Hey man... today i had a complex day... slept at about 1.30am++ because i was doing the arrangement for the "MTV" thing for W15H... i'm working on it now... got the secret vocal and the band ready... haha... time to jam the shit out of everyone!! WHHOOO!!!

Woke up damn early and rushed to City Hall to ensure we catch the job agency consultant before they get a chance to go for lunch... met up with YJ and WH before heading to the location... where ever it is... we tried to get some warehouse jobs so that we can put what we trained into use... second option is F&B... whatever that means... currently no warehouse jobs... so we talked about the F&B stuff... island wide locations but $4.50 per hour... minimum 22 hours a week... that sound crazy... so i called Yvonne and asked if there were any vacancies at her workplace... their system there seems more reasonable in comparison to my schedule... haha... later we met up with Alvin outside YCKSS to collect WH's amp... had lunch and headed for YJ's place to jam... jammed for many many hours... after jamming, WH and i went to Botak Jones to complete the application form with Yvonne... thank man... i can finally get the taste of working... hope it taste good... haha...the end...

To the Ads in my tagboard: in case you can't see the words behind the ****, it's fuck ok... so fuck off...


Ok man... lets not be a angry man... today met Wei Hong to find the job agency... walked all the way to Suntec and the very enterance... then there was: "We Have Changed our Location!"... fuck them... walked back to City Hall and headed for some building beside Funna... it was raining so the smart malaysian suggested to go eat LJS for lunch first... ok, so we ate... then headed for that building... we had a hard time finding our way to the 7th floor cause the lift seems to be just a display... cargo lift only go to the 4th floor... so we took the stairs and burn up our energy from LJS... when we finally find the place, the consultants were all gone to lunch... "Come back in an hour" a lady told us... so the malaysian suggested we go and do our stuff and come back tomorrow... so we did...

30mins train ride and i'm at Punggol... headed to Raphael's place to do some dry swimming... 5 games, won 2 rounds... when luck just came, i had to leave for gym... wasted... i wanted to spend more time with everyone but i have other commitments...

Gyming was damn tiring... i think i'm still suffering from the chalet's lack of sleep... damn tired and i did not have time to grab a snack before gymming... so i pushed myself for chest and we all slacked damn lot for back... all equally tired... haha... then we headed off to AMK mac to meet the fat man for dinner... talked damn lot of cock and laugh damn damn lot... the fat man is working in a place where he is the only male stuff among 20 other stuff... haha... damn lucky guy... i wish i am him... haha... talk until damn late... like about 11pm... then my dad called and spoilt my fun... i miss those times where we talked till 12 and run after the last bus... haha... old times are gone man... but at least we still have time for each other...


Congrats bro for being posted to the Air Force... hope you go become some warplane repairman or some admin stuff... go get yourself bored to death... let me be the real soldier in the family... haha...

Ok peeps... just got home from W15H chalet!!! WHHOOO!!! i missed the first night thanks to my superior stupidity for missing my NS online registration deadline and going all the way to CMPB to do it... anyway, heard that many things happened that night... but it's ok man... i've enjoyed every other moment we had together... Day 1 nothing much happened when the sun was up... Sara was visible, the place was tidy, everyone was adapting to an environment without PARENTS!!! WHHOOO!!! fun is always at its' max with friends and no control... haha... anything can just happen... haha... well, that is where many things happen and you don't hear, "Look what you hve done to yourself. Now go get changed before you fall sick."... haha... you understand this line in the later parts of this entry... back to Day 1... when everyone headed out to find their own entertainment, i had to make my own way home WITHOUT MP3 and PSP!!! AAHHH!!! i sat in the train for almost an hour staring into space like some other retarded idiot...


Now time to forget my own stupidity... let's move ahead to Day 2 where i had to wake up so damn early and do my online registration on a computer which had a network error twice and i had to redo the whole registration...

*Someone just called my handphone looking for Ah Xiang... damn idiot... my bro is Ah Xiang... i am Ah Cai lor... but you can call me Fa Cai too...

