push myself even harder and make my shirts tight again... haiz... now i feel sad know that the shirt that i wore i the past were once tight... back in W15H days... haha... i enjoy flexing once in awhile to make myself feel good... haha... now i have no tight shirts anymore... i'm going to push myself till the ex-tight shirts turn tight again... haha... with anger, i can become the Incredible Hulk again... it's been so long since i was him... haha... just hope i don't die in the process of growing... haha... back to the angry man... I think i'll this shit is coming from me being deprived from my leisure... i don't get play and proper sleep... the first level of Maslow's Hierarchy of Need is gone... there can be nothing above... haiz... that's life man...

Back to gyming again... monday's gyming had not healed yet... my body is still aching... and my right shoulder is still injured... strangely, it's always the master arm which is injured... my right wrist has a problem... whenever i rotate it, after a certain number of times, my wrist will get stuck and it's damn pain... i think the way i got this injury was kind of retarded... here goes... laugh if you need to... i slipped on my jeans while playing soccer with my cousins and fell on my wrist... this is the most possible reason i can find to my wrist injury... but that is where all the problems in my wrist came from... now my shoulder is injured... everyday i feel a little discomfort since monday... haiz... the pain better not stay... or i'll be in trouble... if not i'll be as good as someone who just got stroke... i don't want to be some storeman in the army... i want to go play catching in the forest with many other men... haiz... must go drown myself in soya bean milk tonight... my secret body ache remedy... haha...


I think SBS is fucking stupid... today while homing, i when to queue for the usual bus... the queue was fucking long... you know those metal racks that people sit on while waiting for their bus, the queue was long enough to fill at least 7 metal racks... then a fucking single decked bus came... how the fuck is everyone gonna squeeze in there? i think SBS want to compete for the Geniuses World Record most number of people in a damn bus... it was worst than a can of sardines... there were almost no movement space... what if someone from behind grab my butt? how am i going to turn around and ask that person to pay me for that grab? and not forgetting my super big bag... where every turn would hit someone behind me... haha... that was the only fun thing... if i were to do a spin everyone would be screaming and trying to get a good grip of something... then i can spin and head for the entrance to alight... haha... should have tried it... and video it too... haha... back to the story... i think it's kind of retarded... i paid 45 cent for such a ride?! and the government still want to increase transport fare... fuck man... then the buses better be longer or something... if not i'll go tie bomb bags on some random friend and go attack the Parliament when they are having meetings... see... i'm willing to sacrifice my friends for the majority... i'm so nice... if they die then they don't need to pay the bus fare anymore... if the first friend don't succeed, i'll send another friend... and if that don't work, i'll send one more friend until it finally work... and if i had lost all my friends, i'll go make new ones... and if all plans fail, i'll just have repeat history... the Hock Lee Bus Riot... i'll start the Uncle Tan Bus Riot... and you'll see me on your kids history book in the future... how cool... then my friends can tell their kids that i was once their friend... haha... opps... all my friends would be dead before i go for the riot right... so that leaves me with no friends to tell their kids such stuff... but people still can tell their kids, "I sat the same bus with this guy before..." and "I was beside him when he started the riot.."... haha... sounds cool man... haha... i can be more famous than George Bush... and you'll see on news, "Tsunami, Earthquakes, Now Mad Man?"... haha... i'll have my own article... and my parents will get famous as they will be interview by the media... and i can be the camera man... haha... ok man... i know i'm getting very lame... i 'll go to bed now... goodnight world...

WHHOOO!!! MOON CAKE FESTIVAL!!! some special occasion man... just like the friday 13th... where many shit happens... my faci's laptop had problems... Jojo and Huimin's Lappy had problems too... my dear Sri Lanka boy was very stressed at work... i was very sleepy... HuiYan did not bring her nail cutter... so much happened on the day of the fullest moon... strange but true... maybe now somewhere on earth is having high tide and some country out there is getting devoured by some monster wave... one hell of a day... haha...


Jamming with Alvin, Wei Hong and Akina outside my classroom today... WHHOOO!!! acoustic version... haha... damn cool... but i played till my fingers turned purple... 3 hours of jamming... left school at about 9.15pm with Chan and Charlene... haha... damn fun... Chan lend me his acoustic... i'm so happy... he cay can return him at the end of the year... i think i'll wait till end of semester... haha... or wait till the end of my saving campaign for a 12-string acoustic... provided he don't see this... and nobody tells him about this... haha...

Blogging in school again... i feel like fuck now... very reluctant to do anything... i guess it's monday blues... i feel that W15H is missing each other very badly... i can feel it in everyone when i went to eat with them just now... some showed signs during the msn meeting before brunch... i already felt something is not right... honestly, it's getting harder to push my emotions down... it's getting had to hide... i really miss everyone too... but still, life goes on... i believe if everyone is able to get pull through this tough moment, day ahead would be fine... i hope everyone would be strong... haiz... it's the darkest moment now where everyone just need each other... well, there is always a rainbow after a storm... there is a great sense of longing i want to satisfy... but it all just seem so impossible...

I feel pretty fucked up now... honestly... i'm getting really irritated by all the fucking shit that are being thrown at me... i become responsible for other people's actions... what the fuck man... now i must find solutions to make everything look perfect... this sucks real bad... sometimes i just i was not born... and if i were born, i wish i'm dead... man... i hate facing all this shit... if i can't get a solution on time, i get fucked up... fuck man...


