Woke up early today to study... when i was about to leave the house, my grandfather dropped by my house to fix my mum's flat tire... i hitched a ride to my study destination... studied at KB Mac alone... more productive... but the air-con was damn cold... i studied till my fingers turned blue... wasted $5.60 to recharge my energy from the lost of heat... a JC chick was studying on my left... but i still manage to focus on my studies... left the place before the planned time due to the rain... dropped at Yong Jie house to pass him a social studies textbook... it was almost 3pm and he was still sleeping... headed to Thomson Plaza to grab some strings due to bad rusting of strings... bought some stainless steel strings... $10... hope the wrapping w't let me down... sat at KFC reading Chicken Soup: For Teenage Souls... left after awhile... met Terri and Jocelyn at the bus-stop... tried to wake my mind for further tuition in the early evening... when i alighted the bus, i met my tuitor shortly after... great time planning... 3hrs of tuition... walked my tuitor to the bus-stop after lessons... had a wonderful chat... at least i met someone who encourages me, listen to me... someone who won't laugh at me for having bombastic plans for the future... way better than my siblings who had been telling me to give up in everything i do... how i wish i had a brother like that... fixed my stainless steel strings onto my guitar while watching princess hour VCD... got lost during show... wonder how many episodes had i missed... 1st string broke... lost appetite for dinner... second day already... i think i am dying soon...

Terrible... i did not understand the question for the second question of paper 1... i wasted 10mins looking for every word in the dictionary and compiling all the meanings of each word then figure out the meaning of the phrase... when i read the second line, i then understand the whole meaning to the question... damn waste of time... i expected a break in between both papers... but i was mistaken... i drank lots of green tea in the morning as i am in need of caffeine... wanted to pee urgently but controlled till the end of the paper... i did not want to be distracted...

Went lunching with the Sweaty Boys... back to school at 1.30pm... studied at Shine Centre till 5pm... in the mids of studying, Rumi, with a bunch of indian kids, was touring the school... a indian man videod me studying in the Shine Centre... i might be appearing on Vasentham Centre or Bollywood or some news in India...

When i was done with my studies, band just ended... i went to visit them and had a chat with Mr Ng... soon after, Mr Ng drove me to the bus stop outside my house... damn happy...

Today my sis bought a VCD... a show that i had been following since Jin Shan Shun...



Not a very wise choice... wonderful korean show... the two female cast are hot... one cute the other pretty... but the disadvantage of watching the VCD is the they speak in their tongue, but the subtitle is CHINESE!!! that is really bad... is she had at least buy the DVD, which cost $10 more expensive, there might have the english subtitle option... but nevermind... i still manage to catch the word... but i kind of feel guity thinking this way...i am just a day away from my mother tongue 'O' Levels and i am stil thinking that i can't do chinese... i feel that i am putting myself down and not giving myself a chance to try... i really feel bad... damn damn bad...


About the contact lens idea, i am planning to get opinions... but i guess i might be wearing them... just on the grad nite...

BEST OF LUCK TO EVEYONE ON MONDAY!!

Back to the purple room again... our humans lesson carried on with a wonderful ending when Mr Poo gave a prize to the most interestingly unique student of the class...
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!CONGRATULATIONS MR. HENG!

Congrats to Mr. Heng for getting this glorious award...

Today is my mama's birthday... damn funny... she sprained her back in the morning... damn power... you are not getting any younger mum...


Humans started my day... we went to the purple room in school for lessons... its the school's meeting room which only mr poo's class was privillaged with... the room was filled with art and photos of various art CCAs... on one shelf, there were a series of D&T wood work... one looked familiar and i realised that it was the one i made in sec 1...


My Monster Mantis


Anyway, damn lot of shit happened today... A. Maths lesson was damn fun... Oliver made a fool of himself and a manage to get some pictures of him being stupid...


Big Green Shoes which match the school's uniform
YCKSS Ronald MacDonald Mascot!


