Early morning blog... UT confirm pass one... just now in the MRT i was listening Sakura Symphony... damn damn damn nice... brings back old memories... i almost cried listening to the second movement... damn damn damn touching... i feel the love man... time to do something more value-adding now... ROCK LOBSTER!!!

Hahaha... today is Rachel's Birthday!!! today she becomes 17... a little late, but better late then never...to summaries all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!!!


Today majority of the class was dressed in formal... so cool... everyone looked so smart and professional... but it was really hot in class... maybe it's just me... nothing much really happened today other than me paying $4 for a "Huanted RP" thing this thursday... i'm wishing really hard that my money is not gone to waste... it better be good...


Today is another gyming day... ended early... but it was great... it's been so long since i felt such pain... such love... now trying damn hard to work the fats off some spots on my arms... jasmin and hui yan always aim there when they pinch me... damn damn damn pain lor... all these small little fatty spots... really wonder how they found them... even i myself didn't know this spots existed till the day i felt the pain from all the abuses from the 2 girls... i shall not be bullied for long... i can pinch them anywhere... but the only thing that is stopping me is the fact that they are girls... so count yourself lucky jasmo and hui yan...

I finally found the source of my intense back pain when i stretch... i've been having a poor posture when i go gyming... most of the time, my upper body weight together with the weigths i'm carrying is resting on my back... it hurts damn damn bad... i'm trying to fix my sitting posture now... a little tough... but i'll do anything to fix my back aches...




Time to study for tomorrow's UT... sianz... why i'm i finding it hard to score for all the text based modules? scinece and maths had never been a problem... but that is 2 out of 5... i'll find a solution... but hope it's not too late for that...





A little reminder of the pain i undergo for a painful tomorrow...

Haha... today after SSW i went to Swee Lee with Wei Hong and Yong Jie to look at guitar stuff... Later Alvin joined us to see his dream semi-acoustic... damn damn lots of stuff there... but one guitar caught my eye... a 12-string acoustic... damn nice... too bad it's out of tune... sounded damn nice... $700... pretty hard to play... now that is my new dream... 12-string acoustic... sexy...

After spending quite some time at Swee Lee, we went to CityMusic at Doby Ghaut... decided to walk over... but we lost our way... we ended walking to Bugis then found our way to Doby Ghaut... walked damn lot... damn tiring... later i had a Cai Tao Kuah... 30mins later i was with my parents at Geylang eating duck rice... damn damn damn damn damn nice... the soup was superb... and the gravy was great... after dinner we went to watch the National Day fireworks... pretty nice... THE END

Today went gyming at Jasmin place... her place damn damn damn big... some rich girl... but the gym sucks... i ended up spending most of my time on the treadmail... about 30mins for 3km... i know it's damn slow... but at least there is a start somewhere... now i walk home not so tired already... haha... guess jogging is good in one way or another...

Haiz... i feel real bad today... i've let myself down at the gym today... to summaries everything, i almost died 2 times in the gym... Firstly, when i was doing the bench press(or whatever it is), wei hong made me laugh and 30kg of weight fell onto my chest... i could have die then... next, in the mids of gyming, i felt light headed and a little giddy... i felt a little like vomitting then... at that moment, i took a break from gyming... i feel so useless today... like some little weak shit... i ought to be crushed by that 30kg... haiz... tomorrow gyming again... guess i'll catch up tomorrow... i won't lose out...

Wah... today went to Clementi to eat Botak Jones... Damn filling(expensive food is always filling)... but not too good... then still eat left-overs for tricia and jasmin... the amout they give me is enough to make up a fish & chip meal... damn crazy... imagine eating two main course for one meal... i think i'm really getting fat... i gave up after finishing the chips... if i were to finish everything people would be offering their seat to me in the train... people might think i'm pregnant...


Tomorrow gyming... but my body is still aching... mild ache... hope it will go by tomorrow afternoon... if not i confirm die...

Haha... i feel so gay tonight... i went gyming and pumped my chest so hard till my breast exploded... not literally exploded but they made my shirt real tight... haha... a got a breast crack then... i think it should be gone by now... my chest is feeling bad now... i had a tough time bathing again... i think the neighbours might have thought i'm having sex in the toilet as i was moan and groaning to all the discomfort when i remove my clothes and trying to dry myself with a water-proof towel... time to study... goodnight...