I reached the chalet pretty early in the morning... missed the alcohol... haha... i think i guitared the whole time and practised the new art of swimming on tables until the clock struck 6.30pm... the boys got into our uniform, which was a identical designed singlet, and headed down to start the fire... the black man(Sara), the martial arts master(Raphael), the rugby muscles(Sairi), the 3rd class citizen(or 2nd class citizen)[Chan] and the hairless assholic idiot(Me) went to play some fire and get the food cooking... soon after, we realised that there were many food which needed thawing... so i had to use whatever i have in my empty skull and the envionment to improvise and make things melt... used a water bomb as a stopper to flood the sink and boiled hot water to speed up the thawing rate... damn fun actually... when you have to squeeze ideas out and make things happen... haha... anyway the demanded results occured and everything went fine... i did the fire the whole time cause i was afraid i got my mama's cooking genes... haha... i can actually do the cooking for a BBQ... but the problem is that it's a troublesome process... so i rather still the being the fireman and keep the heat up... cook till about 11.30 with Yan Qing, Sairi, Hui Jun and Sara... We were trying very hard to clear our food as there was this Chinese Santa Claus who was reading the chinese calender and started giving us damn lot of food... blood shit... go grow some beard, get yourself a red suit and start reading the white man calender and stop counting the full moons... ok... we managed to get many things cooked but i did not dare eat them cause the food contained a great percentage of carbon... ok... night came and fun came along... we had this Throw-Water-Bombs-At-Anyone game... damn fun... we made the whole corridor water like shit... and later we got flour for the birthday girl... haha... Mai turned white in an instant... after all, i went back to do some swimming and my game interfered by Tricia and Sairi calling me back out of the room... haha... Sairi got the fire hose and started spraying water at everything he sees... haha... later Tricia also got a chance to get us wet... the primary objective of getting the hose is to wash the flour off the floor... well, we can always find entertainment in work... this makes doing work more meaningful... haha... we all got drenched all over but still enjoyed ourselves... as night made the black man disappear, it was time to do more gentle activities... many headed for the beds while others went swimming and i was happily talking to myself and the guitars... haha... later, i tried my luck on the swimming pool and after a few rounds, i was quite dead... mentally... haha... then Hui Jun got this disease where her whole left half of her body was swelling... so Jerry, Jasmin and Akina brought her to see a 24hr doctor and got robbed... i stayed back to open the door for them when they return as i was the last conscious person in the room... i fell asleep for a couple of minutes and wake myself back up in case they return and had to wait outside like some kids that are thrown out of the house... and plus all those rumours about the "unclean" room beside ours scared me a little... haha... as the sun slowly rise, i find myself sleeping on the floor in the living room as the couch was too small for a big guy like me... haha... i was like some acrobat from a circus trying to fit into a small container... and you all know how difficult is it for me to react my toes... so the floor was the next best option as Jasmin had already fitted in well with the 2-sitter couch... i was still planning to sleep in the balcony... but the idea of having flamingos from Wild Wild Wet attacking me and cigarette buds which might burn off half my eyebrows scares me... haha... got about 2 hours of sleep and it was time to get packing... lots of packing had yet to be done... Kaiser called me in the morning and told me a whole lot of stuff which i don't think i could remember all so i took an approach of my own style... then again, improvisation helped me through this time of the day... got everybody's belongings cleared quick and got the room tidy up... made use of every possible plastic bags as trash bags and the place became clean and tidy again... a big THANKS to everyone for helping... after all the clean, we still had quite sometime so we did our usual stuff... got the room checked and we left... then my stupidity kicked back in... i left all the keys in the room and the door was closed... so the cleaner opened the door again and i had to run down to meet up with everyone else... breakfast at WhiteSand's Mac... we re-designed the place so that everyone could fit into a single table... haha... that is about all... headed home and typed this whole entry... i'll miss you people big time man... i really had damn lot of fun... thanks so damn lot for making my life meaningful...


Now away from the R&R... i want to try something new... for W15H... i know how much everyone had commented on my singing... but this one is all for W15H... i want to try to do up a Live MTV with my friends and sing the vocal... i don't expect my friends to do the singing as it might not be as meaningful to you guys... i bet all of you think that i can only play "对面的niu孩看过来" and “小伟”... but actually i know more... in fact everyday is a learning day... if the MTV is ever done, i'll send it to all... please don't reject then... let me show you what i can do with a sitarguitar... give me the chance man... i hope i don't disappoint you peeps... W15H ROCK ON!!!

Ok man... today is supposedly to be the Supervise-the-Damn-Beggers day... but instead i became the bloody begger... along with Jasmin, Maizura, Charlene, Chan, Raphael and Sairi... dammit... i don't beg... well, everyone had the same ideology so we decided to spend some quality time together... we stuffed the cans into our bags and headed for town... we stopped by Wheelock for Coffee Bean... and i was so stupid to drink hot chocolate in a hot country... i drank it once in Sydney and i felt damn good... but looks like the environment is not right for the perfect drink... haha... well, later Wei Hong found me and gave me some of his loose change... so i don't return an empty can... haha... after our drink, we headed down to Chinatown to the flee market for a little SHOPPING!!! you know how much i hate shopping... but i had no choice... if i did not follow everyone else, i would still be sitting at Coffee Bean sipping my hot chocolate for the next few hours like some retarded shit... we walked damn damn lot... and bought nothing... some girl shopping thing... after Chinatowning, we headed to douby to get some stuff from jerry then head back to where we started...


W15H class chalet is just minutes away... haha... we're going to have a happy time... haha... and hope i don't need to go for a medical check-up on Day 2 cause i don't want to waste 5 hours coughing with my pants down... anyway, i just fell sick... probably some virus forcing it's way into my open knee... haha... gonna go high on drugs tonight... nothing is stopping me from going to W15H chalet...

WHHOOO!!! today went to SWO chalet... haha... and i brought something back...



WHHOOO!!! so damn stupid of me... when i was bringing the chicken to the BBQ pit, my sandals got hooked onto the carpet and i skidded some distance... haha... and i was still protecting the chicken wings when i fell... when the box made contact with the floor, it opened... and i still stretch forward to push it close... haha... but it's damn interesting... it's like buying a pack of cards... if you keep on buying, you don't get good cards... but if you were to buy a pack of card every few months, you get good cards... i've not fell for many months now... and now that i've fall, i get a big one... haha... apart from the knee injury, my left palm suffered some abrasion along with my left knee... whaha...

Whaha... now my mum is having fun putting lotion on my knee and making me suffer... haha... the pain is excruciating... but then again, no pain no gain... whaha...

