Haha... went for YCKSB Chalet 2 days ago and stayed over last night... first night was relatively fine... but it was a pity that i had school on the next day and had not completed my RJ for the day... i not i would have go hang out with Yong Jie and Wei Hong... it's been quite sometime since we got together... Everyone had changed much since the last time we met... Wei Hong is now fitter and Yong Jie is still getting bigger... haha...

Anyway, yesterday i managed to get my hands on some LAN cables... so YJ and WH tested it out in the bus on the way to the chalet...



Damn fun lor... then later into the night, we played CS togehter... 3 on 5... i was pretty new to the game and died more than i kill... haha... now i'm practising on it... next time i'll kill everyone else... wahaha...

I've only slept for 2hrs the whole night... i watched Inuyasha's movie till i fell asleep in front of the com... haha... the room was damn cold and it made me sick... so i slept outside the room... which only lasted 2hrs... even when we go out to eat branch, i can fall asleep immediately after finishing my food... damn stupid...

One thing that i hated most was that when i took taxi home from AMK Hub, the taxi driver only understood chinese... i had a hard time communicating with him... and it was raining so heavily that i could bearly see the hood of the vehicle... and it scares me... and trying to get my left and right right in chinese was extremely challanging... it takes me many seconds to figure out which is 'Zuo' and 'You'...

Fuck man... i failed my first UT... i feel damn lost now... i've just lost faith and hope in myself... i feel like crap... i don't know what to do... someone please help... i'm as good as nothing now...

Fuck man... i feel like crap now... damn... went to the gym just now and serious push my limits to the extreme... now i can't even keep myself up with my arms... it's that bad... damn... i might be a weak piece of shit tomorrow, but i'll be monster the day after... the day will come soon... and i know it's coming real soon... wahaha...


One more thing... CAN SOMEBODY TELL THE SCIENCE FACI THAT SHE IS BORING!!!

This colour look like an apple right? damn... nobody in RP believes me... i bet everyone thinks i'm stupid and colour blind...

Thursday i went to play badminton with yvonne, charlene, jasmin, chan, hui jun, akina and jerry... damn fun... its been so long since i did sports... my butt ached for 2 days already... the worst thing about that day is that i got thrashed by hui jun... i underestimated her... damn... later that day we went to mac to dine... sairi and aiman joined us... damn fun lor... chan was singing a song titled 'If i were' on the way to causeway... then over dinner, chan educated us with what he had learnt from Discovery Channel... damn funny...


Yesterday wasn't a very good day... I was grouped with Yvonne, Hui Yan and Farhana... and....... Bing Xiu!!! i was pretty happy cause he is finally in my group... theoretically... but physically no... now the group have lesser people... which also equals to less troublesome... haha... anyway, as usual, the ppt was up very early... we almost completed the ppt... left the research... then the faci ask us to plan a debate and be the judge for the debate... sianz... wasted effort... but it's ok...


This morning i went to lavender to renew my passport for my Sydney trip... meet sherline at ICA... was quite surprise... i guess everyone is preparing for their holidays... and there is one thing that irritated me alot... there were boys everywhere asking for donations... damn... i tried my best to avoid them... my wallet already have a hole... cannot hold coins... there is no way i'm going to donate my notes...

After going to ICA, i went to bugis to shop for a wallet without an extra hole in the coin compartment... damn... all the nice designed wallets have no coin compartment... and because of this, i've came up with a hypothesis... rich people don't need coin compartments on their wallet because they don't use coins! they only use cards and BIG notes... coins don't play a role in their lives... haha... spent half an hour deciding on the wallet to buy... then i go look around... surprisingly... i don't like shopping yet i still go window shopping... anyway, i bought 2 shirts... i've spent more than $100 for today... heartache... lucky the money spent on the shirt can be claimed...

Yesterday was damn fun... went gyming... i pushed myself so hard that i was close to tearing... damn exciting... first time i push myself so hard... i'm gonna be a big man(in terms of body) soon... wahaha... little kids, better start jogging... cause when i come, you can't run... wahaha...


Anyway, today's problem was a killer... permutation and combination... although i've learn it before in A Maths, this is one topic which i'll call 'Brain Killer'... back then when i was preparing for the 'O's, i always get the best sleep when i practise this topic... at most i could only study about 3-4 hours for this topic... then the rest of the day is over... then again, today was a tiring day because of this topic... haha... i had fun anyway... i like this topic cause not many people in my A Maths class could do it... only a hand full...