Today gyming was great... despite being so tired all day, i managed to get my mental strength and push myself damn damn hard... i carried weights way beyond my limits... and ended up injuring my right shoulder... but who cares... it's not as bad compared to what shit i get after gym... my body feels fucking good... but my mind is filled with so much shit now... fuckers... you people think it's cool to watch me get fucked up and eat your shit... i think you are just being stupid... your actions are just make me become stronger and more immune to all this shit... at the same time, i can plan on how i can counter such shit and make you people eat my shit... together with those you make for me... fucking idiots... just wasting my time... no wonder government increasing retirement age... cause they know that we are not spending quality time on working but instead we are wasting time to shit in a plastic bag and throw it at someone else... they increase th retirement age to compensate the time loss from all the shit throwing activities... what the fuck man... i think i'll die working...

What an early morning... woke up at 4.30am for SWO's performance at the Botanical Garden... PM Lee visited too... saw him live for the second time... still the same stubborn man... refuse to not increase transport fare and GST... haiz... anyway, there was this remote-controlled kite during the launch... kind of retarded to have remote-controlled kites but it looked real cool... a couple of them circling the sky... damn tiring... haha... only slept for 5hrs... and 2hrs more in the afternoon when i'm home... haha... total only 7hrs of sleep... should be enough... tomorrow going 'chiong' sleep already... must replace my lack of sleep... if not school is going to suck... haha...


Just now went for dinner with my extended family to celebrate my grandma's birthday... damn fun... go have fun with all my cousins... mostly older... keep on cocking about... haha... and i also get a chance to see my niece... haha... the little girl is so small and light that i almost threw her when i carried her... haha... cause i use to carry my younger cousins... about 4 to 6 years old... now carry a 1 year old kid... the weight difference is damn big... haha... but she damn cute... haha... really had lots of great fun... next time i'll be going to Sentosa with my cousins... they say i need some tanning... so they planning to go Sentosa together... haha... can't wait man... haha...


Here is some really cool songs by Jack Black... damn... i think i'm addicted... haha...

Blogging in class man... ppt's almost done... left about 2 slides left to do... today doing some culture module... it really got me thinking real hard... really interesting... damn cool... so cool that i'm feeling cold in class... haiz... think i should be dying real soon... haha... damn damn tired... slept at about 1+ last night... i was watch Jack Black videos and cutting the chunk of dries blood off my knee... now i've removed at least 3/4 of it already... tomorrow than cut again... cause tonight i must sleep damn damn early... if not i'll really die... cause tomorrow must wake up at 4.30AM... for the botanical garden performance... why PM Lee can wake up so damn early? i think he's crazy... cause the earlier he wakes up, the earlier i got to wake up... i think the PM is some monster... don't need to sleep one... haiz... some super human he is...

Haiz... tonight then i blog more... now just trying to pass time... hope someone visits me or something... i'm too lazy to move... i need to grow fatter after all...

Nothing much happened today other than me getting very stressed over trying to find out the similarities between holism and atomism... i sat in class thinking for about 30mins before giving up... cause i was getting really worked up and felt extremely stressed... ask Tricia for help over the matter and finally got enlightened... Then had a little cocking conversation with her... used it to relieve some stress... later, Yvonne, Sairi and Charlene visited my class... had a short chat with them before leaving... and Charlene tried to make my classmates get a bad impression of me... damn evil... haha... anyway, i would consider myself lucky for having such great classmates in comparison to the rest of ex-W15H... i think all everyone need is to just remove the mental barrier they had created and look on the bright side of life...

I can't wait for tomorrow... my plans are coming to an end... and the plan is to wake up early so that people will have to choose to sit with me instead of me choosing to sit with others... after tomorrow, i would know all the groupings and not worry about sitting with people... haha... so i can wake up a little later... i'm so tired this whole week already... i need to find some time to rest... haha... i think i better turn in real soon...


I think people don't really visit my blog... how often do people tag my blog man... haiz... i'm so unpopular... unlike all my girlfriends where their blog becomes a conference tagboard... haha... just kidding...

This song is really cool... i think i'll use it to propose to my girlfriend in the future... if i ever get one and remember this...

Haiz... today i had one hell of a day... my enterprise facilitator is a white man... from Austria... high-school dropout... became a chef... now holding 4 degrees and he is an entrepreneur... now he is a director of some company... the interesting things is that he is some rich bastard, what is he doing in RP? he said that teaching is his passion... i think he's at the wrong place... facilitators in RP are here to facilitate... Lecturers in other polys are there to teach... so go somewhere where you can teach and stop bringing those guns to school and shoot everyone down... haha... but i find his teaching damn interesting... i want to do the presenting next lesson... i want to try getting the feeling of going solo and getting shot by the white man... i'll bring a bullet proof vest... i want the experience... haha... here i come... haha...


Ok man... back from W15H outing... went AMK Hub... and i wasted $8 at the arcade... should have listen to Kaiser... haiz... lucky my sis returned me $11 yesterday... if not i'll have to cut by daily expanses even more and live on shit till the end of the month... waited for 7.03pm as my malay buddies needs the sun down to eat... so we went to the arcade to pass time... and i got tempted to play as it's been years since i entered one... haiz... and there goes my money... going into the pockets of people who tempt innocent people like me into spending precious money on meaningless fun... haiz... when the sun set, we headed for FOOD!!! i ate with Tricia, Mai, Raphael, Sairi and Chan at the coffee shop and talked about lots of shit... like shooting ice at the ministers in the coffee shop and stuff like that... haha... damn fun... the rest went to some Ah Mei Prata to eat... it smells damn good... but because of the lack of seats and increase in temptation due to the smell of food, i join the others at the coffee shop... haha... after meal, i went to near by game shop where they had a X-box outside for play... some little primary school kid was busy playing away... a stood there watching him while tying to pressure him to give up the controller to me... but the rest of the guys came and disturbed the little kid... in the end Tricia pulled us away to buy yogurt... haha... i managed to sneak back and stood very near to the kid to try to pressure him away... when the little finally gave up the controller, there was a littler boy who said he wanted to play... so as a matured kid, i gave up the controller to a kid that seemed to be in his early primary school kid... should not have let him play... now he might be addicted to playing he's going to fail everything and become a failure like me... haha... i was addicted to games when i was young too... that is when i became a failure... now i've woke up and i'm becoming the next richest and smartest Singaporean in Malaysia(due to the double in currency)... well, if the kid ever become like me, then he can be the next richest and smartest Singaporean in Ang Mo Kio...