Had a freaking long day... slept at 2.30am because i was watching Transformers... Woke up at 10am... went over to Wei Hong's place to jam... jammed for a whole 2 hours... damn damn fun... did some duets and played lots of songs together... after everything, Wei Hong cooked some sausages which was damn nice... i had no choice but to help myself to his breakfast... haha... then when i'm done packing, Alvin called and say he wanted some movies... so i had to start up lappy and pass the movies to Wei Hong... which comes to the next part of the story...


Went pooling with Jasmin, Jerry, Charlene, Mai and Aiman... i was late for one and a half hour... because of the previous chapter... haha... spent lots of time there chatting... did not pool much because i was very tired... Akina and Yvonne joined us later... Akina had i new body art today... a rod in the tongue... damn gross... haha... wanted to talk her out of the idea but she had aleady got it done... 3 hours later, we left and some when to eat... but i had to leave early cause i promised my mama that i'll be home to eat her fired chicken... haha... sounds like a mama's boy right? no choice... if i want to do my stuff, i must still show a sign that i'm not always out of home... so we both can win...


Learnt some interesting stuff... but i'm not letting go... i'll go all out and win your heart... the truth hurts... but i'm sorry to say that i'm a procrastinator... when it's time, then i'll worry... till then, you always be loved... life is full of obstacles... no matter how challenging this obstacle is, i'll find my own way through it...


To W15H:
Thanks for all you guys have done for me man... i've read my tag board and i'm very touched my all that's there... thanks man... i really love you guys damn lot... i'll miss you guys real bad... and if i don't, i'll force myself to miss you guys... we'll meet up now and then and do some crazy stuff together... the first thing we'll do is go burn the principal's office and make him change the school's system... fuck that old man...

Fuck man... why is change the only constant? i hate that quote... pass me a gun and i'll kill the person who said it... i wanted to make a quiet exit from class today as i was already holding on to myself... but seems like it all failed... i had to stop by the toilet to empty the tears before leaving the campus... damn... WHY? WHy? Why? why? this sucks really damn fucking bad... i'm already missing you guys... the whole damn lot of you... you where my first friends in a foreign land... you were the ones who introduce me to every other thing... you were the ones who made my world change... and you were the ones who make me who i am today... we can't just part like that... the world is so damn unfair... fuck lah... typing all this is making me cry again... damn sorry for being so weak and not having the guts to bid farewell before everyone... all the best man... may we meet as time to come... i hope i'm of great help to everyone over these weeks... and sorry again for being so straight forward and crude all the time... i promise i'll change... damn... and thank you all so much... i love you all... damn damn damn lot... i'll miss carrying multiple lappys and getting pinched and wacked by the girls... i'll miss trying to out talk Imran... i'll miss trying to be a gentlemen... i'll miss holding doors for everyone... i'll miss eating left-overs and finishing three quater filled cupS of drinkS... i'll miss trying to be funny... i'll miss doing Sai-Kangs... i'll miss... i'll miss... and i'll miss... damn i've run out of things that i've missed... haha... how stupid of me... but they'll all come soon enough... time to move on man... guess i'll be soon losing my motivation to be a gentleman... the sexist me might be back... unless...

Ok peeps... back again at a pretty late hour... just taking a break of guitar... haha... today was a beautiful day for a beautiful nap for every beautiful person... but this beautiful reality had been destoryed by the fact that school will never close operation... they should have a new rule in RP... lesson starts later on rainy days... this is to allow people who stay near the school get more sleep and for people who stay far away to still wake up early and make their way to school... ok anyway, school was great... VB was tough and my VB had some shit problem... so i fell asleep during meet 2 to catch up on my missing sleep... went to Cafe Galilee for lunch with the ladies... ate some Galilee Special which did not seem so special... cause my maid used to cook such food in the past and i did not need to pay a single cent...


After school activities... wednesdays are W15H days... so we went Pizza Hut... cause my aunt gave me this Pizza Hut voucher... so i wanted to get rid of it quick... before i forget the expiry just like me forgetting to register for my NS... haha... So Jasmin, Tricia, Akina, Yvonne, Mai, Charlene and Mai tagged along... i tried to be nice since the time i have left to be nice to everyone is numbered... so i paid for everything... Tricia and Jasmin decided to help my reduce the financial load by giving me all their coins... so naturally i felt richer cause coins takes up alot of space and my wallet looks big and fat... that is not the point anyway... I ate 4 and 3/4 pizzas... naturally, when money becomes food, it become more filling... i was damn damn hungry before but did not hit my maximum capacity...


Going out with girls is really tough... today is one big example... we had so much difficulties leaving the class as some were doing whatever they were doing... and walking to Causeway was real slow... when we reached Causeway, it was so hard to get to Pizza Hut because Bossini was just beside... they just have to stop by everywhere... after pizza, Chan went to get some stuff and again, we stopped at almost every shop... haha... i just don't understand why girls can't run their 2.4km and yet they can walk around for many hours without feeling tired... i merely walked for 10mins after pizza and i was tired already... i guess they have some special powers that guys don't have... just like the Powerpuff Girls... that is why Powerpuff Boys never existed... guess i'll have to adapt... i have no other options...


10mins away from the last day of school... haha... i love W15H... and i will miss them all tomorrow... tomorrow's problem, tomorrow then worry.... haha...