Haha... today was near perfect... the concert was great and almost perfect... but now i'm damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn tired... a little brain dead... but nevertheless, the concert was great... W15H turned up... but they were one piece late... haiz... they missed a beautiful piece... but it's ok... everything else was great... haha... can't wait for morning to come... i can finally sleep without worrying of waking up late... haha... i love yesterday so much...

Everything will work out fine today... i know it will...

Gyming had never been this painful... haha... today went free weights... then all the pattern come out... do until my arms are a little dead... tomorrow gonna hurt like fuck... but that is when i become a happy man... and when my friends try to touch me all over, i be a sad man... if they want to pull stun and touch touch all over non-stop, i'll be a angry man... haha...


UT sucks... i think they are made to fail students... then the facilitators will have alot to comment on each individuals... then everyone will start laughing at the failure... then i'll have to laugh at myself too... cause i'll be a failure... haha...


I need sleep... everyday sleep so late... pass 2 days study until damn late... but i guess it's not gonna make much of a difference... the only difference is that i've slept late... now things are becoming like "I'm studying to fail! YAY!!!"... don't you think that is stupid? guess that's what RP is trying to do to their students... pay school fees to fail... then use the money to drain the 'lake' and built a big metallic water-droplet-look-alike 'statue' in there... it does nothing and has no meaning to it... then everywhere also have construction workers... everyday something must be damaged... the repairs never seem to end... it's as if someone is trying to make NEWater out of pure water... nothing is wrong, they just have to come and re-paint the walls that they had re-painted 2 weeks ago... that is where our school fees are going to... we are paying to make the walls whiter than yesterday, paying to built stuff with no symbolic value and paying to fail...

Now we must take our revenge... make sure the school treasure our money... next time go toilet flush 2 times after use... leave foot prints on the walls so that there will be a reason to re-paint them... evaluate the facilitators very well so the school knows the cause of high failure rate is due to the UTs... bring pails to school and get water from the water coolers/taps for home use... haha...

The top 2 paragraphs are just some random ideas which was triggered off by the front few sentences of the longest paragraph in this entry... no offence to anyone... just having fun coming up with crazy ideas...

Changed my tagboard... it was not working too well JASMO recommended me cbox... to i took her advise... she wants credits so...
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THANKS JASMO


Rachel is addicted to CS... i must keep my laptop a safe distance from her... if not i can't do anymore work...

My guitar pro is beginning to annoy me... yesterday i made my Hungrian Dance No.5 for 4 clarinet into 3 guitars... by the time i reach home the file got corrupted... cannot open... today i did it in class again.... all was fine until i reach home... it feels like crap... but when i send it to wei hong he said it's fine... damn... i can see my own scores... some curse in the com i guess...

Laterly i've been hooked to Transformers the game... damn cool... i play autobots till i got stuck... now playing Decepticon... play until damn far... damn fun...

School is getting challenging... i've not been getting enough sleep and i'm trying my very best to contribute as much as possible...

Haiz... RP have something that my secondary school don't have... the toilets have doors and toilet paper... back in my secondary school, when there is a toilet, there is no doors... when there are doors, there is no toilet paper... Life is always challenging when you get a stomachache... especially when you are in YCKSS...

I did not play too well for yesterday's concert... haiz... guess i'll have to imporve and be more prepared for coming saturday's concert... first time so many of my friends attending... i'm not going to let them down...

Sometimes i find myself wishing so hard that i'm in the wrong class... haiz... the peaceful days are long over... i don't really feel too happy being in class nowadays... no point elaborating... nothing will change...

Guess what... RP had been hit by a drought...

2 news, bad and good... i'll start with the bad news...


My dog had passed away today... this afternoon to be exact... i feel a loss inside of me... well, i really hope she had gone somewhere better than this dying world...


Ok man... now for the good news... i've become a nice son today... yesterday i was listening to "Lemon Tree"... then my dad told me that there are some songs where he could remember his childhood days when he hears it... the band was Carpenters... so i went to youtube to find the song for him... haha... he was really happy last night... so i decided to help him find a way where he could hear the songs anywhere... with the help of Zaki, i got the songs for my dad... haha... i'm being a good son for once... haha... ok man... good night soon... i go game first...