One more thing... Happy Birthday to Hui Jun!!! now you are finally 2 years older than me... haha... looks like you are getting closer to your death day... haha... kidding... wait till my birthday reach than you'll be one year older than me... i think fully deserve to upgrade your title now... from "Drama Queen" and many many others to "Auntie"... next year you can be "Super Auntie"... haha... your birthday today to this paragraph is specially written for you... and it looks like this specially written had just come to and end...


I want to complain about Singaporean drivers as a whole... especially taxi drivers... i think they really want to save money... or save the earth... cause they driver without the headlights on at night!!! damn... they think turning off the headlights can increase the car batteries' life? or save the earth by reducing on power usage? what the hell man... and tonight was not the first time... the last time i almost got hit by a taxi that did not turn on the headlights... lucky now i'm more aware of such power-saving behaviour among drivers... i saw the damn HIRED taxi before i could create an opportunity to be hit... and that is earning $5 and paying a fine of $500 and an additional compensation medical fee? looks like there is more loss than profit... haiz... i think taxi drivers should paste their degree certificates in their taxi... to show that they really ought to be shot if they hit a jay-walker like me... PM Lee says he wants to start new university right? i think it will be STU again... Singapore Taxi University... Lesson No.1: Turn on headlights when driving at night... Lesson No. 2: DRIVE LIKE BATMAN! Never hit a single pedestrian even when speeding!!! it would be great like that man... in case one day some taxi driver thinks he is Spiderman's side-kick, Taximan, and start pulling stuns on the road... WITHOUT HEADLIGHTS ON... then we jay-walkers can get more out of these superheros wannabes... haha... your money is mine!!! haha... if there is any case of this Taximan around, at least we still have Policeman to bust these evil Taximan... haha...

WHHOOO!!! just finished my super long RJ... i took about 45mins to finish the whole thing... thanks to my facilitator... he appointed me a group leader... and it's all because of my big mouth... i talk too much... haiz... just because my team was quiet and tried to get everyone talking... i ask everyone who wanted to be a leader... and there was no responds... so i suggested we "Oh-Ya-Peh-Ya Son" to decided on the leader... but before we could do anything, the facilitator asked me to be the leader... how lucky... haiz... then after lesson, he asked all leaders to write about each of their each team mate's contribution to the team... haiz... so here i am doing up a super long RJ... i'll show you the damn long RJ... i need to print screen twice to get the whole picture... it's that long.. haha...

Today had a W15H human hunt with Jerry and gang... stopped work half way to join the hunt... haha... quite fun... haha..

My class is getting interesting... gut feeling tells me that it'll be like the previous W15H... but don't worry peeps... W15H is still special... but W34G has some really cool people... some very nice people... potential great friends... haha... i'll not miss this chance...

Today i did something really evil... apart from threatening charlene that i'll go shit at her classroom door... i insulted indians in public in front of an indian... and i feel really guilty about it... i don't know what i was thinking man... i'm really really sorry... i won't make excuses or push the blame... it's all my fault... please god... forgive me... be it the buddha or the hairy one or the one with an animal face... help me get rid of this sin... i promise i'll kiss Sara when i see him tomorrow...

Haiz... had a talk with my dad on the way home... and i've learnt a lot of facts about my current family situation... haiz... don't seem so good... but still, life goes on... i really need to start thinking... if i am thinking now, then it's not enough... i need to do more... haiz...


Not really in the mood to blog about the first day of a new semester... but still, i'll go on... W34G... my new class... had a hard time remembering it... so i got to note it down on my handphone so that i can see it whenever i check the time... manage to find my class and so happen that i was 30mins early... i got a reason for this... everyone is new... so it'll be hard to find seats among the new people... so i go early so that people will choose to seat with me... i don't need to choose to sit with the new people... haha... i always plan before hand... haha... and my class have 2 hot girls... haha... time to make good friends... haha...

And today ex-W15H really touch me... during Break 2, Yvonne and gang went class to class to get everyone together... and so happen that i was last in the list... haha... as usual, when i'm working, my music is always loud... and i did not hear anyone calling me or anything... in the end, the girls opened the door and shouted my name... haha... so nice... now everyone knows my name well... haha... we took some pictures outside my class... haha... damn fun... honestly, i miss you guys damn lot although i kept telling you guys to move on... haiz... seriously, we got to move on... haha... but whatever it is, stay in contact man!!! you people rock... but there are others out there waiting to be your friend... haha... move on peeps...

Haha... my life sucks... a lot just happened and it sucked... firstly, i just bought a PSP yesterday... and i underestimated its price... now i only have $60 left for this month... haha... but i still got back up money... i really wish i had a job or something...

Next... my dad is very angry... because i bought the PSP... i think he thinks that i'll lose focus of my work... i've been playing a lot this holiday because it's the holiday... why would i not find a way to relax and continue studying during the holidays? i think he thinks i'm slacking... but it's the holiday... i'm i suppose to be serious all the time? no rest? and in case he did not realise, reading is not leisure to me... reading is a criteria... to leisure... i don't see why i must live life this way... this is my life... i'm not a puppet or something... i'm human... if i die then everyone else's life continue... nothing stops man... sometimes i just wish i'm not born or something... so i don't have to worry about enjoying life and living... i think i'll be happier if i were not to exist...