What starts with a "W", followed by 2 "H"s and 3 "O"s? WHHOOO!!! It's a damn damn early early morning morning entry entry... just wanting to have a entry at such an hour... whahaha... and what i've been doing? PRACTISING ON MY GUITAR FOR THE PAST 2 HOURS!!! WHHOOO!!! it rocks man... my finger tips are damn pain but wow, i love it... haha... worked on many pieces today... i've cleared the 2 Our Lady Peace pieces already... the bass lines are too easy... haha... still trying to perfect "Look What You've Done" by Jet... pretty challenging... i just find it hard to memorise what chord comes next... and my chord changing is still a little slow... haha... to bad for me... and that means more practise is required... a little more practise on "Wishful Thinking" by John Petrucci and time to start on "Sad but True" by Metallica soon... haha... that mean more later nights too... and it's driving me crazy... sleep late, wake up early... haha... Good Night everyone... VB coming in 8 hours time... haha... i'm gonna die without my brain... nevermind... guess i'll stop by 7-11 before lesson and buy a new one... haha...


I think my bed is calling me... but my stomach is calling me too... which to listen to?

Haiz... today is one of those very tiring days... i played guitar till 1.30am this morning and had to wake up at the usual time... pretty tired today... but i still manage to make things sensible at work... for class, my group presented the 6P for the faci... haha... how cool is it man... trying to be a faci is not an easy task... my team did not take the task seriously and in the end we did not do a good job for the 6P... it was not detailed enough... sorry man...


Went to J8 with alot of people... can't really name them all... but i'll try... Yvonne, Charlene Akina, HuiYan, Jasmin, YanQin, HuiJun, Sairi, Jerry, Zaki, Chan and Raphael... that should be all... if i miss anyone out i'm real sorry... but anyway, we were supposed to go and chill... but in the end, the ladies spent most of the time at Bossini... they were buying a Simpson t-shirt each for the chalet... so we guys got something too... Raphael, Sairi, Chan and i got a singlet each for the chalet... haha... my very first singlet to be worn outside home... haha... next time can wear for gyming... haha... no more secrets between the guys... no more hidden cuttings... haha...

Ok... anyway, many left early... and what was remaining was Akina, Yvonne, Charlene, Chan Jerry, Zaki, Sairi... we chat damn lot... we chat about everything man... piercing, tattoo and some about our private lives... haha... at least i know i have friends behind me in whatever i'm doing... i love W15H so much... a group that is worth treasuring...

Ok man... today was some strange day... firstly, as you all know the weather had been pretty wet lately... and this morning was real cold... so i wore a think long sleeve shirt... and it the end, there were no rain... how dumb of me... i fried myself on the way to school and sweated a little... haha...


Branch was great... Kaiser made the perfect ingredients for a perfect sandwich... we had a little picnic in class... haha... when bread mix with ingredients, VOAHLA!!! the perfect sandwich appears before your very eyes... it was great man... it's been so damn long since i ate home-made sandwich... the most i get for breakfast is a slice of bread with jam... haha... whatever man...


I realised that Mr Patrick Tay (Comm Faci) is really a damn good boy... i saw him in the train on the way to school this morning... he was busy sleeping... and i was busy listening to my loud music.. i almost went over to sit beside before i knew he was sitted there... haha... my super loud music would have woke him up... i decided to stay in the crowed... i don't bother his sleep, he don't bother my music... one thing that surprised me the most was when we were walking to school(i walked behind), we have to pass a traffic light to reach the sheltered walk way... and this guy did the unthinkable... he waited for the green man to appear before crossing the road... that is not interesting enough... the best part is that there were no cars!!! everyone else was crossing except him... haha... what an innocent man... guess he's the type that will shot himself in the head if he were to break a rule... haha...


Now to gyming... my breathing difficulties are back... but it came later and it stayed for a shorter period... i know at this moment, jasmin is waiting to see the phrase that she used to laugh at alone... but today is special... you are not going to see the phrase... haha(at jasmin)... the gloves i got was of little use... the pain on my hands still exist... but i hope it's just the pain... no more skin tearing please... anyway, today's gyming was fruitful... i feel the stretch in my arms... and i jsut started working on my abes... i need some packs man... the big one ain't enough... preparing for the class chalet... time to show everyone the difference... Sentosa and now... about 8 weeks gap... enough time to make 4 and a half baby... anyway, it feels like crap training the abes... i feel like i've just gave birth after every set... that means i've given birth 4 times tonight!!! one less to form a basketball team... haha...


Time for my precious... bye now...

Ok man... i did a good deed today... i gave a stranger $1 for his bus ride because he did not have enough money for his bus ride and was new in Yishun... haha... i've attained good karma.. whatever that means... i dont believe in karma... i think it's crap... but i've done a lot of bad things as a kid in the past... i think i should "undo" my evil doings... and these evil thngs i did is really evil... i burnt 2 rats, cut insects apart, trap insects in containers and put them in the freezer... come to think of it, i actually feel guilty for such actions... i feel like a bastard man... guess that explains alot about me being a changed man in comparison to my childhood day...


Today was the NDP rally... i used to listen to such talks... since last year... but today was special... i was really tired... i did listen to the speech... but only half of it... some interesting stuff i heard... but well, today was not my day...