Prof-Fat-Sir Tan

Here's a video of this idiot play around in class... watch him make a fool out of himself...


After lessons, we went to the Shine Centre to study but Oliver stole some markers from Marthandam and brought the creative character out of us...


Overall View of the elf drawing we found(with edit)


Close up on face


Found this at the corner...


Bollywood Presents...


Attack Of the Shark!!!


Shark's drawing by me...


After the mass drawing, i decided to start study... not long after, Jia Lan, Yuan Li and Sojini join me at the table... Sojini left early leave me with the two girls... Rain came after and we moved further away from the rain... Jialan asked me to teach her Permutation and Combination... but the teaching was terrible... she used a permanent marker and started writing my name all over the table... later, i took my revenge... but it was only one out of the many times she wrote my name... now i am famous in a place where fame can endanger your life...

I feel my life shortening... i've been doing so much excersie lately that things had became bad for myself... after my workout today... which was terrible because my muscles are not recovered from yesterday... i felt damn dizzy... my body felt jelly and i felt like puking... i wasted a whole 30mins just to let my body settle down... and i am still having problemms now... hope i'll live to see tomorrow...

Yesterday my bro asked me if i wanted to go for a jog today... i agreed... but short before going for the jog, he say he lost his mood to jog... what kind of shit is that? losing the mood to jog... still say want to prepare for NS... looks like i'm the one preparing for NS... everyday do 30 push-ups, lift weights 70 times on each arm, 30 sit-ups and 5 chin-ups... damn good... i feel the pain...


Anyway, i just received a letter for the Ministry of Defence... made me happy for nothing... just about some passport stuff... saying that i must register some stuff a week before if i have any travel plays... damn crap... there is still a question which kept me thinking...

'Why should I serve NS?'

What a question... do we guys look like we have an option?


For some reason, i am having thoughts about wearing contact lenses for the grad nite... i just worry that it is expensive and dangerous... i am damn afraid of putting my finger on my eye... although i dare to stuff my finger under my lower eye-lid... damn weird... fears can be so interesting at times...

Went to Vivo City yesterday to catch a movie, Death Note... damn nice show... full of mystery and the plot is damn good... don't miss it... i will be watching the second show when it is out... there is a damn cute girl... the other death note holder... guys, don't miss this one...

Vivo City is damn big and damn crowded... it took my family 15 minutes to walk from the carpark to the cinema... after walking half an hour, we merely walked one level of the whole building... the roof is great... it would be better at night... perfect for a romantic night with your special someone...

Too easy... but it is good... i have a chance to do better...

Haiz... my days are not getting any better... i fell asleep at the bus-stop and missed 2 buses...after a whole morning of E. Maths, i went to get the Anderson Prelim paper from marthandum and we had a long chat together with Jonus, Kim Chuan and Daniel... damn fun... Marthandum told us alot of interesting things... after the chat i went to study with Daniel... study damn long... but i got very stressed in the process... i tried Cedar Girls E. Maths paper... paper 1 alone had so many blanks... so i gave up on paper 2... later, i tried Anderson A. Maths paper... real fuck man... i can only do the first question... damn shit... lucky i brought something apart from maths... Chung Cheng High Physics paper... another piece of shit... it is so damn difficult... when i check my answers with the solutions, i realised that there are many magic numbers appearing out of nowhere... nevertheless, i finished the paper with much difficulty... when all was done, Daniel decided that we had done enough work today... so we left to look for the other study group in school... they were idiots... most playing WWE cards... the only two people learning is Wei Seng and Keng Tat... Daniel was damn eager to compete push ups with me... so we did... too bad that i lost to him... i did only 63 and he did 70... but speed wise, i am better... by the time i hat 30, Daniel was still on his 15+... i sped all the was to 50 before taking a break... then i did my last 13 push ups with great difficulty... while i had gave up early think that Daniel could not reach me as he was still in his 40+ push ups... but i was wrong... after quite some time, he over took me... and he insisted on going on... we stopped him as we were afraid that he might hurt himself... nevertheless, i had made improvements from the last push up competition... 51 to 63...

