Aimless..

What a grouchy day to start with..

Actually all along I have been doing alot of soul-searching as to what is the ideal lifestyle I want? What is the main aim in life? and etc..I have also been setting achievable goals like a 1 yr and 3 yrs plan..And I am proud to say that I am working towards it but at times setbacks do occur..

People have been asking me about my future whether in terms of personal but I cant seem to answer them as even me dun have the answer myself. I tried to ask you although the answer that you give me is understandable but I think it's not going to happen as I cant seem to see any progress..rather sad though..Ask you too much it may seem that I am pushing you (which I dislike) if I dun ask I am in a blank..maybe you may think everything is still too early to make plans as you have more serious matters to be settle 1st.Or maybe you know it yourself but keep me in the dark..But communication is important ,u know??

I may think too much but this is my personality! I tend to plan ahead..I need to have motivation to drive me on.. As days passes, the more bleak my future is..Its so unlike in the past where I can plan which direction I am working towards..I HATE GUESSING GAMES!

Although I am a gemini, but I am a very systematic person and I like planning ( although I like surprises too) for serious matters! I am goal-less! NO directions,I just fall back against which side the wind is blowing..