Guess it's about time i go find myself some entertainment... today no guitar... today i'll keep my lappy company... but there is alot of solos that i want to work on... too bad i guess... i'll have to push them all to tomorrow... provided i remember what i want to work on... haha...

Ok man... like every other saturday... sam has nothing to do and wants something so do... so i went out with my bro to many places today... we went to beach road first... cause my bro wanted to restock on his army stuff... i got a pair of gloves cause gyming had made lots of marks on my hands and now they are very rough... the glove is used to stop this disease and girls will not reject me because of my rough hands... Later we headed down to city hall to get some picks... picks without prints that stains your thumb after using them... then we finally head for our main destination... orchard... shopping man... sam's rare hobby is becoming more frequent... heeren was the first destination... nothing bought there... then we head down to some building where my bro once worked at 5 years ago... met up with one of his ex-colleague... had a really long chat... and i bought a billabong shorts with a 20% staff discount... haha... after all the shopping and crap, we headed down to AMK mac for dinner... i had to meet up with WH and YJ... had to help WH with maths... but as usual... we could not concentrate and ended up doing all the crazy stuff... but most importantly, we are jamming again!!! most likely in September... haha... all the crazy music... i'll be trying out a solo this time round... and it's gonna be great... i named the band "The Mama's Boys"... whaha... some random idea i had a few days ago... then we started giving each other stage names... i'm "Hairless Nipple", Yong Jie is "Hairy Buddha", Wei Hong is "Malaysian Gorilla" and Alvin will be named soon... whaha... damn fun... did all the crazy stupid stuff... had a wild but early night... i was really tired... so we left pretty early... the next time we'll have more gay fun!!! whaha... we're gonna have a happy time!!!

Ok man... today was a pretty laid back day... i did not do much for the ppt... instead, i contributed all sorts of crazy ideas... which is believe is irrevelent... but we still presented it... haha... the faci went for lunch with us today during the first break... damn interesting... we talked about everything man... and i got to learn more about him... i wish we had more time to do such things together... it's the last lesson we'll be having with him today... when we just got a chance to know each other better, we have to part... haiz... life in RP is tough...


Hung out with Jasmin, Yvonne, Hui Yan, Charlene and Chan at Northpoint Mac just now... had great fun eat the fries i paid for and talking... we talked about everything under the cloudy sky... bad choice to ask me to get the ball rolling though... haha... lucky Charlene found something nice to talk about... we started of talking about our ghostly encounters... then everything happened... "O" Levels, religion, god... everything just came out... nothing stopped us man... something the simplest thing can just be so damn fun... it's been so long since i did such stuff... maybe i did, but rarely for so many hours... i really enjoy such stuff... just sit back and enjoy the weather and everyone's company...


Our days together are getting numbered... i really wish we don't part... but still, everyone must move on... i miss you guys real bad... even now... haiz...

Ok man... today's gyming was fruitful... i pushed myself really hard despite being tired from forgeting to study and waking up early to study for 8mins in school... i'm beginning to feel the ache... haha... miss the feeling man... The Incredible Hulk IS BACK!!! but my hands are getting very rough and the skin are all peeling... now nobody wants to hold my hand...


Just stopped playing the guitar... so nice lor... got a little further for "Wishful Thinking"... haha... then i worked on some chords progression... a little surprise for W15H chalet... haha... i'm gonna become a lady-killer!!! haha... with the effects pedal, nothing is impossible... wahaha...


I think i found a god to believe in... maybe i did not find one... instead, i've created one... The God of Guitar... like every other gods, they are created by taking parts and bits from everywhere until a god is formed... i'll do the same... haha... time to get my drawing skills back up... haha... bits and parts from everywhere... my god will be able to play a duet or trio alone... wahaha... God of Guitar... Let Me Give You Life!!! WHAHAHA!!!

Sometimes i just feel so stupid... last night before i bathe, i kept telling myself, "I must study"... in the end after bathing, my stomach overpowered my mind and i went to make cup noodles... after that i did my push-ups then took the guitar out to play... little did i know i played for 2 hours... and the time was 12 already... so i ate my cup noodles which had been cooking for 2 hours and went to bed... i forgot all about studying man... haha... i felt guilty and had a little difficulty falling asleep... even so, i've to wake up early to study in school... in the end i only studied for 8mins... and i left 7 marks blank... too bad... haha...

I'VE FINALLY ENTERED A CINEMA!!! the last time i went into the cinema was like CNY... and that was about 7 months ago... haha... watched Rush Hour 3 at Causeway Point with Yvonne, Jasmin, Charlene, Hui Yan, Mai, Chan, Aiman, Sairi and Jerry... its been so long since i went out with them... i've always been busy but today was special... i purposely make time off for W15H... i want to hang out with them while i still can... now to rate the movie...

Rush Hour 3
Funny, 6/5
Story Line, 1/5
Action, 3/5
Length, Too Short

There you go... my personal rating for the movie...


I beginning to think that VB is an evil module... cause everytime i do VB, i can get quite worked up... cause one mistake can bring your whole 3hrs of programming down... that happened to me quite a couple of times now... and i don't save my stuff while working... i don't like to be distracted... haha... too bad for me... the other thing is that everytime after VB days, the police will always suspect that i'm a victim of child abuse... cause everytime i'm helping Jasmin, i would keep getting pinched by her all the time... even when there is no reason to do so... one day all the blue-blacks appear then my parents will get arrested for child abuse...