No more sad things... yesterday night, i went to Kiko Loureiro's concert... damn damn nice... it was at some pub at suntec... went with the usual guitar group... nice music... but i got a very bad sit... because we were the first 30+ people to enter... YJ is a big fan of Kiko and wanted to go in early to get good seats... but in the end, we were damn early, like 1 hour early, but we still did not get good seats... my view was blocked be a big flat screen TV hanging on some wall... so i had to watch him perform through the TV although he was just in front of me... haha... but i can still see his right hand from a little gap ... haiz... and i did not win the lucky draw... 5 G1 Zoom Pedals were up for grabs... and i did not get a single one... so much for a $20 concert... only one complimentary drink... that's all... haiz... it's ok... the concert was good... the music was good... and Kiko was a really friendly... unlike some superstar who ask their fans of F O, Kiko approached has fans to take photos with him... he's a very nice guy... and he is some cool guy who can get along very well with anyone... haha... great man... i wanna be like him... a good guitarist who can balance music and people at the same time... life would be great if there is balance... haiz...


Tomorrow school resumes... haiz... i've been waiting... if not my dad might think i'm useless... and always lazing around at home... haiz... can't wait to meet new people... make new friends and stuff... haha... i'll try to be myself tomorrow... can't really be myself whenever i meet new people... i don't know why... and in the end, i become someone new among every group of friends... i'm never the same person in a different group of friends... that's why i don't like to bring people home or bring one group of friends to meet another... haiz... then there will be a clash in ideology... and people starts to fight and stuff... haiz... life is really tough... i hate this game of life... haiz...

This is some game i saw in Clarlene's blog... so i tried it out... in order, i'll post the questions then my answers to each questions and the result... you can try it if you want... kind of interesting... but i doubt some things in my own answers... i just write down everything that comes to mind when i'm doing the questionnaire... so don't blame me if you see something unsightly... especially the girls part... cause i don't really have any very close girlfriends...


The Game

TAKE 3 MINUTES TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT

THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME.

DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT.

IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY

1st. Get PEN and PAPER

2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW

3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results.

4th SCROLL DOWN ONE LINE AT THE TIME. DON`T READ AHEAD
otherwise YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN.

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1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT.




2. Next to the NUMBERS 1 & 2, WRITE DOWN ANY 2 NUMBERS YOU WANT.




3. Next to the NUMBERS 3 & 7, WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERS
OF THE OPPOSITE SEX. SAME SEX IF GAY.




CAUTION: DO NOT LOOK AHEAD or IT WILL NOT TURN OUT RIGHT




4. WRITE ANYONES NAME (like FRIENDS or FAMILY...)next to 4, 5, and 6.




DON`T CHEAT OR YOU`LL BE UPSET THAT YOU DID




5. WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in 8,9, 10 and 11




6. Finally, MAKE A WISH



My Answers

1. 1
2. 13
3. Yan Qing
4. Yong Jie
5. Wei Hong
6. Alvin
7. Yvonne
8. Wonderful Tonight- Eric Clapton
9. In Your Face- Children of Bodom
10. Just Carry On- Stratovarious
11. Stand By Me- Oasis


The Answers

1. THE NUMBER of PEOPLE THAT LIKE YOU is found in SPACE 2




2. THE PERSON IN SPACE 3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE




3. THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship CANNOT WORK is in SPACE 7




4. YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON you put in SPACE 4.





5. THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 IS THE ONE WHO KNOWS YOU VERY WELL.




6. THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS YOUR LUCKY STAR




7. THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THAT MATCHES WITH THE PERSON IN NUMBER 3.




8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THE PERSON IN 7.





9. THE 10TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT YOUR MIND.




10. AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT LIFE.




11. NUMBER 1 IS YOUR LUCKY NUMBER

Damn damn damn damn damn damn DAMN!!! i swear i'll either learn to speak chinese or totally give up chinese... just now there was a china woman looking for my dad... overseas call... damn scary... the first thing that came to mind is "SHIT!!!"... then i tried to pass the phone to my mama... but she was busy and ask me to do all the talking... damn... it was really difficult... when she read out my dad's handphone number, i got to write it down on the paper in numbers to confirm the number... WHA!!! i feel so retarded...


Ok man... no more chinese worries... i finally changed my guitar strings... i don't really like to change my strings... reason being guitar strings are expensive($10+) and i'm afraid the strings snap... last time my friend got pierced in the finger when he was changing the guitar strings... well, i'm smart enough to learn from others mistakes... i did not want to practise having injections so i decided to play safe... i wore thick rubber gloves when i worked on the strings... i got a whole lot of tools to assist my safe changing of strings... haha... i was forced to change the strings because the last time when i was at W15H chalet, i used the cloth which was suppose to wipe my guitar strings after use to clean up the place... there after, my strings start to rust... again... in the past, my strings start to rust when they were just 2 days old... it's either my house is too humid or that i have sweaty palms... so after i got the cloth to wipe the moisture off the strings, my strings can last for months... that is a real big difference... so i waited for the day where my sister helped me buy the cloth again before changing the strings... if possible, i'll never want to change my guitar strings... save money and less troublesome... and i know friend who changes his strings every 20 hours of use... and he plays the guitar at least 2 hours everyday... that means every 10 days, he has to change his strings... that is crazy... well, that's him...


