My mood is dull... i am damn tired today... i don't know why the hell... i shouted at my sis when she came home from school today and need help to open the gate... i returned rude replys to people that smsed me.. what had gotten into me... this is not me... the worst part was after the 3 hours nap, i am still tired... i think it must be the whle week of lack of sleep... haiz... i don't want to know and i don't want to care...

Anyway, anyone willing to lend me a bass guitar? i want to try out my Orion part on it... after 4 hours of practise yesterday i can finally play another part of Orion... and i'll be needing it to get myself a bass guitar... you see, my bro is interested in playing a bass... he wants to get one, but like everyone else, he wants a cheap and good one... he kept asking me to source for one for him... how the hell and i going to find cheap and good bass guitars? so i plan to use propganda... i'll bring home a bass guitar and let him try it... when he starts to enjoy playing it, i return it to whoever is lending it to me... then he will be tempted to get one quickly... i won't be needing alot of time on the bass guitar... 4 years ago, i had developed a mind of a musician... i know how to practise and make my practise most productive... killing two birds with one stone... the plan will be ruined if my bro sees this... but i know he won't... that moron is not smart enough...

I think i am undergoing massive stress... for no reason, i had been doing stupid stuff with my friends... after school, Yong Jie and i saw a white board with a heading 'Words of Encouragement for Graduating Students'... guess what Yong Jie and i did... we got a marker and wished each other good luck... then we wrote Wei Seng's name on it, so big that it filled the lower half the board... damn funny... don't miss it when you come to school in the morning... it is just outside the general office... no pictures taken as the pictures turn out bad even with a good phone like Yong Jie's...

Yesterday Yong Jie andi went to Douby Ghaut to buy our guitar strings... on the way, we went to Plaza Sing to shop for a birthday card for a friend... the card cost us $7... lucky Yong Jie paid half... cause he had been sucking my money by buying picks... so far i bought him more than $11 worth of picks... bloody money sucker... anyway, back to the card, Yong Jie picked the card so don't blame me... it is a damn funny card... i'll post the picture tomorrow as i fear she might see what it is before tomorrow... and Yong Jie and i had gone through my ups and down trying to fill the card with signitures... damn funny... we got Poogan and Jimmy to sign on it... tomorrow i'll be passing it to the sec 3s... i can't get her a good gift but i'll try to give her some good memorises... if you are feeling jealous about this, come and tell me when your birthdays are cornering... you won't know what Yong Jie and i can do... haha...

I have this very interesting junior this year... for some unknown reason, he keep pestering me asking if i wanted to eat chee kuah last night... i was in the middle of a game so i just replied ok thinking that it was just a joke... this morning, i learnt othereise...



I had not much appetite but was still forced to eat it in front of him... what a start to my post-prelims days...

And in case you did not know, practising Orion is like f**k... i keep getting my fingers tangled up... i am beginning to regret agreeing to play the bass part... although it is damn nice but it is not easy... looks like i just understand another philosolhy of life... nothing good comes easy...

Hope my bro gets a bass guitar soon... as you know, i am a freeloader...

A rainbow after the storm... i finally understand the true meaning of it... after having almost-intensive study daily, i can finally take a real break... A. Maths today? NO KICK!!! damn easy... i can even count the number of questions i can do with one finger! but just some mistakes here and there... but that will not cause much damage to my results... overall for A. Maths this time? i can safely say that i MIGHT fail... but the chances are pretty low...

After a painful night... i finally felt stress for the first time... not an exciting experience... alot of pain and sufferings... i worked on my A. Maths until 10+pm i felt very pressured as there were no one to help me... i felt very heated up inside me and was on the verge of breaking down... so i stopped for the day... little did i know that stress had a long term effect... i had a sleepless night and felt as though i had been trapped inside myself... no freedom... i felt very uncomfortable inside me... then all sorts of funny ideas came rushing into my head... non-stop for the next hour... i felt like giving up on myself and was planningto drop A. Maths... haiz... now that i have seen light in darkness, i hope this experience will never repeat again...

Anyway, i went jamming today... damn fun... learnt lots of new stuff... and my guitar had its first set of new strings... too bad i accidentally break the first string... now i got to wait till tomorrow to buy the string back...