Tomorrow last UT... computing... haha... can't wait man... i'm HOPING to do well... cause the UT will consist of everthing we've done... and if i'm not wrong, I CAN ONLY DO VB!!! the maths we learn is way different from the stuff i learn in my seconday school days... it's crazily crazy... all those towering graphs can make one really crazy... so many graphs, so little knowledge... if only there were textbooks, i'll be the top student in class!!! haha... ok man... time to do the necessary and start studying... there are lots to read up... so hope i'll have a happy time studying...

WAHAHA!!! today's UT was a shock... i thought it will be testing on the latest 3 problems... but it turned out to be all the problems... i bet everyone was caught by surprised... at first i was aiming for an A... but i thought i should not be so ambitious... so i aimed for an A-... but after seeing the UT, i decided that i will get a B+ minimum... i've gotten all Bs for the past 3 UTs... now it's time to make a difference... haha... so A is the only option for me...


Carried my guitar to school today... pretty heavy... laptop and cables all stuffed into one bag... actually it's not too heavy... only when carried on the hand, it would feel heavy... apart from that, it's pretty light on my back... haha...


Went to YJ's place to jam... learnt quite some stuff... bending and all... the best part is that NOW I'VE GOT THE PEDAL!!! I CAN PLAY WITH DISTORTION NOW!!! i feel so alive now... finally have the "feeling"... haha... lets go CRAZY!!! i mean i'll go CRAZY!!!


Ok man... time to do RJ... enough fun for today... after RJ go guitaring... more fun after work man... WHHHHHHHOOOOO!!!

Back to gyming man... but 1 week without gyming had cost me a lot... yesterday i was struggling pretty much... i suffered from breathing difficulties... i almost died... i should have died...


Just got some really cute tabs from Wei Hong... some guitar duet... damn fun... i practised it last night at 11.30pm to 12... damn damn damn fun... haha... tonight going to jam at YJ's place... WAHAHA!!! ROCK ON MAN!!!

Haiz... today SWO practise was bad... in the sense where my playing was bad... it's been 2 weeks since i last played the clarinet... and now my playing sucked... i really need to find time for the clarinet soon... SWO is playing some crazy piece which is going to need damn lot of practise... holidays are coming soon... guess i'll have to make time for practise...


Alvin wants to start a band... he had already found a vocalist which has connections... and he wants to make the band known... now he's asking me to be the bassist of the band... i guess i can do the bassist role... but i want to double up as a guitarist too... guess exceptions can be made... gotta go do some bass guitar research now...

When the government gave up on discouraging pre-marital sex,



They start encouraging the use of condoms...

SAM GONE SHOPPING TODAY!!! damn... when was the last time i went shopping man... even i don't remember!!! i think this is the 2nd or 3rd time i'm going shopping this year... haha... went Far East to look at stuff... bought a belt and a shirt today... Flesh Imp really has my style... guess i'll be visiting Flesh Imp more often... Met Tricia at Far East... what an interesting way to say 'hi'... instead of waving or tapping on the shoulder like everyone else, Tricia punch people's chest as a form of saying 'hi'... damn... she gave me a shock in the public... but i was pretty tired then... so it took me awhile to process the fact that i've been hit... later on the way home i met YuanLi at YCK MRT... damn...she showed me a couple of her drawings... damn nicely drawn... haha... at least she is enjoying what she's doing... that is most important... well, i'm enjoying myself in W15H too... gonna miss you peeps man... changing class so damn soon... when we just started know each other better, we gotta leave... haiz... the truth is always painful... guess i'll just have to enjoy what ever time we have left together...

Last night watced 200 Pounds Beauty with my sister till 2am... Damn damn nice... the 200 Pounds was really ugly... i almost puked while eating dinner's leftovers... but the Beauty was real HOT!!! WWHHHHOOOOO!!! i loved the show, i loved the jokes and i loved the GIRLS!!! the ending was very touching... i almost cried watching it... damn damn nice... i loved it...

Strangely, Korea is starting to get all the pretty girls... this 200 Pound Beauty is one perfect example... then last time there is this korean drama, about this royal people... and the lead and co actress was damn pretty... guess there are more waiting to show themselves on TV... i'll have to watch more TV now... i don't want to miss any hot chicks...

Yesterday sucked... it was national day... and it sucked... i went to YJ's place to jam... in the end i played WC3 the whole time and only spent 30mins jamming... and a sudden stomachache struck when i was at his place and shitted 3 times... and before leaving the house i had already shit... today akina also complained about the same problem... guess the national day was some If-You-Don't Stay-Home-Then-Stay-In-The-Toilet Day... it sucks... and the NDP was really boring... after the army stuff, i fell asleep on the floor right in front of the TV in the living room... it sucked too... i woke up a couple of times as my head was in great pain from resting on the floor ... damn damn damn... i hate everything yesterday...


Today sucked... i was very tired... i tired very hard to keep a smile on my face... don't want to pull a tired face in front of everyone... pushed myself real hard to get the presentation done on time... haiz... this sucks... i was very tired when i went to NYP with Yvonne, Jasmin, Jerry, HuiYan and Aiman... i wasn't in any mood to do anything... i just ate my stuff and kept to myself the whole day... i feel so weak and useless today...this sucks...