I feel that money is not my good friend... it keeps running away from me... in fact, it is running faster than it is coming to me... haiz... gym $1.50... 8 times a month... $12 a month... food after gym $5... 8 times a month... $40 a month... transport, $68... this is the standard amount i must spend a month... so total is $120... and that is a big sum... and i still have my hangouts and needs and wants to pay for... haiz... i thik i must go and bury some 1 dollar coins in my garden and water it daily... maybe something might grow out... and i'll be a happy man... haiz...


I'm learning a new song... and it's damn damn nice... and when i play and sing it, all the girls will cock steam go high and love me... haha... then i can be like the piper guy in some fairy tale story... i'll play the guitar and girls will all fall into a trance follow me about... haha... here is the song... i'm working on it really hard... haha...

Check this out man...


Damn the keyboard at the start is damn nice... but i hate the vocal... everything i hear the vocal, i feel a little nauseous... i don't really know why... must be some angry man music side effects... anyway, the music is nice... without the vocal... and i don't enjoy such black metal or death metal or whatever metal genre... but i can't insult them too much too... cause some of my buddies life such musics and one of them is a fan of this band... haha... the type of metal i listen is more gentle... not so fierce... haha... you want sample?

This on the MTV is kind of gay... but what i like is the music...

This one is some damn cool musical metal band...

This one pretty old... but very known... they are not really heavy metal... i love the guitar solo towards the end... damn damn nice... and it's damn cool that this concert has a symphonic band performing with them... haha...

So here is a comparison between black, death metal and sam's gentle metal... haha... please don't anyhow say i like metal... and don't generalise all metal listeners or bands as evil people... that is stereotyping... and don't generals the 'metal' genre... there are many types of metal as you can see... haha...


Sem 2 lessons will be starting at 8.30am... according to Hui Jun... if she is wrong, i'll be half and hour early in everything... that includes wakng up... and that means less sleep... and to top that, my new classmates will think i'm a very good boy and i'm never late... the fact is, i'm starting to be late nowadays... i don't know why too... just late when i meet my friends... and come to think of it, time is very limited... 10 seconds is 1/6 of a minute... and 1 minute is 1/60 of an hour... 15 minutes is 1/4 of an hour... i feel that time is moving too quickly... i feel very compressed... there is just so little time in an hour... it gets hard to do things... i start to feel pressured when time passes too quickly... haiz... i really don't understand...


After i did some thinking in the MRT after gym, i just found my long lost passion... and it's writing... haha... very unexpected though... i still remembered my primary two teacher said that i had very good ideas... and she said that i have the potential to be a script writer... haha... in primary six, my english teacher said that i had very good writing skills... but my spelling errors had always pulled my grades down... haha... now have microsoft words already... no need to be afraid of speelling errors... haha... ok... back... in secondary school. my teachers always say that my compositions are very well written... and i always scored well for my compositions... haha... but then again, the spelling bug was still stuck on me... if they allowed dictionaries, i think i'll be way better... haha... at least now i have a reason to be in new media... although i don't really know what is it about yet... haha... but i guess it has something to do with the media... maybe i can consider becoming a script writter... or i can write books like Dan Brown(auther of Da Vinci's Code)... his books are really good... although i've only read 2 out of 4 of his books... or i can write a book like Hairy Bottoms... but i'll name my lead character Hairless Buttock... haha... at least i'll have somewhere to pen down my crazy ideas onto... haha... but i don't do much writing nowadays... reason being i'm too busy or tired or i don't have a idea to expand on or i just can't be bothered to do so... haha... whatever the future is, i'll just have to accept it...

I've found my new secret for my gyming... haha... this is my new energy source...

Apple Tea from 7-11(or anywhere else)

Damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn tired now... haiz... just had a really really really really lllloooonnnngggg day... in fact, the long day was more than 24 hours long... haha... so here is sam's great adventure of the long day...

Firstly, i hate frogs... be it dead or alive... i hate them all... because of last year... where i stuck my feet into my shoe which happened to be a new home for one of the resident in my estate... i hate frogs since then... i'm fine with pictures... but not the real thing... but yesterday was different... yesterday i had a new frind in my sport shoe... but this time was no frog... when i reached down to pack my shoe, i felt a twig like feeling in my shoe... i got a little frighten and turned on the lights... to my surprise, i spider as big as my palm... slightly bigger, to be exact... damn scary... its' body was small but the legs were long and looked like small twigs... damn... it managed to escaped... too bad... i really hope it did not make any little spiders in my shoe while it spent it's time in there... tomorrow wearing the shoe... should try some insecticide in my shoe... haha...

Ok... now back to the story... went to WH's place with YJ to game... Gears of War and Ninty Nine Night... played till 6am before having 3 hours of sleep... woke up and rushed home cause i was meeting Akina and Yvonne for jamming at 12... rushed home, get a 30min nap, shower and get prepared for jamming... met up everyone and headed to Dhoby Ghout to jam with WH, YJ, Alvin, Akina and Yvonne... damn lots of fun... but we were poorly organised and unprepared... so did not really play much together... haha... but still damn fun... haha...

After jamming, Akina, Yvonne and i headed down to Raphael's place for dry swimming... i did not play... cause i was too tired... many were at his place... Yan Qing, Hui Jun, Jasmin and Jerry were all there... had a great time chatting with Yan Qing Hui Jun and Raphael while everyone else were having their hands busy... at about 7pm, the people that were happily chatting away were interrupted by a gentle swaying feeling... THE WHOLE HDB WAS SWAYING!!! damn damn damn scary... but exciting... haha... Akina, Yan Qing and i walked down the stairs to the ground floor... play safe... haha... we walked down 16 stories... haha... guess we are pretty fit after all... haha... and while i was there, i was a little busy helping Raphael's sister with her maths... haha... a little rusty... took me awhile to recall everything... haha... but glad to be able to help out... good luck to Rap's sis for her 'N' Levels... haha...