Anyway, tomorrow is all 1990 and some 1989 babies' 'O' Level Science Practical... Really wish everyone the best tomorrow...

This morning when i was leaving for school, some this that changed my life happened... my mum was fetching me to school... i brought my shoes into the car and put them on... when i put my left shoe on, i realised that my shoe was not fitting very well... there was something in my shoe... at first i thought that it was a rat... but it was pretty inactive... so i withdraw my foot and guess what i found... A TOAD!!! damn fuck... itjumped out and hid in the car... i tried to get it out of my mind on the was to school but i discovered that my legs were raised pretty high up in the car... then i heard a croak... when i turned around i notice the toad at the side of the floorboard beside me... it freaked me out... my mum stopped the car on the road shoulder and i kicked beside the frog and chased out of the car... damn scary... i think i have developed a phobia of frogs because of today...



Anyway, yesterday i was watching some damn funny shows on youtube... i think everyone should watch it... damn funny... watch them when you are free...


Japanese Learning English

Some Chinese Video

Haiz... the haze is getting bad... and i had to go to school... anyway, schooling was fun today... A. Maths especially... doing a paper in one and a half hour... i feel real good... and whats more is that i discovered something interesting in the relief room... a fan without blade...



The fan is not spinning...


A closer look...


And an even closer look...


And a friend of mine has a huge pimple on his/her face since last week... i suspect it is not a pimple... maybe he/she went through some radio active place and due to the damage of his DNA, he/she started experiencing a mild deformation... the result of being deformed was a nipple on his face... maybe looking at it will be more convincing...



This was last week's picture... today's was bigger...

The last day of school just ended... i feel kind of bad... i feel as if i had just lost a part of me... the atmosphere in school is very different for the past two days... even my chinese teacher who thinks that the band group talks too much joins us for a talk... the teachers became specially friendly...

I begin to fear the worst... i can't balance my A. Maths and E. Maths... i am improving in A. Maths very quickly... but my E. Maths is dying as quickly... i want to prove to the world that A. Maths is not a difficult subject... Mr Marthandam is expecting an A2 for my A. Maths in the 'O's... but i really want more than an A2(cause my bro got an A2)... i think i am aiming too high... i am putting too much pressure on myself... i am afraid i let everyone down... this is going to be tough but i believe in myself... i'll be tuitoring Wei Seng for science...i'll revive his past and show the world the other side of him... i must help him... but i need to help myself more... this is really difficult... i must do better than my bro in everysubject or i'll be laughed at... you'll think it is impossible foe me when you see it... but i'll do it... at least be even with him... but what if i fail? i am really scared of the outcome...



Bro's 'O's Result
English A2
Chinese C5
E. Maths A1
A. Maths A2
Science(P/C) A1
Humans B3
POA A1
L1R4 10
L1R5 12

This was what he told me... but i don't think it is right... his L1R4 and R5 don't telly... either that or i can't count...


From today onward, i am going study intensive... till the day the 'O's come... till then, good luck to all...

Wei Seng is really brave... he made the most unexpected decision today... Mrs Jones came to my class today during assembly and started comparing my with 401... at this moment, Wei Seng decided to drop A. Maths... a decision i did not expect... now i have decided to help him with his other subjects... help him to pull his grades down... haiz... i really wonder if he had really changed for the better...

Two more days of schooling... two weeks of study break... as the days draw closer, i feel more afraid... i don't know why... just hope i'll be prepared by then...

The PSI meter is back on the TV... if it ever go over 170, schooling will be over... the 'O's might be postpone... and i am not looking forward to it... i don't want to study more thatn i need to... bloody indonesia...trying to bring the world down with them... hopefully the fire move into the city and burn every single one of them...