Gonna play badminton with my friends tomorrow... i'm a little worried... i have been having this pain in my ankle for quite some time already... maybe a week or two... i really hope nothing bad will happen to me...

Maths & Computing UT tomorrow... should i study now? or tomorrow morning? maybe i'll just have a quick browse now...

Chee bye... you son of a bitch... don't push your luck too far... and don't test my limits... know when to shut the fuck up or it'll be your loss... i almost lose control in class just now... you jolly well know when to back off... your joke will no longer be funny when you fist wants to be part of your joke...

I think i need to install GRPS on my pencils in the future... i just keep on losing them... i really don't understand why... i just lost one yesterday... and many months back, i lost a pencil on the day after i bought it... strange, but true...

!!!SAM WANTS TO LEVEL UP!!!


My friend told me that i'm sexist... looking back in the past, my friend was very right about me being sexist... sam, it's time to change... tomorrow will be the first day of Sam's Be-Nice-To-Girls Campaign... i'll try my best to change and try to be nice... although i don't really like being nice, i'll have to to change... constant upgrading...
__________
Nice l_________l Level 0

One day that gauge will be full... Level 100 maybe... lets see...


Went gyming today... pretty crazy work out... keep on pressing ourselves... for some reason, Alvin always make things look easy... damn... i'm far from him... but i'll catch up though... whahaha... your pressure on me will only make me a monster one day... but for now, i'll need my rest...

My serects are out in the class now... damn sad... my ppt. template is now passed around the class by my former group mates... now i won't be the fastest... i realised that i'm a trand setter... i used to eat cup noodles in class for lunch... today, majority of the class ate cup noodles for lunch... too bad... i've moved on... now i packet chicken rice to eat... whahaha... sam had just level up!!!


Today's new grouping was pretty fun... by the forth ppt, i was with HuiYan scouting for girls through yandao.com... a website where 06/07 rp peeps' pictures are there and we can search them by name or class... both of us were coming up with 'hot girls' names and search them over the website... browsing the website had made me nauseous a couple of times... it's so hard to come by a cute girl... some results were really horrible... damn... there is one name(name is disclosed) we searched for... out of about 30-40 results, only 2 can make it... and the both were on the top of the list... as we scrolled down, the pictures were from bad to worst... i almost puked on my way down... it's seriously that bad.. i can conclude one thing with this... rp has no pretty girls... another guy friend of mine agrees... at least i know that there are still some eye candies in rp... do drop some 'hot girl' name in my tagboard, if you have thought of one...

Damn... i shaved my MUSTACHE on sunday... damn now i look hairless... even my head agrees... anyway, i caught the process...


Before...



Process...



After...

I know Yvonne and Charlene had been reading my blog regularly... so i've been planning my entries before publishing them and holding back to lots of this that i really want to say... please pardon me if i had insulted anyone over this entry... some things must get out of me...

I'm fucking disappointed in my group today... for the past few days, i've been doing the ppt all alone... it started with science... i thought its ok as it was the very first time it happened... but looks like this had become a habit... i feel used... i'm working so hard alone and yet my marks are being shared... not that i'm selfish or what... but now i don't see the 'TEAM' in teamwork... where is everyone when i needed them the most? everyone was busy playing games, looking at shoes online or even worst... not in class... not that i'm against anyone going for lunch or whatsoever... but when you are done can't you just come back and help out with the ppt? i've been skipping lunch lately just to complete the ppt... then again, where is the team? at the end of the day have you ever asked yourself how have you contributed to the group? and at the end of each presentation what did i get? a pat on the shoulder and "Thanks sam, you save our skin"... that is not what i want at the end of the day... what are we doing in school? we are here to learn... learning comes in different forms and so happen that RP's education system is PBL... i've changed myself to fit the system so that i can benefit myself in this three years... have you guys did the same? i feel that the most enjoyable thing about PBL is when a group debates over something trying to prove themselves right... but i don't see this happening in the group... no matter how many countless times i try to get the group active, the focus span is just too short for any work to be done... if you can't do science, i don't blame you... just put in the effort to learn and i'll always be there to try my best to answer your doubts... if you can't do maths, i admit it's not my forte but nevertheless i'll do anything to help you understand whatever you ask... if we worked as a team during the 2nd break, do you think we still need to do any last minute changes to the ppt? whatever graphs, tables or charts would be all properly sorted out in the slides... is there still a need for changes if we seriously work as a group... haiz... maybe it's my fault somewhere... i don't know... you guys tell me...