Why do i study? i fail more often when i study... one example is today... 8 hours of practise... result? SHIT!

Yesterday night i had a pervertic feast... 10 piece chicken, 6 whipped potatos, 3 Zinger and 9 Coke... only 5 people were eating... and only 2 out of 5 were guys... the dinner lasted till 2am this morning... i was too full and still had to eat left overs...

My cousin broke her arm today... just a primary two girl... damn sad... her arm became a V-shape... she went for operation today... wish her all the best...

Angels and Demons... a book i am reading by Dan Brown... Stairway To Heaven... a song by Led Zeppelin... f**k them... that song is a about some heaven stuff... but when played backwards, i becomes a demonic song praising Satan... after hearing it, i am freaked out... i am not goning to hear it again... to think that i hear it twice even when i was freaked out after the first time... i'll give the link, but listen it at your own risk... don't come blaming me for sleepless nights... stop the music if you don't feel comfortable hearing it... please be warned that what ever i had said is no joke...


Stairway To Heaven-Led Zeppelin
You Won't Enjoy It

Chemistry was a breeze! no kick man... everything was easy except some here and there... and i managed to answer questions that many could not... the best part is that i managed to do the chemical flow chart which i could not do in the past... the better part of that is that i finished it in the last 4 minutes of the exam! at least the success of this paper will help me pull up my overall marks for my sciences... what a waste... if only i had done my physics better...

POA was a trash... i know i am failing already... so what if paper 2 is easy... it is only 30 marks out of 100... will it make me pass if papaer 1 is a goner? i even had people sleeping when the test just started... they just hnd in a blank piece of paper with their names on it... pointless... i just wasted a who day on POA... to think that i had learnt up 4 chapters in 3 hours... haiz... too bad... i am long prepared for the outcome for the test...


I think Wei Hong, Yong Jie and i are very stressed people... see what we did to a D&T workbook we found in the toilet sink...

Haiz practising POA was no fun... but i had finally cleared most of the mess in my head... but at the same time, i made another mess...





Lucky i had tea to keep me awake...

I believe there is a problem with the teachers... E. Maths paper 1 was so difficult yet paper 2 was such a breeze... not kick man... i feel the teachers are insulting my intellegence... haha... kidding... now one maths down one maths to go... i'll show no mercy on monday and tuesday... a pass i must get... i failed the last mock exam by 1.5 marks... this time i am gonna pass... at least a A2... as what wei hong once said, 'Aim for the tree and you'll fall on the ground, aim for the clouds and you'll fall on the tree'... what wisdom... now time to tackle POA... damn sad... not my forte... and my whole family thinks i am very good at it because my recent PPR shows that i got an A2 for POA... when i only know how to do the final account... haiz... wish me luck... i'll need lots of it...

I feel quite bad... today's exam was a complete failure... i converted my mass to grams... my answers went as high as millions... my formula for power was wrong... my answers went all wrong... i feel like crying... i have let myself down... i have let everyone down...

Haiz... all the theory base subjects are up for testing this week... tomorrow is physics... and the best part is i had lost some of my notes... and i had to rely on the text book which i had never use before... all the words killed my study mood... lucky i work smart not hard... haiz... i wonder how are the other days going to be like... my life is now filled with distractions... guitar, computer... and now i'll be getting a X-Box... stupid right? maybe the X-Box will catch fire just like my late PlayStation... i find that my life is alot better after the PS was burnt... how am i going to pass my 'O's like this?

Haiz... not sure if i had been attacked by my allergy to exams again... i just can't stop sleeping... woke up in the morning, after breakfast i went back to sleep... woke up again, studied and had lunch then off to bed again... i just feel so tired the whole time... haiz... anyone know of a remedy, please help me...

Haiz... perfect day, perfect atmosphere, wrong mood... i thought E. Maths was going to be easy... until i learn that i had made quite a number of careless mistakes... haiz... too bad... the exam is over... i'll just work harder on the next paper...