Now back at home... saw a dead frog on the way home... damn f*** up... haha... damn tired now... guess i'll be turning in early tonight... after so many weeks... haha...

WHHOOO!!! I'm in W34G!!! sounds far... but it's ok... 4th floor... now walk stairs don't need to walk so many levels... haha... last time walk 2 stories already tired... haha... new people, new friends... i've seen the class list and saw the peeps' faces too... and my thick-haired-helmet look alike picture... haha... the class seems infested with Huimins... 3 Huimins... damn scary... so what do i call them? Huimin A, Huimin B and Huimin C? Huimin 1, Huimin 2 and Huimin 3? Huimin short, Huimin medium and Huimin long? wha lao... and my class have 8 non-chinese... WHHOOO!!! time to be racial harmony... i can't wait to insult be their friend!!! and my class have another jasmine... just an extra "e" and a different surname... if i remember correctly, everything else should be the same... haha... except the person and character... haha... and Genevieve is in the same class as me... my secondary school school mate... WHHOOO!!! can't wait to meet everyone... and pray that the girls are not photogenic... so they will look better in person... haha...

Haiz... today is one hell of a day... keep on facing people's 脸色... green, red, purple, white, black and whatever colour you can think off... early in the morning... when my dad fetch my sis' tutor out, he learnt some stuff about my sis... and somehow i got myself involved... my sis' tutor say she did not practise her graph because no graph paper... and my dad was angry that there is a whole week to buy graph paper and yet she did not bother to get them... then he said the magic sentence... "One watch TV all the time(sis), one watch anime all the time(referring to me) and one just play the PSP all the time(bro)"... well, this is where i got pissed... cause it's such a coincidence that he is always around only to see me watching anime... what about all the other time when he is not around? i was doing everything else and did not spend all my time watching some bloody anime... well, he's my dad... i can't say he is wrong... so i just suck thumb and absorb all the blame... everything all my fault... so i'm sorry for everything i've done... sorry for watching anime... sorry for watching TV... sorry for play the guitar... sorry for going out with my friends... sorry for reading... sorry for going to school... sorry for not studying hard enough... sorry for scoring just a lousy 3 for my GPA... whatever man... end of the day it's still my fault after all...

Later in the afternoon where the fire had doused, the family got together and watched Band of Brothers again... continue from where we left off... watch until part 8... damn sad... a lot of people died... the good and the bad... watch until 7pm before leaving home for dinner... my mama wanted to do late night shopping too... so we went to town after dinner... in between, we went over to my sis friend's place cause my sis needed to get something from her friend... and her damn friend, knowing that we'll be there in 15mins, still went ahead with her bath... and you know girls... when they bathe it can be as long as 1 hour... according to my sis bathing records in the past... now she bathe 30 to 45mins... got improvements... but still damn long... anyway, her friend kept my whole family waiting and my bro got pissed... i admit i'm also a little angry about waiting... you know me lah... then my bro kept on saying, "This is like the army. Rush to wait, Wait to rush." i understand how he feels cause it's already 9.45pm... and the shops close at 11pm... so we have very little time to do whatever shopping... and we ended up wasting time waiting for just one girl who could not wait for 15mins... i managed to suppress my anger, as always, and tried to be a nice guy... i kept on telling my bro to chill and don't take it too hard... but he was stubborn and refuse to change his mind set... whenever he had the chance, he would bring up the event to back his reason behind having less time to walk... and he would indirectly raise the topic whenever he had the chance... how childish... well, that's him... what can i say? i'll i can do is feel sorry for him for not growing up... i can't be bothered to tell him to grow up... it'll only start a war between the both of us...


Haiz... people say coming into this world is a blessing... sometimes i feel that coming to this world is putting oneself in to hell... at youth, anyone might feel that it's a blessing... no worries and no trouble... but once maturity begins, you start to be exposed all the crazy shit... see things you don't want to see... eat other people's shit... and start worrying about everything in life... the past, the present and the future... i feel that my life will be going into a greater twist... by the time i hit 18, i'll have more freedom in life... you can do almost anything you want... you be seen as an adult and have to act more responsibly... the law is watching... no more boy's home... now it's the prison i'll face if i were to act without thinking... no more age excuse to shield myself if anything go wrong... more severe punishments will be faced... that's life after all... the more freedom you have, the greater the punishment is when there is a misconduct... haiz...


Anyway, here's a very interesting song... listen to the lyrics carefully... damn funny and interesting...

WHHOOO!!! Band of Brothers ROCKS!!! been watching it since 8.30pm with my family just now... we stopped at 12.30 cause the 3 kids had not bathe!!! WHHOOO!!! the best part is we had only finished 4 out of 10 parts of the movie... the first part was 2 hours long... haha... ok man... tomorrow continue the other 6 parts... damn damn damn nice... must watch for all... haha... WHHOOO!!! SUPPER TIME!!!

Haiz... another boring day... just like every other... i spent the whole morning reading... from the time my eyes open till i finish the book... from 11 to 2pm... little breaks in between...and reading at the dining table while eating lunch... i finally finish the book... bro asked me to go Bugis with him... but the bus ride to YCK MRT is already 65cents... and the train ride? it'll cost me a bomb... not that i'm petty or stingy or anything... but i'm jobless and i'm spending faster than i earn... and to top that, i've decided to give up on working this holiday... it sucks man... i feel that there is too much in mind and decided to drop something... well, job finding, f*** off man... what can i do in 1 week? and on top of that, my last week of the holiday is packed with plans... haiz... i think when school resume i'll have to wake up 15mins earlier and make my own bread for lunch in school... don't want to spend money unnecessarily... money is hard to earn... but it's harder to save money... why? why? why? who invented money? the invention of money had brought along an invention of 2 words... "poor" and "rich"... people had been separated because of the difference in money one has... if everyone just continue keeping cows, fishing, sculpturing or whatever, won't the world be more peaceful? all people need to do is trade... no need for a third party in between the trade... but at the same time, money had help people a lot too... it helps to state a value on products... haiz...


