Monday, August 27, 2007

Thoughts....

Had a gathering with Ben yesterday.It had been months and years since we last met. We always have problem meeting up as we cant get over the emotional obstacle..Tried very hard to meet up as friends but the ending will always be different..Ironic!

We went Maxwell Market had "LOr MEE" but unfortunately i dun like.I still prefer Bedok "Lor Mee".After which we went KTV..Its the 2nd time since we went KTV (only the 2 of us).Ben do not like others to hear him sing..Maybe he feels inferior.Its only on the 7th year of knowing him den he started to open his "golden mouth". All along when I go KTV, he is just my audience..haha..Sang a couple of duets and singles..

Next we went to packet dinner home for my family and proceed to play mahjong..I lost $60 at first but he give all his winnings to me and i end up losing only $30! I know he still cares about me e.g. not letting me drink water with ice to carrying heavy stuff...Maybe I am sensitive but i appreciate that.Maybe giving me the $30 to me to cut my losses is just a small act on his part but i view it differently cos it represent that he still hasnt treat me as an outsider yet..GIven his character,$30 is also Money!!

After meeting him,there are alot of mixed feelings..Not all things can be shown in writing,some are still just restricted to myself.

Enjoyed myself for the day..Thank You..

Bon Voyage and success to your future endeavours..

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