Anyway, better take care of yourself... the 'O's are cornering...

DAMN CHEE BYE!!!I CAN'T RESIST THE VULGARITIES ANYMORE!!! I HAD SACRIFICED A WHOLE WEEK AND SPEND ALL MY TIME STUDYING!!! EVEN AT THE MOST TIRED MOMENT I STILL KEEP MY EYES OPEN... NO MATTER HOW TIRED AM I IN SCHOOL, I STILL KEEP MYSELF AWAKE... NO MATTER HOW FUCKING STRESSED I AM, I STILL STUDY... I SKIPPED ALL MY PLAYTIME TO STUDY!!! NOW I JUST WANT A DAY OFF FROM ALL THE STUDIES AND THE FUCKING COM IS NOT IN MY FAVOUR!!! CAN'T READ A NEW GAME THAT YONG JIE HAD PASSED TO ME, NEVERMIND... WANT TO INSTALL AN OLD GAME, CANNOT INSTALL!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING??? I THINK I AM GOING TO END UP WACKING THE COM JUST LIKE MY BRO... I HAVE NOTHING TO DO AT HOME... I DON'T WANT TO STUDY SO MUCH TODAY... I DON'T WANT TO STUDY SO SOON... I NEED TO GET THE FUCKING STRESS OUT OF ME... I REALLY HAD ENOUGH... THE ONLY GAME I HAVE NOT TRY IS MAPLE... WHAT THE FUCK LOR... I AM NOT GOING BACK TO THAT GAME... THIS WORLD IS REALLY UNFAIR... HOW I WISH I COULD RUN... RUN AWAY FROM ALL THIS CRAP... RUN TO SOMEWHERE SO FAR THAT I'LL NEVER COME BACK AGAIN...

I really wish someone can save me...

I really had a good laugh today... since i started my study intensive, i did not feel so good... today, i met the peak of my laughter chart... damn... its been long sice i had such a laugh...


Anyone wants to know what is in a white man's bag? i had uncovered the secret that no one had... guess what i found in 402's all time favourite gay, Xing Xian's bag... it is not any SK-II mask... but it is a bottle of sun block...



For some reason, Xing Xian seemed pretty proud of having the bottle of sun block... i can infer that from his expression in the foreground of the picture...


Remember this arm?



My bro and i tried to do what Yong Jie did to my arm months back... but this time, we did it on a different arm...



We used those pen look-alike things which girls used to colour their face and eye lids... samples are proudly sponsored by Watson...

You might think i had typed a whole lot of bullshit in my previous entry... but i really need to blog this...

While i was taking a break from my studies(did not expect it to be so long), i went to youtube to watch some guitar stuff... then i suddenly realised that youtube has almost all videos in the world, so i decided to source for my favourite game endings which i had missed all because my game was pirated... Final Fantasy was the game i worshipped... since primary school until now, i had been playing this game till my play station caught fire(not by me)... now i had really missed the game... the main female character of Final Fantasy VIII is so damn pretty... i just can't take my eyes off her... to be honest, all the female characters in all of FF games are damn pretty... haiz too bad it is just a game... the endings are all so touching... and their music had touched my heart... i almost cried... if only they were...

My time is running out... time is not on my side now... my 'O's are cornering and i am still failing... i really think i am having more than enough fun... time to go serious... please don't think that STD=Sexually Transmitted Disease... it is Study Till Death... that is my plan to fix my problem... i won't be blogging as much as usual anymore... my time is percious... not a second must be wasted from the time this entry is posted... i'm sick of failing... and had failed too much... A. Maths, Humans, Chemistry... mircle that my chinses... but that is not the point... my grades are borderline standard... and at this time, it should not be happening... i have let myself down again... and it will not happen the next time...

Anyway, good luck to those having exams and taking the 'O's... don't need to wish me... i don't need luck to pass...


Failure Is Not An Option...