Who was the person who came up with the phrase "No Pain, No Gain"..? damn that fellow... i feel that in my current situation, i'm getting more pain and less gain... i was practising the guitar the whole time in the afternoon... and what did i get? sore fingers from all the slidings and very little progress... haiz... then again, why why why??? i know that there are some stress involed in this... but where are the stress coming from? in fact, it's coming from everywhere... the deadline to the jamming... the equipments needed... what i'm i going to do on the next day? how i'm i going to cope when school resume? money problems... job search... and many many more... haiz... why must people live in worry and stress themselves out? why did Pandora open the damn box? haiz... this sucks...no point worrying about my worries... just wasting my time... i'll go doing something more value adding... maybe try to do a 100 slow push-ups or go read a book or something...


I wish my bro go back and stay in camp soon... well, from next week on he'll only be back only on weekends... i hate having him around... all that guy do is play the PSP... then when my dad is around, he'll be unhappy that my bro is addicted to his game... then a aura is released and everybody also mood swing... then my bro ignore everything happening and keep on playing... then when he's not playing, he'll be busy boasting about everything... saying how weak i am and stuff... when night comes, he'll continue doing either of the two mentioned above... when i want to sleep, he comes into the room turn on the dim light and either play his PSP or read a book... and i can't sleep with the damn dim light on... and if i ever tell him anything about me not being able to sleep with the dim light, his temper will blow and everything comes out of his mouth and he starts slamming everything his hands touch... i gotta lie in bed for 1 to 2hrs before he decides that he is too tired to carry on... and it repeats... but now i'm smarter... haha... i stay awake in the living room until he feels tired and go to bed before me... haha... then i got no sleeping problems... well, if others can't change, then i'll have to change myself...

A little flashback about my bro... last year... when he was still in poly and i'm still an innocent secondary school idiot... i used to wake up at 6.10am every morning to do all my stuff before leaving for school at 6.30am... and you know my bro... sleep like a log and go around telling people that i sleep like a log or worst than a log... he needed to wake up early for school to do his project and stuff... so that is his problem... and every morning, he wakes up late and always manage to find an excuse to blame me... so i absorb the blame for many days, weeks, months and maybe years... and one day when he decided that being late is not cool anymore, he tried to pull the dumbest stun ever known to mankind... he decided to wake up at 5.30 am and do all the necessities before me... he had this alarm clock with a snoozer function... and he set the clock to ring at 5.30am... and surprisingly, the clock woke me and not him... so i ignored it and let it ring till he finally hear it and snooze... and this went on... the clock ring every 5 mins and he wakes up every 5mins to snooze it and go back to bed... it lasted till 6.30am(that is when i leave the house)... 1 hours of snoozing... that is 12 5mins... and 12 snoozes in one morning... and even after i have left the house, he was still sleeping... so i went ahead with school thinking that i got a stupid brother... but when i got home, i changed my thinking towards him... for a moment, i thought he was not born with a brain... he went to tell my mother that i was hogging the toilet in the morning and he was late again... dumb ass... i was not at home when you woke up... how in the blue hell did i hog the toilet when i'm not even at home? damn... there must be a ghost that looked like me in the toilet or something... he must really be seeing things... well, when you are in a rush everything will happen... even if it's see someone that is no longer around at some place... well, i had no choice but to apologise to him for making him late for school by hogging the toilet even when i'm not at home... that is exactly what i told him... well, what can i do? no matter what he do, it's still my fault somehow...then again, if others won't change, i'll have to change myself... well, there you go, a summery about my bro... now you'll know him... or maybe just his stupidity... i think when he was a sperm, he must have got into the oval tail first... haha... that would explain a lot if it was true... haha...

Today i had one hell of a day... firstly, i woke up at about 9am and spent 2 hours reading... haha... surprisingly... i feel that i'm kind of addicted to reading... even when i'm playing games, i still have a book in hand... haha... everywhere i go today, i spend most of my travelling time reading... haha...

Later, i was forced to go IKEA with my parents.. my bro in camp and my sis in school... i was the only want with my parents... i asked if i can don't tag along... twice... both result were same... so i got pretty pissed... i hate being forced to do things... wasted 2 hours there... i wanted to learn how to play the piano lor... for a jamming song... in the end did not... tonight then learn... don't blame me for being too noisy... anyway, there is always a rainbow after a rainy day... for a very long time, i realised that the sky is so beautiful... there is a certain road at Tampines where the sky is not blocked by any HDB or trees... damn beautiful... i managed to take a few shots of the sky in my dad's car... damn damn beautiful...i wish i could see this scene everyday... or even better share it with a special someone... ok.. i'll leave the pictures at the end of this entry... sometimes i wish Singapore had lesser trees and HDBs...