I don't understand something about myself... i feel so weak and useless... i don't understand...i feel damn lost... i feel that something inside me is missing... but i don't know what is it... and i can't find it... haiz... i feel like crying... but tears don't fall without a reason... i can't be myself anymore... i feel so dead... i want to lighten this load off me... but i don't know where to start... cause there is not beginning to this endless torment...

Wahaha... just got home... went visting just now at TTSH... Kok seemed pretty fine now...


Class was crap... the problem was so damn damn tough... do mine sweeper game... a little crazy... but i managed to get quite far with the power of "Copy & Paste"... i feel a little guilty... but it's ok i guess... once in a while...

After school go YJ's place and jammed awhile with WH before going to the hospital... damn fun... but i was not used to his guitars so i faced a little difficulties...

At the hospital(1900+), met up with Kat and Ms Lu... Kok seemed pretty alive... but still need lots of rest... left at about 8.15pm for dinner at Kopitiam in TTSH... crapped damn damn lot with Norain, YJ and WH... damn fun... long time since we sat together and bullshit about each other... about 9.30 we went back to the ward for a second visit... we talked damn lot... Kok told us all the army stories until about 10.45pm... now i want to go army even more... haha...

Left the hospital at 10.45pm and headed out in search for taxies cause i wanted to hitch a ride with Norain... but the taxies never came... in the mids of trying to get a taxi, we found our way to the bus stop... in the end i took bus with YJ... when we boarded the bus, Norain just got a cab... too bad man...

THE END

Just finished watching Apocalypto... or Wild Men with Sexy Ass... damn nice... spent 2hrs watching... it was worth the time... the fight for freedom and survival was beautiful... now i also want to fight for my freedom and survival... i'll go running around naked and kill evil people tomorrow!!! BAH BAH LAH LAH LAH WU GA SHA LA LA!!!


Ok... back to reality... class was fine today... at least i had a direction to work towards... if not it will be another day of slacking... i did lots of research and drawings... this time round i did not play games during meet 3, i watch MOVIE!!! Scary Movie... damn damn damn funny... tomorrow meet 3 Scary Movie 2!!! the day after Scary Movie 3!!! scary movie 4 don't need to watch... i watch a lot of times already...

Back in school, there was this booth set up outside canteen 1 selling stuff toys... crazily, there is this group of girls from my class who made me visit the booth 3 times in one day with them... i don't know why am i so unlucky... i'm always down with them and at that same booth with them... those stuff toys are driving me crazy... when i'm watching movie in class, jasmin used the small big bird to peck me... AAAHHHHH!! ONE DAY I'LL GO BURN THE BOOTH DOWN... then i'll say sorry to the owner on the following day...


Today seems to be a Give-Your-Loose-Change-To-Beggers-In-Pink Day... these people are all over the place!!! at 8.05am, they were at YCK MRT... at 8.40, they were at Woodlands MRT... at 1pm, they were outside RP... at 5.45, they were at Woodlands MRT... and at 6.15, they were still at YCK MRT... what the hell man... there are just so many pink beggers... and they are asking for money even after i had donated 20cents and sticked the sticker on Charlene's jacket without her knowing... this is crazy man... next time they should print stickers that are as big as my belly... then i can stick it on my belly and every pink begger can see that i've donated... wha lao eh... so annoying lor... if i see them tomorrow, i'll kill them like the wild men with sexy ass movie... AHH!!!


Got info that Mr Kok had been hospitalised... damn... why is the good people always facing so much problems? i really don't see a reason behind it... no logic man... anyway, i'll be visiting him tomorrow... get well soon man... everyone is waiting to see you swing those arms again!!!


Ok man... i want to play guitar now... but it looks like it's damn late... and i know how much shit i'll be getting myself into if i were to pull some noisy stuns at this hour... haiz... my fingers damn itchy leh... i think i'm going all out for John Petrucci's musics... but Steve Vai still rocks... get my basics right first... but how to get my basics right if i can't practise now? i've found a nice song and it's relatively simple... but how to play now? i'm itching for something my parents see as noise... one day i go do my secret training and when i become a pro i'll go pull stuns... and when it happens, i make sure my parents beg more not to stop... haha... i guess i go do some push ups tonight... and pray that i can play the guitar tomorrow night...


National Day is coming!!! Yah!!! Holiday!!! i some something interesting happens on that day... i don't want to stay at home like the other 16 National Days... i don't care man... if there is no activity is planned, i'll get activities planned... and if i don't get activities planned, then i'll plan activities for myself... and if i don't plan activities for myself, "i don't want to stay at home like the other 16 National Days..." will become "i don't want to stay at home like the other 17 National Days..."

Haiz... still sick today... skipped gyming... and my body had already started shrinking from being sick... haiz... i can't wait to get back to the gym... miraculously, my muscles did not become fats... it just turned smaller... haha... time to got them back this thursday...


Today i did not help much with group... i guess i had a mood swing today... all i did was to play the PSP... almost every minute is spent on it... and i did not socialise with the class... i isolated myself and just played the PSP... so much for being sick... so many changes... haiz... i wanna get well soon...