If you guys don't get the grade you desire then i'm very sorry... i did not do a good job... i'm spoiling your future...

Ermm... Miss? i think you forgot to shave...

My wallet has a damn hole... not that it don't have holes to contain money... but it has an extra hole... my coins keep falling off... if my coins continue to fall, i think i will be able to find my way to school by following the trail of coins which starts right outside my door step... damn... time for a new wallet... and there goes my money again...


My friends said that i looked better without my hair... i think i should join some "MONK CLUB" or sign up member to a monastery and look good for the rest of my life...

I waited about 15mins for 169... i waited about 30mins for bus 854 at yishun interchange... the queeue was so long one bus could not fit everyone... i think SMRT must be sensitive towards people carrying black cases...

Do me a favour please... try not to laugh if you think anything is funny... these people deserve respect...



Mr Leslie Kang
Cognitive Processes and Problem Solving
This guy i think he was from 'Charlie and the Chocolate Factory'... always telling us about E & E chololates... interesting guy...



Ms Aileen Wan
Basic Sciences
My only female facilitator... in the first week, i was so happy to see the name... and expected some eye candy(no offence)... fairly nice faci... so far all As for her module...

Sam... you have given yourself 2 options... either you get her out of your head or pray that you'll meet her again... damn... just a girl on the train... just an average stranger that walks by and never meet again... how is this happening... HELP!!!


Anyway, today my group was a 3 men show... literally 3 MEN... the 2 girls did not come... and yet we completed the presentation by the first meeting... mircle? don't think so... lately i've been completing my presentations earlier... 2 mins, 2 hours and now 3 hours... i'm beginning to get use to this... haha...

Today was a fun day... for some reason, my group for this communication module is always coming up with crazy ideas for presentation... today we did a video... we acted out our problem... checkout my multiply... the video is up...

Now for the bad part of the day... my abs are beginning to hurt... when i cough, my abs hurts like fuck... walking around the school was tough too... especially the stairs... i looked like some guy who just got kicked in his nuts when i walked down the stairs... feels like crap...

One more happy news... i saw this nice girl in the train while going home today... damn... see her alone had made my heart go double time... damn... if only i can know her better... haha... time to wake up sam...

... at least for this life-time...

Dragonboat train was crazy today... 5km jog, 110 sit-ups, 90 push-ups, 32 chin-ups and 1 water break... and the worst thing that can happen while you are jogging along the road is when a garbage truck drives by... damn fuck... when you needed air the most, it comes by and stop you from breathing for 15 seconds... i think i'm through with DB... i think tomorrow cannot shit anymore... i think my abs are gonna hurt so bad i can't force my shit out for the next few days... i guess i'm just not cut out for it... i just go back to doing what i do best... and its not bullshitting... but its music...


Today have another explosion in class... damn... its happening a bit too often...

And another thing... Yvonne read my blog out to the whole class today when i was lunching... she might be reading this entry to the whole class any time soon... but i don't wanna care anymore... damn... my blog is now public... maybe Yvonne could consider putting my blog entries in the school's magazine... more public... haha... just wanna let the world know that a person can be someone else in the blog... don't worry Yvonne, i'm not stopping you from reading my blog to the class... just wanna tell you that i might be someone else at times... you can continue reading the next few lines of paragragh of this entry if i still have lots to blog about... haha... tell this to the class too... i'm having a band concert sometime in July... i think its the 21st of July... tell everyone to come!!!

I'M SO HAPPY!!! yesterday... i finished my presentation before the 2nd break-out... and the whole group had 2 whole hours of break... we went for lunch and i spent the other 1 and a half hours playing in class... and telling other busy groups that our presentation is done... haha... my friend DID NOT secretly took a picture of me while i was playing...


please ignore the shiny head...


Everyone must watch your health... i was sick for 7 days already... after drinking my sick friend's water by accident... now my whole family is sick too... becareful out there... drink plenty of water...


Tomorrow is going to be a long day... Computing the whole day... then i'll be going for my very first dragon boat training... actually monday also have training... my friend received the e-mail on sunday... i received the e-mail at 1545... and the training is at 1700... too bad... i don't have the required stuff so i did not go... haha... good luck to be tomorrow... the next time we meet, i'll be 2 times my current size... haha... just imagine a giant sam... the idea sounded like crap...