Later in the day, i headed down to YCK MRT to meet up with my gym buddies... in the end it was a wasted trip... all sports complex was closed on this very day... we came to YCK cause we thought only Bishan's gym is closed... too bad... ended up heading down to AMK S-11 for their breakfast... there, i wasted another sum of money... i'm jobless and spending money a little too much... i damn sad... and to top up the excitement, Alvin went to pierce his ear... damn... the process saw so swift and disgusting... and he seemed to experience no pain... damn damn damn... and while i'm at AMK HUB, i met my secondary school friends and juniors... it's been like 9 months since i met them... enough time to make a baby man... and there was this group of girls which i did not recognise... but they called my name and waved at me and my friends... damn scary... WH said they were the sec1s... damn... i feel damn odd... when i go draw money, they just stand at a side doing whatever they were doing... damn scary... i did not dare look in their direction.. just imagine having "strangers" calling your name in the public and waving at you... damn...

Ok... fuck the gym... i waited for my bro to come home and went jogging with him to compensate the gym session... 2 days ago, he ran 6-7 rounds at my estate in 30mins... today, we ran 2 rounds in 20mins... haha... i could not run man... no stamina... he did all the timing... and my the first minute, i was already tired and complaining... haha... after the jog, The Flash(Bro) started finding all sorts of reason to explain my weakness... he say my upper body too heavy and stuff like that.. what a cockster... i think he must have at some cocks in camp... haha... after all, all guys what... haha...


Haiz... love is poison... i miss your smile the most... haiz...


I think i've been thinking too much lately... i think of practically everything that comes to mind... sometimes i even out-think myself... haiz...

Ok man.. today i did something special... i cooked dinner!!! WHHOOO!!! maybe not dinner... but just one of those stuff that goes with the rice... the food that makes rice nice... haha... went NTUCing with my mama and sis... did the labour... carrying all the heavy stuff and stuff like that... as usual... when the kids are around to help, my mama will always have to spend a little extra... she complained that last time go NTUC only spend $100++... today spend $150++... haha... last time we go, we carried the green basket thing... no trolly... and we spent $150++... haha... that was with my bro and papa... when we were younger, one NTUC trip with all 3 kids and price can go as high as $200++... haha... sorry... we are growing kids... even till now... haha... ok... sorry for the side track... back to my cooking... i got a few pictures... just to help illustrate the cooking...



My little dogs getting baked or whatever the process is...



A closer shot of my little dogs...



Here's the final product...


With a little bastardmustard, it's just so perfect... haha... damn nice...


Today i did not guitar... instead i was busy playing C&C since the time i woke up... cause i woke up with a new strategy in mind and just had to try it and perfect it... haha... then in the late morning, went NTUCing with mama and sistar... then back home, the game continues... took a nap and over slept... was a little late for my cooking... haha... but the food still came on time... haha... ok man... back to the games... tomorrow must guitar already...

WHHOOO!!! i've changed my blogskin!!! after much self discovery... haha... the old boring "BUZZ OFF" that stayed with me for 3 years is gone!!! WHHOOO!!!


Okok... back to my life... today i had no plans for myself and my friends had no plans for me... i thought i finally had a day to rest... but after today, i realised that being too free kind of suck... i had no direction to move towards... i feel as if i was in a anti-gravity land... i can't move around... it was very difficult for me... i spent majority of my time watching anime till my eyes feel tired and i felt like sleeping...

Having too little time for myself and having too much time for myself are both equally bad... too little time for yourself, you feel so tired you want a break from life... when you have too much time for yourself, you feel that you want to get busy and spent time quick... haiz... i'm beginning to feel that i'm very indecisive... i can't decide on what i really want...

I think i know what i really really want... i want a job... something that i can spend time on and still get paid for doing it... i need a job real bad... my time is running up and i still got nothing... i need money... i need to earn back what i've spent... i've made a constant loss for 2 months now...
how i wish i got a better printer at home... so that i can print money...


I don't know why everytime i'm holding onto my guitar today, i feel that i'm very easily angered... just don't get it... maybe i'm just feeling the stress from the deadline for my jamming... haiz...


Tomorrow will be another damn free day... i guess i'll glue myself to the guitar and practise till i die or something... i really need practise... i need to prepare for jamming... and hopefully i'll not be an angry man with the guitar...

Today is one of those long days where you wished you just had a little more time with everyone... firstly, a whole bunch of people went out to celebrate Akina's one day early birthday celebration... this whole bunch of people includes Yvonne, Charlene, Akina, Tricia, Jasmin, Chan and Jerry... went KBoxing... KBoxing is not kick boxing... but just KBoxing... whatever the "K" means... ok... anyway, i sang a little and realised how bad my singing is... i'll go practise before any singing next time... ok... i left early cause i got to go gyming... some commitments i can't miss... this is where i start feeling that my life has a big problem... it's either i'm having too little time or i'm having too many friends... sometimes i just wish i had a little more than 24 hours a day so that i can spend the maximum amount of time with all my different group of friends... maybe i should go be some Hairy Bottom's good friend and go steal the thing that Ham-mayonnaise use to reverse time for more time... just imagine me spending time with to group of friends at the same time... sounds cool... ok man... to sum it all, my life sucks...


Gyming was good... i pushed myself real hard for the coming W15H Sentosa trip... it's my current motivation for gyming... nothing much really happened apart from the little accident that almost tore my left arm off... now a little sour feeling... nothing much...


I hate the game that is commonly known as "love"... first it makes me addicted... in between, it makes me feel jelous... finally, it makes me confuse... haiz... i always try my best not to get invloved... but love finds me... i don't find love... haiz... this sucks... life sucks... my life sucks...

I feel bad... remember the long long time ago where i treated my section to PepperLunch, treating W15H Pizzahut and paid for the salt-less fries... yesterday i've just treated Marcus, Jolene and Abigail to McFlurry... i feel like i'm buying my friends... using money to buy their time and company... i feel bad... i don't know why... and because of this buying friends thing, i've overspent this month... haiz... i guess i can't live without my friends...