And to W15H... ALL GET WELL SOON... everyone is sick now... the virus is just being passed around like a rally race... a bit stupid to have the whole class having identical sickness all at once... better watch your diet and drink damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn lot of water... at least i'm more alive now... due to my secret theropy... well i had enough of it now... you guys should try it... that theropy can get rid of a fever in 2 hours... amazing but true... but it only work for fever... i've done it for 4 occasions and only my fever is down... cough and flu still remains... anyway, all rest well... and get well soon...

I should be dying soon... my flu just got worst today and i could not go for SWO practise... this sucks man... i want to play Queen Symphony... my anti-sickness solution don't seem to be working this time... sleeping without the fan in a hot room with the blanket covered... used to be the best solution for me... this time it did not work... i'm going through this therapy again tonight... better get well by tonight...i'm desperate to get well... i've already lost a lot in size... i can't loss anymore... and i can't miss class...

Haiz... i'm damn damn damn damn damn sick now... i really hope i get well soon... along with all the other sick people in W15H... this new trend is not nice so please don't pick it... everyone better drink damn lot of water and get well quick... i don't want anyone to miss out the fun we're having every other day...


Tomorrow SWO practise resumes... i can't wait man... i hope we are playing Queen Symphony... damn damn nice piece... but first i gotta get well by tomorrow... if not i'll be dead before i get to eat my mum's good cooking...

Haiz... today was a damn damn damn long day...
6P + UT3 = BOREDOM
i was playing D2 throught the 3rd meet... amazingly, i managed to clear quite some bit of the game... After school i headed down to AMK HUB with jasmin, hui yan, mai, charlene, chan, patrick and jerry... they had Pepper Lunch... and i get to watch them eat... cause i got food at home and if i did not go home for food, i'll get fucked up again... had a great time joking and laughing... i was just being honest about my mum's cooking and they just kept laughing... in the end, i regretted not joining them at Pepper Lunch... after eating all the crazy inventions, i got a stomachache and went to shit... i guess jasmin do have a point when she told me to give my mum more time... i'm fine with the idea but will i still be alive when her cooking turns good? i guess i'll be dead from malnutrition or to much of something... haha... to summaries all, i'll be home for dinner more often when the food becomes good...





Ok, now away from food... i got the formal picture already... check it out...

My mam seems to have a problem with me coming home late... even when she know i'm coming home late, she still ask me why am i coming late... this sucks man... you go find your solution lah... what have i done wrong?


No point being unhappy... ok... West Coast outing yesterday with yvonne, tricia, raphael and aiman... a crazy lot... to climb about at the playground... i think the kids there think we are mad... but who's gonna care...go play with the grass lah... that is the second most interesting thing they can do... i don't even have a chance to play with grass lor... when i was a kid a everyday lock up at home one... after school, home... after visiting, home... there was no where i can go... anyway, the guys competed at a little obstacle course... kind of retarded... but it was real fun...aiman was the fastest... followed by me... then raphael... was panting after the run although it lasted only 2mins... time to go jogging man... later we headed down to OCC for bowling... crazily, i had not touch bowling for about 1 year yet my first roll was a strike... haha... damn fun rolling balls... game 2 i made a deal with charlene... lose treat drink on the next day... well, i always plan before agreeing on a gamble... i always get all sorts of crazily sweet drinks from the ladies in class... they were the ones who make my drink so charlene had to treat 4 people if she loss... and i have to treat only her if i lose... but the results are well known... i won... 2 strikes in a row... haha... beat that karate girl... haha...


Today the haunted house thing was i little crazy... i was grouped with charlene and jasmin... karate girl and sweet drink provider... haha... i was the happiest man on earth for that many minutes... the haunted house wasn't too scary... but at least there is still a slight scare factor... mild fear ran through my spine even when i know they were meerly people in white dress... haha... how stupid of me...


Went gyming... but today was different... i was in the train with yvonne, hui yan, chan and raphael... i did not get to sleep in the train and felt pretty tired while gyming... looks like thursdays aren't happy days... well too bad...


I think i'm dying soon... i consume so much sweet drinks a day, i ought to be dead some time soon... to add on that, i drinks quite some bit of different drink at once... i think if i were to drink a dose of Chemical X, i guess i would explode and the PowerPuff Girls will fly out of me... haiz...

Today was pretty much fine... school was fine... everything was fine... except for the mutliple toilet visits caused by excessive consumption of sweet drinks... nothing much happened till the evening... other than another dosage of excessive consumption of sweet drinks again... WE HAD A J.U.M.P. PARTY!!! whatever that mean man... it was really fun... the music was great, the dancing was great, the jumping was great, the shouting was great, the people were great, the atmosphere was great, the PM was great and everything was great... damn i shouted so much that i sounded like Darve Vader now... everyone was crazy man... all sorts of crazy stunts... and Imran's house smells like shit... it was real fun man... we had free shirts too... but the whole thing was spoilt when my mama called and asked me to go home when i was about to go for supper with my friends... haiz... why must she ask so much? in the future i think my mama will call me on my wedding day and ask me to go home... damn... this sucks man...


For the past few days i've noticed this strange feeling running in my blood... damn this should not be happening... we were just friends man... and now i'm seeing things i should not see... now i see the beauty that lies beneath the skin... i'm i being too demanding? guess nothing is possible for me when it comes to love... i always fight losing battles... I've lost to myself many times... this might just be another one of those times... haiz... girls girls girls... the impossible had happened... the present had become the future... there is no turning back... i think i ought to die...