Damn... today's gyming was a bit crazy... went heavy weight to grow bigger... but things did not turn out well... i pushed so hard on the bar that when i went down to the machines, i could bearly do anything... haha... i feel so weak... i even had difficulties taking off my shirt... seriously... now i don't dare to wear shirts... guess i'll have to attend school topless tomorrow... anyway, dinner was great... too bad a forgot to empty my ractum when nature called this morning... so i had a challenging time eat...
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20 PIECE NUGGET!!!

The best part about today was something that i've learnt... something out of the class... haha... and i'm real happy about it... i'm gaining 1kg every week!!! haha... damn power... in no time i'll be a FAT BOY SLIM!!! some fat slim guy will be running around soon... haha... i can be a wolf in sheep's wool... a fat guy on the inside, a fit guy on the outside... haha...

Today was another band intensive day... alumni band practise in the morning... then swo in the afternoon till evening... damn tiring... but it feels good... at least today no solo clarinet... haha... concert is coming soon... and tickects need to go... anyone interest, contact me...

Wah... today damn hardcore... i had a bandaton today... morning ssw, afternoon alumni band, night swo... damn... by night, i was half dead... damn tired...for swo, we played trittico alone(whole section was not around)... the second movement have 46 bars of rest... almost fell asleep... in the afternoon played magic forest and Dmitri for alumni band... i think Dmitri is a cursed piece... when playing the piece, my G on the top and above all got stuck... and without those notes, at least half the piece is gone... it got stucked for no reason... i swapped my instrument, changed the reed... but nothing worked... only after the piece is done then the instrument went back to normal... thanks to chun bok who doubled the parts... if not i would have gotten myself into alot of trouble...


Lately i've been having cravings for sweet drinks at night... i don't know why... i just feel a need for then... maybe it's because i'm growing(bigger)... well, i just gotta eat more and drink more sweet stuff and continue growing... maybe my craving could be the explaination for me being tired everyday... too much sweet stuff = growing fat... and that happens to be what i want... haha... good night... i'm gonna have a long and challenging day tomorrow...

Haiz... you know that i've missed my NS registration right? well, i just called the hotline... and the hotline was like some tele-maze... keep on "Press 1 for..., Press 2 for..."... i listen to the machine and pressed 1 many many times... then later "Press * to go back to the menu..." i felt like an idiot... 5mins of pressing 1 and following a machine's instructions and i'm brought back to the menu... in the end i lead myself to the customer service and get my quries cleared... haiz... now must wait for a third letter from the army...


Today lesson ended early... and i finally get to go home early... now i must prepare myself for any new inventions my mum had prepared for dinner... haiz... now a lot of problems had appeared... life is really challenging...

I blogging in class... i know it sounds really pathetic... but i have no choice... i've been home pretty late for the past many days... so late that i can't be bothered to blog... i have been back at YCK for the past few days for the combo band practise for the coming concert... damn... it's pretty fun... if anyone is interested, you can approach the little kids at YCKSB for the tickets...


Lessons have ended pretty early for the past few days, which is good... cause i have more time to practise with the combo band... considering the fact that the concert is just next week and practise only started this week... i hope today would end early too... tonight have alumni band and i'm look forward to it... can't wait to play Shostakovich's 5th Symphony... it's damn nice... very beautiful piece...

I'm watching Igor Stravinsky's Fire Bird on youtube now... just the first 44 seconds... sounds nice... watching the professional band's percussionist play the xylophone made me think of something... don't you think it looks weird if you see a tall man with receding hair line in a pair of old fashion glasses playing the xylophone... for some reason i feel that the mallet percussion is for young people to play... it looks more like a kid's toy than a musical instrument... haha...


Ok man... got to finish my conclusion soon... bye for now...

Damn damn damn... i've been off form since i've came back from Sydney... i've been very distracted in class... always playing games during class time... i feel guilty... and i'm damn sorry for not being much help to the group for the past few days... i promise i'll change back to my old self...


I've been a very angry man lately... damn... that bastard is getting on my nerve again... and it's the second time already... and i'm still holding back despite my bad mood in school today... second chance gone... next time i'll not hesitated to make my move... that goes to those people who think making me feel terrible is fun... i don't care if you're a guy or girl... don't blame me for being angry...

Just receive info that SWO is the CHAMPION of the Sydney competition!!! wow wow wow... i'm so happy i could beat someone up... haha...