I just discovered that i am suffering from a unusual allergy... i am having an allergy to exams... ever since i was in primary 2... i will fall sick whenever there is a major exam... a damn bad flu to start an exam... 4 times a year... but my current statues is much worst than the past 8 years...

monday: stomachache, slight runny nose
tuesday: stomachache, very bad runny nose
wednesday: very bad stomachache, slight runny nose
thursday: ???

i am going to die soon... but there is one more thing that surprised me... my sis is having the same problem as me... looks like the allergy runs in my blood... haiz... looks like i wont be dying alone...

Haiz... life is damn difficult... firstly, i started of my day with a terrible stomachache... must be from yesterday's spicy marathon... chillie in my food for breadfast, lunch and dinner filled with curry, curry puffs for snacks... haiz... learnt things the hard way... i had to controlled my shit the whole time today...

Next was the science practical... i 'warmed' the chemical too strongly and the chemical splashed on to my question paper... lucky there were replacement... then for physics, i could not light the match... the matchbox's sides had lost its friction... so i used the bunser burner to light my candle... when i completed my work, i still had 15 more minutes... so i played with the candle... i lit the candle over the beaker and watch the temperture rise...i wanted to lower the beaker to quicken the rate of change... but i accidentally drop the whole beaker into the molten candle wax... the whole base of the beaker was covered in wax... i did not clean it off... waste my time only... in between my stomachache kept coming and going...

Later in the morning, while being quarantined, i received my A. Maths Mock Exam! damn shit... I FAILED BY 1.5 marks!!! how can that be... 5hrs does not seem to be enough... but i made big improvements... but i still failed... so i am not really happy about it...

Haiz... so much negative happenings today... but there is always light in darkness... i am going to get my first electric guitar today!!! 7pm... really happy... can't wait... some empliphone SG Special... a silver guitar...

i am burnt on my shoulders and back... a little on my legs... don't touch me...

Juz a couple pictures i found in my phone... kind of interesting...


Now i understand why they said he is a girl...


Party Popper on Teachers' Day before use...


Party Popper on Teachers' Day after use... DANGEROUS...


Someone's legs hanging from the wall in the jamming studio


A creative way to stop unwanted flows...

My sister is a bitch...

Don't ask why...

In the past A. Maths tests, i used to count the marks of the questions that i can do... today, i counted the number of marks i can't do... see the difference... i am good... after a 5 hours A. Maths intensive, i have enlighten myself... the paper felt easy... only because i am good...

Damn cool... i went to fix my wrist today... quite an experience...the doctor just rubbed my wrist and 'cracked' my wrist 4 times... and all was fixed... the doctor still said that i was very lucky... 9 out of 10 people break their wrist from the fall that i had... real lucky i am... but after today, i had been inspired to learn TCM... for the 5 mintues he spent on my wrist, he was paid $25! that means $25 per 5 minutes... what money... i also want...

I attended a concert to day... as you know, it is 'A Fairy's Kiss' concert by Min Lee and some other people... what i can say is it is not bad... but i just can't understand the story behind the music... i don't like the fact that the story is being verbally told... i rather discover the story by myself through the music... anyway, there are good and bad happenings...

Firstly, Wei Seng wore a very interesting shirt...

Read the print...


On the way to VCH, we walked by a man selling ice-cream... the man asked,
'Want some Ice-cream?'

Guess what David replied,
'Is it free?'


Later in the afternoon... i saw the girl of my dreams... damn pretty today... but its a pity good things don't last long... haiz... if only time would slow down... even if it is just a second longer... haiz...


After the concert, i took train from Raffles to Yew Tee alone... an hour long ride... i stood throughout the ride... i almost died standing...

At my grandma's place, i played soccer with my 7 year old cousin and my bro... while going to fetch the ball back, i slipped on my jeans which were covering my heels... i landed on my ass and wrist... there were no impact on my ass as i am used to the pain after years on caning in my primary school life... but my wrist got the most injury... after the fall, i felt a little dizzy... as if the impact had went all the way to my brain... and instead of my wrist feeling the pain, the bone in my lower arm felt pain... at two points... everytime i move my wrist or my arm, i feel the pain... i am just afraid my bone is fractured as the 'O's are coming soon... i can't bear to lose my master hand before the major exam... haiz... hope all is right... an hour later, i experienced some discomfort at my abdomen... really hope i am alright... haiz... life is tough when things happens at the wrong time...